Chapter 38 – Episode 38. Withdrawal Symptoms (8)

Suah woke up earlier than usual.

I wiped away my tears, washed my face to remove any traces of crying, and came out to the living room.

In the kitchen, Sunwoo was preparing breakfast.

“Are you awake?”

“… Yes.”

Because of yesterday’s dream, I couldn’t see Sunwoo’s face.

After waking up, the memory of the dream should have become blurry, but the memory of Sunwoo’s cock that he had in his mouth in the dream still came to mind clearly.

How long and thick it is, what shape it has…

Seon-woo handed coffee to Su-a, who was sitting at the table blankly.

Su-ah took the coffee and brought it to her mouth.

Gulp… Gulp, Gulp, Gulp.

For some reason, as soon as she took her first sip, she finished her coffee in one go.

“Ha…”

When she drank coffee, she felt like the emptiness in her heart was being filled.

However, as a side effect, my body felt angry and hot again today.

Today again, Su-ah drank her coffee as if she were drinking seawater and went to work with her body feeling hot.

After enduring a difficult day today, Su-a left work with her tired body.

While returning home, a pink sign caught her eye.

… Adult goods store.

Seeing her sign reminded Su-ah of her own thin fingers, which she had always regretted.

I thought I could get something to replace her finger there.

The worry was short-lived, and before I knew it, Su-a was parking next to the building.

But even after she parked, she couldn’t get out of the car for a while.

She was embarrassed because she had never been to a place like that.

‘What should I do… Shall we go in? Or should I just go back?’

After thinking for a while, Su-ah thought about her physical condition.

… If things continued like this, it seemed like she wouldn’t be able to last that long.

Su-a got out of the car with her hat down and her mask on.

She carefully opened the store door and went inside.

“Are you there.?”

It was dark enough that she could barely see the items in the store.

The clerk was sitting at the counter, but she only glanced at me and didn’t speak to me.

‘Thank god…’

I felt like if I treated her kindly for no reason, it would be more of a burden for her.

Su-a looked around the store, looking at her clerk.

The store was full of various items.

The first thing that caught her eye were objects that resembled female and male organs.

In addition to that, a variety of other items were seen, ranging from clothes that were so vulgar that it was embarrassing to call them clothes, as well as handcuffs and whips.

There were even objects that had shapes that weren’t human, and could something like that fit in? There was also an object so big that it made you think.

While looking around at the items, Su-ah touched the items that were unpackaged and on display.

It was an object that looked like an ordinary male organ.

When I touched it, it was softer than I expected, but the inside felt hard.

While touching it with her fingertips, she made eye contact with the clerk who was looking in this direction and hurriedly walked away from the product.

After that, I looked at various items, but I had no idea what to buy.

As I was wandering around for a while and just looking at the goods, the clerk spoke to me.

“… Is there anything you are looking for?”

“Ah. I’m looking for a dick made of silicone.”

“… Are you talking about the dildo?”

“Ah. Sssss…
“What size are you looking for?”

“Uh… So…”

Su-ah unconsciously thought of Seon-woo’s cock.

And the thrilling pleasure of that day also came to mind.

Su-a told the clerk the size and thickness of the dick by measuring it with her hand.

“It’s about this size…”

“Hmm… That’s a large size. If it’s that big, it might hurt if you’re using it for the first time.”

“… It’s okay.”

“Please note that refunds are not possible once the packaging has been opened.”

Sua purchased a large dildo and left her store.

After getting into her car, her face was still hot and embarrassed, but she was excited.

Su-ah returned home with her heart pounding.

When she arrived home, she was greeted by Sunwoo.

Su-ah was worried about the dildo in her bag, so she pulled her bag closer to her body.

“Are you here? Are you going to eat dinner again today?”

“… Yeah, I’ll just leave my bag and come out right away.”

Su-ah hurriedly went into her room, hid the dildo, and came out to the living room.

Seon-woo was preparing dinner, and Su-ah was sitting at her table, staring blankly at him.

‘The dildo I bought today was similar in size to Seonwoo’s dick…’

She remembered that day again.

A big dick going inside her.

A dizzying pleasure that felt as if her body was melting.

The inside of her was wet and juice was leaking out.

When she remembers that time, Su-ah used to feel guilty, but now she is so used to it that she doesn’t feel guilty at all.

‘I can’t help but organize my thoughts alone…’

‘You just have to be careful, so something like that doesn’t happen again.’

While Su-ah was lost in her thoughts, dinner preparations were completed.

She quickly ate dinner and Su-ah went into her room.

‘Finally… Finally.!’

Sua went into her bathroom with the dildo she had hidden earlier.

She held the dildo to the floor with her trembling hands and took off her pants and panties.

Although the clerk gave her gel, Su-ah’s vagina was already soaked to the core, so there seemed to be no need for her to apply the gel.

Sua moved her waist to align the dildo with the entrance.

Meanwhile, juice was dripping from her pussy and soaking the dildo.

All I had to do was lower my waist, but when I tried to put it in, the dildo felt too big.

‘Was it this big the last time too.?’

I felt a little afraid.

But when I think about Sunwoo’s dick at that time… The dildo was rather small.

‘Because the bigger one fit well…’

Su-ah took a deep breath and slowly lowered her waist.

“Ugh…”

The dildo began to penetrate Sua’s insides.

