Chapter 59 – Episode 59. Dating (5)

The next day, Su-ah recalled the events of yesterday and felt guilty.

‘I guess I’m really crazy…’

On a dangerous day, she simply applied a cream of questionable contraceptive effect and released so much semen that it bulged the inside of her uterus…

When she took her third cumshot in her mouth in the bathroom, her cum came out as thick as jelly.

‘Then how dark were the first and second…’

She had a hunch that if she hadn’t used birth control, she would have definitely gotten pregnant.

Su-ah prayed that the cream would have a definite contraceptive effect.

‘What if something happens…’

Despite her worries, Su-ah stroked her lower abdomen.

Even though she was almost gone now, she was reminded of the semen that had filled her womb only a few hours ago.

Su-ah touched her private parts with her hands.

On the tip of her finger, she felt stickier love juice than usual and semen that had now turned into water.

‘Maybe it’s because it’s ovulation, but my body keeps getting hot…’ .’

Moreover, since she applied the cream, her body seemed to have become more sensitive and hot.

Her worries were short-lived. Su-ah recalled her date yesterday.

‘… ‘Yesterday was a lot of fun.’

It was like a dream.

She has always been busy with work.

Her brightest days were spent raising her Si-eun and Si-hyeon.

Of course she has no regrets.

However, she just felt a little regret…

But even that regret was filled little by the date I went on with Sunwoo.

She was able to do things that gave her vicarious satisfaction by watching movies and dramas.

Su-ah looked at the necklace she received as a gift from Sun-woo yesterday.

… Was it because of a date?

The sex I had at the motel yesterday felt better than usual.

She usually had sex with the thought that she would take care of Seon-woo’s sexual desires.

But did she do it after the date was over?
Or was it because I was drunk?

Since I took off the condom yesterday, I was just focusing on having sex with Sunwoo.

All she was thinking about was how she felt good and how Seonwoo felt good.

“… I shouldn’t do this…”

Even as Su-a muttered to herself, deep down she was looking forward to the next holiday.

After that, Su-ah left work with Seon-woo, and on holidays, the two of them went on dates.

Just because it was a date, she didn’t do anything special.

She just goes places together, eats delicious food…

In the end, she just went to a motel.

The more time they spent together, the more Su-ah’s heart became inclined towards Seon-woo.

Su-ah, who enjoyed working, was now just waiting for her holidays.

She had so much fun dating Seonwoo.

It felt so good to talk and have sex after a date.

At that time, many mental hurdles had been overcome.

When I had sex with Sunwoo at a motel after a date… I really felt like Sunwoo was my lover.

Perhaps because of that, whenever we entered the motel together, our bodies became hot right from the entrance and a lot of love juice flowed out.

Once I entered the room, I had no intention of relieving Sunwoo’s sexual desires.

I just wanted Sunwoo to quickly hug me, kiss me, put me in it, and wrap me inside.

Seonwoo always did what Suah wanted, and Suah was able to end her date and return home feeling happy.

These days, perhaps because we go on dates and have sex regularly, Seonwoo rarely visits us at night.

Because of that, Su-ah started masturbating again, which she had stopped doing.

She masturbated alone in her room, rubbing her clit with her hand.

Whenever she masturbated, she automatically remembered the time she went to the motel with Sunwoo.

Just thinking about that time made her body feel hot and sensitive.

Then, with the slightest touch from her hand, it could go away.

Of course, it didn’t feel as good as when I was with Sunwoo…

It was enough to put out a fire in a hurry.

After reaching the climax, Su-ah felt empty.

Whenever she went away, she wasn’t in Seon-woo’s arms, who hugged her tightly,

She always had no kisses that made her soft and sticky,

This was because she could not feel the hot semen that had filled her womb.

After Su-ah masturbated alone, she always felt regretful, cleaned up after herself, and fell asleep.

… And she doesn’t use condoms these days.

In fact, Su-a secretly stopped by the adult store where she bought her dildo last time and bought a larger size condom.

She put it in her bag and took it with her when she went on her dates… In the end, she didn’t take it out.

Instead of a condom, she applied cream to her lower abdomen and accepted Sunwoo’s cock into her life.

