Chapter 1680 – 162. Green Light Twinkles

Cecilia knelt on her ground and clasped her hands together.

She then slowly closes her eyes and offers her prayers to her Sun God with reverence and sincerity.

[O God of the Sun, whom I apologize to you

Creator of all things and origin of life

Latrell, who has protected Panthesia since the beginning

A lowly servant has returned after a short wandering.

Please embrace this lowly servant in your merciful arms.]

She asked to be accepted upon her return after a brief wandering.

She asked for mercy on her for betraying her god, even if only for a moment.

So she prayed and prayed earnestly.

“…”

However, despite her earnest prayers, the sun god, Latrell, did not give any answer.

It’s just silence

[Latrell, I apologize for even telling you…]

But Cecilia did not give up.

She prayed again and again and begged Latrell.

Please forgive yourself

She only made a temporary move for the greater good

But it was pointless.

No matter how much she pleaded, Latrell did not give her any answer

Parrrr

Soon her closed eyes began to tremble.

This was because she was able to realize this through repeated rejection.

That her own prayers did not reach the sun god

Latrell has no intention of forgiving the apostate who abandoned God.

Grumble Grumble

At that moment, transparent water droplets began to form around Cecilia’s eyes hers.

She was a faithful follower of Latrell all her life.

Latrell’s doctrine was the guide of her life

Her faith in Latrell was life itself.

She was reduced to a body that could no longer receive responses from Latrell.

My life as a religious person was completely denied, and I lost the God I believed in and relied on.

There was no way she could handle that loss.

She is called the strongest of mankind and the hope of the continent, but she is only a 24-year-old young woman.

“…Latrell…Is not responding…”

Rumbling

Before she finished speaking, a stream of water began to flow down her reddened cheeks.

“…Cecilia.”

Seon-woo calls her with a worried expression.

“… SIGH … SssssT like that that .. Keeps … Keeps … Tears … “

Cecilia began wiping away her tears with her trembling hands.

Because she couldn’t show her ugly side in front of the person she liked

But the more it happened, the more sorrow aggravated, and the amount of tears flowing also increased exponentially.

No matter how much she wipes and wipes, it leaks out in an uncontrollable amount.

“…Huh…Huh…Hold on…Just a moment…Please turn around…Huh…Huh…It’ll be gone soon…So… Just a moment… Ugh.’

Cecilia earnestly requested.

Please turn around for a moment

Please look back until the tears stop

“…”

Seonwoo stares at her face filled with tears in silence.

Shame and shame

Sense of loss and despair

Sadness and pain

All kinds of emotions were swirling.

“…No, I can’t do that.”

She moves towards Cecilia.

And then she stretches out her arms and embraces her pathetic self in her arms.

“How can I pretend not to notice you like this?”

It was so dangerous that it felt like it would collapse at any moment.

How can I pretend not to know her like that?

“…Seonwoo..”

Cecilia looks up with her face covered in tears.

That sight feels even more pathetic.

“You don’t have to hold it in. I understand you, so you can just cry as much as you want.”

“Uuuuu!”

In the end, with those warm words, Cecilia bursts out all the tears she had been trying so hard to suppress.

As if a dam had burst

“..Haaaaa!…Haaaaa!…Haaaaa!”

She buried her face in Sunwoo’s wide chest and cried and cried.

Until the sadness over loss disappears

Until the rising despair is resolved

Pat, pat, pat, pat

And Sunwoo just gently patted Cecilia’s delicate back.

Until she finds her her her her peace her

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How long has it been like that?

“…Have you calmed down?”

Soon, Sunwoo looked down at her as she stopped crying.

“Yes..”

Was that gaze embarrassing?

Cecilia gives her answer with her head down.

“Thank goodness.”

Stroke

Sunwoo smiled lightly and gently stroked her sun-colored hair.

“…I’m sorry.,.Sunwoo…”

Soon, Cecilia apologizes in a crawling voice.

Seeing that even her ears were red, it seemed like she thought she had caused a nuisance..

“I’m sorry, it could have been that.”

“…But…Because of me…My chest…Is completely…Covered with tears…”

“It’s okay, these things dry quickly, and besides, Cecilia’s tears are actually a reward, right? I will never wash them.”

“…What is it…Is…”

Food

Cecilia chuckles and laughs lightly at Seonwoo’s joke.

That light prank made her feel a lot better.

“…I was very ugly, wasn’t I?”