“The cock… Ugh… I went in well… Ugh… This… Why…”

Su-a barely reached inside her glans and took a deep breath again.

She slowly inserted the dildo, pausing several times.

“Huh… Haha… Hot… Haa…”

In the end, Su-ah succeeded in putting it all the way in.

She felt the dildo filling her insides, but she did not feel any pleasure at that time.

I felt only discomfort along with a little pain.

‘… Once you get used to it… It’ll be okay.”

Su-ah slowly moved her waist with a glimmer of hope.

“Huh… Huh…”

Tzueoek… Tzueoeoek.

Every time her waist moved up and down, I could feel the curves of the dildo scraping against the walls of her vagina.

It definitely felt like a much stronger stimulus than her own thin fingers.

‘If this is it. Will I be able to go this time.?’

Su-ah continued to slowly move her waist up and down.

But she couldn’t go away this time either.

She couldn’t go beyond a certain line.

“Why… Why can’t I do this…!”

From Su-ah’s words, she now felt desperate.

Sua pushed her dildo all the way inside her and slowly rotated her waist just as Seonwoo did.

Every time her waist moved, the dildo brushed against her cervix.

But this time, she didn’t feel the pleasure she felt back then.

Instead of feeling pleasure, she felt only a little pain.

“. Black. Ugh…”

Despite her shame, she even bought something like this for the first time.

She felt miserable about herself.

Su-ah stopped moving, lowered her head, and shed tears.

But before she could get frustrated, there was a knocking sound outside her.

“Sister, I have something to say to you for a moment… Are you taking a shower?”

“… Huh? Wait a minute!”

Sua quickly pulled out the dildo.

“Ugh…!”

She felt pain because she pulled it out quickly, but she was more concerned about not getting caught.

‘What should I do. Where should I hide it.?’

Su-ah looked around and eventually decided to put the dildo in her cupboard.

Because I couldn’t even wipe off my own creamy juices, I just put the wet dildo in the cupboard and closed the door.

Then, I flushed the water into the toilet and came out of the bathroom naturally.

Seon-woo was sitting on the bed, waiting for Su-ah.

Su-ah also sat next to him and talked to Seon-woo.

“What’s going on?”

Seonwoo’s expression was dark.

“… My sister seems to be having a really hard time these days.”

“No, it’s okay.”

“… Are you sure you’re okay? Your face is still red, but you don’t have a fever?”

Seonwoo stretched out his hand and touched Suah’s forehead.

Su-ah flinched for a moment and put her head back, but soon accepted Seon-woo’s hand.

Sunwoo’s touch felt good.

I only touched my forehead, but I felt at ease.

While Sunwoo closed his eyes and took his temperature, Suah’s eyes were focused on Sunwoo’s pants.

The silhouette of a cock was vaguely visible beneath her thin nightgown.

Su-ah, who was looking at Seon-woo’s dick, suddenly realized.

‘Ah… I can’t go now without that dick…’

No matter how hard I tried or struggled, I couldn’t feel that feeling.

A pleasure that turns her mind white and melts her body.

‘Then I have to struggle like this every day for the rest of my life.?’

Su-ah lowered her head.

“It’s really okay.”

“… It’s okay, will you please leave?”

At the firm command to congratulate the guests, Seonwoo hesitated and then left the room.

Su-ah remained silent for a long time with her head down.

**

To be honest, I felt lighthearted when I hinted to Su-ah’s older sister.

I felt a little offended that he refused after masturbating with my panties…

She thought that although Su-ah had almost passed over, she was refusing because of the gaze of those around her or something else.

In that case, she tried to make her make another ‘mistake’ by hinting like this and to increase the frequency of her mistakes.

She thought it would be hard the first time, but then it would be much easier.

At the point where her mistake was no longer a mistake, she tried to confess once more.

But Su-ah never made a ‘mistake’.

By maintaining her distance from me, she maintained herself completely.

Did the hint not work? I had my suspicions, but judging by her reaction when she drank her coffee in the morning, it seemed like her hint worked.

After that, she checked Su-a’s movements to see if her panties had disappeared or if anything else strange had happened, but nothing much had happened.

As time passed, her anticipation of when Su-ah would make a mistake diminished.

On the contrary, her guilt increased as she saw her older sister Su-ah struggling and becoming exhausted.

Sister Su-a had light dark circles around her eyes and even her tired appearance was beautiful, but…

Still, she liked Su-ah’s usual bright and warm self better.

‘… Should we unravel the hint now? But isn’t she almost over it?

I always fell into trouble while looking at Su-ah like that.

Last time, I tried to seduce Su-ah first by asking her if I would like to get a massage from her, but…

Sister Su-a firmly pushed me away this time.

As each day passed, I felt ashamed and ashamed of myself for doing such a cowardly thing.

And I felt sorry for Su-ah.

And at the same time, I felt sad.

‘… I can’t go this far. If it’s going to be like this, it’s better…’

I got a phone call when I was having trouble concentrating in class.

Normally, I would have declined to receive the call, but it was a call from Su-ah’s older sister.

I quietly left the classroom and answered the phone.

“Hello? Sister, what’s going on?”

“No, that’s the boss…”

The person who called was not Su-ah’s older sister, but an afternoon part-timer whom I had met several times.

“The boss has collapsed. Can you come?”

“… Yes?”

My mind turned completely white, and before I knew it, I was running.