Chapter 386 – Idol Maker (24)
When I returned to the dorm after finishing the lesson, I lay on the bed and remembered what happened today. I did a risky performance while hugging the vice president like a lover. At first, it was a complete mess, but after receiving the script, I was able to act in my own way.
“Whoop whoop…”
By the way, today… It was more fun than I thought.
Skinship was not as obscene as I had misunderstood. Instead, hugging and groping each other… It was a heartfelt act of lovers confirming their affection for each other. Is it such a structure that I feel the sincerity of the other person and I become sincere too?
The Vice President said that skinship is an act to find out if it is suitable for breeding… I don’t know! Anyway, the skinship I felt today was pleasant rather than unpleasant… It was a warm and happy act.
So… Can we work harder tomorrow?
Having shaken off the burden, I searched for the movie I studied today as a means of review and preparation.
The title is ‘Crossroads’. The rating is 7.3 points. The director… Oh, wait. This is a 15 gold movie. Because of what the vice president said, of course I thought it was a 19 gold movie, but it wasn’t. Obviously, if you go further, it will be 19 gold… Looking at the comments, there were many reviews saying they were very embarrassed because of the last scene.
15 gold and 19 gold, did you wear it properly in between?
Curious, I… No, because I had a desire to study, I bought the movie and replayed the last scene. Then, sure enough, the part that I acted with the vice president today was played.
[I said I came, oops… Haha stupid… I missed you?]
[I knew you wouldn’t come.]
After a brief kiss, the two share sticky skinship. Reminds me of the affectionate feelings I felt today, and I’m pounding alone… Soon after, Minho started to undress Jiyeon. And the delay too… As she undressed Minho, she began kissing him and her.
[Brother… Ha, uh… ]
[Ha, delay.]
A soggy deep kiss that can’t even be compared to before.
[Love you… ]
[Me too, ha… I love you.]
After exchanging primitive words, the two men and women became one and walked to the bedroom.
– Creeping
[Yes… Brother… ]
[Ji-yeon, ha… ]
However, the camera stayed in place and did not show their back.
– Creeping
[Continue like this… I wanted to be hugged by my brother.]
However, the sound of the two people’s conversation was audible, stimulating the viewer’s imagination… Eventually, when they were about to start the act in earnest, the movie ended and showed why this movie is a 15 gold movie.
“No way… “
A disappointing ending.
Oh no… Embarrassment, and an ending that leaves a lasting impression.
I remembered the best comment that said I don’t know why they put in an obscene scene. It was the opinion of the person who wrote the comment that he intentionally added a provocative scene to make it a topic of conversation. But… I couldn’t agree with that opinion.
It’s hard to reveal the sincerity of two people with a simple hug or kiss. Even if it’s a bit naughty… You have to put in a scene like that for the theme of the work to live. As soon as I learned the meaning of skinship, my eyes for watching movies increased. The ending of ‘Crossroads’ was an ending worthy of applause.
It wasn’t a movie the vice president chose for nothing.
So… Time is free, shall we appreciate it properly?
Absolutely not just to see that ending again. As a model student, I just… I was thinking of confirming what kind of emotions the character I was going to play would have skinship with. It was never to see the caresses or the deep kisses.
[Brother… Ha, uh… ]
[Ha, delay.]
So, I bookmarked it for a preliminary study, and then turned it back to the beginning to watch ‘Crossroads’. And I didn’t even notice the time passing until dawn and repeated that action several times.
A heartfelt and desperate love story between a man and a woman.
This is only 7.3 points?
Unbelievable… So funny?
I was angry and gave 10 points, but I tried to watch it again from the beginning… Realizing that it was already dawn, I went to bed. But… I couldn’t sleep easily because I kept thinking about the love story between the two. Will I be able to film a movie like ‘Crossroads’ someday? And like delay… Can I meet someone who looks at me face to face?
It won’t be easy, but hoping that day will come, I lay down on the bed and go to sleep.
***
I once again confirmed the importance of skinship through yesterday’s incident, and participated in the lesson with more enthusiasm. Skinship is… Isn’t it an acting skill to convey the meaning of the work? Deciding not to be embarrassed anymore, I thought of doing my best starting today.
“… Are you okay?”
“Yes, if you are an actor anyway… It’s a kiss you’ll have someday. Therefore… Let’s practice in advance now. And Vice President, if I get a chance, I want to act in the back scenes as well.”
