Chapter 728 – A Disease That Will Kill You if You Don’t Have Sex (2)

“What… What is this… “

“… Saki?”

“What is this?”

“Why are you acting like this all of a sudden?”

“This is what you said, number 7!”

Black letters filling the back with the hand.

The number 7 was visible under the dim water lamp.

“… Number 7?”

“Can’t you see this?”

“What do you mean, the number 7… “

“Ugh, get out of the way! Anyway, it doesn’t help!”

-Tadadadadak

I was startled and ran to the bathroom, but no matter how much I washed… It didn’t disappear.

A countdown to the week that my brother said.

Of course I thought it was bullshit, but was it all true? My brother’s fuss comes to mind only now. There is no particular scientific basis, but I have a feeling. The fact that I have a ‘disease that kills me if I don’t have sex.’ Surprisingly, I only had one week left to live.

-Knock knock knock

“Saki, you can’t believe it… “

“Hey, you crazy bastard!”

“No way… Really?”

“I’m really going to kill you!”

… It was all because of that damn brother.

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“If you have a conscience, say something!”

“… Even if there are ten mouths, there is nothing to say.”

“No, Mr. “Speak up!”

“… “I’m sorry.”

“Si, who wants to apologize?!”

Being raped by my brother was terrible enough, but…

More than that, I was mentally shocked.

The warning ‘If you don’t have sex within a week, you will die’ comes to mind every time I see the numbers written on the back of my hand. Isn’t this a curse rather than a fatal disease? I instinctively felt a threat to my life. It was the first time that a week felt so short.

“… Did you know that it was a contagious disease?”

“I had no idea.”

“Lie. “You knew it!”

“No, I really didn’t know… “

“Regardless of whether you knew or not, raping in the first place is a crime!”

“Ugh… Sorry… “

“How could you do that to your little sister?!”

“Yeah, but… “

“But, what?!”

“But I couldn’t help it. She only has one day left, but she really doesn’t know how to do prostitution, and even though she looks for it, all she gets is a rumor that she did it, and she goes out, and she doesn’t have the confidence to have a one-night stand with a woman… All that’s left is you, and it’s true that you’re my little sister… Well, that doesn’t mean you can die!”

“… “

“… “I’m sorry.”

When it came out like that, I had nothing to say.

As Haito said, there was no way prostitution was possible for a hikikomori.

Since it was a life-threatening matter, my brother must have searched for it at least. But prostitution… In reality, it’s illegal. It was clear that she chose rape because she thought it wouldn’t work after searching for her. I couldn’t die from such a ridiculous disease, so I understood Haito’s words to some extent.

“Still… Still, it’s not raped, you crazy idiot!”

“… Ugh.”

“Do something like Dogeja! Or even get counseling! There were many ways!”

“But… No matter how much I told you, you didn’t believe me!”

“Well, that’s it… At that time, of course I thought it was a lie… “

“Yes? Yes, proof is complete.”

“The end of the certification is shit, your life is over!”

-Period

However, I had no intention of forgiving my brother.

“In the first place… How did I get sick?!”

“I don’t know either.”

“Hey, aren’t you answering properly?!”

“No, you really don’t know? “When I woke up, it was hanging.”

“Are you telling me to believe that lie?”

“But it’s true… “

“Whoa… It really doesn’t help… “

Haito forcibly climbed on top of my body and overpowered me while I was resisting.

With a scary expression that I’ve never seen before, he took off my pants, pulled down my panties, and forced me… When I think of the moment when he forcibly raped me… Ugh, I got goosebumps all over my body. I thought of course I would do it with my senior for the first time, but I really resented my older brother who took my first time.

-Sharp

“Sorry… It’s all my fault… “

“… “

“I will live my whole life in atonement… “

“… “

“So, keep it a secret from others… “

“Hey, you bastard! Is that what you mean by doing the best you can?!”

Look at that. They play pranks like that without even knowing how I feel…

… Even if I tried to endure it, it was difficult to endure the violence.

“No, really… I didn’t know you were the first. So it was a mistake to take it a little easy. Whether it was my first time or not, I should have asked for your understanding in advance… Really… “I’m really sorry.”

“Sssss…” Who do you think will forgive me if I say that?!”

“I’m not asking for forgiveness. Just… I’m sorry… “

“If you’re that sorry, get out of my face! “I don’t want to see you, so go away!”

