Chapter 440 – Honest Conversation #3

Miyuki, who was chopping with her chopsticks, seemed to have no appetite.
Well, I don’t think it can happen. She heard such shocking remarks.

I picked up my share of chashu and placed it in Miyuki’s bowl.
Then Miyuki furrowed her fine eyebrows and looked at me.

“What are you doing?”

“Oh sorry.”

“I was just asking what you were doing, why are you apologizing?”

“Because you look angry?”

“You’re not angry?”

“But why are you using all the 50,000 statues?”

“I’m just trying to make fun of you.”

“Then it worked.”

After I finished speaking, a breath of air came out of my mouth, as if I had taken a breath.
It was an instinctive action. Although I was trying to act calm the whole time, I was nervous because I was worried that Miyuki would react badly.

At the same time, a light laugh burst out from Miyuki.
I guess it was funny that I rarely showed myself.
As I was eating ramen, I started giggling repeatedly, probably because I could sense humanity from the person I had just seen, and I felt very fortunate.

And my reaction like this will make Miyuki realize that my confession earlier was serious and not just a joke.

“Eat without laughing.”

“I guess so. Fool.”

In a relatively quiet atmosphere, Miyuki and I ate ramen and returned home.
When I came out after taking a shower in the small bathroom, I could hear the sound of the shower running in the large bathroom.
This remained the same even after quite some time had passed, and Miyuki seemed to be lost in thought as she was bathed in hot water.

I laid down the mattress with a relaxed mind, lowered the air conditioner temperature to the maximum, and turned on the strongest wind.
I thought that if Miyuki or I were tossing and turning in our sleep and fell from each other’s bodies, we would stick together again due to the cold.

Furthermore, I prepared a very thick blanket that I only used in the fall and early winter.
It’s too early to go to bed, but there’s no need to lie down to sleep.
You can snuggle up and watch TV, and you can also play games on a game console together.
From now until tomorrow, I will never be separated from Miyuki.

Soon after, Miyuki, wearing a white T-shirt and shorts, came out of the bathroom.
She came out with a towel wrapped tightly around her head and dabbed at her slightly flushed cheeks from the hot water, glanced at her face and started applying moisturizer and lotion.

Miyuki finished her basic makeup without saying a word and soon came over.
She lifted the blanket covering her side and pushed her body into it.
She moved and clung to my waist like a leech, and she took off the towel wrapped around her head.

“I will sleep?”

“No.”

“But why were you lying down?”

“Why did you lie down next to me?”

“Just.”

“Me too.”

“What… Don’t copy me.”

Hearing the cute complaints made me burst into laughter.

“I get it.”

“Why is the air conditioner turned on so loudly?”

“It’s hot today.”

“It’s not that hot?”

“It will get hot if we stick together.”

“Then you should say it like that… But Matsuda-kun.”

“Why.”

“What did you say earlier?”

“A moment ago?”

“In the car.”

“You said there was nothing you could do if you didn’t like it?”

“No… We’ll talk about that too, but not that one.”

Miyuki is the exact opposite of Hiyori, and tends to habitually end her sentences in a cute way.
I thought it was really good every time I listened to it, but it’s even better now that I listen to it with the voice calmed down like this.

“I say I love you?”

“Huh. That.”

It’s funny that even if I die soon, I can’t say the word ‘love’.
The current Miyuki seemed a bit like Lenka, who was not good at showing her emotions.
Looking at her anxious expression, I think she must have told me she loves me several times in her heart.

“Why is that?”

“I just… Like listening to it.”

She can tell me again. But not today.
Confessions like this should not be made often.

Rather than someone who constantly says I love you, a person who is stingy in that regard should say it from time to time in order for the emotion to not be dulled.
I’m going to use it somewhat like a special move.

“Is that so?”

“I did. And those four… What does that mean?”

“Is there another meaning to what you want to do with the four of you?”

“No… There are four of you, including Matsuda-kun? Or not…”

“Four people excluding me.”

“…G-really…?”

“Uh.”

“So there are five in total…? “Who are those four people?”

“You, Asahina, Nanase-senpai, and Inoo-senpai.”

“Ah… So four people…?”

“Uh.”

“Hmm… I guess we all have different personalities…?”

“Yes.”

“Then is Matsuda-kun’s dream for the four of you to do something like that?”

“That’s right.”

“Can’t I change with someone else?”

What changes is out. I don’t know if it’s extra.

“First of all, it’s my dream to do something like that with the four of us.”

“I see… What should we do if there are four of us? Two people going towards the face…?”

I think I’m curious about body positions and the positions of women.
I answered, holding her curious head closer to her chest.

“I don’t know because I haven’t tried it.”

“There must be a rough drawing. “Tell me this…”

“Well… You on top, two other people on the chest, and one more…”

“S-Stop…! “I want to stop listening.”

