Chapter 376 – Kamu’s Past
Chapter 376: Kamyu’s Past
Clink!
Tsutsutsutsutsu… !
A dreamy purple barrier that gradually disappears.
“Uh… This is… ?”
“Me… I was fighting… ?”
“Oooh!! Whoa!”
Dump.
Whispers heard everywhere.
Enemies who have awakened from the dreamy labyrinth in the mirror are finally aware of reality.
Ruined.
Right now, this balance is maintained because Nene has cast a magic spell on all enemies within the barrier, rendering them unable to fight.
If that’s broken now, the victory that I barely caught will be overturned… !
A loud noise was heard from afar.
“Star Queen!
Open the dimensional door!
Got Russo!
Hurry!!!”
A man with deer antlers running from the other side, Ran.
As expected, Rousseau was subdued.
“The Wizards, the Priests, Reorganization!”
“Archers, assemble!!”
“Spearmen, back!
Knights stand in front!
Raise your shield!”
“Long-barrel loaded!!”
Enemies form formations again.
Jiying—.
Balak, who was barely breathing on his one knee, sank to the floor.
Create a dimensional door right below Balak, and carry the patient first.
It’s because he’s the biggest patient, so it’s hard to carry.
It is a reasonable choice.
“Everyone gather!
Here!!”
At Ran’s cry, the Beast Commandos, who had been clinging to the archers and magicians, jumped out from here and there.
“I cover you!
Jump in!”
At Ran’s cry, she jumped through the dimensional door on the floor without seeing anything.
The fighting power of Ran who swallowed the implosion was absolutely absolute.
To the extent that I can somehow make up for the absence of Nene’s illusions for a while.
Soft hard… !
Knock! Kwagak! Bang! Awesome!
Stab Alberic in the neck with the dagger, and hammer his head like a hammer.
Please, stretch!
Spam.
Sigh… !
The blades of the Angelic Alliance digging into his mouth are cold.
Blood dripped from the corner of his mouth and dripped onto Alberic’s face along the translucent blade.
His face, stained with blood, with fragments of my teeth tangled in it.
My expression of biting the blade and cutting it.
All that remains is evil and evil.
Turn up!
Pushing Alberic’s hand that held the blade with one hand, attacked with his other hand.
Tup!
Alberic also takes my hand and fights.
However, it is difficult to beat Alberic, whose physical strength is originally high, and the Angelic Alliance’s amplification effect and the number of overlapping buffs are numerous.
Two-woong!
“?!”
Damn!
While concentrating on fighting his arm strength, Alberic flicks his back and blows me away with his bridge.
Kudangtangtang!
“It’s over, Joker!”
Alberic who fixed the Angelic Alliance.
Upside down, he climbs on top of me.
There is bleeding on his back, but that’s not enough to stop him from getting excited.
“Archers, shoot!”
“Magicians, deploy magic!”
It was a big deal.
The enemy has regrouped and is attacking!
They are also at a disadvantage in numbers!
“Shoot!”
Shu shu shu shu!!
Puffup!
“Kyaaaaa?!”
“Everyone get down!!
Here!”
Stella screams.
Nene spreads a magic shield, and when it’s not enough, she blows her body to block it.
Although they have two Valkyrie armors, neither of them are direct combat troops, and above all, Nene was unable to demonstrate great power because of the Angelic Alliance’s illusion-destroying effect.
“Abyssal Wall!”
Tang! Cheng Kang! Zeng!
A black barrier appears to block the projection attack.
Ran miraculously guards the area near the dimension gate.
“Haaaaap!”
If I break through, the next dimension is the door.
Ran, Nene, and Stella are busy covering and rescuing the returning beastmen.
Beast races who knock down or support wounded soldiers are good prey.
Shushuk!!
Stella is at a loss as to what to do, but is distracted by teleportation to bring them one by one.
Shaaaaa… !!!
Cheer up!
Puffup!!
Nene clenched her teeth and mobilized phantom magic, magic, and even taoism to stop the wizards and priests.
Visor! Chaengkang! Fuck! Tang!
Ran struggles alone to block the arrows with a miracle or to push back the approaching royal knights and soldiers.
It eats great magic and moves very powerfully and swiftly, but it is still too much to do alone.
Bang!
The old gun that occasionally flies is a threat.
Because the impact of the siege weapon is enormous.
The protection miracle is also at stake.
“Khaaaaa!!”
Have to stop here
If I die, I die, but if I let Alberic go, it’s all over.
What do we do?
Adolf is bleeding and collapsed inside the sealing sword, and I alone am not enough for Alberic.
Of course, it’s even harder because they gave me a full mount!
“…”
My blood smeared all over Alberic’s face.
Yes, if that’s a catalyst, it might be able to break through the Angelic Alliance’s mind barrier and Alberic’s mind barrier!