When she first penetrated inside her, her waist was shaking as if she was experiencing dizzying pleasure.

It was difficult for her to give up the sense of security and satisfaction she felt when hot semen filled the inside with her womb.

Her fun time always passed quickly and Su-ah always felt disappointed when she returned home after having a lot of sex with Seon-woo at the motel.

At the same time she was waiting for the next holiday to come quickly.

‘… Now I really feel like I’m even more into it…’

Su-ah gradually forgot about her promise.

I am satisfied with my current relationship…
She felt happy.

Now, when Su-ah goes on her dates, she also starts to pay attention to the clothes she wears.

She used to wear reasonably comfortable clothes, but now she started worrying about what to wear the night before.

… And she started wearing not only clothes but also her underwear that she didn’t normally wear that looked pretty.

Su-a put some clothes on the bed again tonight and put them on her body, thinking about what to wear.

“… Is this better? Or should I just wear the one from before.?”

She rarely wears underwear, so she wore something with black lace.

After thinking about clothes for a while, Sua decided to put away the clothes she had prepared and went out to the living room to drink water.

“Oppa, feed me some fruit.”

“Do you have no hands or feet?”

“Ehehe… Thank you, brother~”

When I opened the door, I saw Si-eun receiving a lap pillow on the living room sofa and Seon-woo feeding fruit to Si-eun.

The two were so busy talking and looking at each other that they didn’t seem to notice that Su-ah had come out.

When Su-ah saw that, she felt her heart ache for some reason.

That feeling was a little different from jealousy… If I had to put it that way, it was shabby.

It was nice to see Seon-woo and Si-eun getting along well.

The sight of a young, pretty man and woman together looked perfect.

Youth shines on its own, and even though they were both just before going to bed and unadorned and wearing comfortable pajamas, they looked dazzlingly pretty.

In comparison, her older self looked shabby.

As I looked at her various clothes, I felt ashamed of how excited she was.

‘… What am I doing?’

No matter how much she dressed up, compared to the children in their prime, she was just an old lady.

‘What is the age difference between you and Sunwoo? .’

When she realized that, her joy and expectations plummeted and turned into her regret and disappointment.

Her heart, which had been floating just now, sank heavily.

‘Wouldn’t I have been enjoying it more under the pretext of satisfying Sunwoo’s desires?’

She just turned her eyes away from reality for a moment, and reality was harsh.

She and Seon-woo could not connect.

Maybe she was worried about how people around her looked at Sunwoo while she was out on her date recently.

‘Maybe it was seen as an unhealthy relationship?’

Once her heart began to sink, she continued to fall into the dark bottomless pit.

‘Also… It’s right to meet people of similar age…’

She looked at Seon-woo and Si-eun once again.

It was a really nice sight to see again.

‘Besides, Si-hyeon and Si-eun are both close to Seon-woo…’

It was obvious that the day my current relationship was discovered, my daughters would be greatly shocked.

She might have felt disillusioned with herself.

Su-ah quietly returned to her room.

And she immediately laid her body down on her bed.

‘… Let’s stop now. Before it gets any harder…’

Now it was time to wake up from the brief happy dream and return to reality.

‘… ‘I’m going back to being a mother, not a woman.’

For ‘our’ happy family.

Before I fall in love with Sunwoo and can’t quit of my own will.

She had already come too far, but Su-ah made up her mind to stop now.

The next day, Su-ah got dressed and went on a date with Seon-woo, as she had planned.

But no matter where she went or what she ate, she wasn’t as happy as usual.

I couldn’t even force a smile because I thought that today wouldn’t be the last day like this.

As Su-ah seemed in a bad mood all day, Seon-woo continued to worry.

“Sister, are you okay? Shall we go home early today?”

When receiving such consideration, Su-ah felt like she was in tears.

“… It’s okay.”

Su-ah gave her a hard smile.

She had a heavy heart all day, so she finished all her schedule.

Finally she arrived at the motel and entered the room.

Seonwoo felt anxious due to the unusual atmosphere, and Suah spoke to Seonwoo with her sad face.

“… Let’s stop now.”