Chapter 470 – Doctor Gamdeokbae (6)

No matter how much it is for treatment, it is not easy to allow my body to a stranger. Even if he’s a righteous man who can only come out of a fairy tale.

Come to me today… Luin-nim, who caresses my breasts. Ugh… Even if you don’t have any black feelings, being ashamed is embarrassing. A very awkward and subtle feeling. When I felt the rough hand movements of an adult man, I felt a chill.

Did it feel like I became Ruin-sama’s toy?

When I started treatment, I blushed with embarrassment.

“Ahhhhh, uhhhhh… “

“Iris-sama?”

“Haa, Ruin, Nim… Hmmm!”

However, the awkwardness didn’t last that long.

As the scent of herbs spread throughout the room, his body naturally heated up. Feeling hazy just like that time a few days ago, I entrusted my heated body to Ruin-sama. Then Ruin-sama gently hugs me… It felt good, my heart was pounding.

I was no longer uncomfortable.

Is this what being drunk with herbs is like?

A moaning sound leaked out every time Ruin-sama touched it. Ugh… I shouldn’t be like this, I’m in treatment… I got goosebumps because I thought my whole body would be disorganized. Even when I closed her mouth, the sound leaked out. A very rude look, not like a lady. Ah, what if you see me like this and get disappointed? I was embarrassed to see Ruin’s face.

“Miss Iris.”

“Eww, yes… Yes… “

“Don’t hold back.”

“… Yes?!”

“You’ve heard the story, what kind of action this treatment is. I have to cheat on the fruit… If you put up with it, it will backfire. So trust me and let your emotions flow.”

“That, like that… “

“You were embarrassed… I know. But this is a treat anyway. So please listen to me at this point. It’s all for Iris-sama’s health.”

“Oooooh… “

However… Actually, Ruin wanted me to be disturbed. That would help, he wanted me to gasp. A very shameful and shameful request. But if it’s really for therapy… Uuuuu, even if you are shy, you should listen, right?

After hesitating, I nodded.

I was embarrassed, but decided to be honest with my body.

“Miss Iris. Please feel my hand.”

“Ah… I’m feeling it… “

“How are you feeling?”

“Mo, I don’t know… Ugh, my mind went blank… “

“Then let’s think it feels good.”

“Ugh… “

“Iris-sama is in a good mood right now.”

“I feel like, ha… “

“It made me feel better when I touched it.”

“Ugh, that’s right… Being touched by Ruin-sama, ha… I feel better… “

“That’s why your nipples are so hard.”

“Ahhh… You can’t go there, no!”

“It’s okay. It is for treatment.”

“Ha ha… That… “

“Now, who made it hard?”

“Because of Ruin-sama… Haaa, my nipples… Yes!”

“How did it go?”

“Ah! Follow… It’s hard!”

Then, an unbelievably obscene sound came out.

Not from anyone else, but from my own mouth. My naughty side that I didn’t even know. Ugh… Was I a naughty child? I’m glad my brother wasn’t here today. If my older brother found out who I am now… Ooh, I didn’t even want to imagine it.

“Great. I will take a break for a minute and then resume.”

Still… Fortunately, Ruin-nim was calm.

Unlike me, who got drunk on herbs and got excited, Ruin-nim is keeping his cool. That’s why he’s serious about treatment, so he’s not swayed by herbs. Really dignified look. Thanks to that, I was able to feel relieved, and I sighed in the arms of Ruin-sama. If my brother had seen it, he would have been angry about what he was doing… Fufu, I could trust Ruin-nim.

“Ha… Thank you.”

“Miss Iris. After the break, imagine someone other than me.”

“Everybody else?”

“A person you admire, or an ideal type.”

“Ah… Indeed, it was.”

Just a little, really a little…

It did feel complicated.

Because this guy doesn’t seem to care about me.

I’m ashamed of myself, but I’m embarrassingly indifferent to myself… I felt bad because I thought that I was not that attractive. No matter how weak I am compared to my peers… I am also a woman. But how can you be so blunt? Should I like it or should I be sad… Ahaha, I felt weird.

“Then we will start over.”

“Yes… Please begin.”

But there is… It wasn’t long before I stopped thinking about it.