Ultimate skill, mind control!
Chuhwaaak!
“That’s useless!”
Mind control magic alone would do that.
Turn up!
Alberic, who crushed me.
I try to slit his throat with a knife, but I barely hold on to his hand.
“Huh!”
Close range.
Biting Alberic’s hand once more, regaining freedom of one hand.
Quack!
Grab Alberic’s head with the grip of materialized magic and activate it.
A curse that falls in unison.
“Single Heart Wine.”
Red energy dyed Alberic’s hair, and Alberic dyed my ears with screams.
“Ugh… Aaaaa!!!!”
Single hearted wine.
A technique that paints the entire mind with negative emotions that have sunk deep inside the other person.
It is a powerful curse that overlays reality with the things you most do not want to see.
The guy clearly said
[It’s a fucking thing.
There’s no one in the world you can trust.
Speaking of stone women, the late wind is scary.
I’m an idiot for wanting rest from that bitch.]
[… I have no regrets about that year.
There is nothing to expect from this world.]
Although he is absurdly strong, his mentality is shaking.
Regret, anger, hatred, disappointment, lamentation, frustration, wandering…
His mind is like a fluctuating dish, to the extent that he doesn’t need hypnotic accelerators or hypnotic incense.
No matter how good the artifacts are to strengthen the mental barrier, it is of no use if one’s own spirit, which is the root, is weak.
With single-minded drinking, it breaks the guy’s mentality at once and massages his brain!!
Mind control!
Pajijijijik!!!
Clink.
Alberic dropped his sword,
Pagging support…
Tsutsutsutsu… !!
Mental barrier… Pierced!
Support position…
[Warning. Warning. Warning. Warning. Warning. Warning.]
[The NPC is hacking the player’s ID.]
[NPC’s karma level is abnormally high!]
[The NPC’s Karma value exceeds the NPC’s possession limit.]
[NPC’s karma value exceeds player’s!]
[Admin pays attention to NPC’s excessive karma figures!]
[NPC player hacking itself causes scenario distortion.]
[System warning. System alert. System alert. System warning.]
[Tracking down the hacker.]
What is he saying now… ?
Anyway, I have no choice but to stop this bastard now!
Knead the bastard’s brain!
Jigsaw… !
[Warning. Warning. The player’s mind is collapsing.]
[Hacking and trespassing connects to the player’s mind.]
What… ? No!!
Flash!!
My face was stained red.
***
“What?”
Just now, I was fighting with Alberic to die…
Wait for a sec.
What was the last system message earlier?
It’s connected to the player’s mind?!
No fuck, I don’t want to die to be connected to this bastard?!
Wasn’t I even destroying my mind with single-minded wine?!
Then I also drink single hearted wine… Are you suffering?!
Baek!
A blow to the back of the head.
“What?!
What kind of bastard are you?!”
“What kind of kid?
Ha, did this fucking guy go round?!
Fuck your head, you bastard!!”
“Uh… ?”
A strangely familiar space.
… Wooden canopy.
Familiar… Old quarters.
The instructor who hit me in the back of the head.
Seruk.
Unknowingly, I touched my hair.
Gritty feeling.
Shaved head.
This memory.
This… This… !!
“You bastard, haven’t you come to your senses yet?
Hey! Do you think this is still your bedroom?
You are not a civilian, bastard!!
It’s a training soldier, training.Training.Bottle!”
The instructor stabbing me in the chest and spitting in my face.
I know this face
Instructor, ‘poisonous snake’.
“Fucked, fuck…”
Memories I don’t want to see, caused by a single heart.
The negative emotions that have sunk deep inside me are… This is my military life
Yes.
I went back to the day I enlisted.
104 years, 7 months and 14 days, as the starting point of a long, hellish military life.
***
“What are you whining about?
These puppies!!
Were you guys dragged?!”
‘I was dragged.’
Everyone is running with one heart and one mind, swallowing double curses and running away.
It’s a series of real fucking experiences.
This isn’t even a flashlight…
It feels like I’m only appreciating the edited version of the most negative memories.
Paper weave!
“Hey, you fucking bastard.
Did you call this cleaning?
Whoa—.
What does this on my finger look like right now?”
“Sorry!”
“Sorry?
Can’t you just say that?
Fuck, if you say sorry one more time, you die.
What are you going to do with this?”
“… I’m sorry!”
“This kid is gone.
Are you sorry for your boss now?
Aren’t you using honorifics?”
“I will correct it!”
“I won’t be this old-fashioned bastard.
Hey, call everyone behind the armory, above you and below me this evening.”
Single heart wine is such a strong spell that it is difficult to break it.
No fuck, would I want to be trapped in this memory right now?!?!
