Chapter 243 – Taegeuk Yin-Yang Body (46)

It subdues inbred insects with its cool appearance.
-〉 The sword-mad little swordsman is interested in me.
-〉 Shows her her overwhelming figure in the dance with her her.
-〉 The sword-mad little swordsman is more interested in me.
-〉 Bet on the job to teach.

… I had a perfect plan, but everything was ruined from the first dance. No really what Wasn’t he the real heroine, not the real heroine? Obviously, even when I was dancing with my father-in-law, I wasn’t this strong, but in a few days, the person changed. Thanks to that, I got it all three days and exploded.

“Wait a minute, rest! Let’s rest for a bit.”

At this rate, it seems that the attack will fail, but it seemed good to change the strategy even now. You can’t just keep showing your ugly side like this. It seems that all the good feelings that have been there have been eroded.

“Please let’s rest for a bit, okay?”

So, instead of just doing the dance like now, it’s better to appeal my strengths in a different way…

… Sounds good, but how do I show it? It’s not that there are no advantages, but it was hard to appeal because they were all sex-related advantages. It’s not like you can’t take off your pants and show off your dick.

It might be easier to attack Namgungbin’s weakness if he’s going to target it. She is a true heroine who looks just as perfect as the main character, but as long as she is human, she is not without weaknesses.

If you look for it, you can dig it somehow… Oh yeah. Come to think of it, Jegal Yeon-hwa said such a story. She said that Namgoong Bin was lonely and that she was talking in her sleep. At that time, she just said she had a cute side and she laughed it off, but this might be a surprising strategy.

“It may be a presumptuous meddling, but for some reason, I felt loneliness from Sojeo Namgung’s sword. Are you worried about something?”

I don’t know if a woman who only knows a sword like that is lonely, but she has to pay for it anyway. Whatever you do, it’s better than being beaten over and over again.

“I’m a man who doesn’t know loneliness, so I brought it up because I thought I could help Soja Namgung.Haha.”

Thinking so, I secretly threw the bait at the true heroine.

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“… That’s why I’m asking. Baek Dae-hyeop, are you okay? Aren’t you afraid of not being understood and being alone? You are of the same kind as me.”

… Is it? Were we of the same kind?

The true heroine took her bait, but she wasn’t in the mood I expected. I knew that the topic of loneliness, which all modern people have, would come up. However, what Namgoongbin brought out was completely unexpected.

This is so… The solitude of the absolute, something like this. It was not easy for me to sympathize with the loneliness I felt because I was a super high school level genius.

“Okay. Namgung Sojeo and I are definitely of the same class.”

What? Are you lonely because you are absolute? It’s bullshit.

Is your brain made of swords? Maybe it was because he grew up under the sword king, the best man in the world at the time, but his thinking was too one-dimensional. It’s not like there’s only swords in the world.

“So I think I can help.”

However, because of that, the difficulty of attack seemed easy. Can this be done in a week? He will suffer a little, but if he can get help from Sister Weiji, Namgoongbin will soon become my concubine.

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“… Is that so?”

“Since I had the same concerns, I can sympathize with Namgung Sojeo’s feelings. Not being understood is quite painful.”

“Right… It is very painful and sad.”

“But you don’t have to be understood.”

“… Yes?”

“I mean, don’t be hurt because you’re not understood.”

What does that mean… The man’s words made my head spin. Are you telling me to just ignore the pain? To say such irresponsible things when you said you would give me counseling… She was pretty disappointed.

“Because understanding is not necessary to love and be loved.”

“Love… What?”

By the way… As expected, you have to listen to the end of a person’s words, it didn’t seem like that was what the man was trying to say. But love, the unexpected story made it even more complicated in my head.

“That’s right. Love. I met Hye-mae and escaped that loneliness. Because Hye-mae loved me as a person.”

“In itself… “

“So I was able to come to her epiphany her thanks to her her. That the sword isn’t everything in life. Of course, it’s fun to play against a strong opponent like Namgung Daehyeop or Namgung Sojeo. But there are many more enjoyable things in the world. So don’t be sick trying to be understood by people who don’t mean anything to you.”

“Ha, but.”

“But, whatever, don’t be too obsessed with swordsmanship. Just because your talents skyrocket, that’s no reason to be lonely for the rest of your life. Wouldn’t the person you love be by your side who has become the best person in the world?”

“The reason is… You say you can’t?”

I received unexpected comfort from the man who said it as if it were natural. It feels like the curse that has weighed down my heart for the rest of my life has disappeared. Me… Can you not be lonely? No, you don’t have to be lonely?

However, it was still confusing.

Would a life without adversaries and understanding be truly happy? Will love really change all that? I only know the meaning, but it’s a feeling I’ve never experienced… I couldn’t figure out the answer at all.

“That’s right. If you don’t believe me, would you like to try it?”

“Yes?”

“Let’s go on a day together in three days, or even go on an outing. You will be able to feel what love is and what a lover is, even if it is briefly.”

“… Are you going out?”

But if the man read my thoughts, it’s a bit embarrassing for me… And at the same time, he gave me a much-needed suggestion.

Go out… You’re talking about outings for lovers, right? Certainly, if you experience it even once, you will be able to solve the current confusion. However, the emotions I felt during the dance were taken. This man… You must have wanted me.

“Instead, just in case you don’t know, please get permission from Hye-mae and Eun-ah in advance. If I say something, it could lead to misunderstandings.”

“Ah… Yes. Yes, got it.”

“Haha. Then let’s stop today’s consultation and see you in three days.”

“Yes? An outing is an outing, and the rain must continue. He said it was fun to fight against a strong opponent like me.”

“Yeah, but… Preparing for the outing, that… I have to.”

“Ah… I see Okay, then I’ll see you in three days.”

No, but let’s not guess. You’re trying to help me even giving up your favorite dance. What you want me for is what you want as a Dalian opponent. With a tired body, I started to doubt the person who even gave me counseling.

I’m stupid…

Having scolded myself, I went back to my room and imagined the outing three days later. Can I really understand the feeling of love? No, what is love in the first place? Am I understanding correctly? I don’t know. Can I learn from this outing without even knowing the difference between ‘I like you’ and ‘I love you’?

Ha, I guess I’ll have to ask the two sisters for help…

She raised her head, sighing in self-pity. Then the softly shining moonlight enveloped me. Yeah, you can’t stay still. In order to escape such a fate, I had to overcome this level of shame.