Chapter 3 – You Mean Jerking Off With My, My Picture!!

“What, fuck… So, you mean, I was asking you to take pictures of me doing that shit yesterday?”

The ‘little sister’ face was full of displeasure.
Feelings like she’s seen something she shouldn’t have seen boil over.

And one leg that was slightly spread goes up high.
Soon it was draped over her opposite knee her.
I cross her legs and cross her arms her as I lean back on the sofa.

“Where are you going to use that? Are you going to make money selling my photos?”
“… No, what crazy bullshit… “

First of all, the photo was going to be used as a reference for a commercial cover, so maybe the expression that I made money by selling it wasn’t wrong.

“Oh, the answer is late, you, can’t you… Did you earn money by selling my photos?”
Haha… What are you talking about? You’re talking nonsense.”
“You said that nonsense first.”

‘Little sister’ untwisted her legs her.
Then cross her legs and take a deep breath.

“Whoa… Hey, your cell phone.”
“…What.”
“Ask for a cell phone.”
“… What, why!”
“No? Then why don’t you bring it soon?”
“Oh, no… Why me?”
“It’s so fucking suspicious that you do this all of a sudden. If you don’t give me your phone, you really won’t stay still. Then I’m going to think you took a picture of me, so take care of yourself.”
“Ha… What do you really see me as….”

Can’t be done. Don’t even die Absolutely not.

Of course, I never did anything like voyeur.
However, the problem is that it is a high-quality photo and the illustration is widely spread in mobile phones.

Also, information related to the novel I was serializing could be found out.
No, I’m caught. It is assumed that it is unconditionally heard.

“Did I really voyeur? Don’t bring it? No. Let’s go together. You can erase it while bringing it.”

The ‘little sister’ jumped up from her seat.
And when he strides into my room, I am startled and block his way.

“Ha, hey… Not really.”
“No, I know? So, let’s look at the phone.”
“… Hmm, I have that privacy too. Can I look at your cell phone as I please? You can’t either.”
“Can it?”

‘Little sister’ tilts her head to the side.
Then, rummaging through the bag I had thrown away earlier, I took out my phone and handed it to me.

“Come on, take a good look.”
“Hey, hey… Now, whoa… I’m not trying to do this with you.”
“Who knows? But, I need to see it? Where the hell are you going to use my picture?”
“I-san… It’s not. No, it’s not really… “

My head is pounding.
I don’t know how the talk about taking a picture came to this point.

“… Brother, you are really strange right now, you know?”

Know. I know very well. So it seemed crazy.

“Ha, heh… I mean, on my, that, phone… Haaa… There are a lot of porn, and there are a lot of naughty pictures… “
“Whatever.”
Haha… But, how can I show it to you?”
“It’s okay. Who are we? Have you ever seen my brother jerk off?”
“……When.”
“What time? Even if I just go to the corner of the room, the smell of chestnut flowers vibrates. And then empty the trash can on time.”
“…… It’s bullshit.”
“Ugh. Is this what it means for a guy who farts to get angry?”

I was stabbed in the middle of the day, and I was cursed without knowing.
And it was when he was on the defensive and was on the defensive.

“Hey, I just got goosebumps… Didn’t I?”
“…… What is it all of a sudden?”

Misunderstandings lead to other misunderstandings.
‘Little sister’ starts rubbing her forearms with her arms crossed.

“You, the fuck… What are you trying to do with my picture?”
“…What?”
“No, that’s right! They say there are a lot of things like that on your phone… Then, you’re talking about flirting with my, my picture!!”
“…”

It was so ridiculous.
I was so dumbfounded that I was at a loss for words.

“Look! I’m so shocked I can’t even say a word!!”

It wasn’t even a word.
It’s so fucked up that I’m speechless.

“… Muh, say something!! Gee, are you really doing that with my picture!!”

It looks at me like a bug.
And before I knew it, I spread the distance far away.

“Ah, aaaaa!!!”

‘Little sister’ suddenly screamed.
Then he turns around and starts running to his room her.

Bang-! Sound echoes the house.
With a click, the door is locked.

“…… Fuck, that’s ridiculous.”

Mouth was dry.
And my body seemed to have lost all energy.
He slumped on the sofa and buried himself.

“No, what kind of fucking bullshit really…”

The words that were not coming out because I was speechless burst out belatedly.

“Fuck the stars… He’s giving a damn about asking me to take a picture.”

When the ‘younger sister’ came out again, I was going to say something.
This isn’t even an excuse.
It’s so absurd and unfair, that’s why I’m thinking of confessing the fact that I’d rather refer to the composition used for the narration illustration.

However, the once firmly closed door did not open.
It was the same when the chicken arrived.

When I called, there was no answer.
My appetite is gone, too, so the chicken goes cold in the kitchen.

I tried to write, but I couldn’t get my hands on it.
It’s so unfair and annoying.

And in the end, I posted the hiatus notice first, albeit a little early.
Coincidentally, tomorrow was the weekend, so I was thinking of talking to my ‘younger sister’ again.

