Chapter 729 – A Disease That Will Kill You if You Don’t Have Sex (3)

I went to sleep early in the evening…

Sadly, my physical condition was still the worst.

I had no strength in my whole body, and my motivation was gone, so everything was bothersome.

I have to somehow go to school and meet my senior… Why do I hate moving so much? I didn’t want to get out of bed. Right now I just wanted to rest quietly. I felt like I had become a hikikomori from morning. Also, a pervert hikikomori who likes masturbation.

“Ugh… Ha, I hate it… “

Apart from the worst condition…

My sexual desire hasn’t subsided since yesterday.

She didn’t want to do anything, but more than that, she wanted to have sex.
My pussy was craving cock like a really horny animal.

Even though the only cock I know is my brother’s… My body feels lonely as I recall that moment. Isn’t this also a symptom of the ‘disease that kills you if you don’t have sex’? A deep satisfaction that cannot be filled with just one finger. Until a few days ago, I didn’t even know men were men…

… I ended up masturbating while thinking about a man’s dick.

“Ssi… Tsk, haaa… Ugh… “

Senior, will your dick be as big as yours?

Senior, will your dick be as thick as yours?

The bastard who broke through the hymen and took my first child.

It was truly a terrible accident… Nevertheless, my body remembered the pleasure it felt that day. I felt discomfort and a faint sense of satisfaction at the same time… Of course, it was probably a physiological phenomenon, but I couldn’t easily forget the feeling when my pussy was full of cock.

Even if I closed my eyes for just a moment, I remembered it vividly.

“Haaa, haaa… Ugh, I don’t like it… “

I hate myself like this, but I couldn’t help it.

This was also a symptom of the ‘disease that kills you if you don’t have sex.’

“Ha, stop… Please, that… “

“… “What are you doing under the blanket?”

“Kyaaaaat?!”

“You can’t believe it… “

“Hey, you crazy bastard! Why are you here?!”

Yes, that must be a symptom… Unfortunately, I ended up being caught masturbating by the person I least wanted to be caught by. When did you come into my room? My brother was looking down at me. Is that guy really crazy? I got so angry that I tried to hit him… Ah, I’m taking off my pants right now!

“Oh, pink… Kuek.”

I forgot and ended up showing my panties.

***

“You pervert. Just die.”

“No. “I heard you knocked?”

“What. “Is it okay if I knock?”

“I thought you were sleeping because there was no answer.”

“Ssi… “If you’re sleeping, can I come in as I please?”

“Hey, then I’m running late. Should I just leave it alone?”

“Ah, I don’t know! “Just die!”

“I think the pervert is not me, but you… “

“… Haa?”

“Don’t you start masturbating in the morning? “Why don’t you just show me your panties?”

“Mi… You crazy guy! I didn’t show it to you, sir… Do you really want to die? Is that so?!”

-Teok

“Ha, haa… “Don’t stop me!”

“I’m not feeling well, but stay still.”

“Sssss…” Don’t stop me! “Don’t stop me!”

My body doesn’t have any strength.

My fist got blocked by my brother.

It shouldn’t be like this… Even the slightest touch made my body feel hot.

Horribly, I stopped halfway, and my body was now in a state of frustration.

‘A disease that kills you if you don’t have sex’ that turns people into lustful perverts.

Without realizing it, I was gradually being consumed by the disease. Today is like this, what will happen tomorrow? Just imagining it gave me goosebumps all over my body. Before it gets any more lewd here, meet your senior and do it… Well, I mean, I had sex with my senior… Ugh, I had to have sex.

“You know there are two days left, right?”

“It’s noisy.”

“If you keep putting it off, are you really going to be in big trouble?”

“It’s noisy.”

“Did you hear that Mom and Dad came a day early?”

“I know, so be quiet.”

“They said they’d like to eat out as a family tomorrow…” “

“Oh, kinda! Okay, yeah! “You can do it today!”

“… “

“… “

“… “

“What is that silence again?!”

“No… This is the first time I’ve ever heard a younger sister declare that she’s going to have sex with her boyfriend today… “

“… Do you really have to say it that way?! Ceeeee… Just die! “Die!”

This time, after beating my brother, I headed to school with my sore body.

But going to school didn’t improve my condition… As I was sleeping on the bed in the health room, it was already lunchtime. She was about to go back to class and eat lunch… I got excited again. Because 4th period was physical education class, the classroom was filled with the smell of sweat.

“Sa-chan, are you still in a lot of pain?”

“Uh, a little… “

“Wouldn’t it be better to just leave school early?”

“Well, still… I have to go to class… “

You know, me. Has it really become a pervert?

