Chapter 66 – 66. Akashic Records – Assemble (7)
“Instead of my fucking mother who scolded me and left, I had adults who always watched over me, listened to the bullshit of a kid who wasn’t the same, told me to try it, told me it was okay, lifted me up, and continued to watch over me.”
And because I had people like that, my childhood was full of sudden abdominal pain and there were people who called me bastards, but there were people who wanted me to be confident and not give in to the world.
When I did something senseless, he scolded me mercilessly, and when I realized later that it was all out of interest and love for me, how much I missed and hoped for it.
My father’s strict teachings and admonitions helped me become who I am today.
When I looked at it, I saw that the devil had taken care of the child and didn’t even take care of it.
“You said you only spoiled the child and entrusted the childcare to you? From what I see, that demon lord must be one of the worst mothers in the world who never spoiled the child and took care of it.”
That’s because my mom gave birth to me and left me in the care of her father before running away. I can be merciless about this. A motherless bastard and a bastard bastard. 애미 없는 깜둥이 새끼라고 하고 아버지랑 피부색이 다르다고 주워온 자식이란 온갖 모욕이란 모욕은 다 듣고 다녔던 몸으로 애미 없이 돌아다녔던 내 입장으론 존나 씨발년인게 틀림없다.
At the very least, I felt like I knew how hungry a child was for his mother’s attention as he grew up without a mother and without attention.
Even my older sister’s mother also said that she gave birth to my older sister and gave birth to her.
My sister said she saw my mother, but she said that one day she gave birth to me and then suddenly disappeared.
And the existence of stars. About the existence of a father who raised the two star beasts with love and did not abandon them, always trying to see how the children were doing even when he was busy, spending time with the children, protecting their innocent innocence, and raising them up by telling them that it was okay even if the dreamy children failed. Thank you, thank you again.
That’s why I couldn’t forgive myself for causing my father’s death and eating him up.
…
Because he is the one who gave such love to such a monster.
Naturally, as soon as she cursed the Demon Lord, Eris immediately got angry.
What can I do?
Pad lip is the best of all swear words.
If you don’t get angry here, you really are a motherless bastard.
I am truly a motherless bastard, but I am not a bastard without a father, so if I were to criticize my father, I would have been upset even if it were me.
“Now your mother-“
“I think I know why that little boy ran away from home, Aris. Just because he cums doesn’t make him a father, and giving birth doesn’t make him a mother. To be a father and mother, you have to take responsibility, be with him, show interest in him, and take care of him endlessly. I didn’t do any of those things. “Leaving your children’s education to someone else? I thought conscience only preyed on humans, but is it the same for monsters? Why on earth would you entrust your daughter’s education to someone else? The duty of the ruling class? The harshness of the world? And does that make you come to your senses?”
And I said.
“…Are you really crazy? Even if you hold them in your arms and raise them with love, they get hurt in a world where they are broken and screwed. Are you telling us to leave that to someone else and educate them?”
And I said.
“If that’s the devil you’re calling my mother, then just stay there and wait. After I’m done with everything, I’ll go and break your head off first.”
“…Wow, Clark, how come your personality is just as fiery now as it was before?”
And Gawain, who was listening to that, clicked his tongue and reacted to my padrep and declaration of war. Naturally, I felt like something was wrong with asking for something strange, and immediately Widi looked in the other direction and spoke.
-Hey, come quickly.
-Why? I don’t like the reward I will give you…
-Fuck you… No, stop talking nonsense, you crazy bitch. Negotiations were screwed… No, they were ruined.
It’s a negotiation and it’s a mess, but I think we’ll have to kick the demon lord’s mouth first for all his bullshit. Judging from the way Withy speaks, it seems like she really is close friends with the Demon King.
The screen changes.
Naturally, the one who appeared after the screen changed was Ema, whose appearance was so coquettish that it made you wonder what Eris would look like when she grew up. It was the appearance of a newly enthroned demon king, and of course, after seeing my expression, he immediately greeted me.
-Uh, hey, Clark – Dawn Bringer? Gold sun?