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Woke up earlier than usual
No, my hands and feet were shaking and I couldn’t sleep deeply because of the unfairness.

But, it wasn’t just me.
The room of the ‘little sister’, which had been locked, was open.
And there was no ‘younger sister’ that was supposed to be there.

*

It’s something you don’t normally do.
When I asked him to take a picture, he just ignored it, and suddenly he said he wanted to take a picture of me.

But, it’s not just a picture… I tried to take a picture in some kind of cat pose.
And half as a joke, I asked to see my phone, but he suddenly confessed and couldn’t make eye contact with me.

It felt like being struck by lightning.
Electricity ran through his entire body.

And the thoughts that run through my head are organized.
Soon, they interlocked with each other and became a squeeze.

‘My brother secretly takes pictures of me and plays with my daughter.’
‘However, I was not satisfied with voyeurism and now I am trying to become self-sufficient in photography.’

“Ha…”

I left the house as if I was running away.
There was a lot of work to do, but nothing was out of hand.

Woo-woo-woo-woo-

In the morning, the cell phone rings like a fire.
And most… No, all contact was with my brother.

I was so embarrassed now.
So I didn’t even have the courage to face him, let alone talk.

It needed tidying up.
I needed the courage to face my brother.

But not now.
Because I never had the confidence to see my brother’s face now.

So I work to forget my thoughts.
I drew, I didn’t like it, so I erased it, drew it again, erased it again, and erased it again and again.

“Ha…”

I had a lot of random thoughts, so I didn’t draw as I wanted.
However, the feeling of a throbbing heart has disappeared.

“… Let’s just sleep here.”

It’s not that I’m afraid of my older brother or that I don’t like him.
It’s just that I’m so embarrassed by the fact right now, I don’t know how to accept it, so I just needed time.

“I don’t even have a blanket…”

Still, since I had one blanket, I thought I might be able to cover it roughly and put my eyes on it.

“…No, but… I don’t have to do this.”

Suddenly, I had such a thought.
Why should I avoid it? I did nothing wrong.
It is normal for my brother to avoid me even if I am harmed.

“Ha… That’s absurd.”

All the worries I’ve had all day feel in vain.
…… And since he’s a man, the understanding that it could be soars.

I picked up my phone, which had been ringing and then went silent.
And seeing countless missed calls, she laughs.

To-to-

“Hey!”

The signal connection beeped twice, and my brother screamed through the phone.

“Oh, it hurts my ears.”

– … Where are you.”

“I went to work.”

– Because today is Saturday?

“You said you were busy these days.”

– Ha… Done come soon what time is it now

“8 o’clock?”

– Oh dear… You didn’t ask for that.

“Where’s the pervert keeps talking loudly?”

– What, what? Transformation?

“Uh. A pervert who flirts with his sister’s picture of him.”

– Fuck no!

“Again, the guy who farted again is angry. I’ll be there in 10 minutes. Order chicken. I didn’t eat yesterday.”

I just hung up the call.
The vibration rang again, but I ignored it and packed my things.

“Oh wow, it’s cool inside.”

It feels like all the stuff in my chest is disappearing.

“I’ll tell you sooner.”

For some reason, the heavy steps also become lighter.
It seems that it arrived earlier than usual, probably because it was actually light.

Belt- Belt- Belt- Belt-

Opened the door lock
And proudly enter the front door.

“Yah!!”

My older brother, who was waiting for me, screamed again, as if he had boiled the train firebox.

“Oh, the child will fall.”
“… Do you have kids?”
“Get out of the way. I wash first.”

I threw my bag on the sofa.
And as I was about to go straight to the bathroom, I hesitated.

If it was normal, I would have washed it right away.
Normally, I would have come out in a gown.

I began to worry about whether or not to bring underwear and clothes to change into.

“Hey, talk to me before you wash up.”
“…What.”
“It’s not something, are you saying I’m going crazy because I’m really unfair?”
“No, what’s wrong with it? Is it embarrassing to have daughters? A man could be like that. It might be unusual for a younger sister to have daughters.”
“Haa… It’s not like that.”

I’m trying to pretend I don’t care, but my brother keeps talking to me.

“Then what is it? Where should I use my picture?”

A man should know how to admit it.
Even if I went over like a big crowd, my brother seemed to be trying to make an excuse somehow.

“… I actually write a novel.”
“Novel?”
“Uh. That’s why I paid for my living expenses.”
“…Oh yeah?”

I was a little surprised.
But what?

“Good job. Good job. Okay? I’m washing?”
“No, hey, wait.”

My brother grabbed my wrist.
My wrists his tingle from how ignorantly I hold it.

“Ah… Ah, again, why!”
“… Your photo. So, I… That, whoa… I’m going to use it as a cover, I’m going to use it as a reference for making a cover, so that’s why… “
“……Sign?”

My brother held out his phone to me.
And there was a familiar illustration somewhere in it.