Chapter 31 – Episode 31. Withdrawal Symptoms (1)

I spent most of the few days left on vacation with Si-eun.

She would watch movies or dramas together at home, go out together, go buy something, or just wander around.

It was okay when we were at home, but when we went out together, we were often mistaken for a couple.

“Couples are buying a lot of this too, what do you think?”

“Ah, we…”

“We’re not a couple, we’re my brother!”

Every time I was misunderstood, Si-eun clung to me and said that I was her brother.

Most of the time, the siblings would laugh and move on, saying they got along well.

Si-eun obviously said the right thing…

When I hit the player first, something felt strange.

I spent the rest of the vacation with Si-eun and the start of the semester approached.

As I entered 4th grade, I started to feel pressured for time.

Although my major studies have decreased slightly, I have become busy with other projects, languages, and studying for certifications.

I should have prepared in advance during the vacation, but I didn’t have enough time this vacation because I was working part-time at Su-ah’s sister’s café.

But I didn’t regret it at all.

Even though I’m a little busy right now, it was a happy time spending half of the day with Su-ah.

But even if I had to go back to that time, I would still work part-time.

However, as I got busier, the ‘massage’ cycle naturally became longer.

There was no time for Si-hyeon’s ‘massage’ or Su-ah’s ‘massage’.

Because of study and projects, I had to eat dinner outside and go home late every time.

‘… Let’s just hold out until the midterm exam. Even though I don’t know the certificate by then, I will be able to breathe because the project and language proficiency score will be completed.’

That is how I entered into a long life of asceticism.

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“Boss, boss! Order!”

“Uh…? Uh, okay. What?”

“A hot cup of Dolce Latte.”

“I’ll make it right away. Just a moment.”

I immediately fell into trouble while making the drink.

These days, Su-a spends more time dazed.

Even in the middle of her work, she became dazed for a moment.

There were two reasons for that.

One is because fatigue built up in her body because she did not get the message she used to get every day,

The other reason was strangely the residual heat that continued to linger in my body.

“Haa…”

Su-ah sometimes let out a hot and deep sigh like this.

It wasn’t that the inside of her body was itchy, but it felt like it was filled with something hot and sticky.

Today again, Su-ah finished work hard and left work carrying her heavy body.

“I’m here~.”

“Is mom here?”

When she returned home, she was no longer greeted by Sunwoo.

Si-hyeon and Si-eun welcomed Seon-woo on his behalf.

When she went back to her room after a late dinner, she missed the massages that Sunwoo used to give her.

However, because she knew that Sunwoo was busy, Suah could not do her request.

In the first place, Su-ah never asked Seon-woo first…

She sometimes had Si-hyeon or Si-eun massage her shoulders, but they were not as good as Seon-woo.

In that way, fatigue and something unpleasant kept accumulating in Su-ah’s body.

As she was unable to receive a massage from Seon-woo, Su-ah tried to relieve her fatigue on her own by giving herself a ‘massage’ while taking a shower.

“Ugh… Tsk… Hmm…”

Sua’s hand mechanically touched the clitoris.

“Ugh… Ugh…! … Phew.”

Little by little, she was able to let go of the pleasure that was steadily building up in her body.

However, as little as her pleasure was, it was almost impossible for what had built up in her body to disappear.

If things continued like this, it was clear that she would be tossing and turning without being able to sleep for a long time tonight.

After thinking for a moment, Su-ah started moving her hands again.

What was different from before was that this time she closed her eyes and began to imagine something of herself.

‘If you are Sunwoo… How did it move?’

Of course, Su-a’s hands were smaller and thinner than Seon-woo’s, but she tried to imitate his actions as much as possible.

Su-ah started rubbing her lower belly.

She could feel her own womb beneath her slightly fleshy lower abdomen.

She gradually warmed up her body by pressing and rubbing it.

His hand, which had been briefly rubbing his lower abdomen, now moved down.

She did not touch the clit right away, but touched the clit after she had sufficiently teased it.

The sensitivity was definitely better than before.

He inserted his finger into her wet vagina.

“Ugh…”

And she moved her hands, looking back at the place where Sunwoo had given her a ‘massage’ last time.

While she was rubbing her bottom with one hand, she was massaging her breasts with her other hand.

Su-ah massaged her breasts as if she were squeezing out milk that wasn’t coming out.

“Huh… Huh…!”

