Chapter 9 – Masturbation Is Not a Sin

Masturbation is not a sin.
If jerking off was a sin, most adults, regardless of gender, would be sinners.

But, while I was jerking off.
It was true that they became awkward with each other by being caught by the ‘younger sister’.

There is almost no overlapping time in everyday life.
However, starting from that incident, it became difficult for us to see each other face to face.

[Me]
[Late today too? I’m going to eat rice now. 18:44]

[Park Eun-young]
[ㅇㅇ 19:11]

“Ha…”

It’s not ignoring
However, it is buried somewhere.
Even if you tap, the short answer is basic.
It was even cold somewhere.

So, after careful consideration, I decided to apologize.
It was ridiculous to apologize for something like this, but I still tried to do my best to restore the relationship.

However, the ‘younger sister’ is busy avoiding me.
They avoid me by making excuses such as busy, tired, tomorrow, later, etc.

We hadn’t seen each other and hadn’t eaten in about a week.
The atmosphere was obviously fine, but after the last meal, the attitude changed again, and I was embarrassed in many ways.

“… I don’t think I was really upset because you didn’t tell me the title.”

I thought about it a hundred more times.

‘486 ways to fuck your little sister.’

I would rather bite my tongue and die.
Even if my mouth was torn, I could never get the title out of my mouth.

Unfortunately, this is my conclusion and it was also the reality.

“Haa… Really… “

And in connection with this, a series of embarrassing things happened.
It’s been a long time since the guy called the writer didn’t write anything.

That would also be the main heroine and the most popular ‘younger sister’ Park Eun-young.
Aside from the fact that the model is the real ‘little sister’.
It seems that I was influenced a lot without knowing it.

That’s why I became awkward with the real ‘younger sister’, and because of that, I must have reached the worst situation where I was blocked from writing.

“It takes a day or two to take off the rice cake scene. It’s really fucked up…”

Lack of inspiration
I searched for incestuous stuff, ranging from narration, pornography, and tteoktoon.

In fact, there were only a handful of cases that dealt with the minor material itself, which is a related work, so there were no significant results today.

I looked at what I had seen, and looked again, and again, to no avail.
I’ve seen it dozens of times anyway, so pretty much everything was in my head.

And as I was lying still and fiddling with my phone, somehow the stuffiness only got bigger.

“Ha…”

I tried to get some air.
It seemed like something would come to mind if I breathed in the cool breeze.

So I put on simple clothes on my body.
I was thinking of going around the park in front of my house.

“Huh… It’s already bothering me.”

I barely got over the annoyance and crumpled my sneakers.
As I walked out the door, I knocked on the floor loudly.

“Whoa…”

Just leaving the house relieves the stuffy stomach a little.
Then, I dragged myself across the floor to the elevator.

I did and pressed the button.
So I stood blankly staring at the number of floors in the elevator.
I felt slower today for no reason.

And then the ringing – and the cell phone notification rang.

[This is a coloring correction.]
[3 attachments]
[Color correction_1]
[Color correction_2]
[Correct coloring_3]

[Painting has been corrected.
I’ll go in the direction you like. Please select from 1, 2, or 3.]

Three illustrations arrived with simple contents.
Indeed, it contained the shape and color I wanted as it was.
There are many variations of coloring in this and that.

And the door of the elevator that arrived just in time opens.

The door opens with a giggling sound.
Inside, the ‘younger sister’ was sitting alone.

“Oh, are you here?”
“…… Ah, yes.”

Unlike me, who was happy to see her, she had a trembling expression on her face.
And the two of us seemed to be confronting each other without moving.

“Aren’t you going to ask me where I’m going?”

I took one step closer
Even though ‘younger sister’ arrived at her destination, she took a step back as much as I approached.

“…Well, I’ll take care of it.”

It was a careless, small voice.
However, the voice of the ‘younger sister’ resonated loudly in the elevator where there were only two of them.

“Hey, look at this.”

It was to get rid of the awkwardness.
I even thought about whether or not to see his face her once a day.
So, in order to add one more word, I pushed the screen of my mobile phone in my hand.

“What, what is… ?”
“I’m working on this right now, which color looks better?”

I turned the saved picture sideways and asked ‘little sister’.
‘Little sister’ still didn’t move as if her body her was completely frozen.

“Don’t you like anything?”
“…”
“Is everything bad?”
“… It was real.”

However, the ‘younger sister’, who had not responded and had no answer, finally opened her mouth.
It didn’t answer my question, but the conversation ensues anyway.

“What?”
“… That’s what you ordered me to do the other day. That’s it.”
“Oh, yes. Is it real? You still don’t believe it?”
“…”

‘Little sister’ shut her mouth again.
And then the elevator door closes.

“Ah!”
“Ah, while it’s closed, let’s get some fresh air together.”
“My, why me! Who, whoever wants!”
“That’s my heart.”

Then, I quickly blocked the ‘younger sister’ and pressed the first floor.
Fortunately, there was no ‘little sister’ making a fuss about getting off.
The elevator carrying the two of us quickly heads to the first floor.

“Are you always late these days?”
“… You said you had a lot of work.”
“Oh, I thought you were avoiding me again.”
“…”

He seemed to have said something.
The saying that if you stay still, you will go even in the middle comes to mind.

