Chapter 439 – Honest Conversation #2

Legs spread wide apart, a back that is almost as if it is one body with the backrest, and a sour expression.
I said as I saw Hiyori sitting awkwardly in the backseat through the rear-view mirror.

“It’s hard?”

“What?”

“Was the exercise difficult?”

“No?”

“Okay.”

“What were you trying to say about my awkward posture?”

I hit the nail on the head.
Hiyori has now reached the point where she can anticipate my reaction.

“No.”

“Are you sure not?”

“It doesn’t matter what position you are in as long as you don’t put your shoes on the seat.”

Actually, it doesn’t matter if you put your shoes on the seat.
At that time, Miyuki, who is currently sitting in the passenger seat, would be scolding me for what I did.

Anyway, Hiyori seemed upset right now because she couldn’t take the passenger seat.
It feels like his eyes are burning with a competitive spirit.
I, who let out a light laugh as she picked at her, glanced sideways at Miyuki, who was staring out the window without saying a word, and then focused on her driving.

Since it was a time when there wasn’t too much traffic, the car arrived at Hiyori’s house quickly.
Hiyori opened the back seat door and got out. Although she didn’t nod at Miyuki and me, she still politely bowed her head and said goodbye, and opened the front door of her house.

“It seems like the child is very honest with his feelings.”

Miyuki’s words after seeing Hiyori’s back wandering into the gate.
Slowly starting the car, I burst out laughing and agreed with Miyuki’s sentiments.

“Yes. But didn’t you say that before?”

“Is it?”

“I did. What do you want to eat?”

“I… Want to go to a ramen restaurant.”

“It’s not raining?”

“Shall we go.”

Many people become emotional on rainy days.
Miyuki was like that too, and even though the weather was sunny now, she seemed like that.
Looks like there’s a lot to think about. As I was leaving Hiyori’s neighborhood, I glanced at her cautiously.

“What did you talk about with Asahina today?”

“Today? Ah… Before?”

“Uh. When I was sent away. “Speaking of which now, shall we have ramen at a ramen place?”

“No. What’s there to complain about? Asahina also likes Matsuda-kun. Wow…!? W-what are you doing…?”

Miyuki, who had been calmly talking about her conversation with Hiyori that morning, suddenly burst out screaming.
It was because I stopped suddenly instead of turning right at a corner.
Miyuki and I’s upper bodies lean forward and then return.
Miyuki looked at me with a bewildered face and asked, rubbing his chest.

“Are you okay? “Why is that?”

When they made a bombshell announcement without any prior explanation of the situation, I felt a bit dizzy for a moment.
By the way, I never thought Hiyori would tell Miyuki directly about her feelings…
She, like herself, went straight ahead.

What was Miyuki’s expression when she heard those words in person?
I don’t know, but he was probably as surprised as I am now.
I wasn’t surprised that Hiyori found out that she was interested in me, but I was surprised that she said it out loud in front of her, my girlfriend.

I answered after coming to my senses and turning the steering wheel.

“I’m okay. I was surprised for a moment… I’m sorry. “Are you hurt anywhere?”

“Huh. Doesn’t exist. But why are you surprised? “You really didn’t know?”

Hiyori and I spent a lot of time together, she worked out together, and she expressed her interest in me a lot, so it doesn’t make sense that I didn’t know.
Miyuki probably didn’t ask that question to mean that she really didn’t know.

The motto of today’s conversation with Miyuki is honesty.
So let’s not try to turn her foolish head around.

“I knew.”

“Right?”

“Uh.”

“It seemed like it.”

“Why did you think it felt like that?”

“During the school trip, before that… Even on sports days like today, you keep meeting Asahina. “It’s strange that you don’t notice.”

“Is that so?”

“Huh. Asahina seems to like her?”

Miyuki’s voice was as gentle as usual.
However, given the circumstances, it sounded scarier to me than the Grim Reaper.

She had been determined to answer honestly just a moment ago, but hearing that question now made her hesitate.
But you have to do it. I felt like there would be no chance if it wasn’t now, and it couldn’t be any later, so I thought it would be better to tell it all.

With that promise in mind, when I was about to answer, Miyuki spoke next.

“When I asked Asahina why she keeps trying to stay here, both last time and today, she said that.”

“Suddenly?”

“Huh. I also like Matsumatsu…! “You said that?”

I thought he would have said it that way.
I heard a sound like Hiyori screaming from the veranda, and I think that was when she made that confession.

“So I asked quietly if I could stay here if I liked it, and I pouted.”

As Miyuki continued, I pictured in my mind the change in Hiyori’s expression as she collapsed on the mattress.

“Do you mean you were fuming?”

