Chapters 1167 – 1168. Rising.
‘Uuuuu
My mind started to go crazy.
Excruciating pain all over the body
It was because it confused my mind.
It hurt terribly.
So painful
I just wanted to leave it as it is.
It felt as if I could be freed from this terrible pain that engulfed my whole body.
‘Old man like a dog…’
Softly
But I gritted it and persevered.
If you let go of your mind in this state, you will never wake up.
His latent instinct warned him so.
‘I won’t let you go.!…You fucking bastard…’
There was no more respect and courtesy as a teacher.
Just tried to kill myself
Only harbors a vengeance against the enemy
‘..I need to recover first…’
What was needed now was recovery.
If you let this slander go
You will face death, not the top line.
‘…Activate it.’
The will was immediately expressed.
Raise the skill and bet
To activate the body’s recovery
‘…No?!’
However, even after waiting for a long time, betting and Seongi did not activate.
As if it never existed
‘Activate! Activate!’
Again, the will was expressed.
Over and over again
But it was to no avail.
No matter how strong your will
It doesn’t feel any aura.
‘…What the hell…This is…’
I felt embarrassed.
What the hell is this all about
How full of bets and good deeds
Does that mean you’re asleep without even waking up?
What do you mean it doesn’t move?
‘… Yin-Yang Ma… What did you do to my body…’
Soon, Seonwoo was able to infer.
The one who threw himself into the ground.
Yin-Yang Ma put some kind of ban on it
‘A wicked old man…’
Softly
The teeth were cut into pieces.
To the only disciple
On the subject of terribly wounded
You put a ban on me so I can’t even recover
How can you do such an ugly and cruel thing?
“Keuuuuu…”
Then the pain began to multiply more and more.
In the pressure of the large soil that squeezes the whole body
The condition started to get more serious.
‘I will die at this rate.’
I knew it instinctively.
If you don’t do anything here
The fact that I have no choice but to face death
‘Damn it… Aaaaagh! Damn!..Damn!!!!!!’
I wanted to scream, but I couldn’t.
I wanted to writhe in pain, but I couldn’t move.
Stuck in the soil
I only feel the growing pain.
How long did the pain last
‘…It’s cold.’
Sunwoo felt the cold.
It was because the cool energy felt in the soil wrapped around his body.
‘…Stuffy.’
I felt frustrated.
He began to feel frustrated at the reality of not being able to do anything at will.
‘…I was so insignificant.’
Soon after, I felt embarrassed about myself.
Although we have reached the realm of immortals called the sutra of birth or death,
Being quickly subdued by the Yin-Yang Demon
In the end, he was trapped in the soil, waiting only for death.
How can I not feel humbled by myself?
I got a realization that I couldn’t handle
Compared to the freshness of the world
It’s so insignificant and shabby.
‘Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!!!’
Divided.
Too broken
I had no choice but to spit out curse words.
Feeling the approaching death
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How long has it been like that
I no longer felt the cold or the pressure.
Area of numbness
In other words, it has reached the world of nothingness.
‘…Death is right around the corner.’
Seonwoo, who had lost all senses, was able to perceive it.
That death is right around the corner
If you lose consciousness like this
You will die just like that.
‘…I can’t die.’
Of course, I had no desire to die.
Because he has the goal of revenge against the Onmyangma and reaching the top rank.
Seized my mind
Alive by yourself
While thinking about it over and over again.
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How much time has passed
An extremely vicious beast demon entwined her whole body and seduced her endlessly.
Go to sleep
Let go of everything like this
If so
From the terrible pain and fear of death
That you will be able to escape completely
‘…Ahhh…’
My mind started to get hazy.
In terrible pain
It was because she couldn’t stand the sweet temptation that was offered to her.
‘Can I just close my eyes like this?’
I asked myself a question.
Wasn’t this a satisfying enough life?
‘Isn’t this enough to live a life without regrets’
From the monthly rent and living expenses to my parents’ pocket money, I was worried about money every day.
Now he has a palace-like house on the land of Yolk, and he has acquired an overflow of gold and silver treasures.
The self who used to live the same life as mechanical parts that can be replaced as much as possible
He was called the greatest sword in the world and was admired as a hero and great monarch who saved Murim.
The self who only had a love affair with a woman with a dirty high nose on a normal subject
He got his wives from women who looked only at him.
In the end, I was able to see a child who wouldn’t hurt even if I put it in my eyes.
Other than liking and reading novels, he had no hobbies or special talents.
After a lot of hard work, I reached the pinnacle of martial arts.
In the end, he transcended even human beings and reached the state of harmony called the realm of immortality.
Wealth, honor, power, women, and self-realization
There was nothing I couldn’t accomplish.
‘I’ve accomplished everything…So…Even if I die, I won’t have any regrets.’
You won’t regret it.
I’ve reached the pinnacle of happiness
What regrets will there be
‘…Okay, let’s go… Let’s stay like this… Let’s become a piece of nature…’
He lived a life of no regrets
There was no regret left.
Being a piece of nature like this
Not a bad choice
So good
Decided to accept death.
And she began to slowly let go of the spirit she was holding on to.
Memories began to fade one by one.
The absurd memories of living a normal life and suddenly entering the martial arts land
The urgent memory of being possessed by Jang Sam, being framed, and being chased by Cheonmu-maeng
The memory of learning the Eum-Yang Harmony Art in Bi-dong
The embarrassing memory of trying to deceive the jade spirit and take the treasure
The memory of meeting Yin-Yang Ma and being recognized as an official disciple
I also remember the first time I met Unga-ryeo and Dang Seo-yoon at the Tang family.