And then Cecilia asks with her face slightly blushing.

“No, you don’t like it at all?”

“…Lies…”

“Really, wasn’t it ugly at all? It was actually beautiful?”

“…You’re covered in tears…Your face is very red…And you even have a frown on your face?”

“Still, she was pretty, so dazzling”

“…To comfort you…Aren’t you just saying things that are too pleasant to hear?”

Cecilia did not believe it.

When people cry, they become uglier than ever

Even though it looks so ugly, it is still beautiful?

It’s probably a white lie to comfort oneself.

Because he is a kind person

“Are you serious?”

“Seonwoo is so kind… Always so… Considerate… Hueh!?”

Suddenly

Unfortunately, Cecilia’s words did not last until the end.

This was because Sunwoo stretched out both his hands and gently cupped her soft cheeks.

“..Sunwoo…Suddenly..What is this..”

She expresses her doubts with a perplexed expression.

What on earth is this?

Suddenly both cheeks covering?

Isn’t it the same posture as kissing?

“..In essence, the eyes are the window to the heart. Look closely at my eyes. Do you think I’m lying?”

Seon-woo smiles playfully and continues.

There wasn’t even the slightest wavering in those eyes.

“…Okay… I’ll believe it… I’ll believe it… So… Give me this hand… Please…”

Cecilia immediately agreed, her face red as if she would burst out at any moment..

She felt like if she stayed in this position any longer, her blood would rush and she would pass out.

“Now you understand the truth.”

Seonwoo laughs heartily and takes his hand away.

“…Chiit..”

Cecilia, somehow disgusted by his relaxed appearance, pouts her lips for no reason.

“What do you plan to do from now on? My identity as a believer of the sun god and my task as a warrior have all disappeared.”

“I… Don’t know… I’ve lived my whole life as a faithful believer… As a warrior who will save the continent… But suddenly everything I was carrying is gone…”〈 Br〉

Cecilia shook her head with a somewhat dark expression.

She never once thought about another life.

She knew that she would always be the warrior of Latrell, the sun god, and that she would live as a believer, so she

“If I am missing my duties as a warrior and my faith as a believer, what is left for me? Am I really who I am? I am confused. I myself am Cecilia Dior. Is it possible to call oneself a superior…”

In addition, Cecilia began to experience confusion about her identity.

If it was natural, it was natural.

The things that were considered most important in her life had completely evaporated.

“…”

The somewhat relaxed atmosphere begins to calm down again.

“It won’t work.”

At that time, Seonwoo, who was quietly listening to the conversation, reaches out and grabs Cecilia’s delicate hand.

“Eh!?”

Surprised by her sudden action, she opens her eyes wide.

“Let’s go together.”

“…Where do you mean?”

“To find identity.”

Sunwoo’s eyes sparkle like starlight.

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“Do I really fit in here? This is where my identity lies..”

Cecilia, who was led by Seonwoo’s hand and moved to her seat, makes a puzzled expression.

That was because she reached a completely unexpected place.

“Ah, this is definitely the place.”

Sunwoo maintains a firm attitude.

As if there is no room for inventory

“..But..But here..Here.”

Colorful flowers arranged as decoration

Hahahoho family group of people smiling

Numerous machines moving dynamically

Tornifying screams echoing from above the machine

And a large brand logo that represents its identity

[Magic Island]

The newly established largest theme park in Korea

“This is an amusement park!?”

I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed.

How can one’s identity be found in an amusement park like this?

“That’s right, it’s an amusement park. You have excellent eyesight.”

“Profit! Don’t be a fool! I know about amusement parks too!”

She was someone who was accustomed to modern culture in her own way.

There’s no way she wouldn’t know about an amusement park.

“Good, then I know what to do now.”

Seonwoo smiled and answered those words.

“Have fun with all your might!”

Then, she grabs Cecilia’s hand and starts rushing towards her ride.

“Wait…Wait a minute! Explain…Explain!”

Cecilia began to be dragged around by Sunwoo without even being able to resist properly.

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The search for Seon Woo-pyo’s identity went fairly smoothly.

She also experienced the limits of speed by riding a roller coaster

She rode the gyro drop and felt the pleasure of soaring upwards and falling straight down.

She went into the haunted house and caused an uproar.

She went into the restaurant and ate a hot dog and churros, and without knowing why, she ordered one drink and shared it between the two of us.

She even expressed her dissatisfaction while waiting for her turn, not knowing when it would come.

