Chapter 475 – Doctor Gamdeokbae (11)

I knew what masturbation was like.

His place himself, uuuuu… It’s touching the genitals. The purpose is to satisfy one’s sexual desire. That’s why I have to touch it very lewdly… Ah, isn’t that really too much? I was very embarrassed to read it as a book, but to think I had to do it…

For the first time, I felt resentful towards Ruin.

“What should I do?”

“Oooooh… “

“Iris-sama?”

But yes… You can’t ask Ruin to touch you instead. It’s not even the chest, it’s there… I see, I see… I couldn’t allow someone else to be in a place that I should cherish. In the end, I held back my tears and nodded my head.

“Then excuse me.”

“Yes? Ah… Ah… “

However… Come to think of it, I didn’t just care about masturbation.

Excuse me, Ruin-nim, who climbed onto the bed. Ugh… For the first time in my life, someone other than my family lay next to me, a grown man. Then he called me and held me in his arms… He hugged me like a lover. His face turned red with embarrassment.

“Yes, I will become the main character and recreate that scene.”

Today’s treatment is to imitate the main character in the novel.

Ruin, who became Prince Siegfried… He bit off my ear lobe, then reached out and massaged my breasts. Unlike usual, it was a very affectionate caress. I could feel the love he had for me from the way he touched me. Thanks to that, an ecstatic feeling welled up.

“Anna… “

“What’s wrong?!”

“Anna, I love you… “

With the words I love you, I put my hand down and touched her belly… And Ruin-sama stroking his thighs. It was very embarrassing, but… Oddly enough, I didn’t hate it. I don’t know if it was because I was intoxicated by the scent of herbs or because I remembered the scene in the novel, but I felt good right now.

I felt like Miss Anna.

The only difference was that I had to masturbate here and now.

“Ha, but… I’ve never actually done it… “

“Doesn’t exist?”

“… Yes.”

“Hmm… I can’t help it. Then I will teach you.”

Ruin-nim said to trust only himself, holding my hand and carrying it over there. I felt like I was going to die of embarrassment with just that… Ruin-nim covered my hand. Then he moved his hand to my place… You touched my pussy. At the same time, my back was shaking.

Ruin-sama rubs my lower belly as it is after pressing her hand to stimulate her pussy. Through my small, tender hands… I could feel Ruin’s rough and hard hand. My body became hot from being teased by that hand, and I gasped for breath, forgetting how to resist.

“Ha, ha, ha… Why, ah… “

Ah… Something strange that wasn’t masturbation or caress.

To be honest, my memory is fuzzy from then on.

“Do you like pussy better?”

“Yes… Bobo… “

“It’s okay, so tell me.”

“I don’t see… Haaang! I like the pussy better… “

Still, one thing is for sure… I mean, I had an orgasm.

Tickling Tickling The awkward feeling of being dominated by something that was agonizing over your body. They say it’s an orgasm when you fall into it and your mind becomes hazy, and eventually you get farther away. A fact that I only learned after reading the novel. I experienced this firsthand.

“Haaa, aang! At las… Haaaaah!”

The thrill that started from the lower belly overflows without being able to fill up.

“Finally… Haaaaang!”

Now I understand why they describe it as ‘going away’.

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It was a dizzying experience to the point of bringing tears to my eyes, but… After having an orgasm, what came to me was a very empty and empty feeling. Like something you shouldn’t do… The feeling of having committed it. I felt depressed with a sense of shame for no reason.

“Thank you for your effort.”

But maybe you noticed that, Ruin-nim hugged me… Ha ha, it was so warm that I was relieved. My empty heart was filled with Luin’s kindness. Thanks to that, my tension was relieved and I fell asleep.

“Haaa… Good job, uh… Did… “

Still, you can’t sleep here.

I’m still in treatment, and Ruin-nim is by my side… I have to come to my senses.

I was about to close my eyes in my sleep, but I forced myself to Ruin-sama… Hehe, dear Ruin… Haaam, hello… Aaaaah, what should I do? I have to say goodbye, but I’m falling asleep… I ended up falling asleep in Ruin-sama’s arms.

“… Yes, um… “

Fortunately, I woke up right away.

“Iris-sama?”

“Hmm… “

But you know, waking up didn’t mean I could open my eyes.

“… Iris.”

Ruin’s affectionate voice that I’ve never heard of before… A very soft touch. Ruin-nim was petting me. He said that too, Iris, in a sweet tone that made me feel ashamed. Thanks to that, I had to pretend to be asleep all the time.

