Chapter 1102 – 1103. Heart Palpitations.
Trudge trudge trudge
Unseol, who came out, trudged and began to walk slowly.
Do you have a lot of thoughts in your head?
Naturally, I had no choice but to slow down.
‘I… Like my junior?’
Yorang said.
She says that she actually loves Seon-woo.
But she doesn’t want to admit it
She makes excuses and tries to deny it, she says.
‘…Unbelievable…It can’t be…How can I kill my junior…’
It was nonsense.
How could she love Seonwoo?
‘Even if you measure the age difference, it’s a whopping 100 years! One hundred years! It’s like a great-grandson!’
The difference in age alone was close to a century.
If you look closely, you can call them great-grandchildren.
Love him like that
How can it be
‘Besides…The junior…Isn’t he…A horny?…There’s no way I could love such a junior…
Bondi, all the women in the world
Look at and love yourself
How to love only one man.
She was no different either.
Not settling for one woman
A born prostitute who loves many women
Seonwoo, a playboy
It is an existence that completely deviated from the standard of the ideal type.
Isn’t it impossible to love him like that?
‘Yeah… It’s probably just Yorang-nim’s leap… I just see him as a good junior, not love him…’
Yorang is a spiritual creature
Human emotions were bound to be ignorant.
You may confuse feelings of affection with affection.
There are things that are distinctly different, yet similar.
‘I don’t love… I don’t… Yorang-nim misunderstood everything…’
So, Unsul began to rationalize by repeating it several times in his mind.
It’s all a Yorang illusion
It was clear that she was wrong.
But no matter how much
Even rationalizing it didn’t make me feel comfortable.
-That’s an excuse.
It was because Yo-rang’s resolute words did not leave his mind.
– Be more honest with your feelings.
-You’re just looking for an excuse not to like it, right?
-You love Sunwoo.
It was constantly reminded and re-remembered.
Every single word Yorang said.
And the words of the yorang that come to mind
Unsul made me suspicious.
Maybe you’re faking your feelings
Maybe I’m hiding the feelings I like
I mean doubt
‘No… That can’t be… I’m cheating on my feelings…’
She tried to deny it, but still wasn’t sure.
One in a million
It was the reason why the slightest possibility prevented him from having that certainty.
‘Head hurts.’
I started to feel a headache.
I have a lot of thoughts and my head gets complicated
It seemed like I was overloaded.
‘If I keep going like this, my head will explode… I need a break… I need time to organize… I need it!’
All she needed now was her own space.
She goes into a space of her own
Taking a break
She needs to sort out her complicated mind.
Thump thump thump thump
Unseol began to move quickly.
To the extent that I can’t even compare to before.
It was a quick smooth movement.
Her will to reach her place of residence as soon as possible
It began to manifest as footwork.
Slippery
So she began to glide forward, stepping on the smoothest step.
It is towards the place where there is a dwelling place.
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Roll, roll, roll, roll
Upon arriving at the residence, Unseol climbed onto the bed and rolled over and over again.
She began to struggle to forget the complexities in her head.
But no matter how much she rolls around and screams
The complicated mind couldn’t be stabilized at all.
Rather, it seemed to feel the side effects of more bone pain.
‘There’s no end to this… We have to face it properly… Just like Yorang-nim said…’
Jump up
Soon after, she raised Unseol upright and her eyes lit up.
It made a decision
Aside from all excuses
Let’s face each other properly
About her feelings for a man named Sunwoo.
‘…Excluding all conditions…Let’s think about juniors…Then I’ll know if I really like them.’
Unseol decided to forget all the conditions.
The age difference is so great that he grows close to a great-grandson.
It is said that human emotions were excluded for the sake of the top line.
You can’t love a playboy
They decided to rule out all the excuses Yorang pointed out.
‘Is the junior’s face my taste?’
If you ask me if I like it or not
It was a familiar face.
For her, a warrior in her own right,
It was because a cool and manly face like Sunwoo was more likeable than a man who was thin and corrupt like a parasitic brother.
‘…Is the junior’s body… My taste?’
This also passed.
A great height, reaching six feet.
Shoulders wide open enough to make your head feel like a small head.
The pectoralis major muscle is as massive as if a large stone was firmly embedded in it
Arm muscles that are as dense as if they were twisted together
To the thick lower body muscles no different from a log
Sunwoo was the one with the best body as a warrior.
How could you hate his body like that?
Hwaaaaagh
Then Unseol’s face started to turn red.
Imagining Seonwoo’s body was why I felt a surge of shame for some reason.
‘…It’s a shame…’
To imagine the body of a man cheating on a virgin
It was disgraceful beyond imagination.
Your face will turn red and you will feel ashamed.
‘…No…If it’s for verification…This is a matter of course.’
Shaking my head
Soon after, Unseol violently shook his head.
It was natural.
You need to know if it suits your taste
Dislike
Can’t we judge objectively?
‘Do I have an attractive personality?’
It was charming.
It was fun to be with him and the laughter never stopped.
However, it is difficult to take it lightly
When he got serious, he showed a level of heaviness that even made him feel the pressure.
Different weights at the right time
It has a knack for change.
How could such a character not be attractive?
‘The position is…’
Was a king
Except for the emperor, he stands at the closest position to the earth.
‘Force is…’
It was Sunwoo who was called the best sword in the world.
In fact, Unseol also agreed.
In the near future
He will surpass himself and stand on the true sword of the world.
‘Wealth is…’
According to Yorang, the slush fund of Dangaju
He was told that he embezzled millions of coins.
In addition, he was the king of Sichuan, the richest city outside of Beijing.
Even considering the taxes collected every year, it would be close to an astronomical amount.