She while smiling looking at the students who came on the field trip.

She entered the photo zone and took a picture of another couple while looking around.

Unintentionally, I also ended up taking a couple photo.

As I was in the midst of searching for my identity, night suddenly fell and colorful lights filled the entire theme park.

“…Where on earth does my identity lie here?”

Cecilia asks with an expression as if she has no idea.

“You can find out by going over there.”

Sunwoo smiles lightly and stretches out his finger.

There was a Ferris wheel there.

“…Don’t you just want to ride?”

Cecilia asks with a sour expression.

It’s a lie I’ve told over and over again.

It’s only natural that it’s hard to believe

“It’s real this time, so you can trust it.”

Seonwoo leads Cecilia with a playful expression.

She follows the lead with an expression as if she has no choice.

She got on the Ferris wheel like that

When the space between the two narrowed

“Now please tell me…Sunwoo…Where my identity is.”

Cecilia asks.

Where does one’s identity lie here?

“Look over there! Cecilia!”

But instead of answering, Sunwoo extends his finger and points behind him.

“…Say something else again…Waaah.”

Cecilia turned her head to follow her finger and made a blank expression on her face.

Puuuuu ofi

This was because the field of view was filled with colorful firecrackers exploding brilliantly.

It was so beautiful that I was mesmerized by the sight of it for the first time in my life.

“..How about it?”

“It’s so beautiful… Is that magic?”

“…No, that’s a firecracker. If you move the flame, it will decorate colorful flowers in the sky.”

“…I see…They say it’s firecrackers…”

Cecilia shakes her head as if in agreement.

And she still stares out her window with blank eyes.

“Cecilia, you definitely asked me where your identity is.”

Sunwoo opens his mouth to her.

Then Cecilia, who had been staring out the window, turns her head and looks at Seonwoo.

“It’s not far away, it’s right here.”

Kuuk

Then, she lightly presses her finger against her forehead.

“There is no need to look far, you are just you.”

“…”

“The one who feels sad and sheds tears at the loss of God, laughs happily while riding amusement rides, is proud of the success of his first order, feels ashamed of being mistaken for a couple, grumbles about the long line, and gets emotional while watching fireworks is the hero who will save Panthesia. Not because I am a believer or because I am a believer in the sun god.”

“…”

“These are things you can feel because you are you, because you are Cecilia Dior Superior. So do not feel lost. Compared to the huge universe that is you, your tasks as a warrior and your faith as a believer of the Sun God are just small elements, so there is no need to get caught up in them. To me, Cecilia, you will always be Cecilia.”

Soon, Sunwoo smiles sweetly.

Grumble Grumble

And as Cecilia faced that smile, transparent tears began to well up in the corners of her eyes.

To him who she does not deny her own identity

She told him that she was just being herself

That was because I was filled with indescribable emotion at her kind words.

Rumbling rumbling

And before long, I start to shed tears uncontrollably.

Because he couldn’t control it

Sunwoo gently wrapped her in his arms and patted her several times.

Until the whirlwind of emotions completely stops

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“…I’m a total crybaby, right?”

Cecilia, who had already stopped crying, leaned her face into her arms and opened her mouth.

She was too embarrassed to even think about herself and couldn’t look at her face.

“That’s right, you cry all the time, you’re such a crybaby.”

“…It’s all Seonwoo’s fault..You keep being so kind..”

“Then shouldn’t you be friendly?”

“…I don’t like that…Yo…”

Cecilia continues her words in a crawling voice.

Sunwoo finds her so cute that he pats her head several times.

“..My hair…Is getting tangled..”

But she doesn’t put up much resistance.

She just accepts the touch with a shy expression

“Then shall we go back now?”

“…Already?”

“It’s already late at night.”

Point to the sky.

It’s dark and filled with only starlight.”

“…”

At those words, Cecilia makes a sad expression.

The sight somehow evokes a sense of playfulness.

“If I’m really feeling sad, should we go somewhere nicer together? A place where we can be alone in privacy…”

Seonwoo continues speaking in a playful tone.

Most likely, her face would turn red and she would scream.

I have no intention of going to a place like that

“…”

However, the reaction was completely different from what was expected.

Instead of answering, her face turned bright red and she started twisting her body.

Nod

And before long, she shakes her head.

‘Huh?,…Uhuhuhhh!?’

My eyes widen.

It was a completely unexpected green light.