Chapter 52 – Episode 52. Confession (7)

“So… The reason I was so tired no matter how much I slept was because everything happened in the early morning?”

“… Yes.”

I put my hand on my forehead and gathered my thoughts for a moment.

When I thought about the things I heard from Si-eun, it felt like the empty puzzle was coming together.

‘There was definitely no hymen when I was massaging Sihyeon…’

At the time, I didn’t have the mindset to do that, and I vaguely thought there must be some reason.

Maybe I didn’t want to think that I disappeared because I had a relationship with someone without my knowledge…

Anyway, I couldn’t even imagine that it disappeared for that reason.

‘… And I thought I felt perfect during the message…’

When Sihyeon received her first massage, she felt strangely well.

I thought it was something I was born with, but I never thought it was also the effect of Si-eun’s hypnosis.

‘Now that I think about it, I enjoyed the semen…’

Recently, when I was giving a massage, I ejaculated by rubbing her thighs at Sihyeon’s request.

At that time, Sihyeon took the semen on his hand and licked it.

At that time, it was strange to see him eating everything, saying it was strangely delicious, but I never thought it was due to Si-eun’s hypnosis…

At this point, wouldn’t all the darkness in the world be Si-eun? It was enough to make me wonder.

“Haa…”

My mind was still complicated, and I sighed heavily.

Although I was surprised that Si-eun liked me every morning, she didn’t feel bad or anything.

However, the fact that she hypnotized Si-hyeon and did something like that gave her a headache.

I hypnotized Su-ah and did many things, but Si-eun was also doing just as many things.

‘Now that I think about it, wasn’t it actually a dream when Sihyeon appeared in the dream?’

‘Strangely enough, I said I felt tired after that dream…’

‘… Then, the dream in which Si-hyeon with small breasts appeared was not about Si-hyeon, but about Si-eun?’

Still, as I organized my thoughts one by one, the pounding in my head felt a little better.

I glanced at Si-eun and saw that he was still on his knees, looking at me.

I decided to wake up Si-eun first.

“Get up and sit next to me.”

I sat on the bed and tapped the side with my hand.

Si-eun stood up and sat next to me, slightly stumbling, as if his legs were numb from sitting for a long time.

“… So you forgive me now?”

“Whoa…”

In fact, there was nothing that could be called forgiveness.

At least I had no right to say anything to Si-eun.

I also did a lot of bad things to Su-ah…

“I was a bit embarrassed, but I’ll just let it pass this time.”

“Hey… I’m glad…”

Si-eun has finally relaxed her expression.

Perhaps because she relaxed, tears began to form around Si-eun’s eyes again.

I wiped away the tears that were flowing.

When I saw Si-eun sniffling, I took some tissues and put them on her nose to blow her nose.

“Come on, hum! Do it.”

“… Hmph!”

It probably didn’t feel good to have someone else’s snot on her hands, but she didn’t mind since she thought it was Si-eun’s.

I sat next to Si-eun and waited until she blew her nose, put her tissue in her trash can, and calmed down.

After a while, her crying stopped.

“Have you calmed down now?”

“… Yes.”

Si-eun’s eyes were still red, but the sniffles had stopped.

Si-eun lowered her head again and asked me a question while shaking her legs.

“Oppa… What do you think of me?”

“… He’s a cute and precious little brother.”

Si-eun seemed to not like my answer and her legs moved more.

“They say I’m cute again! I’m not cute! I’m pretty too!”

Si-eun looked at me with a sullen expression on her face.

But even when she was angry, she was so cute.

I wanted to inadvertently pinch her cheek or pat her head, but I thought she would get furious if I did that, so I held back.

Si-eun was downcast again and spoke to me in a sullen voice.

“The reason men call you cute is when they can’t say you’re pretty…”

I waved my hands and denied Si-eun’s negative words.

“Hey, what do you mean? Men love cute women. And of course our Si-eun is pretty and cute.”

“… Really?”

“Really.”

However, Si-eun’s expression did not ease easily.

“… Then what should I do? My brother doesn’t really like me…”

“It’s not like that…”

“Then do you like me?”

Si-eun raised her head and looked straight at me.

I am… I couldn’t give any answer to Si-eun’s words.

Because I know that Si-eun’s ‘like’ does not mean general favor.

I couldn’t answer hastily.

I kept my mouth shut like that and couldn’t say anything.

“Look. You always draw a line when you approach me like this.”

Si-eun lowered her head again and asked me in her gloomy voice.

“… Is it because I’m not good enough? Would he have liked me if I were as pretty as my sister? Or would he have liked me if my breasts were as big as my sister?”

“It’s not because of that. And Si-eun, you’re still pretty. … It’s not like your breasts are small.”

“But my mom and sister are huge, but I’m the only one who’s small. All men like big things.”

“… Because some people like small things.”

“That person is not my brother.”

I had no choice but to close my mouth again.

Because the clumsy consolation only hurt Si-eun.

That awkward silence filled the room again.

