Chapter 236 – Nene’s Life Counseling (With Angela) (1)

Chapter 236: Nene’s Life Counseling (with Angela) (1)

〈 This episode is from Nene’s point of view.〉

“Go to the little queen.
You must be terrified of losing you by now.”

How does it hurt to send someone you love to another woman?
He is as cute as a furry puppy you often see in the countryside.
Camus.
The man who wouldn’t hurt even if I put it in my eyes.
No matter how different the race is, can you comfortably send it to another woman?

“… Yes yes.”

It was a mistake. It was an illusion.
The thought that if you look at a man in 200 years or so, he will no longer have his heart beating.
Thought he wouldn’t be pounding.
I think he’ll be grave.
It was all a bad idea.

I didn’t like it.

Since it’s like that, he must have easily hypnotized him, easily solved it, and said to break up with him.
Yes, obviously my mistake.
I thought that 100 years after we broke up, I wouldn’t even remember it.
I thought you would be calm even if we met.

Did you really?
You’re welcome.
Reality?
Still… His eyelashes tremble at every glance and gesture of his hand.
When he calls my name, I feel alive.

“Huh?”

Jjoooook…

“You’re so grown-up.
I am still learning every time.”

When did you graduate?
This stupid man still often calls me Master.
Even if I cry in his arms, even if I cry in front of him, even if I hypnotize him.
He still loves me and wants to learn a lot from me.

“… Because I am an adult.”

What are adults
A young man, a woman who hypnotized me to win the love of my pupil.
A woman who hid the truth of her lineage and suffered him to the fullest.

First wife or second wife?
I can give up any amount.
Even horse stones are good.
A concubine, or just a maid, is fine.
If only I could be by his side…

If even that is abandoned… I really…

“Can I go hug you often on the way?”

“!”

Camu laughs shyly scratching the back of his head.
His eyes wagging his tail like a country dog ​​welcoming guests.
In those eyes of pure love, anxiety melts away.
Without a trace.

“Then. Of course!
… Rather, would you please?
Huhu, you can come anytime.
I’ll tell the guards too.”

I am always loved
To this man
The certainty of being loved makes it possible to do anything.
Even if it’s something to send to another woman.

Kwak.

His hug.

Thump, thump, thump, thump.

“… !!!”

You must have heard my heartbeat.
What to do, what to do, what to do!!!
I’m the main book, really!!!
I must be crazy!!

My heart thumps. Thumps.
My stomach is chugging.
Ugh, it’s like the body of a gourd.
The lust for sex only grows.
I feel like I’m going to get dizzy just from the breath of this keut.
It’s very detrimental to your mental health.
I have to send it soon.

Otherwise… I think the time to console myself alone tonight will be too long.

Beat, beat, beat.

I’m going to send Kamyu and return to my camp,

“Huh?”

The cute blonde girl from earlier is looking at me with a smile.
A military uniform with a golden griffon on a dark blue background.
Sleek legs wrapped in black tights.
Oh my, she has really pretty legs~
I really like the style.
… The nasty ‘that child’ suddenly comes to mind.
Heh, that red-haired kid who challenged me for dating Kamyu.

Beat, beat, beat.

“!”

“What’s going on?”

Moon Knight, Angela.
He is the head of the Royal Griffon Riders, the vice-captain of the Knights ‘Light Blinger’, and is a real person.
I heard that the knight commander, Lassel Christophe, was degraded to the point of just giving money.

“Ah? No!”

Her flustered her.
What will happen?
Hmm…
It seems that he was secretly spying on the conversation between me and Kamyu.
Come to think of it, it seems that she was staring at Kamyu’s back on the way to Queen Stella’s tent.

“Is it because of Camus?”

“Yes? Uh, ah, Neni!”

… Yes or no?

“Would you like a cup of tea?”

“It’s okay.”

“I can tell you the story of Kamu.”

“…”

“I know all about him.”

“I am not interested in him.”

“I would be interested in his efforts.
Sang Sang-nim is working hard for the honor of his father.”

She opens her eyes.

“Don’t be pointed, come with me.
I think I failed to talk to Kamyu anyway.
It won’t be easy to see today, so let’s have a cup of tea with the girls.”

“…”

There are no more words.

A cute little girl who quietly follows.
How can our Kamyu be so full of her charm!
Capturing the heart of a hardened female knight who would have only thought of swords and flying skills all day!
All women look at men in the same way

Flutter.

“Do you like jasmine tea?”

“Thank you.”

Serve tea in my private tent.
The sound of pouring tea.

