Chapter 241 – Taegeuk Yin-Yang Body (44)

The first time he took the sword in his hand his, his father his spoke. You are destined to be lonely for the rest of your life. In front of a young child who still doesn’t know what it feels like to be lonely, my father lamented like that.

‘Now, what the hell!’
Haha… I have nothing more to teach you.’
‘I hate it! I won’t play with you!’

And less than a year later, I came to understand my father’s words his. Shock, anger, envy, jealousy… People who used to be kind, each for their own reasons, distanced themselves from me. I just swung the sword, did I not like it that much?

‘Go away! You must be laughing at me inside anyway!’

It is not so. Didn’t laugh

‘Excuse me, could you please go somewhere else? It’s because everyone is uncomfortable.’

I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.

‘… How do you make a sword dance with you who are already making sword skills? Are you cheating?’

Deception, I never did.

However… You guys didn’t even think to listen to me. The feeling of loneliness I felt for the first time was terribly painful and made me sick. Do I have to live with this pain for the rest of my life?

‘Haha, it’s empty. How’s your father doing?’

I was afraid of that, so I clung to the hope I first met.

***

After completing his closing training, the older brother still looked lazy, but he readily accepted his younger brother’s teasing his. And he became my ideal by making me feel like a wall.

You can’t win with all your might, and you can’t pierce it with all your might. Absolutely perfect.

Thanks to my older brother, I was able to enjoy the sword with all my heart, freed from severe loneliness. “What’s wrong with what my father said,” He said with a pleasant smile.

‘Ha… How is it? Today was pretty great. With this, they’ll catch up to me soon enough?’

Why are you quitting already?

‘Uh, so far. If this is weird, we’re both in danger.’

I haven’t even started yet?

‘It was a good fight. Now if I’m not careful, I could lose? After all, he’s my younger brother.’

Lie. You weren’t careless.

However, before only three years had passed, I realized that my brother was also a criminal no different from others. My older brother, breaking into a cold sweat, staring at me and avoiding the game with various words. I also knew instinctively that I would be lonely again.

‘It was a good fight. I’m still a long way off.’

So I decided to hide my talents, skills, and skills.

Haha. But it’s not just empty words, I’ve really improved a lot.’

‘It’s because I have a good goal in front of me. I will take good care of you from now on, older brother.’

If even my older brother leaves me, I will be alone for the rest of my life. I hate that. I don’t want to live like my father’s ridiculous prophecy. I like the sword and enjoy the sword dance, but that doesn’t mean I want to be lonely. Me too… I want to live like everyone else.

Then, to my surprise, the area around me was full of people.

‘What, it was just one of the ordinary late indexes.’
‘Isn’t it too strong to be normal? Among my peers, Namgoong-jin is the only one who can beat him.’
‘But you can’t beat adults. I was scared for nothing I guess I just grew up fast.’

A talent enough to be recognized, a skill enough to be envied, a skill enough to want to be close to, it attracted people’s attention. He still received envy and jealousy, but the extent was insignificant, and people praised the bloodline of the Namgung family.

‘Bean, just ignore what they say. None of them are helpful.’

‘Ahaha… Okay.’

However, thanks to that, my heart went blank.

Is it right to keep hiding myself like this? Is it right to deceive yourself to avoid being lonely? I don’t know… I don’t know…

I lost my way and wandered. And he grabbed his sword to find the answer. Everyone he met applied for a match, and he arrogantly tested them. Even earning the nickname of a small swordsman, I tried to find a new utopia.

However, no results were obtained.

‘No matter how much you struggle, you can’t escape your fate. That is the fate of the first person in the world.’

After all, do I have to fight against the world alone like my father said? Or should I give up everything and hide under my brother as I do now? Being inexperienced and foolish, I couldn’t figure out the correct answer.

So I ran away

To the time when my older brother thought it was perfect, to the time when I had a goal and was happy to live happily, I erased myself and ran away into the past.

‘Why did you step back?’

‘Sojeo Namgung, why?’

‘Why did you try to lose?’

But because of that man… I’ve been rediscovering myself

***

It would have been better if I had kept forgetting… A man named Baek did a very bad thing. On a topic that even my older brother couldn’t win.

If he swung his sword without stepping back as he said, if that’s why he cut the old man with the Moon Night Sword… No, don’t think I don’t want to go back to the time when I wasn’t treated like a human being.

But I’ll have to take revenge.

As soon as this dance is over, I will recite in front of you how many mistakes I made from start to finish. … Rani, what a stupid idea you are thinking. Childish. It’s been several days since I came to my senses, but my head is still dizzy.