Si-eun, who had her head down for a while, suddenly ran towards me.

He pushed my shoulder and laid me down on the bed, and Si-eun climbed on top of me.

“Oppa, can’t I?”

“It’s not like that…”

“Is it because I don’t look like a woman?”

Si-eun climbed on top of me and looked down at me.

At that moment, she felt a strange sense of déjà vu and a response began to appear below.

The feel of her soft and elastic thighs and buttocks.

A small chest that can be held in one hand, revealing the silhouette of thin clothes.

In an instant, Si-eun’s appearance began to feel strange.

I was embarrassed by the sudden reaction and tried to get her to move out of the way.

However, Si-eun had already noticed that I had an erection, and she smiled brightly.

“I guess that’s not the case?”

Si-eun held on top of me and brushed down her dick that was sticking out of her pants with one hand.

“I made it erect like this…”

“Wait a minute, this is…”

“They took my virginity too…”

“Huh?”

“I ejaculated so much inside her that her lower abdomen was full…”

“… I didn’t do that of my own will, right.?”

Si-eun’s eye smile faded, and she smiled a lonely smile.

“She… Said she would always be by her side…”

“That… Wasn’t that kind of promise.”

A promise to always be by Si-eun’s side.

That was a promise I made with Si-eun a long time ago.

Si-eun was very popular because of her unique bright personality.

She smiled brightly and treated everyone kindly, and as a result, she received the confessions of many men.

Because of her more approachable personality than the cold, wall-hitting Si-hyeon, she received a lot more confessions than Si-hyeon.

Whenever she received a confession, Si-eun always smiled awkwardly and said she was sorry for causing misunderstanding.

As the number of people who confessed to her and then got dumped increased, people around her began to accept it as a daily occurrence.

Meanwhile, Si-eun was met by a strange man.

That guy also confessed to Si-eun, and this time, Si-eun smiled as if she was in trouble and refused.

But he didn’t take no for an answer.

I continued to be obsessed with Si-eun, fantasizing that it was because she was shy and that she was being disingenuous.

That obsession led to stalking and various misdemeanors.

He tried reporting it to the police, but it was of no help, saying it was difficult to punish at this level.

In the end, Si-eun started crying and became afraid to go outside.

I found out about that fact too late, and from then on, I started going with Si-eun wherever I went.

We always went together and volunteered to be her boyfriend.

He went to that guy and told him to give up, but he didn’t give up that much.

In the end, after a little struggle and legal battle, the guy was banned and disappeared.

But there was no way Si-eun would get better right away just because that guy disappeared.

After that, I always went with Si-eun.

My heart ached when I saw Si-eun, who was always bright, clutching the hem of my clothes and being scared.

At that time, I made a promise to Si-eun, “I will always be with you anytime, anywhere, so don’t worry.”

Although Si-eun has improved a lot now and can walk around on her own, she is still afraid to go out at night when the sun goes down, and she ends up coming home early.

Si-eun clicked her tongue and said,

“Saying that at that time is definitely a confession… This is a bad thing about my brother.”

“…”

There was nothing to answer.

Meanwhile, Si-eun’s hand was gently stroking his cock.

Suddenly, Si-eun lifted her head and looked at me, as if something occurred to her.

“Oh, that’s right.”

“Can you please take your hands off me first?”

“Oppa, why was there so little semen last time?”

Si-eun ignored my request and said what she had to say.

But the question was so absurd that her mind froze for a moment.

“… What?”

“Oppa, I’m serious.”

“Huh.? Well. I guess I masturbated or something like that?”

“I’ve been getting yours for months, but you’re afraid I won’t be able to tell them apart either.”

“…”

In fact, she instinctively knew which time she was talking about.

It was probably that day when she ejaculated about 5 times to Su-ah.

While I was unable to answer and hesitated, Si-eun’s eyes became increasingly sinister.

“Oppa, your secret was found out anyway… You can just hypnotize him and get the answer.”

“… It could make you forget everything that happened today.”

“But… I don’t want to do that anymore. I just want to hit my brother like I am.”

“… So please answer honestly.”

Si-eun hesitated and then spit out a word.

“By any chance… Did you do it with your sister…?”

I hesitated to answer and ended up denying it.

“… Not Sihyeon…”

Then Si-eun opened her eyes wide and looked at me in disbelief.

“… What?”

Si-eun’s expression became more serious than usual.

His face even showed a determination that made him feel like he would resort to hypnosis if the situation arose.

It was difficult to avoid answering like this.

If I was hypnotized and answered, even the promise I had with Su-ah’s sister might be revealed.

In order to hide at least that part, I confessed to Si-eun.

“Soo-ah…”

“Sua? What kind of bitch is Sua… Huh? Wait… Isn’t her name… A bit…?”

I was silent.

“Could it be… Mom. Ma.?”

I nodded slightly.

“With your mom.? Really.? That’s the same kind of relationship you have with your mom?!?!”

I quietly closed my eyes as Si-eun screamed, almost like a scream.