Chapter 1284 – Muan Deul Gaideon 44. Realizing the Sincerity.

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Bruise

Zhuge Jugyeong stared blankly into space.

Like a person who has lost his mind.

‘…For me…To do something like that…Ah…Ah…’

The reason was simple.

Guilt over betraying her husband

And a sense of shame that he succumbed to desire while ignoring the beliefs of modesty in life.

All of these emotions intertwined to make her suffer.

How could a noble lady from a famous family do such a demeaning thing?

How could she leave behind her bereaved husband and masturbate imagining her enemies?

“..Aaaaa…’

Her sense of self-doubt surged up, making her even more distressed.

‘…No excuses..’

When she squirted her love juice, there was some kind of excuse that the acupuncture points were stimulated.

Because she was like this, she didn’t feel very self-defeating.

But this time the situation was different.

Without any contact

She would masturbate and squirt her juices out of her own will only.

What excuse could there be in a situation like this?

‘…No matter how…No matter how thirsty for recognition…That’s right…A man close to his nephew’s age…To shake…With just a few words…’

She knew it herself.

The fact that she’s thirsty for recognition

In a way, it was natural.

She has lived unrecognized for twenty years by her beloved husband more than anyone else.

‘…But no matter how..This…Isn’t it…How..Such a thing…’

But no matter how

A man no more than a nephew.

To be shaken by the few words of the enemy who killed her husband.

It was utterly unacceptable.

‘…Now… I can’t face him.’

Every time he met, he felt like he was not himself.

I felt like a prodigal daughter thirsting for a man, not a chaste lady who only wanted her husband.

It was too risky to continue meeting in such a situation.

Just in case

At least one

If you fall for him in earnest, he won’t be able to go back anymore

Unlike the time when it was finished with masturbation, it might be a job that you might devote yourself to.

‘…Let’s give up on decoding the old documents.’

If you use your injured back as an excuse, Jegalchan will understand.

It didn’t matter if it didn’t.

You just have to be punished according to the rules of Sega.

‘It’s far better to be punished than to lose myself.’

I was so afraid of myself that was gradually changing.

I was so afraid to fall for an enemy other than the husband with whom I was married for a hundred years.

Therefore, it was necessary to exclude it.

To completely block out even the slightest possibility.

‘…Never…Never…Because I won’t… Fall for it…’

She made a firm resolve inwardly.

She never said she’d never fall for a prince

To be loyal to her husband

To maintain chastity as a noble lady

To keep one’s own beliefs

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“Your Highness, I have sent a message that Gyeonga can no longer decipher the old documents due to a back injury.”

Jegalchan spoke in a calm tone.

“Really? It seems like it’s an intention to rule it out completely.”

Seonwoo continued with a grave expression.

It was extreme, but not unexpected.

She wasn’t so stupid that she didn’t know she was changing herself.

“You do cute things.”

She was pretty cute

It is a desperate attempt to resist the inner instinct in any way.

“Your Highness, now is not the time to be laughing… It seems that Kyunga’s vigilance has increased even more…”

Jegal Chan opened her mouth with a serious expression on his face.

I don’t know what you did

Her vigilance increased even more.

It is not a welcome thing from the point of view of seducing the Zhuge Jugyeong.

“..What should I do? Shall I ignore it and let it be interpreted by force?”

“How do you force it? You said you wouldn’t.”

“That’s it… If you mention the additive law…”

“Arthur, even if I mention the family law, I won’t break my stubbornness.”

Jegal Ju-kyung must be feeling the crisis of her fidelity right now.

In such a situation, even if she invoked the family law, she would be of no avail.

“But she will have periodic meetings with Her Highness if she does not decipher the manuscripts..”
Jegal Chan opened her mouth with a puzzled look on his face.

The deciphering of the old documents was the justification for meeting the king and Jegal Jugyeong periodically.

If that justification disappears, it will be very difficult to seduce Zhuge Jugyeong.

“It’s okay.”

Seonwoo spoke calmly.

“Because I don’t need to touch you anymore.”

“…What do you mean by that?…You can’t give up?!”

Jegalchan asked with a rather uneasy expression on his face.

In any case, isn’t Seonwoo stepping down like this?

It was because I was worried.

“No way.”

Sunwoo waved his hand and continued.

It was no different from cooked rice.

It is a situation where the buds of inherent desire are on the verge of bursting.

Giving up in this situation

It was nonsense.

“I’ve thrown the embers, so now all I have to do is wait. Until her aching heart gets out of hand.”

Words that are so sweet

She had thrown a ember into her heart.