I don’t want to stay one minute longer!!
It’s so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so fucking!!!!!
Mr. Nimi!!!!!
However, just because you want to wake up from a dream doesn’t mean you wake up, just like punching in a dream doesn’t work, what should I do when my consciousness is helplessly caught in the flow of witchcraft!!!!
I don’t want to replay only the worst memories of my life!!!
Paper weave!
***
“Hey, the picture is pretty~
Is she your girlfriend?”
“Oh, no… !”
“Then who are you?”
“You are my master.”
“Hey, it’s hot, isn’t it?
Lend me this picture.”
“Oh, no way.”
“Why?
Give it to me~”
“Oh, really not. Haha…”
“Fuck it, give it up.”
“…”
“Oh, look at this bastard’s eyes?
Do you want to hit it?”
“… No.”
“Give it up, kid.
Or do you draw the same for me?”
“Why do you need it?”
“Why?
Under!
Why are you asking now, you bastard?”
“I am not curious.”
“Looking at the pictures, I’m trying to play with my daughters, bitch.
Are you dissatisfied?
Uh? Uh?!
Uh, bastard, if you know this pretty girl, huh?
Even a visit! Come! Do!
Introduction too! Have to do it! Will do! Isn’t it!”
“… Stop poking.”
“Baby, this year is your girlfriend?
I am a teacher~ I am a teacher~
What are you, wearing this year?
What’s special?”
“He is the Four Heavenly Kings.”
“Oh what!
Whether it’s the Four Heavenly Kings or the Demon King, you’re not a girl anyway!
It’s obvious what to do if you run with your breasts and buttocks!
Bitch with full breasts, call me over here.”
“… !”
“I’m going to take a look, what are you complaining about? Uh?
What are you complaining about?!
Shall we fight?
Uh?
Fuck you?
Don’t be shy, you fucking bastard~
Do you want to come
Fuck, it sounds like shit…”
Jjoong!
“Uh… ?
Hey hey hey!
Stop that bastard!”
Jjoong! Fuck! Awesome!!
“Hey hey hey!!
It’s Kamyu!
Patience, patience!
Aww!
Hey hey!! Jjom! Please!
I’m going to sing, you bastard!!”
“Hey!
I, that crazy bastard… !
Catch Camu!!”
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh!!
“Bastard!
Yes, let’s open together, you fucking bastard!!
Why! Whatever you want! Chatter! Is it!”
Whoop whoop poo poo poo poo poo poo poo!!!
“Big… Heck…
I, cool, wrong… I was wrong…”
Ha…
I had a hard time back then.
Paper weave!
***
“Captain White.
Are we really charging swords?”
“Fuck… If it’s black, then black, what should I do?”
“No, how can you run with only a sword in front of the cavalry now?!
No matter how you catch and hit it, it is the food of the archers!”
“…”
“You’re right!
Since Capt. Centurion is a hypnotist, what would you do with your hair, Commander-in-Chief?!
I can’t even remember how many times we’ve crossed the line of death!
That bastard battalion commander, how many times have you gone into enemy lines because you didn’t even know how to read tactical maps?
We really won’t die like this!”
“… Let me say it one more time.”
Okay…
There have been times like this…
Coo kung! Thud!
“Assault, individual battle!!”
“””…”””
“Leap ahead!
Hey you bitch!
Fuck run!!
Camus, you bastard!
Fuck the kids and jump out!!”
“Captain.
This is crazy.
It means nothing.”
“What?!
Shiva, Camus Are you protesting right now?!
Are you kidding me?!”
“Please reconsider, battalion commander.
Even in the siege, our kids have endured really well, and you just have to break through and get out.
There’s no point in going back inside.
It’s just real dog death.”
“Hey, are you throwing me away because you’ve had some time? Uh?
Can’t you see anything?!”
“… Doesn’t the battalion commander want to go back to grab the neck of the enemy to fill the ranks this time?
Didn’t I match the results last time too!”
“What’s new?!
Guess me?
Shiva, are you my master?!
There is no up or down, you commoner bastard!
If it’s black, black, you bastard!!”
“Captain! Please calm down!!
To put it bluntly, the fact that you can’t get a promotion even if you fill up your promotion performance means that something else is the problem, not your performance!
My kids, how many times have you passed the risk of death because of the performance of the battalion commander?
I’ll take responsibility and fill in all the results, so please don’t go backwards this time!”
“Hey, ha! I’m really like this, Kamyu you bastard is this, ha… What a funny kid!
Hey! Me, huh?
Do you think you want me to like you?
Everyone wants to be nice, you bastard!
Because you keep acting like that, you’re still staying as a centurion!
Commons? Mesmerist?
You don’t need it all, and your disrespectful attitude is the problem, you motherfucker!”
