Chapter 664 – 665. You Can Cry as Much as You Want

“… It’s trash too.”

The trumpeter spoke in a cold voice.

Her voice was like the cold snow in the north wind.

“Rubbish.”

And Yo-rang, who was next to her, also spit out her curse words after her.

It was because, even from her point of view as a spirit creature, it felt like obvious trash.

“Really … Has she never been in contact with her? Bei Gong-yeon must have already given birth and breastfeeding her child.”

“…That’s…That’s what we mean…Recently…I’ve been busy…And I haven’t been able to reach the North Sea…Even in person…”

“It’s all an excuse. Why can’t I reach it if I can’t reach it? How many caravans go to the North Sea? You just forgot. Beokgungyeon, who has your child, and your child.”

The trumpeter spoke in a very cold voice.

“…”

Hearing her words, Seonwoo bit her mouth tightly.

It was because the words were so accurate that I couldn’t even refute them.

“And didn’t she promise before she left? She’d be back in half a year? And did she keep that promise?”

“…That…Because of the sudden summons…”

Sunwoo made his own excuses.

He was right in failing to keep her promise to return within half a year.

But it had its own reasons.

At that time, Lee Jae-won called in advance the later exponents to participate in the succession competition, and he had no choice but to be dragged away.

It was because he didn’t know if he refused the offer.

“Even so, isn’t it possible to leave a letter?

Neung So-hwa glared at Seon-woo with a stinging gaze and continued her words.

Although she was usually a North Korean archer who fought like an enemy,

Seeing her sunwoo’s indifferent behavior, she rather sympathized with her.

She also soared intolerable anger as the same woman.

How can you be so indifferent?

“…”

Seonwoo shut his mouth tightly.

Because I had nothing to refute.

“…While you had a new wife and seduced women, Northern Palace would have waited day by day for you to come back while pregnant with your child. Believing in the promise that you would come back within half a year and holding the child in person, I mean. But what is this? It’s already been over ten months since I left the North Sea. But you haven’t even left a letter? How can you be so careless! Reflect!”

As if excited, the trumpeter raised her voice and shouted at her.

She was completely different from her usual calm appearance.

“…”

Seonwoo put on a sullen expression.

It was because she felt embarrassed that she was trash.

“What should I do… I’m so sorry to Yuna… And I’m so… Sorry to my child…”

Seonwoo continued with a drooping voice.

It was because Jacaranda recognized her own flaws properly at her scolding.

It is her lovely woman who conceived her own child.

She is a lovely alter ego who inherits her own lineage and comes into the world.

I couldn’t even take care of them.

How are you

Whether it’s okay

Wasn’t it hard

I couldn’t ask anything.

‘I’m trash…’

Depression and self-doubt began to rise like crazy.

She promised to cherish and love her so much

Even that promise was not properly kept.

“Sunwoo.”

Neung So-hwa called Seon-woo, who was silent and had a sullen expression.

“…Yes.”

Seonwoo continued with a drooping voice.

“If she had been in the same situation as her original daughter, she would have been very sad and disappointed.”

“…Yes,”

“And this feeling will also be the same for North Palace.”

“..Yes”

“Do you know that this is your fault?”

“…Yes.”

“Then do you know what to do now?”

The trumpeter spoke in a calm tone.

“…Yes.”

Hearing her words, Sunwoo nodded her head.

And immediately got up from his seat.

It was to do what had to be done.

Stride

Soon after, Seonwoo got up and walked towards the door.

Squeak

She then opened the door and left immediately.

Without even looking back.

“Sunwoo, where are you going?

Yorang, who watched the scene, asked Neungsohwa with a curious expression on his face.

“I’m just going to do my job.”

“To do?”

“Yes. The best I can do now.”

The trumpeter spoke in a calm tone.

And Yorang, who heard that, tilted her head.

It was because I was curious about what the best thing Seonwoo could do.

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Swoosh Swoosh

Seonwoo, who was sitting in his office, brushed over and over again on the rice paper.

Warak

Then, he crumpled the rice paper and threw it on the floor.

Because I didn’t like the content.

Swoosh Swoosh

Seonwoo started brushing again.

Keep going until you come up with something you like.

“Ha…”

But no matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t come up with the right words.

From the point of view of Bukgungyeon, it was no different from a criminal to the extent that it was not enough even if it was fried alive.

He did not stand by her side during her pregnancy and childbirth.

It was just left out.

It was such a terrible thing that in modern times it would have been grounds for divorce.

Swoosh Swoosh

Sunwoo wrote and wrote again and again.

That is, until you come across a sentence you like.

“This is not it!”

Sizzle sizzle

But soon, Seonwoo tore up the hwaseonji.

No matter how much I write

My favorite sentences rarely came out.

It was because I couldn’t express my sorry for the Northern Palace in a sentence.

“…You bastard.”

Seonwoo looked at the torn paper and made a melancholic expression.