“What? But that… “
“I know, that’s what it is. Still… If you’re an actor, that’s something you’ll be doing someday. So… I want to learn in advance now. The acting of ‘Jiyeoni’ in ‘Crossroads’… I want to try it properly this time.”
So I decided to make a difference right now.
Until yesterday, I was relieved that it was fortunate that we hadn’t kissed, but… Yeah, where is that It’s not a sincere kiss, it’s just acting and practice. Of course, it’s a little like a first kiss, but… Yea, that’s okay
Now, it is more important to challenge the acting of ‘Jiyeoni’ that I saw yesterday.
A thought I kept thinking while watching the movie. ‘Can I act like that?’ I got my feelings before coming to the practice room to confirm that… After being completely immersed in ‘Jiyeoni’, the meeting with the vice president… No, I started taking lessons with Minho.
“I’m here.”
“… “
“I’m here, uh… “
The kiss with ‘Minho’ started like that.
He suddenly came and stole my lips… He tugged at me and began to lick the inside of my mouth. Embraced by Minho’s trustworthy arms, I forgot how to resist… I followed his actions with a small, timid tongue sticking out.
As Minho’s tongue licked my lips, I also licked his lips… As his tongue groped in my mouth, I also groped in Minho’s mouth. And after a while… We sucked each other’s saliva and coveted each other again and again, no matter who came first.
“Ah, stupid… I missed you?”
“I knew you wouldn’t come.”
It’s a kiss… It’s a lot more exciting than you think.
Is it because he felt Minho’s desire? Why did Jiyeon, who was hugged by him, smile… It seemed to be clear now. His passionate love confession soothed my anxious heart. I hugged Minho and answered his confession.
“… Lie. You were waiting.”
“Huh… “
“Don’t wait any longer.”
“… “
“I will live here from today.”
Then, Minho’s caress began. Didn’t openly touch me… As if searching for a person like me, as if checking my heart, little by little… His big hand started groping me little by little. Instead of flinching, I slow down to reassure him… He entrusted me to him.
It was the same motion as yesterday, but not the same motion. Sensing Minho’s sincerity, I enjoyed his touch, and I guess Minho knew about it, so he touched my body more actively.
From his thighs to his hips…
… From the waist to the chest.
“I will not send you again.”
“Fool… Are you going to live here?”
And kiss again.
Drunk with ecstasy, I stare blankly at Minho… Minho came up without a mood and started to fuck me in the mouth. I was delighted with that fact and I stuck my tongue out to Minho, and he started to suck on my tongue and taste me.
“Ha… Minho oppa, uhm, churup… Ha… “
“Delay… “
“Ugh, ha ha… I love you… “
Love you… So good haha… Being loved… So good, ugh… Jiyeon must have felt like this. I’ve been wandering for half of my life, and I’ve barely met my understanding. And at the same time, my family who cherishes me, and my lover who will be with me for the rest of my life.
Minho’s older brother
“I love you, Churup, Chuuut… Haaa… “
I moved my waist slowly, feeling Minho’s hand caressing my chest. Then, Minho’s hard erection was felt in his lower stomach. Ha, uh… Did it happen now? After confirming that everything was ready, I unbuttoned it myself.
– Fuck!
“Wow?!”
But before he could take it off, he was beaten by Minho.
“Hey! What a mess!”
… What?
It’s not Minho, it’s the vice president…
“Are you out of your mind?!”
The vice president grabbing my shoulder and shouting at me… It was only when I confirmed that his lips were wet that I realized what I had done. I fell in love with the role and forgot the script… I just moved as my delusion told me to.
“Ha… Cool off your head watching what you did.”
Unlike ‘Crossroads’, where I felt the exchange of affectionate emotions, the acting I just did… As the best comment pointed out, he was such a low-quality director and actor who just tried to create a topic by adding provocative scenes.
“Sorry, sorry… I was too immersed… “
“I really… That is a talent, a talent.”
“Lol… I think I’m definitely a talented person, me.”
It’s the first kiss… Were you nervous? Even if you immerse yourself, you did too much. Returning to reality, I slowly caught my breath and calmed my excitement. After that, I dutifully read the script. A true professional is to take care of reason and emotion at the same time.
Reflecting on my mistake, I went back to the starting point and started the lesson. Fortunately, it was the second kiss, so I was less impressed. Thanks to that, I was able to perform without any major mistakes.