All that was left was to wait.

Until the thrown embers burn wildly out of control.

“It’s a mind that can’t get out of hand…I can’t imagine it very well…Because he’s a very rational child…”

She was more rational and calm than anyone else.

It was unimaginable that she would lose her reason and be controlled by her feelings by falling for an affair with a man who was not even her husband.

“The original reality surpasses imagination.”

That’s why it was fun.

It’s just that inexplicable things happen.

“Anyway, let her do what she wants, with the addition that I gladly accepted.”

“I will obey your order. Your Highness.”

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“…Did you really say that?”

Zhuge Jing asked again with her eyes wide open.

It’s like a surprise.

“…Yes, you also added that you should take good care of yourself.”

So-hyang, the dedicated civil servant, answered in a polite tone.

“…Didn’t His Highness… Say nothing?”

“You said that His Highness accepted it readily.”

“…Is that so..”

“Yes, yes.”

“…Okay, just go inside. Thanks for the news, Sohyang.”

“Is this my job?”

Sohyang smiled lightly.

Then she slowly turned her body around and began to take her steps outside.

Kiki profit

Thud

Soon after, the door was closed, and only Zhuge Jugyeong was left alone in the room.

‘…I didn’t expect it to happen like this…In an instant…’

Left alone, she put on a puzzled expression.

It was because I did not expect that the consent would fall so soon.

‘…Besides…Even if my brother is like that…Then he’s willing to allow the king…’

It was quite an important thing, she heard, she heard.

It is also the way to go personally to the Zhuge family.

But she put such an important thing on the back burner for her sake.

How can you not be surprised?

‘Couldn’t it be…Because…You have…A favor…For me..?’

Hwaaak

Suddenly, her face started flushing red.

Does she feel embarrassed

It was because she was filled with shame.

‘…Uuuuu…That can’t be the case…It’s just…As a member of the council, he’s diagnosed that my condition is serious…’

She vehemently denied it.

There’s no way

Just knowing the seriousness of the situation

It’s a judgment

‘Anyway… That’s good… I won’t have anything to do with him anymore.’

Good thing.

If we don’t get entangled, we won’t be shaken anymore

There will be ripples in emotions

The fire of lust will be kindled

To betray her loyalty to her husband

Something that breaks your faith

I didn’t even have to lose myself.

Everything has been put back into place.

‘…Yes…Now everything is back to normal…’

Now you just have to live like you used to.

Wake up early in the morning and dance

Wash your body and eat rice

Read books all day

If she misses her husband and cries and falls asleep

That’s it.

Now, there is no such thing as Jang Seon-woo in his life.

Throbbing

In an instant, my heart started to throb.

Throbbing throbbing throbbing

As if struck by a giant mace

It throbbed and throbbed.

‘… It’s a good thing… It must have been a good thing…’

My heart ached.

Rumble

At the same time, tears began to flow.

‘…Why are you doing this?…Why?’

She couldn’t understand at all.

Good job

It’s such a good thing

Why is it so painful

Why do tears fall like this

Why do I feel empty

“…Why?”

The only sound in the room was her hollow cry.

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“…Ha…Ha…Ha…Ha…”

Zhuge Liang began to breathe heavily.

Her sudden high fever caused her to struggle with her breathing.

“..Lady, at least skip the Mi Eum.”

Dedicated fertilization, Sohyang raised her spoon with a worried expression on her face.

It’s been a week since I suffered from high fever

In the meantime, Zhuge Jugyeong could not consume anything.

She just vomits up anything and refuses and suffers.

“…Ah…Ahh…It’s done…Go away…”

Jegal Ju-kyung opened her mouth with a dying voice.

It was an outright refusal.

“My lady… Please… If you do this… You could really die.”

“…My body…Is…The best…Knows… After a little bit.. Will… Be able to… Wake up… So… Go away…”

“You haven’t eaten anything for a week already! No more!”

“…”

To the desperate cry of Sohyang, Jegal Jugyeong only answered silently.

‘…How to do it.. In the world.. How..’

Sohyang stomped her foot.

It’s a very serious situation

Because there was nothing I could do.

Although suffering from high fever for a week and a half, the name of the disease was unknown, and she was refusing to even drink.

It’s bound to be embarrassing.

‘…If I continue like this…The lady will die.’

What number did you have to write?

To somehow save her.

“…I’ll be back soon…Lady.”

Soon, Sohyang made a stern expression as if she had decided on something.

And she started to move her steps out of her like a darting.

