Chapter 545 – X(14)

When things that were ‘obvious’ became not natural, Lee Yu-jin felt regret. She couldn’t help but make a comparison. Noisy restaurants, buses during rush hour, ringing… A payment text message arrived with a sound like: An experience that was ordinary to some seemed unfamiliar to Lee Yu-jin.

She just didn’t show it.

Actually, this is ‘natural’. She drinks 2000 won coffee and sings at a coin karaoke bar… If she had a conscience she should have been grateful to her boyfriend. Park Si-woo is a caring person who saved him. Yujin Lee shook her head and erased the memories of her past.

[Park Si-woo: Enter carefully!]
[Huh… Today was fun too haha]
[Park Si-woo: Me too haha ​​I miss you already]
[Wow, I feel it haha]
[Park Si-woo: I’m serious? Lol]
[Okay haha ​​I’ll call you as soon as I arrive (*＾▽＾)/ ]

And she wasn’t necessarily sad.

There were many parts that I liked more because it was Park Si-woo.

Unlike the man who was always slow to reply to her, Park Si-woo only focused on her. Unlike the person who said he was ‘sincere’ but didn’t even confess… Park Si-woo was honest about his feelings. He told me every chance he got that he loved me. That look of her made her heart flutter.

[Jinini@Y_jin000]
[I’m so anxious these days (･_-｡ )]
[My boyfriend is a really good person, but… ]
[So… Because he’s a good person… ]
[I’m so, so afraid that I may have confessed out of sympathy ㅠㅠㅡㅜ]
[( ᴗ_ᴗ̩̩ ) ( ᴗ_ᴗ̩̩ ) ( ᴗ_ᴗ̩̩ )]

Sometimes, when I feel anxious and write something on social media… She called and told me how she knew. Those aspects made her depend on him. He’s not as great as that guy, but… Still, someone who truly cares about me. The most precious person in the world to me. Then me too… Shouldn’t we slowly allow our hearts to change now?

At first, I just needed a place to lean on.

The fact that we started dating was almost forced.

A confession that I inadvertently agreed to because I was afraid that we would no longer be friends. But Lee Yu-jin is different now. I only came to know his true nature after we started dating. Park Si-woo, who has similar hobbies and communicates well… He was the type of boyfriend she had dreamed of having during her high school days. From phone calls to say hello before going to bed to wake-up calls… It was exactly what she posted on social media.

Therefore, my feelings toward Park Si-woo gradually changed to become more sincere.

[Jinini@Y_jin000]
[I ended up doing something bad to my boyfriend again today… ꌩ – ꌩ]
[Sorry… Sorry… Sorry… ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅡㅜㅠ]

However, skinship was still burdensome.

“I’m sorry, Siwoo… “

“… Oh no. “Was I too hasty?”

“That’s not it… Sorry.”

I was afraid that if I had skinship, I would think of that guy. The man who took all her firsts. He was the man who made her ecstatic with her true heart. When I kiss… I’m afraid I’ll remember that moment, when I have sex… Lee Yu-jin was so scared that she would miss that man that she couldn’t touch him. She still couldn’t forget that man.

The dildo lying on the corner of the bed was proof of that.

[Jinini@Y_jin000]
[I want to do it too… I’m so scared… ]
[My boyfriend probably thinks I’m a virgin… ]
[Afraid of disappointing you… So I’m afraid of being abandoned… ]
[ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ]

But she couldn’t be honest.

If you admit that… I’m becoming such a bitch.

In the end, Yujin Lee makes excuses to herself…

She said that she was afraid of skinship.

She also lied to her friend ‘Wushi Wuxi’ on SNS.

[You know that… I’m such a dirty bitch… ]
[Wushiusi: What do you say]
[You’re a dirty bitch… ]
[UshiUsi: It wasn’t like I did it with multiple people, it was just one man. I didn’t do it for fun, I did it because I really liked it. But why are you so upset about it? I really don’t know.]
[Ushishi ㅠㅠㅠㅡㅠㅠ As expected, there is only you ㅠㅠㅠ]
[Wushiusi: If you really like it, just accept it. You keep running away like that… That’s rude even to my boyfriend. Her boyfriend probably thinks she made a mistake.]
[Yes, but… ㅠㅠㅠ Haha… I don’t have the courage… ]
[Ushi-Usi: Then, at least convey your feelings honestly.]
[Ugh… Okay… I’ll try that… ]

And of course, Park Si-woo believed that.

