Chapter 37 – Episode 37. Withdrawal Symptoms (7)

Even after going to work, Suah’s physical abnormalities did not disappear.

I still felt a slight fever deep inside my body.

Su-a drank another cup of coffee to wake her dazed mind.

The coffee brewed at her shop tasted like regular coffee.

‘Was there a problem with the coffee I had at home?’

Seon-woo and Si-hyeon said that there was nothing wrong with the taste.

‘Then did you feel the taste strange because you woke up early in the morning?’

Su-ah thought as she sipped the remaining coffee, but she couldn’t come up with an answer.

Suah worked hard that day and only got off work late at night.

Su-a ate dinner prepared by Si-hyeon and Si-eun and went straight to her room.

She took a shower and went straight to bed because she was tired, but she tossed and turned for a while and couldn’t fall asleep.

When Sua enters the laundry room, she hurriedly throws away the laundry and comes out.

She was afraid that if she ever saw Sunwoo’s underwear, her heart would be shaken.

She asked Sunwoo to forget, and she decided to forget herself too…

Su-ah tried to leave as little room as possible.

But it wasn’t easy for her to cool down her heated body with nothing.

Sua’s evening shower time became about twice as long as usual.

The reason was because she took a long time to masturbate.

But even that didn’t have much effect.

No, it was actually counterproductive.

For some reason, she couldn’t go with her masturbation anymore.

She was relieved a little in the past, but now her desires are only piling up, and she is not relieved at all.

No matter how much she caressed her erogenous zones and penetrated her pussy with her fingers, she could not reach climax just in the nick of time.

She couldn’t cross the line, as her heated body was on the verge of collapse.

At times like that, Su-ah felt that her thin fingers were lacking.

She quickly looked around for something to replace her finger, but she couldn’t find anything.

As she regretted it, every time she poked her lower part with her finger, the image of a massive cock kept appearing in her mind.

She just went in and out slowly, and she felt Sunwoo’s big cock that made her go…

‘… Come to your senses.’

Su-ah shook off her thoughts about the cock and moved her fingers eagerly.

But she still couldn’t go, and every time she moved her hand, all she could think about was Sunwoo’s big cock.

In the end, Su-ah finished her shower without even going once until her bottom was soaked with her own love juices.

She was exhausted and tired, but her heated body was unable to fall asleep right away, so she had to toss and turn for a while before she could fall asleep.

The next morning, Su-ah, who had trouble sleeping, woke up shakily.

Even though it has only been a few days, it has been very difficult.

You have to hold on… You want to be honest with Sunwoo.

In the past, there was nothing wrong, and you tolerated it well.

This time too, it will get better with time…

Su-ah repeated this and tried to calm herself down.

However, her accumulating and unresolved sexual desire continued to torment Su-ah.

Su-ah was becoming more and more exhausted day by day, and her only pleasure was the coffee that Sun-woo gave her in the morning.

Strangely enough, the taste of the coffee Sunwoo gave me felt unique.

I watched Sunwoo making coffee, but he just made coffee normally.

Even though I didn’t add anything else, the coffee that Sunwoo made had an unusual taste.

Sunwoo’s coffee not only had a unique taste, but also made me feel hot after drinking it.

That made it more difficult, but I still felt like it was filling something in my heart, so I couldn’t refuse.

So Su-a drank Seon-woo’s coffee like someone who was stranded in the middle of the sea and lost her senses due to a burning thirst.

So Su-ah’s condition worsened day by day.

She often stayed in a daze all day and made mistakes that she didn’t normally do.

“Boss, I ordered hot instead of ice.”

“Ah… I’m really sorry. I’ll make it again now.”

“No, just drink it.”

“I’m really sorry…”

Even the part-time worker was worried about Su-ah because her condition looked so bad.

“Boss, are you sick these days? Or are you worried about anything?”

“… Huh? No, it’s okay.”

“Besides, you’ve been absent-minded these days and make a lot of mistakes… Are you sure you’re okay?”

“… I’m sorry, didn’t you have a lot of trouble because of me?”

“I can’t say no, but I’m fine because the boss has always been good to me, but I’m worried about the boss.”

“… Thank you for your concern. But I’m really fine.”

Su-a smiled and pretended to be okay, but the part-timer still looked worried.

‘… But how can I talk about it?’

Su-ah’s worries and her worries were secrets that could not be revealed to anyone.

She says she lusts after her son.
Even though she made a mistake, she slept with him, and she says she still hasn’t forgotten that day…

Su-ah could only sigh deeply at her frustration.

Her body was getting so hot these days that I could feel the mere touch of a tissue as I wiped away her urine.

But she could only feel it, but she could never reach climax.

The more she tried to forget about that day, the more it came to her mind.

An ecstatic memory that is engraved on Su-ah’s body like a tattoo and comes to mind clearly.

That day has gone so many times that I can’t even count…

After the short flashback, it was guilt that hit Su-ah.

It was she who asked to forget and that she would forget, but in reality, Su-a herself could not forget that day.

Her body heats up, and she inadvertently starts masturbating,

When she masturbates, the events of that day come to mind because she can’t go away,

When she remembers the events of that day, she gets excited again.

It was a vicious cycle.

When Su-ah watched her dramas and still lifes, she couldn’t understand women who were so crazy about men that they threw everything away.