“What?! Lou, Ruin-sama?!”

“Imagine someone else, not me.”

“That, but… Haaang!”

As soon as the treatment resumed, Ruin began to touch my body in earnest. In each and every movement of the hands, I could feel the tinge of emotion. It seemed like people changed in an instant. Pinch nipples, bite earlobes, caress lower belly, stroke thighs. Ugh… What should I do? My body was hot. No, it was so hot that it seemed like it would explode.

Unlike the machine-like hand movements before the break, Ruin-sama’s hands became very lewd.

But if you ask me if I hate that… Surprisingly, it didn’t.

“Haaaaa… Luin-sama, yes! Ruin niim!”

Instead of resisting, I entrusted myself to Ruin-sama and tilted my head while making a strange noise. I can’t do this… Feeling better, I embraced Ruin-sama and enjoyed his touch.

Imagine someone else in this situation?

Nonsense…

How could that be?

Ruin-nim hugs me with his thick arms and teases me everywhere. Having been restrained all over by an adult man, I shed tears for unknown reasons. Even though I’m not a lustful child, I who became lustful… I felt something unknown inside my chest.

Something very poignant and tickling.

That something that came up from the belly… Before I knew it, it started to devour my body.

Because of that, I felt afraid that I would lose myself.

If it’s like this… I feel as if I will no longer be ‘Iris’. But I don’t hate it, I’m looking forward to it… Ah, in my head, in front of my eyes… It was dyed pure white. That’s how I gradually, my body, my everything to something unknown…

“Whoa… That’s it.”

… Right before it was taken away, the treatment was over.

I felt very depressed and my heart was empty.

***

“Miss Iris. Overload succeeded. There will be a backlash, but you will be able to stay healthy for at least a week.”

“… Okay.”

Ruin-nim returned to his original form, as if he had never done it before.

Ruin-nim, who had been harassing me until just a moment ago, made a nonchalant expression as usual. Could it be that she was acting to deceive me, the fruit parasitic on my body? I didn’t know that, and I was excited by myself, but I felt betrayed by the changed atmosphere.

It’s funny how you feel betrayed.

“Can I hold your hand?”

“… A cow, a hand?”

“It’s not good to stop right after treatment is over. In order to deceive the fruit until the end, and to calm the body, it is better to do post-treatment.”

“Ah… Okay.”

But what was certain was that Ruin-nim was serious about my treatment.

Ruin took out her handkerchief and wiped the sweat from her hand before carefully reaching out. I also relaxed and held out my hand, and Ruin held my hand. The rough hand of an adult man who feels it once again. Ruin’s hard-living life made her feel warm.

“Then close her eyes and think of the person you are slowly admiring.”

“… Yes.”

However… Why are you so vain?

Did I want to lose myself?

It was like that a few days ago, but today I feel even more depressed. It felt like I missed the opportunity right before I had something precious. Shouldn’t that line be crossed for the sake of treatment? Embroiled in feelings of emptiness, I felt strong regret.

But… Still, I was fortunate to be able to hold such a kind hand.

“Imagine holding hands with him like this.”

“All right.”

By the way, since you are a person who is in love…

Umm… There was no one to admire.

However, I was afraid that I would dare to think of him.

A sharp impression in cold eyes. A blunt and cold personality. But that’s just an appearance. A really warm person. I was sick and sweating… You were genuinely concerned. Even then, you held my hand like this… Whoops, it’s a memory.

Mr Lucius.

Do you think I’m just a little kid?

I know. It’s a longing without possibility.

But… Imagination is free.

Thanks to Ruin-nim, I recalled memories with him, and I foolishly imagined going on a date with him. On the day the sunset goes down, we hold hands like this and walk through the palace garden together. And in a place full of white roses… Lucius is playing the violin. If I shed tears because I was moved by him… Lucius-sama came over and kissed my lips…

“Yes… Lucius… ”

… I mean, really. Are you still excited?

A young lady who hasn’t even been married has ugly fantasies. You can’t calm down like this. Back in reality, I reflected on myself. Now… Yes, now is the time to focus on therapy. First of all, you have to get better before you can date. I didn’t want to be sick any more, so I felt the warmth of Ruin.

-Quadang

But then, I heard something fall over there in the corner.