“I’m not sure because the expression is ambiguous. But at least to me, it looked like he was about to cry. Should I say it’s sad? “I think there was a feeling of trying to take it away and forcing it because it didn’t work out.”

It seems like Miyuki captured Hiyori’s feelings exactly.

“I see.”

“Do you want to do something like the last time you were with Nanase-senpai?”

Although she was slurring her words, it was clear that Miyuki was talking about a threesome.
To interpret Miyuki’s words accurately, is the reason she is not pushing Hiyori away because she wants to do what she did with Chinami last time? This is what she means.

Here, I hesitated for a moment.
Originally, I was going to nod yes. But before that, there was something I had to say.

If I just act like this now, Miyuki will find the answer and prepare a mat for me to say what I want to say.
In any form. And I had to take advantage of that gap.

“I know you like Matsuda-kun. “You told me that when we were watching sexy things together.”

“Yes.”

“Then you want to do it together, the three of us, right?”

“I don’t want to.”

“Why? Is it because you like it? Or is it because I’m… Not that good?”

I had a similar conversation with Miyuki before.
At that time, she used the title ‘Hey’ to me.
She even cried and asked if she wanted to die.

But Miyuki was different now. Although her voice was slightly trembling, she was not overly excited.
My presence in her heart grew greatly.
To the point where I can maintain my own level of calm even when having this conversation right now.

Anyway, the situation I wanted came out.
It’s not perfect, but she thought it would be better to say it now before Miyuki gets upset even more.

I turned on the hazard lights and parked the car on the shoulder of the road, turned off the engine and unfastened my seatbelt.
Then he bent his upper body towards Miyuki, who was looking puzzled.

“W-what…? What are you doing?”

I said as I held her in her small, embarrassed arms.

“Why would you think it’s bad? “How much I love you.”

Until now, I have told Miyuki that I like her, but she has never said that I love her.
In my mind, I did it often. However, this is the first time that she has said it out loud like today.

In Japan, it is said that expressing love is poetic.
In other words, it means that it is treated as a dead language.

When expressing feelings to a lover, the word ‘good’ is generally used, and this is also used with a different tone to her family and friends.

Since it is not a word that is used often, the words “I love you” Were bound to carry a lot of weight, and when I released the hug, Miyuki’s eyes were round as I expected.

“Huh…?”

“I say I love you. Sincerely.”

“…”

Miyuki’s lower lip pursed inward.
He wanted to tell me that he loved me too, but he seemed to be having trouble opening his mouth because it was something he had never used before.
In this case, all you need to do is give your back a little push.

“Not you?”

“Oh, no…! I am…”

Is Miyuki aware that she is fanning her own face with her hand right now?
Seeing her unable to come to her senses in the hot and unfamiliar air that instantly made her laugh, even though she was supposed to be in a serious situation.

She succeeded in bringing the atmosphere towards me.
If I thought the situation would be negative, I was going to completely blow it up and say that there were four people, including you, that I was targeting.

However, the confession of love seemed to have had a greater effect than I imagined, and looking at the flow, it seemed that it would flow positively to me.

In this case, it is better to give Miyuki time to think by revealing her true feelings with a little pretense, as if taking a step back.
After making that decision, I gently bumped my forehead against Miyuki’s, whose neck was turning bright red.
And then he said.

“The question you asked earlier is something I really want. It’s like a romance. So when you asked, I answered honestly that I wanted to do it.”

“Right…? Also…”

“Uh. I really want to force my greed on you. “Doing it with four people.”

“How many people…? Four people…?”

Miyuki’s mouth dropped open.
Were there too many? Should we have started with three people and gradually increased the number?

Regret suddenly comes flooding back, but the words that came out of his mouth cannot be taken back.
That’s why I’ve acted as cautiously as possible so far, but I think it would have been nice to be able to show my true feelings at a good time.

After looking at Miyuki’s bewildered eyes, I fastened my seatbelt again and directed Miyuki’s eyes towards me.
After starting the car, he spoke in a serious voice.

“But I don’t think there’s anything you can do if you really don’t like it.”

“Does that mean you can’t do anything about it… That you will do as I wish?”

Baaaaang-!

Miyuki asks a question that could get me into trouble, and just in time, a car cuts in front of my car.
I hurriedly rang the alarm to warn the car in front and looked back at Miyuki.

“Are you okay?”

“Huh…? Ah, yes… It’s okay.”

Did the knife strike make me even more distracted than I already was?
Miyuki’s long eyelashes, which did not ask any additional questions, closed and opened rapidly repeatedly.

From now on, I will refrain from mentioning this topic until I return home after eating.
Anyway, Miyuki, who has straightened her hair, will tell me first when we sleep together or before going to bed.