“Is it you who thinks that a little child who should be raised with love is being brought to his senses by being thrown into a harsh world?”
-Uh, wait a minute, don’t be angry-
“Answer me. Are you really the one who asked me for such foolish thoughts?”
-…Well, have you ever heard about what reward Weedy will give you?
“It’s a reward, damn it, don’t give a fuck and answer me. Is it you?”
-…I did that, but what was it that you didn’t like so much? Are you very dissatisfied with the demon’s parenting style? You too are a being with the blood of a monster, right? That’s how a monster’s child should grow up. Our way of raising children is to know the topic and to let them know if they don’t know their topic. Are you upset about this? Didn’t you even hear what I was going to give you?
Of course, the devil is talking to me in a way that I don’t understand. Naturally, I have no intention of interfering with what is necessary if the successor is to take his position.
But…
He’s still a kid.
It means he’s a kid.
Because I was a child, I was able to forgive Anna for the mistake I made, and because I was a child who always wanted to be recognized by those around me, I had no choice but to tell this demon of disqualification.
Letting a little child who should be cared for with love be ruined like this is a talent, if not a talent.
“…교섭이라는 건 상대가 어떤 사람인지를 확실하게 알고 진행하는거에요 이 미친년아. 어린 애새끼를 날 따라다니는 미친 새끼들이 넘쳐나는 곳에 두겠다니, 제정신이야? 말 할거면 제대로 생각 Say this. There are crazy people who have turned to godlike people chasing me, but you put me next to someone like that. Even if I give in a hundred times and say that the successor can be like that, Aris is a kid. You throw such a kid in this crazy place. Are you sane? ?”
Naturally, the successor.
I emphasize once again, even if the successor to the Demon King can do so by giving in 100 times, he would even take Aris with him.
It’s a kid.
I’ll say it again, that kid is a kid.
And…
She seemed not to care, wondering what it mattered.
-Even if she is a child, she is a demon, and she has set out to present herself as the demon king’s successor. It’s right that she takes responsibility for her actions. I didn’t know you were a very emotional person, but there are a lot of people chasing you, so if you say they’re hostile to me, I guess I can handle it…
And when the strings of my reason finally broke.
“Elistro.”
And Gawain intervened.
“Stop it. Don’t provoke Clark any further now.”
-…Gawain, my royal letter. Why are you taking his side and not mine? I understand your strength, but being around him is just dangerous. He is…
“…It was the wizard you look down on who took on the Demon King’s large army with an expedition of only 5 people, and led them to Cassandra through a detour, thorough surprise attack, and isolation. And this time, it will be you. “And to put it bluntly, you are much weaker than Cassandra.”
-Even so, since he is a man, his abilities are limited-
Oh yeah. Of course, since it is a Yinma type, I will attack in that direction…
Well, this is good.
I came back from a demon world so disgusting that I had never used it before. Gawain was also thinking about this, and at the end he took out his sword to somehow stop me.
Crispy-!!!
And, communication is broken.
“Mother!?”
Eris is greatly embarrassed by that. Usually when things like that happen, she says there’s something wrong with the recipient of the communication. That’s what her father said.
In the first place, I had no situation to exchange communication like this, and there was no reason to do such a thing in the enemy territory of the demon world.
They solved everything with just hand signals and light signals and moved forward.
And at the same time, communication is turned on again and –
-…Uh, um. There was a problem for a moment, Eris. Don’t worry too much. First of all, Elistro is safe.
“Mom, are you okay?”
-…A guest came to visit. A very scary guest too. Don’t worry, I’m getting scolded now.
“Yes?”
-Gawain, please put away your sword first.
“…Are you okay? I-“
Gukseo. And of course, she is now the husband of the current Demon King. Well, considering that it was a condition of survival, and that Withy also recommended that to me, I think Gawain, this brother, would have done the same. And he thought he had no choice if he was going to fight to protect his family.
It looks like it failed.
And on the other hand, I’m glad.
And Widi looks at me. And Widi bowed her head towards me and said.
-…I’m sorry about the devil in my house, Mr. Clark.