But… Yes, getting angry didn’t change anything.

The number 7 is still written on the back of the hand.

In order to survive, I had to have sex within a week.

“Haaa… “

And fortunately for me, I had a boyfriend.

Shusuke Hojo, a senior one year older.

Kind, caring, smart… I’m a little embarrassed to say it, but my boyfriend is literally perfect. Ask a senior like that to have sex with you… Haha, I could have somehow survived if I had just asked. Just like anyone else… There was no need to rape someone else.

“… Tsk.”

However, it was not as easy as it sounds.

My senior and I were a young couple who had been together for less than a month.

The only skinship is holding hands. But what would my senior think of me if I suddenly asked him to have sex? They want to go to the extent of saying nonsense like ‘it’s a disease that will kill you if you don’t have sex’… She says she’s a frivolous woman, won’t she be disappointed in me?

Since I was already a diligent model student, it was clear that she would hate me for that.

And even if your senior is a man who likes dirty things…

It bothered me that I was no longer a virgin.

Saki, were you a non-virgin? This is strange. Didn’t I say you were your first love?

If you think those words come out of the senior’s mouth… Ugh, what should I do? I couldn’t bring myself to raise my face. To Shusuke-senpai, who loves me more than anyone else, I told him that I was with another man… I didn’t want to tell you the horrible story of having sex with my own brother.

Besides, seniors are test takers.

Even if we ended up having sex after many twists and turns, the problem was after that.

I passed the disease on to a senior who was busy studying… If I failed to go to college, it would have been a complete disaster. Not only was my life at stake, but it was also a matter of my senior’s life. Perhaps the fact that I had a fatal disease itself could have been a huge stress to my senior.

So just in case, really just in case…

If you have to do it with someone else…

The only option is that human…

“Hey, Saki. “If you can’t do it with your boyfriend, let me know.”

“… Haa?”

“Sex. “I will help you.”

“… “Stop talking crazy and get out of here!”

No, no. No matter what, it’s not real.

Haito was shameless until the end when he raped me.

Anyway, I couldn’t ask my brother for anything. No matter what happens, it was right to have sex with a senior. Never, even if I die… I didn’t want to deal with that person.

“Saki, what’s going on?”

“I know. “It’s been so strange since yesterday.”

“Do you have a cold? Or the flu?”

“If it’s too hard, go home today. “I’ll tell the manager.”

But… Ah, what are you really going to do when you look at me?

I lost two days of the weekend when my senior wasn’t there, and I wasted time on Monday and Tuesday by hesitating. Now I only have three days left. I have to somehow have sex with my senior within 3 days… Ugh, I couldn’t find the confidence to say it. I had never even been able to kiss, and I was afraid to insist on having sex. Even if you know that you will die if you don’t have sex, that’s how human psychology is.

When I stood in front of my senior, I couldn’t say anything.

So I chose the next best option… I was sending signals by holding hands first or subtly hugging from behind… Sure enough, my senior did not understand my intentions. Sadly, the senior didn’t seem to have any intention of moving forward.

“Ugh… Sorry, I need to ask you a favor.”

Because of that, I felt impatient…

I was literally on the brink of death.

Day by day, my shoulders became more and more heavy, and as time passed, I felt my entire body becoming dull. I feel like the life is leaving my body… Did my brother also feel this unpleasant feeling? Every time I went to bed, death, which seemed so far away, tightened my heart.

-Beep beep beep

-Cheolkeok

“… “I’m here.”

And there was another completely unexpected change.

“Did you do it?”

“… “Is that what you say as soon as you meet?”

“Looking at your expression, I guess you haven’t done it yet.”

“That’s noisy…” Haaah, it’s sexual harassment.”

“You know there are really only a few days left, right?”

“Because I know… Ha, be quiet… “

At some point, my body wanted sex.

My heart flutters every time I see a man. It wasn’t like I was some kind of horny animal, just hearing a man’s voice made my pussy twitch. And it wasn’t much different even if it was my brother. For the past few days, my heart has been racing whenever I see you. Ah, it shouldn’t be like this… I have to endure it…

“I’m going to do my homework from now on… Sigh… “Never look for me.”

-Cheolkeok

After locking the door, I immediately lay down on the bed and started masturbating.