Only then will I be able to properly see the dance…

-Quagagaga River
– Kwaaang!

Isn’t it bad How much training did you do in that short amount of time? It’s still full of loopholes, but it’s quite interesting that the sword is sharp. Plus, it’s amazing how he moves as if he’s reading his older brother his.

Am I showing you what I was hiding in the last dance? Unlike the last time, when we counterattacked after defending, why do we take an offensive from the start? That look is like a brother… Brother? Come to think of it, it resembles my older brother’s sword.

– Chae Ae Aeng!
-Chaeeng, chaeng, chaeng, chaeng, chaechaechaecheng

As if getting wet in drizzle, when the opponent is caught off guard by the sword that flows slowly, it suddenly attacks and does not even allow a counterattack. That’s why the nickname was given, Siwoogeom (矢雨劍). However, it is not my older brother who is showing it, but a man named Baek.

Indeed, that’s why you were operating mainly on defense? Stealing someone else’s swordsmanship is bad taste.

However, he is not an older brother to be beaten to that level. A weakness she knew even better because it was her her own swordsmanship her. If you dig into it, it will bring momentum at once. Is this a disappointment? Was it a mimic? She didn’t expect it.

Of course, it’s not a talent to be underestimated, but I can’t beat my brother to the extent of imitating others…… No, this makes no sense

-Quaaaaang

“… What is this?”

“Whatever you are doing, it’s nonsense.”

“Why are you using the swordsmanship of the Namgung family?”

“Is that it? I’m sorry, but isn’t it your swordsman? It’s a new sword that I made up. It’s called the emperor’s sword type. How is it, is it quite useful?”

“… I must tell you that it is a sword technique that cannot be easily copied.”

My older brother showed only one sword type, and you saw that and recreated the blow at that time? It’s an incredible talent. Even if this is me, it won’t be easy…

-Kwaaang
-Boom, kwaaang!

“Even if you say you don’t follow it. Is it the sword method I made?”

No, until meals 2 and 3? This is something my older brother never showed me… Could it be that you followed my dance? It’s not even a direct sword strike. You said you saw it with your own eyes, but you followed the Namgung family’s royal sword form?

Of course, since they will not know the mental method, they will only imitate the appearance, but they still show the same power as the King Sword type. Is it true that you have enough talent to teach? That’s almost on par with my older brother.

“Even though you said you wouldn’t be vigilant, you made the same mistake over and over again.”

“Yeah, that’s one of your weaknesses.”

“… What do you mean?”

“Haha. Nothing. Okay, so let’s get serious about it now.”

“Okay, you’ll have to be careful from now on.”

“I’ll give it back to you literally!”

No, equal or greater
No, is the talent different in the first place?

It wasn’t like that when I first saw it, but now I’m going crazy wanting to put my swords together. How can you become that strong while fighting? He overwhelms his older brother, who sincerely uses the king’s sword, without allowing even an inch of attack.

Seeing that… It reminds me of the dance with my older brother.

A coward who lowers his sword on his own, being a monarch sword type but too kind and weak because of that. And even knowing that, an idiot who stops attacking and surrenders as if he doesn’t know anything. However, now it is not as peaceful as it was back then. There is no consideration for each other, and no fools want to hide themselves. There are only two warriors struggling to win.

Ah, envy me too… I wanted to do a dance like this.

Me too… I wanted to compete with my brother with all my heart.

The older brother’s gaze that has changed since sometime, the interference from the older brother that has started from sometime, the feelings of the older brother that has been felt since someday, what it means… In order to hear the answer, I sincerely wanted to deal with my older brother.

And… Now more than that, I want to cross swords with that man.

Will that man really be able to imitate everything I do? No, can I really follow my level? Contrary to my father’s words that I must live in solitude for the rest of my life, will you be by my side and become my adversary? I’m curious. I want to know. That’s why I want to stick with it.

So, I hope that you will win at least Orbeni sooner rather than later. Come on, be stronger than you are now. Be strong so that I can be sincere.

What are you doing. Just hit that level of attack. You are the king sword type. Don’t back down Yes, take the offensive with a confident and ambitious appearance, arrogant and arrogant. Don’t stop don’t rest Show the dignity of a king.

Can’t have it still lacking a lot But enough can be done. You can become stronger more and more. So take it one step further. A cornered mouse bites a cat, but it’s still a mouse. Don’t be scared even if your opponent in danger counterattacks. Rather take a step forward as if it were natural.

Then cut everything in front of your eyes

“Quaaaaagh!”

Sword steel will open the way.

“I know… I told you to be careful.”

Ah, I want to do it right now.