“””…”””
“Charge!
That bastard who steals the flag, it’s a 4-day, 3-night vacation!
Quick, get out!”
“””…”””
“What are you guys doing!
You guys now…”
… Nod
Nod
Nod…
Tup.
“Uh?
Hey, hey, won’t you let go?
Do you know what you guys are doing?
Do you know… !”
“””…”””
Hooked! Fu-wook! Spaw!
“Kheuheuk…”
Dump.
Swish, shush.
“… Blucher, will you lead?”
“No.
Isn’t Kamyu hyung-nim the senior?”
“Whoa… You write the report.”
“It’s four.
… The battalion commander was killed while fighting an enemy attack while breaking through the encirclement…”
Paper weave!
Let’s endure a little longer.
The method of destroying single-mindedness is a good memory.
Bringing back positive emotions and arousing joy.
You just need to find something in your memory that could be the beginning of joy and grab it like a rope to save yourself.
Maybe there will be a difference between you and me?
I think I’ll be able to escape right away if I see your face!
Or was it like the scene where he hypnotized Rumika and got caught fighting?
It’s good that the hypnosis on Marie and Angie was lifted!
One look at the wives’ faces and you can escape!
Please!!!
Jigsaw…
However, what appeared next was an unexpected memory.
“My hand.”
“Hey… It’s wrong, heck, it’s wrong!”
“Give me your hand!
Don’t say it twice!!”
Under…
This like this… I’ll see you again…
Mother.
***
In my memory, my mother was very young.
She’s older than Rumika now, younger than me, that kind of age.
A mother at the age of becoming a young lady, having escaped her freshness a little.
Younger and prettier than the picture in the pendant.
Such a mother was holding her cane and banging her on the floor.
“You!!
How could I entrust you to the best teacher, but you can’t stand it?”
I stood in front of him, walking on my calves beforehand.
A very young me.
I am shaking and shedding tears.
“Heyyying… I’m sorry, I’m sorry… Sniff
Mom, I came because I missed you so much…
It’s been so long since I haven’t seen my mom… Hee hee…”
“Kamu, you!
I sent you everything to be well!
The rumor that you jump out of the lab and do your best, what?
Did you come to see your mother?
Did I teach you that?!”
Mother, mother…
I’ve never been called mother.
My mother was strict, and from an early age she didn’t want to be fooled.
That’s why she calls her mother.
“Heyyying… I’m sorry, I’m sorry…
Ueeng, please hug me…”
“Teeek!
You’re getting scolded now!
Kamyu, can’t you stand straight?!”
“What’s wrong… Heuh, wrong, heuh, haeteooh… Sobbing… !
I won’t do that from next time…
I’ll do really well next time… !
So please hug me just once… !!!”
“You can’t stand upright?!
Kick your calves!!”
… Know.
The reason I long for love is because I’ve been thirsty for motherhood since childhood.
That she relied on Nene a lot, and that her behavior relied on the kind of motherly love she felt for her.
That there is a similar reason for burying one’s face in Marie’s arms.
I know everything.
I know everything.
Slap, slap!
“I! You! Good luck! Sent it!
Why! Repeatedly! Speak! Aren’t you listening?!”
“Oooh!!
What’s wrong, what’s wrong… !!”
“Great! Dear master! If you send it!
Day and night! Study! Gotta do it! What are you doing!”
Watching this scene now hurts so much, but I still want to see it.
I was happy just to see my mother’s face again, so I could break this curse right away… It didn’t.
If it wasn’t now, I thought I wouldn’t be able to see my young mother again…
I’m afraid I won’t be able to see my dead mother.
“Ugh, yes sir… Sorry.
I guess my child isn’t used to boarding life yet.
Please scold me more.”
“Oh no, mother…
Kamyu is really sincere, listens well, and is sincere…
Maybe it’s because I’m still young.
Mother, I think it would be better for the child emotionally as well, mother to hold her in the morning and evening, take care of her at her house and go to school.
The attachment relationship between parents and children in childhood is a very important growth factor that affects children throughout their lives…”
“Teacher.
My family’s situation is the same, and there is also a distance from the house…”
So, swallowing the rising tears, I lost my mother, the mother I loved so much, the mother I buried in my heart… I watched for a long time.
“Oh, Ms. Jessica!
I am very, very sorry that my child is often indebted to me…
I wonder if my child is causing too much trouble…”
“Oh my gosh, no.
How well do you get along with our Van Dark?
Do you just come over often to eat and sleep?
Oh but… It seems that Kamyu has been home for a long time…”
All the painful memories, until they all pass.
Until he sees every single memory of his mother appearing.
Until everything is etched in your eyes and in your heart.
I watched.
And wept bitterly.
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you…
After seeing all the memories with her mother, I came out of the curse.