Soon, only Jegal Jugyeong was left alone in the room.

‘… My body… Is getting weaker.’

Jegal Ju-gyeong, who was left alone, felt a tremendous sense of helplessness.

In addition, lethargy and drowsiness began to pour in.

‘… Am I going to die?’

I didn’t know that.

For a week, she suffered from an unknown high fever, and she could not even eat.

It wouldn’t be strange if I died tomorrow.

‘… I’ll be able to meet her husband.’

If you die like this

I miss you even in my dreams

You will be able to meet Lee Jae-won.

It will bring an end to all of this world’s lives.

‘…I’m not happy…Not.’

But strangely, I wasn’t happy.

To Jaewon I love you so much

Even though we got so close

If I take one step, I can go to him

Wasn’t happy

‘Why?…Why?’

I wondered.

Why did this change of heart happen?

Why do I not want to see him anymore?

How come I don’t miss him anymore?

‘I don’t know.. I really don’t know… I don’t know why… It happened like this…’

If he was sane, he might not have known at once.

He was more self-objective than anyone else.

But now it was a bunch.

It would be impossible to become a high-level accident now that the energy has been drained.

‘…I don’t want to die… I can’t find the cause… I don’t want to die.’

I gritted it and endured it.

I wanted to know.

Why I don’t miss my husband

Why I don’t want to see him anymore

Woo woo woo woo

However, soon even the gums began to lose their strength.

As soon as the energy runs out, it escapes and there is no more strength left to endure.

‘…I don’t like it…I don’t want to die…Yet…Yet I don’t want to die…I…Not yet…Yet…Uhhhhh… Ugh…’

Tears began to flow.

He doesn’t want to die

The body rejected its will.

It constantly disrupts her consciousness and torments her over and over again.

To break her consciousness right away

It was so painful and painful.

How long did the pain last

Her consciousness slowly began to blur.

It seems that I have reached the limit now.

In that clouded consciousness, something began to appear.

‘Person?’

Human figure

It was also the shape of a man.

‘Did my husband come to pick me up?’

No.

It was different from my husband.

Unlike her corrupt husband, she was quite masculine.

I focused more.

Then an all-too-familiar face came into view.

A man with a cool impression and a body trained to the limit.

A bewitching man who has been talking about his feelings lately.

It was Prince Jang Seon-woo.

‘…I see a futility…He couldn’t have come here.’

But he didn’t like it.

No, it was rather good.

Much more than I thought my husband had come to pick me up.

‘..Ah…’

Suddenly, a flash of light flashed in my mind.

Because I could understand.

Why her husband didn’t want to see

Why didn’t I miss my husband

‘…I… Was in love with that man.’

I tried to deny and deny

Now I knew

Himself the man

She was in love with the man who killed her husband.

‘…You’re an idiot… Only now… To realize that feeling.’

In fact, you may have known it from the beginning.

For violating beliefs

For the reason that I have to be loyal to my husband

I was just ignoring you

“…I sincerely…Adore you…Your Highness.”

I mustered up the courage to speak my truth out of my mouth.

The truth I was trying to deny

‘…So relieved.’

A smile soon formed on his lips.

My doubts have been cleared

Even though it was welcome, he expressed his inner feelings right before he died.

Even if I die now, there will be no time

Slippery

So, Jegal Ju-gyeong slowly closed his eyes.

With a very satisfied smile.
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“Hey, the young lady…?”

Sohyang asked with a worried expression on her face.

“I was just exhausted for a while. Don’t worry too much.”

Seonwoo opened her mouth as if it was no big deal.

“Is that so!?… Whoa… I’m glad… I really… Thought he was going to die..”

Sohyang answered with tears in her eyes.

“Mu-in is a stronger being than you can imagine. There’s no way you’ll die from being sick for just a week. Especially if it’s Mrs. Jegal who has reached her peak.”

“…Did I just… Make a fuss… And cause trouble to His Highness?”

“No, it’s not like that. Rather, it can be seen as an excellent judgment.”

Sunwoo shook his head and opened his mouth.

“Her fever can only be cured by me.”

Fever of love

An incurable disease that can only be overcome through love.

In a way, Sohyang’s judgment was correct.

Her only love was the medicine that could cure Zhuge Zhu’s disease.

‘When you wake up, I’ll give you plenty of injections. Zhuge Jugyeong.’

Throbbing throbbing

Already, my lower extremities started to throb.

Thinking of giving a lot of injections

Excitement was already rising.

‘So hurry up and wake up.’

Seonwoo smirked and begged.

Come on, let her come to her senses