Eugene was thinking like this…

When he realized her realization, he cursed the man in his heart.

If you’re going to break up, do it amicably… Why are you interrupting me until the end? We are unable to make progress because of that damn guy. But if what Genini said was true, there was no reason to be so impatient. I wanted to kiss right now and have no-contact sex like that guy, but… Anyway, he was already dating Yujin Lee.

Time was on Park Si-woo’s side.

It was better to proceed calmly and proceed step by step, rather than being too greedy and causing heartache. Of course, sex isn’t everything between lovers… Still, you’re an adult now, so shouldn’t you let go of Ada? The no-contact vaginal sex I imagined while spying on Genini’s SNS. Park Si-woo took a deep breath as he waited for that moment to arrive.

Eugene… I will definitely make you happy…

And… I’ll make you forget about that guy…

Park Si-woo dreamed of a hopeful future.

But unfortunately, that future never came.

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Date with Siwoo soon! I was planning to go see a movie today. Personally, I wasn’t that interested in the movie, but it was always nice to have a movie date. Still a little… It’s burdensome to face each other. Lately, I’ve started to feel a little nervous… I was afraid because I didn’t know when he would ask me to kiss him again. Skinship was still a difficult task.

-Tie ring

[Park Si-woo: Arrive in 10 minutes!]
[Woong! I am waiting!]
[Park Si-woo: Already?! You came early… Sorryㅠㅠ]
[Yes?! No, I came early haha]

Still… Other than that, Siwoo was a really good boyfriend.

If the boss is a stimulating food, then Siwoo is a healthy food? … Rani, I thought about that person again. After reflecting, I took out a mirror and straightened my bangs. And I searched for a cafe near the movie theater. If you leave it to Siwoo, he will find another franchise… Before doing that, it was convenient to find a place to go first.

-Tie ring

[Eujin, where are you?]

Yes, it’s easy to find it…

Uh… What?

I received a text message from an unknown number.

[What are you doing right now?]

But I thought I knew who it was.

My hands were shaking and shaking up and down.

[I’ll go see you]

My heart started pounding.

[I’m going to see a movie]

Why? Why? Now you come? Wherefore? Why on earth? I was angry and tearful, but… I ended up replying without realizing it. And then the boss asks where he is now… How did the marriage go? Why wasn’t there any contact? When will the wedding invitation be given? I wrote down the words that came into my head, then erased them… I made a fuss by myself.

[I’ll go too]

In the end, the boss responded first.

[I have a boyfriend. [It’s a date today]
[Where is the movie theater?]
[… Nobel box]
[Send me what you reserved]
[Boss, I have a boyfriend]
[I’ll take the seat next to you]
[… This is a screenshot]
[I miss you, Eugene]

This was my first time seeing a boss who was so unreasonable.

Is that why? I did as the boss told me and told him my seat. Even though I know I shouldn’t do this… I had expectations like a fool. Are you really coming to see me? So suddenly? What if there was no contact? The current reply is a clear betrayal. Still, my heart was pounding wildly. It’s been a long time since I felt this nervous.

“Eujin! I’m here!”

“Uh, uhm… “

“Then shall we go right away?”

“Uh, uh… “

I met Siwoo, but I couldn’t hear anything.

My mind was filled with the boss.

Can we really meet?

I entered the movie theater and took a seat. The seat next to me was empty. It was the same even after the commercial ended. Well then, I was expecting it for no reason… Just as I was about to cry, I heard someone’s footsteps. He approached with great strides. Then, in a very familiar voice… He said, “Excuse me for a moment,” And came into the seat next to me. He sat down.

My heart was pounding so hard I felt like I could hear it.

“Ah, it starts now.”

“Uh, uhm… It’s gonna be fun… “

After the emergency evacuation instructions were finished, the movie started.

At the same time, the boss held my hand.

“… “

I couldn’t shake off that hand.

The boss naturally bows to me. It was the large hand of an adult that was all too familiar. I was so happy about it that I felt like crying. But the boss had no intention of ending there. He patted my cardigan with his other hand. I knew what that meant. As the boss told me, I took off my cardigan and covered my lower body.

“Ugh… “

Then the boss’s hand caressed my lower abdomen as if he had been waiting. The hand gradually dug into the skirt. I gently spread my legs for the boss. Even though my boyfriend was right next to me… It didn’t really matter. The boss was more important now.