Miyuki urgently interrupts me.
You must have imagined something cute and quirky while listening to my explanation.
I asked, gently stroking her head.

“Why are you suddenly asking that? “Are you interested?”

“Oh what…! Because there isn’t any? Just curious… I don’t know. “Right now I want to sleep without thinking.”

“Are you going to sleep already?”

“I have a lot going on today so I need to let her head off.”

“To sleep?”

“Huh.”

“I get it.”

A tingling sensation arose in my chest.
Miyuki bit it.

I think he was upset with me for pursuing another woman even though he had himself… If he were a normal person, he would have been furious.
In that sense, this level of reaction was at the level of cuteness.

Here, if I don’t kick the butt like Tetsuya, I think I’ll come right in front of her nose. Harem Road.

**

The next day, I woke up early in the morning.
This was because I felt a heavy weight from my chest to my waist.
I looked down with wet eyes to see something, and saw Miyuki holding onto my upper body as if it were a log, as if she were drifting on the sea.

Sleeping with mouth slightly open. Am I having a good dream?
Or a dirty dream? It doesn’t matter if I show up.

I carefully checked my phone and saw that it was 9 o’clock.
And there was a message from Lenka.
When I looked at the notifications to prevent the read receipt from appearing, I saw the sentence [Garbage].
You always call me that. Of course, it was an accurate expression.

I think Lenka’s personality is such that she wants to ask me what I’m doing, but I think it’s okay if I don’t reply for a day or so.
You have to express your thoughts accurately. If you say it’s all trash, doesn’t that just mean you’re going to start a fight?

I quietly turned off the phone screen and gently played with Miyuki’s soft hair and the back of her head, even though I didn’t stop her yesterday.
Then Miyuki’s body twitched once.

“… What time is it…?”

She asked a question with one eye tightly closed and the other eye blurry open.
I answered, thinking that the deep, subdued voice was very beautiful.

“9 o’clock.”

“You overslept…?”

“I know. “Where are you going today?”

“At home…”

“Why home?”

“Because it’s a cleaning day…”

“Shall we go together?”

“Together…?”

“Uh. “If you help me, it will be over quickly.”

Miyuki’s gaze does not leave my face.
One corner of her mouth twitched as she stared at me for a while, as if she was trying to read my thoughts.

“Matsuda-kun, are you looking at me now…?”

If I knew, I would pretend not to know, but I get embarrassed when people ask me that out loud.

“It’s not?”

“No…? Or not.”

I’m speechless. I feel like Miyuki is more desirable today.
I knew he was becoming more like me, but it seemed like the speed was faster.

“How long do I have to go?”

“As long as noon.”

“Then let’s eat, take a shower, and then let’s go.”

“Matsuda-kun, you don’t have to clean?”

“Even if we don’t go together, I can give you a ride.”

“Why did you become nice?”

“Don’t be weird. “Driving him home is something we do every time.”

He subtly appealed to his kindness.
I don’t think this will help the harem, but wouldn’t it be nice if she could remind Miyuki of her gratitude?

Just like this, Miyuki, who has a deep and affectionate heart, will be reminded of her past.
He was talking about things like how I, who used to be a bad boy, was changing to suit Miyuki’s wishes.

He leaves the delinquent group, improves his grades by studying hard, and even changes his personality to become more gentle…
As I think about these memories of her past, I’m sure I’m reminded that I’m very much in tune with her.

It may seem a bit opportunistic, but now is the time to use everything.

“That’s true, but… You’re speaking very kindly today, aren’t you?”

“No.”

“That’s right…?”

“No. “Don’t force me to feel that way.”

“It’s not forced.”

“No.”

After making a silly joke with Miyuki, I felt her body tremble.
It was freezing.
As it is morning when you are more sensitive to temperature, it seems that you are greatly affected by the strong air conditioner wind.

Still, I didn’t turn off the air conditioner.
This is because Miyuki could see in her eyes that she was clinging to me even more, as if trying to take my warm body heat.

“Shall we rest a little longer and then eat?”

“Huh.”

“I’ll prepare everything today.”

“Why?”

“You should rest more. “I never notice anything.”

Miyuki burst out laughing as she made fun of me when I told her that I was paying close attention to her, and placed her lips near my solar plexus.
Then she sucked in her breath forcefully, as if drinking through a straw.

The sight of him leaving traces is like seeing a jealous child.
I feel like I’m leaving a mark as if to remind you to keep that in mind because you’re mine…
Looking at that behavior, Miyuki must be very concerned about yesterday’s events just like me.

Now, a suction sound is starting to be heard near the ribs, and a tingling sensation occurs at the same time.
I flinched at this and spoke softly.

“Can’t you make it weaker?”

“No.”

The tone is not bad.
I am confident that I will hear a positive answer soon.

“I get it.”