“Eat slowly. Because it’s hot.”

“Thank you.”

Blunt, itself.
You’re on par with Sir Devot, ‘The Walking Fortress’.

Ran, one of Kamyu’s classmates, used to feel like this.

Ho, ho…

Slurp.
Slurp.

Hot tea. Summer night. Bug chirping.

“Congratulations.
Now your husband has cleared his name.”

“Does Nene think so too?”

“Yes?”

“Were you enemies?
Iron Mask, that person was your corps commander, and your… I was a lover.
My father was a knight and general on the other side.
It is a great pleasure for him and for you, Kamu, that her father’s name has been cleared.”

This kid is really hurt, I want to.
I heard that you were hypnotized by Kamu.
According to Zach’s report, he dated and was almost a concubine, right?
Kamyu, that kid has changed a lot too.
Even though he pushed for a peace agreement with humans, he was never a child who would treat demons and humans as equals.
After my parents and younger brother returned to the black sun, they would have seen me as a being that would kill all humans.
Apparently, he was greatly affected by the death of a child named Rebekah.

After receiving such affection from Kamyu, her hypnosis was released, so of course she must feel betrayed.

“I’m glad.
Allied morale, peace between the two countries.”

“That…”

“Leave all that.”

“?!”

“Homage to the match.
Reverence for a true knight who knows chivalry.
Can you express that much?”

“… !”

“Alex Valentine is famous on our side as well.
No looting of civilians, no killing, no observance of the prisoner of war agreement, even an official declaration of war.
The man who defeated our demon lord army even after protecting all of them.
A knight among articles.
Although he has a strange nickname, that’s because of his scrupulousness.
Do you know the nickname of the husband in the demon king army?”

“… Yes.”

Gaebyeon Taehoro Cub, Paranoid Cub, Whole Chicken Rider, etc.
There are many variations.

“Meticulous in sending scouts to the same place 4 times.
A warrior who never fails vigilance.
Avoid all kinds of irregular warfare, such as surprise attacks, night raids, ambushes, traps, and guerrilla attacks.
Only after taking control of the air, defeat the Demon King’s army with honest rotation.
Strangely, it is a circle pattern, but it is often broken by that circle pattern.
Until the Battle of Belzeburg, it was a big headache for the Demon King’s army.”

“…”

What daughter would not shrug her shoulders at the praise of her beloved father?
A little bit of spring comes to Sir Angela’s wintery face.

“In fact, the reason why Kamyu was promoted and became a corps commander was thanks to the victory in the Battle of Belzeburg.”

Angela laughs bitterly.
His father’s defeat became the stepping stone for the promotion of the demons who hypnotized him.

“The fact that Amity’s graceful surrender was accepted was also thanks to his previous compliance with military agreements.
Because he prevented civilian damage to the Demon King’s army, on the contrary, Amity’s army was not slaughtered.
I think the Battle of Belseburg was in many ways an exemplary case of abiding by the rules of engagement.

It didn’t make us happy that such an article was being treated pitifully in our home country.”

“Isn’t it to sue or something like that?”

Are you crooked because you were hypnotized?
I need to soothe

“Can that be?
A fair lion has more fans than a mean wolf.
Kamyu probably thinks the same way.”

“That hypnotist… You mean?”

“Because I experienced it myself.
You may have run into his consort from when he was a battalion commander.
Have you ever seen a big scar on the side of Kamyu’s body?”

“… Yes.
A large cross scar.
I know.”

Also.
Caught in his arms…
Even though I guessed enough, I feel his chest tight and depressed.
You have to overcome it.
Because Kamyu will give you everything you want.

“That’s the wound you got from your husband.”

“… !
So that’s what happened…”

Covering the teacup with her hand, she became confused.

“Thanks to that, Camu studied Alex’s tactics terribly.
It is not an exaggeration to say that his tactics were learned from me, developed through Caltz, and perfected after meeting Alex Valentine.”

“It’s an overstatement.”

“That’s what Camus said.”

“Lie.”

“If you don’t believe me, ask yourself.”

“…”

In this child’s mind, it seems that Kamu has been established as a mean wolf.
So it comes out sharp even in favor.
It’s unfortunate.

“Because a lion recognizes a lion.”

“You overestimate him.
Does his arm bend inward?”

“Does he ever date a man he underestimates?
I risked my life to meet him.”

I believe in the moon goddess.
If I have a black sun, Kamu is my black sun.

“… Are you proud of being strange?”