The memories of killing the poison horse and collecting the yorang in the Hall of Solitude
The memory of the first time I met a swordsman who could be called a friend
The memory of entering the world of nothingness and learning the Kungondaenai
Memories of meeting and falling in love with Neungsohwa and Beokgungyeon in the North Sea
The memory of coming to Hyeongyeong through Taeheo Ilgi Gong
The memory of having Pang Ga-ryun trained to avenge her
The memory of taking the beginning of Dang Seo-yoon and Yo-rang
The memory of forcibly training Lee Jae-won’s wives in the name of revenge
The memory of miserably killing Lee Jae-won, who can be said to be the enemy of Cheolcheonji,
The memory of being recognized for meritorious service and being given the position of king
He also remembers the first time he met Yeonwoo, who was born between him and Bukgungyeon.
The memory of meeting her Unseol for the first time, learning her sword, and making love with her in her sleep.
The memory of the first time wearing a wedding dress and formally marrying Joo Hyun-young
Even the memories of watching her give birth right by her side and holding her child in person.
All life began to be forgotten altogether.
Without leaving a single one.
How long has it been like that
It has become a complete blank in his memory.
It has become nothing but a blank sheet of paper.
Slippery
Sunwoo closed his eyes.
And waited.
By death
May the feeble spirit be completely cut off
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But death did not come.
No matter how long I wait
It shows no signs of breaking at all.
‘Why?’
I couldn’t understand.
Erase all memories
I threw away all my regrets.
The process of dying has been completed.
But how can you not lose your mind?
Why are you holding onto the thread of your mind to the end?
‘…Are there any regrets left?’
I had doubts.
Maybe there’s some lingering lingering feelings
I wonder if there are still memories that I couldn’t erase
I searched and searched again.
What are the lingering regrets
What remnants of memory are blocking his death.
[Seonwoo-ya… I love you more than anyone else in the world…]
Then the voice of the jade spirit began to ring in my head.
These were the words he uttered when he was seriously injured by Geomwang Taesan.
[Don’t pretend to be friendly. My help is only when you get solitude.]
Afterwards, Dang Seo-yoon’s voice began to ring.
The words he uttered when signing a temporary alliance.
[Do you like me?]
When she wanted to be confirmed of the love she had lost her husband and child, the voice of Ungaryeo.
[Haa…Haa…Sun…Uya…I…I kept my promise.]
The voice of Yo-rang, who was helplessly beaten by the dragons for a promise not to harm people,
[Even though I’m a bitch, I don’t say it twice.]
The voice of Neungsohwa, who had promised to give them a reward on the condition of wiping out the northern wind belt.
[Will you give me a seed?]
The voice of Northern Palace Yan, who looked at herself like a stallion and asked for her seed,
[Yeah! Yes! I’m a sow! A female pig goes crazy just by looking at her cock!]
The voice of Ju So-yang, who threw away all her pride as the best among women and declared that she was a sow,
[My mother is an unfaithful woman!]
The voice of Lee Ye-seol, sacrificed like a sacrifice by So-yang full of madness,
[Even an older woman can be mistaken.]
Ha-yoon Kang, who considered himself unattractive, uttered a voice full of humility.
[I… Like my junior]
The voice of Unseol, a lover and benefactor, who has expressed his feelings directly without even giving up the top line.
It started ringing in my ears incessantly.
In addition, memories that I thought I had forgotten began to emerge.
Remnants of memories bite their tail
The encroached memories began to awaken one by one.
‘…Out! Be gone! I have no regrets! It means a transcendental person who is not ruled by emotions!’
Seonwoo started screaming in a fit of fuss.
It was because the tickling feeling surged with the memory.
Sunwoo could tell.
This tickling feeling
As a transcendental person, it is the remnants of emotions that are of no value
That’s why he was in vehement denial and tried hard to erase the memories.
To end as a freshman who transcends humanity
‘Avaaaaa!’
At that time, Yeon-woo’s lively voice, which had just begun to speak, began to ring in my ears.
‘Ah…’
For an instant, Seonwoo felt his head tingle.
It was because of an indescribable tickle that rose like a flood.
‘Kyaaaaa!’
The laughter of Seon-young, a lovely daughter who had just been born into the world and looked up at her with her bright eyes, began to ring in my ears.
That laugh was the catalyst.
Who decided and erased her death
All the memories
In an instant, it started pouring into my mind that had become a blank page.
‘Aaaaa!!!!!
Seonwoo let out a scream at the vast waves of memories.
All the memories and emotions
It pours in an instant
My brain started to overload.
I felt like I would become an idiot if I continued like this.
How much did you flounder in the waves of memories?
Rumble
Sunwoo started to shed tears like chicken droppings.
It was because I was able to remember it.
Memories of those who are more precious than anyone else
The regrets of life that should never die
‘…I can’t die.’
I want to enjoy life with my precious wives and feel the happiness of life.
Looking at my growing children, I want to feel proud and bitter, and feel the happiness of middle age.
He wants to make memories with his rabbit-like grandchildren and feel the happiness of old age.
I wanted to spend my life with my precious people.
Until the day this life ends
So I couldn’t die.
He himself was very greedy
I have no intention of giving up on anything.
‘So I have to live!’
Sunwoo’s eyes lit up.
And he expressed his will by concentrating his mind.
Woo woo woo woo
Woo woo woo woo
Seongi, who hadn’t budged, moved slowly and wrapped around his entire body.
And it permeates the whole body, activating the body and maximizing recovery.
Then, the serious injury, which would not be strange if he died at any time, began to recover slowly.
The swollen lump has subsided
The torn flesh has been filled
Broken bones began to heal.
Activated recovery began to work miracles.
Seonwoo feels the miracle happening to his body
He began to accelerate his recovery more and more.
With a lot of burning will to live.