Although the feel of her own hands and Sunwoo’s hands were distinctly different, just thinking about Sunwoo massaging her made her more responsive.

Suah, who found it difficult to stand, sat down and leaned against the wall and spread her legs.

The hand that was massaging her breast gently pinched her protruding nipple.

At the same time, she started prodding her lower part with her finger.

Creak, creak, creak, creak…

Obscene sounds filled her bathroom.

“Hmm…! Hmm…!!”

Su-ah closed her spread legs and shrank her body.

Su-ah’s body reached climax with one twitch of her body.

This time she was able to leave faster and a little more satisfied than before.

“Whoa…”

It seemed like an urgent fire had been extinguished with this.

I may have tossed and turned for a bit today, but I felt like I could fall asleep.

Su-ah washed her body, cleaned up after her, and came out of her bathroom.

Drying her hair with a towel, she went to her laundry room with the slightly wet panties she was wearing today.

She put the panties in her laundry basket and was about to turn around when she saw her underwear half-draped in her basket.

I unconsciously picked it up, and the moment I was about to put it inside, my hand stopped.

What was in Su-ah’s hand were Sun-woo’s panties.

Su-ah was embarrassed why her hand stopped.

‘… What are you doing. Put it in quickly.’

But the panties didn’t fall out of my hands.

Rather, he held it tightly with his hand as if he didn’t want to let go.

Suah’s heart began to pound loudly.

She looked around her carefully.

She was quiet and without people.

“Haa… Haa…”

I could feel her throat burning.

‘I can’t do this…’

Her body began to move uncontrollably as she thought in her head that this should not be done.

Su-ah slowly lifted her panties and smelled her scent.

I didn’t even put it close to her nose, but she just slightly smelled it.

Su-ah’s body heated up and water flowed out from under her.

The panties she had just changed into became wet again.

Before I knew it, Su-ah was placing her hand on her pussy.

“Haaang.!”

Even though she only lightly pressed it against her clothes, her sensitive, heated pussy responded.

At that moment, she had an intuition in Su-ah’s mind.

‘… ‘I can definitely go away now, right now.’

Sua brought her panties closer to her nose than before.

Her juices began to drip from her pussy, soaking her panties and even her pajama pants.

But she had no time to worry about such things.

Suah started rubbing her own pussy over her clothes.

“Huh. Haan.! Seueu… Huh.!”

Before I knew it, Su-ah was breathing in her with her nose stuck in her panties.

Her head was dizzy from Seonwoo’s smell.

Su-ah let go of her mind and rubbed her own pussy.

“Sigh… Sigh… This… Sigh…! Ugh… Go… Gaaaaa…! Hwaaaaa…!”

She flopped down and fell to the ground.

Her whole body shook as if in convulsions, and Su-ah was completely gone.

Su-ah’s hand left her pussy, but she was still holding her panties tightly and burying her face in them.

“Seuuuuu… Which…

Every time she took a deep breath, Su-ah went lightly again and twitched her body.

“Huh… Gasp… Haha… Haaa…”

After the intense moment of climax, Su-ah’s breathing became heavier as if she were sprinting.

Su-ah, who came to his senses, hurriedly looked around.

The surroundings were still quiet, without any signs of presence.

Su-ah let out a sigh of relief.

She put her panties, which she had been holding so tightly that her hands turned white, back into her basket.

And she hurriedly returned to her room.

When I took off my panties along with my pants, there was a lot of sticky juice on them, unlike usual.

It was sticky pussy juice with a high viscosity that seemed to only come out during ovulation.

‘Ha… Hansoo, what are you doing? Are you really crazy?’

Su-ah was belatedly overcome with guilt.

I don’t stop masturbating while imagining Sunwoo, but I also masturbate while smelling his panties…

Perverts were not usually perverts either.

I was so ashamed of myself.

Su-ah reminded herself of what happened that day at the hotel and what she was trying to say to Seon-woo.

‘I didn’t have the right to say that in the first place…’

Because of her shame and self-reproach, Su-ah squatted down and covered her face with both hands.

Su-ah, who had been squatting for a while, slowly stood up.

… First, I had to sleep for tomorrow.

Su-ah took off her panties, which were soaked.

There was juice on her pants, as if she was a little tired.

I went into her bathroom and hand washed her panties and partially washed my pants and left them to dry.

Only after she had changed into new underwear and pajamas was she able to lie down on her bed.

Although Su-ah tossed and turned a little due to her self-blame, she was able to sleep deeply today.