“Ah… So which one is best?”

And again, he held out his phone.
I shake my cell phone in front of my ‘younger sister’ while fussing more.

“I think number 2 is the best, how about you?”
“…… Then do number 2. Why do you ask me about that?”

I glanced at the screen, then my eyes immediately turned to the floor.

“Still, because you have a better sense than me?”
“… Hah! That, then… Go to number 3… “

It was a neutral gray that didn’t stand out too much.
Perhaps this outfit even looked standard.

“Uhm… This kind of taste?”
“It’s just, nothing, it’s passable… Uh, that’s anyway… That’s what readers see… If it’s too flashy, it’ll get away from popular taste…”

I kept shaking my voice as if this space with me was uncomfortable.
Even so, I was grateful that he gave me his thoughts on my question.
Also, I felt more sorry for my ‘younger sister’ like this.

“There, and…”
“… Again, well, why do you keep talking… “
“No, well… It’s not that great. It’s just, that, whoa… “

I’m just scratching my head.
And to say that I’m sorry I got caught messing around… My mouth won’t drop in resentment.

Jiying—

“Mmm, get off first.”

And in the meantime, the ‘younger sister’ arrived on the 1st floor and rushed out first.
I was staring at those chubby buttocks, unknowingly.

“Uhh…”

That white skin, that skin that looked defenseless, she kept thinking about that day, making her head dizzy.

“Hey, go with me!”

And I caught up with the ‘little sister’ who didn’t know how to stop, but I started running well blindly without knowing her destination her.

“Hey, hey!”
“Whoa! Heuuuuu! Hauu! Haaa!”

I got right behind the ‘little sister’ who was trying to run away from me.
Then he reaches out and grabs her shoulder her.

“Kyaky!”

I was a little hurt by the appearance of the ‘younger sister’ who was surprised by this.
He quickly went to her side of her and wrapped his hands around her waist around her.

“Hey, together, huh… Let’s go?”

And he forcibly held on to the ‘younger sister’ who kept running away.
Panting and breathing heavily, the ‘younger sister’ glanced at me from the side of her.

“… Why are you running away all of a sudden?”
“My, when will I… Whoa, heh… It’s just that I want to run, so… ?

‘Little sister’ thumped my hand around her waist her and removed it.
I hold on to the ends of her clothes her with her fingertips without being pushed back.

“Ah… Seriously… The clothes are getting bigger….”

The ‘little sister’ muttered a little.
Lips protruded a few feet and walked ahead.

“Let’s go together. Huh?”
“… I’m going with you.”
“Slowly, slowly, huh?”
“… I’m still relaxed enough.”

Quite long legs, but a little short compared to me.
And with those short legs, he was nervously pounding the floor.

“Ji asked me to get some fresh air, so why does he hang on to me? It’s not like he’s taking me for a walk as if he’s holding a leash.
“Heh, hehe…”
“… Why are you laughing grossly again?”

It was the longest conversation I’ve had in a while.
And at first glance, it seemed that it had returned to its former self her.

“I just, well, like it.”

Quite a cool breeze permeates deep into the lungs.
The fresh air outside was even sweeter than the rotten air in the corner of the room.

“…… What, what, what’s good, good… Mi, isn’t it crazy… ? At least go crazy… ?”
“No, did I even go crazy?”
“…”

It’s quite a long time.
If it was always me, I would still be writing in the corner of the room.

Whatever the reason, the walk with my ‘younger sister’ felt good in many ways.

“Oh, and like you said, I’ll do number three.”
“… Do as you please.”

I took out my phone and picked it up.
And I try to write a reply to the mail with my uncomfortable left hand.

[RE: Color correction.]

[All fixes confirmed!
I love all of them, but I still have to pick one, right?
Personally, I think number 2 is the best.
Please proceed to step 3.
Thank you!]

Send a short reply.
I was worried because I liked everything, but I deeply sympathized with the opinion of my ‘younger sister’.
I also chose number 3 to show my respect.

Belt ring-

And the beeping sound of your mobile phone.
It sounded the same, but this time it wasn’t mine.

“Aren’t you looking at your phone?”
“Oh, what… Later.”

And I check the mail I already sent again.
Maybe it’s because I wrote with my left hand, but I had to make a typo….

[Writer, I will correct it! It is number 3.]

[There is a typo, so I am leaving a correction email.
I would like to ask you to proceed with the revision 3, not 2.
It’s late. Good night. Thank you.]

Belt ring-

And once again the beep sounded.
This time, too, it was the ‘little sister’.

“Don’t you see? What if I’m in a hurry at work?”
“… Ah, it’s okay!”

The ‘younger sister’ was nervous about my words.
And he himself makes a sad face.

“… Why are you annoyed? It’s because I didn’t want to check because of me.
“Oh my gosh… Seriously, everything is nagging.”

It was a reluctant expression.
Soon after, I started rummaging through my bag, and a cell phone was caught in the hand of my ‘younger sister’.

And the cell phone that came out quickly gets stuck in the bag.

“Oh, well, it’s just, s, s, spam…”
“Ah, that, is that… ?”

However, it was seen in that short gap.