‘Fame…’
The worst hypocrite
He personally punished Lee Jae-won, the first in the world.
He was a hero who saved Murim from the invasion of the Demonic Cult.
That reputation had no choice but to encompass the entire midfield.
‘It’s so… Perfect.’
Unsul put on a puzzled expression.
I looked at everything objectively.
Even if it was perfect, it was too perfect.
Cool and manly look
Big stature and tightly packed, stone-like muscles
A high, high position that is close to everyone
Incredible wealth that can be used like water
Mighty force close to the first sword in the world
To the huge reputation that encompasses the entire midfield
If it’s a woman
He is a perfect superman with conditions that make it even more strange not to fall for him.
‘I…Actually…Don’t you like it?’
In fact, the scales gradually tipped towards the idea that she might be liking Seonwoo.
No matter how much you think
He was a man with no reason to dislike.
Then he started to think that it would be right to see that he liked it.
‘If…Really…If…If you really like him…’
Unseol’s face began to grow redder and more red.
‘What should I do?’
I wondered.
If the
Very if
If you really like Sunwoo
What the heck is he supposed to do
How should he act and speak
Should I express it in words?
Should we express it through action?
Or should I remain silent, hiding all the facts?
‘I don’t know… I don’t know a thing.’
I couldn’t possibly come up with an answer.
It was because I couldn’t quite decide what was right.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa.”
Soon after, Unseol let out a deep sigh.
It was because I thought that no matter how much I thought about it, the answer would not come easily.
‘It’s too early to think about it in the first place.’
It was also an early worry.
In fact, his feelings were still unknown.
Do you really like Sunwoo?
Or fall for the whispers of the yoyo
Am I misunderstanding that?
It is unknown.
In that situation
Worrying about liking was such a futile worry.
‘Okay… Let’s think about it for a bit longer… Hasty judgment… It’s just… Poison…’
After lightly brushing his hair, he made a firm resolution.
Give yourself more time to calm down
Let’s find reason and judge properly
Even if we judge hastily
It was because I thought there was no way for me to make the right decision.
‘Let’s not run into juniors for the time being.’
At least until my mind is clear
I felt like I should refrain from dating.
Even if we face each other in such a bland state
It was because it only seemed to make my mind more complicated.
The moment you made that firm promise
Wince
My body started to tremble slightly.
It was because he sensed a familiar energy.
‘This…Is coming here!’
Her familiar aura was directed towards her domicile.
The visiting doctor is not very clear.
‘Why?…Why!?’
I couldn’t understand.
What is the reason for coming here?
It was at the time when I was feeling so embarrassed.
Smart smart smart smart smart
“Seniors”
And soon, along with the sound of knocking on the door, a familiar voice began to ring in my ears.
“May I come in?”
“…”
Unsul could not answer that question.
Because I couldn’t figure out what to do.
‘Should I pretend not to be there?’
It will be useless.
As if this is feeling the presence
The other side must have felt the same way
‘Should I ask him to come in?’
This was also a bunch.
I couldn’t muster up the courage to face him.
Besides, didn’t you promise
Let’s not face each other until our minds are settled.
‘Should I send it back like this?’
It is the best option.
Sending back the person who came to you
I’m sorry, but in a bland state
I didn’t know what kind of Satan would happen if I faced him.
“..No.”
Having made up his mind, Unseol slowly opened his mouth.
“Why?”
“…That…That’s why…”
Unsul began to stutter.
It was because he was in a hurry and decided to refuse, but he couldn’t come up with a good excuse.
“That…The smell of sweat…Is so bad…I think I need to wash…I just came out…”
Unsul began to make excuses.
It’s hard to face because of the smell of sweat.
Have to wash
What better excuse could there be
“Don’t you think it smells like that?”
“…I feel it enough…It’s so nasty that it makes me frown!”
It was a lie, of course.
After metamorphosis
She was a woman who had no waste products in her body.
There was no way the smell of sweat would be stinky.
“Unless this nasty thing is resolved, I can’t meet anyone else!”
Unseol resolutely raised his voice and continued.
‘Please…Please go back.’
And I prayed earnestly in my heart.
I just want you to come back quietly.
“Okay.”
Could it be that her feelings were conveyed?
Soon after, a voice of understanding began to be heard from outside the door.
‘Haaaaa.’
At the sound of that voice, Unseol began to let out a sigh of relief.
She felt like her own earnestness had worked.
“Then I’ll wait here until you wash up and come out.”
“Yeah eh?!”
For a moment, Unseol raised his voice with a puzzled look on his face.
What does that mean again
Do you want to wait
“Um… Uh… Washing… It’s taking so long!… It could take all day!”
“I’ll still wait”
“How is it… Just… The next… Coming…”
“I have to talk to my senior today.”
The voice was not very firm.
To the point where you can feel the will to never compromise.
‘…How…’
Unseol’s face began to turn into a tear.
It was a tone that seemed to have no intention of going back.
Until he comes out
They are ready to wait for a few hours.
‘..I’m just saying I’m tired.. And tell me to go..’
She regretted it deeply.
That I made the wrong excuse the first time
“…Okay…Then…Come in and wait for me.”
Soon, Unseol opened her mouth with her tear-stained face.
She can’t break his stubbornness
It was because I was fully aware of the fact.
This profit
As soon as permission was given, the door began to open.
And through the open door
A man began to appear.
He is the one who has made me upset lately
He is a man who has firmly vowed not to run into him for the time being.
“Thank you for allowing me. Senior.”
Seonwoo conveyed his thanks with a bright smile.
Pounding
And facing that smile, Unseol felt his heart pounding.
Unlike the time when I was pounding with embarrassment and shame
It was a completely different thrill.