My pussy gets wet just by smelling a little bit of sweat.

I was disgusted with myself like this too… My body was honest.

Now I know the smell of a man, more specifically the smell of a cock. As I smelled that smell, I unconsciously remembered the events of that day. They forcibly restrained me… My brother, the bastard who climbed on top of my body and raped me. Even though it was a terrible accident that I would never forget, for some reason I missed that moment.

It shouldn’t be like this, it really shouldn’t be like this…

Even if it was rape, I wanted to do it quickly.

I wanted to meet my senior and have sex right now.

As soon as class was over, my senior and I walked to an empty classroom, took off each other’s clothes, kissed, and then when I lay down on the desk… The senior held her cock in her hand and went deep into my wet pussy… Ha, senior… Please fuck me faster, faster, fuck me…

… Rani, I felt disgusted with myself, but I couldn’t help it.

It was difficult to control my mind and my feelings anymore.

-Ding-dong-dong-dong

“Sorry, I’ll go first!”

“Saki-chan?! Uh, where are you going? Club?!”

“Sorry! “Tell the manager I can’t go today either!”

-Tadadadak

-Tadadadak

Your senior is also a man, so you won’t refuse, right?

Since your senior is also a man, he probably wants me, right?

I couldn’t bear it any longer and as soon as the dismissal bell rang, I ran to the classroom where my senior was.

And there, always, was a lovely senior waiting for me.

Kind, caring, smart… Absolutely my perfect boyfriend. When I ran into my senior, I immediately fell into his arms and took a deep breath. This was my first time experiencing such active skinship, even though it was in front of other people… Now was not the time to be quiet.

I was planning to go all the way with my senior here today.

“Saki, get off.”

“… Yes?”

“Why are you being so frivolous today?”

“… “

Then, I finally came to my senses after hearing my senior’s voice.

My boyfriend, Shusuke Hojo, was an extremely common sense and sincere man.

***

“How did the club do?”

“That is… “I decided to rest.”

“It still hurts a lot, right?”

“Yes… “

“Have you been to the hospital?”

“No, not yet…” “

“I told you to go.”

“… “I’m sorry.”

“Do you want to go now?”

“Yes?”

“I’ll go with you.”

“Oh, no… Are you okay… “

“Isn’t that why you called me?”

“No, that’s… “

“What’s going on?”

“No, that’s… Just… Yes, I just came because I wanted to see you… “

“Saki. I know you like me… Still, this is not a school. Please be a little careful. I’m saying this for you. “If a bad rumor arises for no reason, you are the only one who loses.”

“… Well, that’s right.”

“And if it hurts too much, you don’t have to force yourself to come. There’s no need to push yourself too hard because of me.”

“Yes… Sorry… “

In the end, I failed again today.

I can’t bear to do it in front of my senior… I couldn’t say anything about having sex.

A woman who is sick and resting from the club, says something absurd like she is deathly ill, but she wants to have sex… That situation itself was very stressful for me.

The way he speaks is a bit harsh, but the senior’s concern for me is sincere…

There I said, ‘It’s okay, senior. Just have sex and you will be healthy. In fact, I have a disease that will kill me if I don’t have sex. So please have sex with me.’… How do you say that?

Although I only have two days left to live. I couldn’t help it.

I know that ‘sex eye disease’ is real, but that’s just how human psychology is.

Face, image… It couldn’t be easily ignored.

-Suddenly

“Huh, what is it? “They said they would come back after having sex.”

“… Get out.”

“Saki, are you really planning on dying?”

“… “Get out of here.”

“Saki… “

“Oh, I don’t know. “Leave me alone.”

However, that didn’t mean I didn’t regret it.

If today passes and tomorrow passes, I will really die… Is it still okay?

No matter how important your image is, it is of no use if you die.

The feeling of helplessness that comes upon you when you close the door. Wouldn’t it have been better to force myself to speak? I don’t want to be hated by my senior, so I choose death… She felt resentful of herself. I hated myself like this, and at the same time, I was tired of all living things. In order to survive, I have to talk to my senior at least tomorrow… I need to talk her into having sex with me…

But why, why is it so annoying?

I just wanted to rest like this.

I didn’t want to worry about anything anymore.

I wanted to forget everything and just be comfortable.

I was so exhausted from crying that I collapsed and fell asleep…

I finally reached the last day of my life.

“… Umm, tsk… Ha… “

“Ugh… Tsk, haha… Huh? Uh… ?”

“What… What are you doing, what are you doing?!”

However, fortunately or unfortunately, today was not the last day.

When I opened my eyes in the morning, my brother was raping me.