“Have a nice dream, Miss Iris.”

-Jjook

That, that, that, but… Uh, what the hell is this?

Ruin came to me and hit my forehead…

This, on the forehead…

You kissed me!

It was so embarrassing that I almost shuddered.

I never thought Ruin would kiss me!

How the hell am I supposed to accept this?

Shocked, I couldn’t open my eyes even after Ruin-nim left.

Please help me… Jojo, do you like it? When I thought that, my face heated up. It was the first time I was courted in this way, so I was very embarrassed. No, of course it wasn’t courtship, but… There’s no guarantee that he or she likes me… That’s strange! If not, why kiss on the forehead! It was a reasonable doubt.

‘Good night, Iris.’

‘Oh, brother! I’m no longer a child!’

Haha, I’m still a child to me.’

But… After thinking about it some more…

A kiss on the forehead is something my older brother often does…

Every time she did that, she said she was cute and petted me…

Maybe Ruin-nim was just like her little brother, so he did skinship?

Reminds me of the usual blunt Ruin… That side made more sense.

‘… Iris.’

Um, but it wasn’t even ‘Iris-sama’, it was called ‘Iris’. So maybe I have feelings? Besides, having a good dream is a line that only lovers will say! Could it be that you actually like me? Doing things like that with me for the reason of treatment is actually because I like it… I like it…

“Ahaha… “

… Rani, what a pathetic thought.

I took a long breath after getting hot for a while.

Am I reading the book too hard? Ruin-nim must have no idea… I felt ashamed that I was excited by myself. You’re insulting Ruin-sama, who is serious about treatment… Haha, I need to calm down As I let out a sigh, Maria opened the door and came in.

“My lady, you should wash up and go to bed.”

“Okay, please.”

“Then get up and put on your coat… Uh?! Ahhh… Miss!”

I don’t know what day it is today, but the quick-witted Maria found out what just happened. While swearing at Ruin in front of me… Maria cries, saying that she is sorry for not being able to protect her. However… Why are you so frustrated? I hated Maria for insulting Ruin.

So, without realizing it, I raised my voice and defended him.

Ruin-nim is never like that… It’s all a misunderstanding!

For her and his honor, I have worked hard.

And… No matter how much I think about it, Ruin-nim has no interest in me. Everything that happened today must have been my mistake. When I thought that, I felt a bit sad, and after I finished persuading, I let out a small sigh. But… Then, I felt like I was wondering again, so I asked a question. What does a kiss on the forehead mean?

“Unchanging love… I mean, lady.”

However… The answer came back completely unexpected.

What an unchanging love! If so, are you saying that Ruin-nim loves me?! Uh, what should I do… As soon as she heard the story, her face turned red. Of course, it was more likely not… When I thought that might be the case, I felt strange.

“That, like that… Does that mean… “

Maybe I… Are you interested in Ruin?

Is that why it shakes like this?

I don’t know

I couldn’t understand my mind either.

The person I adore is Lucius, but… I know, it’s a longing that can’t come true. Just because I can’t have it, I only yearn for it. I never thought about wanting to date him. But, Ruin… It’s been a while, but I’ve thought that it would be fun to be together. Ruin-nim is a person with a lot to learn.

But if you ask if it’s love… Well, I’m not sure.

I was also curious about my heart.

“By the way, lady, do you know what?”

“Yes?”

“No, Ruin-sama doesn’t… Hehe, before meeting the lady, he took out a mirror and trimmed her hair. He’s a man too, so he must have wanted to show off his cool side to the lady.”

“… Okay?”

But Maria’s words about caring for me made me laugh because I liked hearing those words.

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“Hey, hey! When do you think I gave permission?!”

“Hey, Sirius! We promised to do it together!”

“Ugh… Go, get closer!”

“What? You’re stupid? You have to be close to write a contract!”

Haha, the world’s Sirius is so embarrassed!”

This woman was the first. On the subject of a low-class aristocrat on the outskirts of the countryside… Climbing like this! It was the first time she was a reprehensible woman who meddle with her self without even knowing her subjects. But if she asks if she hates it… Oddly enough, she didn’t. Sirius was enjoying the moment.

“So, Chloe! Get off!”

“Ah! Yah! Are you pushing me right now!? Eight!”

“Keep it off.”

Haha. You look funny, Sirius!”

“Serpin! Please, I beg you, take this woman!”

Chloe Yates, she was a woman you couldn’t hate.