“Of course.
How can I not be proud of my lover and my disciple?”

Slurp.
Slurp.

The sound of a car passing quietly.

“… Nene-sama is surprisingly straightforward.”

“… No.
I am the most cowardly woman.”

“Yes?”

I tell her my story to her bewildered woman.

“Sorry.
Camu hypnotized you.
I want to apologize.”

“It’s not your fault either, but you even need to apologize…”

“No.
There is nothing else to learn from me.
Because I also hypnotized Kamyu.”

“!!! I beg your pardon?!”

Flashing, the blond female knight raises her head.

“I loved him so much, I hypnotized him.
… I was afraid that he would love someone other than me.
It made me look only at me.
As I like.
I was worried that love would cool down as time passed.
… I knew my mistake too.
So I finally got hypnotized and said we should break up.”

“!!!”

Confession started from then.
Hypnosis started with my selfishness.
Hypnosis solved with guilt.
A hundred years of sorrow.
Rumika, watching him with that child, waiting as if his intestines were being torn to pieces.
I tried my best to help him with reflection, but in the end, for some reason, I missed the academy chief.
His runaway.
Kamyu invaded the castle.
I confessed my sins to stop him.
Camu’s request for a duel.
A duel that could not be prevented even by Khan’s intrusion.
Kamu, who gave up his head for atonement, but in the end did not manipulate my brain.
Camu sentenced to death.
Rumika broke down the Demon King Tower to save him.
I kneel down to the demon king and beg for mercy.
Instead of saving his life, Kamyu was exiled to the capital of the human kingdom.
In the meantime, the demon king assassination operation took place.
Death of parents and siblings.
Kamu’s fury at the loss of his entire family.
I possessed the old maid and secretly watched her.

“… That’s how it happened.”

“… All of them are amazing stories.
Hearing the circumstances from Nene, it feels like a puzzle is coming together.”

“Didn’t Kamyu talk about this?”

“Even though he talked about himself, he seldom talked about others.
Especially the story of another woman.”

“He usually likes to tell pleasant stories.”

She stares at the tea cup.
Sir Angela seems to have a lot on her mind.

“… Over there, Nene.”

“Yes.”

“There is something I would like to ask you.”

“Please speak.”

“… When you hypnotized him and solved it, what did he say?”

“I said we should break up right away when we solved it…”

“No, your question is wrong.
I’ll correct it.
What did you do after you found out he was hypnotized?”

“… I was shackled.”

Bang!

Sir Angela slams the table in anger.

“Yes?! After all, that pervert demon did such a violent thing… !”

What a huge misunderstanding!

“No no no no!
That… It’s embarrassing, but it’s the shackles of love.”

“Yes?”

A puzzled look.
Well, I guess that’s the case with me too.

“Here, do you see this necklace?”

A diamond necklace surrounded by gold leaf on scratched black pearls.

“… You boast too much about your lover.”

“That, that, that’s right!
I’m sorry…”

Embarrassed.

“Yes, but it is because it is an important matter.
The point is, Kamu still loves me like that.
She rebuked me, scolded me, but she still told me she loved me.”

“…”

“He cherished the past years.
He loved me before he was hypnotized, and while we were dating he was hypnotized…
He told me that the times he spent with me and the love he gave and received with me were valuable.
Fake, real-like shell, insidious affection like a shadow, he said it was love and touched it.
Like the black pearl hidden behind this bright diamond.
He told me that it is a love that is dark but can shine.”

“Can there be sincerity in a relationship created by hypnosis?”

“Kamu said, ‘Because I still had an ego. Because you know my sincerity for completely loving me when I was hypnotized. I will forgive you.'”

“… He’s also a really great hodgepodge.
You are also a shameless demon.”

“That’s right.
I have no conscience, and he is a stupidly sweet man.
So I… Still like him
It’s really shameless, but I really, really love him.
I want to repay you with my love.”

“Sometimes you don’t even want to receive love from someone you don’t like.”

“If the memories left after the hypnosis are off are beautiful, shouldn’t we look back on the person who accepted them?”

“Aren’t my feelings at the time of being hypnotized distorted?”

“If the hypnosis has been released, you can look back at the memory objectively and create emotions with your current mind.
Even if the contact of the person I hate so much was good then, every time I think of it again, I shudder.
How was your meeting with the person you are thinking of?
Was it disgusting that you couldn’t even look at it?
Did you shudder?
Is it a memory you want to spit on and turn away from?”

Angela stared at the teacup for a while.
Finally she opens her mouth.

“I am…”