‘How can another man be more important than her own family, her child?’

However, when her body heated up like this, and she couldn’t go away, I could understand how the women felt.

Of course, it was understandable, but Su-ah never gave in to temptation.

She endured it because her family was everything to Su-ah.

Because she couldn’t ruin Seon-woo’s bright future…

Because she couldn’t disappoint Si-hyeon and Si-eun…

Today again, Su-a survived the day.

**

A few weeks passed like that.

Seon-woo welcomed Su-ah back with her haggard appearance.

“Are you here?”

‘Ah, it’s Seonwoo…’

Su-ah now spends most of her days thinking about Seon-woo. Just looking at him makes her heart pound and her stomach gets wet.

However, Su-ah did not show it on the outside and greeted her naturally.

“I guess you came early today?”

“Oh, the exam is over now. I’ll make dinner while you take a shower.”

“. No, I’ll take a shower after eating.”

The whole time Sunwoo was preparing dinner, Suah was staring blankly behind him.

Wide shoulders, broad back, thick forearms.

She wants you to hug her so tightly that she crumbles.
And she wished he could crush her underneath her and stir her insides like he did that day…

Seon-woo spoke to Su-ah, who was lost in her thoughts.

“You’ve been waiting a long time, right? I’m ready.”

“… Huh? Uh… I’ll eat well.”

She pretended to be calm and ate dinner, but Su-ah, who was burning inside, quickly finished her dinner and got up from her seat.

“Are you done already?”

“… Yes, I ate it quickly because what Sunwoo made was delicious…”

Su-ah hurriedly put away her dishes and tried to go into her room.

Before entering the room, Sunwoo spoke to me.

“You don’t look good… Would you like me to give you a massage after a long time?”

“… Massage?”

Su-ah’s body unnaturally turned towards Seon-woo.

Seon-woo was looking at Su-ah with a worried face.

… Massage.

Isn’t a massage okay?

I’ve had it before… But it’s been really hard these days…

If she gets a massage, what’s filling up her body right now might be relieved…

… Even if Sunwoo makes a ‘mistake’ like that day, if you scold him well…

But what came out of Su-ah’s mouth were words of rejection.

“Thank you, but like I said last time, it’s okay now.”

Su-ah turned around again and went into her room.

Thump, thump, thump, thump…

After entering her room, Su-ah entered the bathroom with unusually hurried steps.

As soon as she entered the bathroom, Su-ah pulled down only her pants and panties and fingered her own pussy.

She needed no gentle caress or preparation.

Su-ah’s pussy was already soaked deep inside her.

‘Seonwoo… Sunwoo… Our Sunwoo… My son Sunwoo…’

She moved her hand so vigorously that it hurt a little, but Su-ah couldn’t reach her climax again today.

‘… I’m really going crazy.’

She wanted to run out of her room right now, grab Sunwoo, and ask him to fuck her with his cock just once.

If that wasn’t possible, she wanted to at least ask to be able to suck a dick.

‘Really… I could do anything until Sunwoo is satisfied…’

If I had to swallow semen, I would swallow it, and I felt like I could happily accept it even if it had to be inserted deep into my throat.

Although she never did such a thing, even with her deceased husband, out of rejection…

She felt like she could do something for Sunwoo now.

Su-ah, who had been touching her own pussy for a while, came to her senses belatedly.

And then she collapsed on the spot.

Below, her love juice was dripping down.

‘… Hansoo, what were you thinking… Seonwoo is your son.’

Sua turned on cold water in the shower.

The cold water pouring over her head made her whole body feel cold and gave her chills.

However, the mild fever deep inside the body still did not disappear.

‘Crazy bitch… Crazy bitch with sex drive…’

Su-a repeated, banging her head against the wall of her bathroom.

Only after being bathed in cold water for a long time did Su-ah come out of her bathroom.

Since she hadn’t even taken off her clothes earlier, all of her clothes were wet.

Su-ah took off her wet clothes, wrung them out, dried them, and changed into her pajamas and underwear.

It was still too cold to take a cold shower, so Su-ah went into her bed with her shaking body and tried to sleep.

**

“… Jjook. Tsk. Tzubung… Side…”

Su-ah eagerly sucked Seon-woo’s cock.

Seonwoo’s body twitched every time he sucked, as if his fellatio felt good.

When Su-a saw how Seon-woo felt, it felt like something inside her was welling up.

“Chup… Seonu. Are you in a good mood.? Chuup… Tsk…”

“Yes… Ah.! Sister. I. I’m cumming now. Tsk.!”

“. Ugh. Just like that. Sssss… At time… Cum… In my mouth… Churp. Churp…”

Seonwoo’s cock twitched, threatening to spill out her semen.

Su-a put the glans in her mouth and licked the cock with her tongue, waiting for the semen to fill her mouth.

At that time, Su-ah woke up from her dream.

“… Huh?”

Su-ah woke up with her own finger in her mouth, not Seon-woo’s cock.

“Ah…”

The first feeling she felt was the feeling of despair without Seonwoo’s dick.

And after a while, she felt a sense of self-destruction.

“… Black… Ugh… Black…”

Su-ah sobbed and shed tears because of her guilt and self-destruction that came to her belatedly, and her sexual desire that still did not go away.