I was so pathetic myself.

The woman who completely forgot the woman she loved and lived happily ever after was herself.

It was like garbage.

It was so trashy that I wanted to beat my past self.

I was the one who always criticized Lee Jae-won for being trash.

Looking at it now, it seemed that there was not much difference between Lee Jae-won and Lee Jae-won.

I left my wife behind

It was the same thing as himself or Lee Jae-won.

No, he could have been worse.

At least Lee Jae-won would have been by my wife’s side when I gave birth to my child.

“Haaaaa…”

Sunwoo let out a deep sigh.

It was because the emotional mass inside was not resolved.

That’s when he sighed heavily in depression.

Knock Knock Knock

Suddenly someone started knocking on the door.

“…Who are you?”

Sunwoo spoke in a weak voice.

“It’s me. Sanggong.”

Then a familiar voice came from outside.

‘…What’s going on?’

Hearing the voice, Sunwoo tilted his head.

It was because I was suspicious of the sudden visit.

“Come in.”

Seonwoo soon allowed the visit.

This is profit

As soon as he gave permission, the door began to open.

Then, a lady with a sense of dignity appeared inside the door.

Hair pinned with a jade hairpin made of green jade.

Beautiful eyes filled with kindness

Pure white skin without any blemishes or wrinkles

Nostalgia that has not lost its smartness even after years have passed

Red lips with a strange color

A woman with a beautiful body that is clearly divided into where to come out and where to go in like porcelain.

It was Woon Ga-ryeo, the godfather of the party.

“Meet the sky.”

Entering the office, I respectfully bowed my head and greeted her.

“I’m here?”

Sunwoo greeted her with a smile on her face.

She wasn’t in a good mood, but it was because she didn’t want to show off in front of her darling.

“Chief, what are you doing?”

At that time, Unga-ryeo asked him with a worried expression on his face.

“Huh? What happened? Nothing happened?”

Seonwoo pretended not to know her question.

Somehow he didn’t want to cause her concern.

“Nothing’s wrong…You look like you’re about to cry…”

She continued her words with a look on her face that showed her worry about going to luck.

“…Crying?…Me?”

Seonwoo questioned her with a puzzled look on her face.

Are you looking like you’re about to cry?

Seonwoo hurriedly raised his hand and touched his lips.

The corners of his own mouth were raised.

This time he fiddled with his eyes.

The corners of her eyes were also curved like half moons.

It’s a perfect laugh.

But are you crying?

What does this mean

“Above… What’s going on?”

“…No…Nothing…Nothing…”

Sunwoo vehemently denied it.

She thought it must be something she was thinking about.

Jerk jerk jerk

At that time, Unga-ryeo slowly walked towards Seon-woo.

Pop

And then, after stopping in front of his eyes,

He stared straight into Sunwoo’s eyes.

“Sang-gong, look me in the eyes and talk to me.”

“…I’m watching.”

“You keep avoiding me… Please look carefully.”

“…Okay..”

Soon, Seonwoo slowly raised his gaze and gazed into her eyes.

Then, straight and beautiful Ungaryeo’s eyes came into view.

“Did anything really happen?”

Looking into Seonwoo’s eyes, he asked.

It’s about whether nothing really happened.

“…Nothing…Nothing.”

Seonwoo tried to keep his composure as he spoke.

Without averting her gaze.

“Lie.”

Then, the firm words came out of her mouth.

“That’s not a joke.”

“Right now, the sky’s eyes are constantly trembling. Isn’t it a lie in this situation?”

She asked Seonwoo again.

“…Really…Nothing…”

“Above.”

He cut off Seonwoo’s words as he was about to go.

Because it was obvious that he would say no.

“Tell me please.”

She stared at Seonwoo with benevolent eyes and continued her words.

“No matter what you say, I’m on the side of the sky.”

Then he smiled softly.

“…”

Facing that smile, Seonwoo started to shed tears.

It was because I felt a huge kindness that would embrace anything.

“The fact is…”

Did she fall for those eyes?

Sunwoo began to explain everything that had happened.

The story of a Northern concubine who was pregnant with a child of her own

Promises made with the Northern Palace before leaving the North Sea

Things that didn’t keep the promise

The things I completely forgot about Bukgungyeon because I fell in love with vermilion, etc.

All the events that have happened are listed sequentially.

He also expressed all the emotions he was feeling.

How pathetic and trashy you feel

How sorry she is for her.

Unga-ryeo just listened to Sunwoo’s words with a calm expression on his face.

Without any words

Until all his words were finished.

“…That’s how it happened.”

After finishing the story, Seonwoo looked at Unga-ryeo with a teary expression on his face.

It was because the words of the story made it more emotional.

“Above.”

With a calm expression on her face, she called for Seonwoo.

“…Yes.”

And Seonwoo, who heard her words, answered with a sad expression.

Warak

At that time, she suddenly opened her arms and held Seonwoo in her arms.

Kkoooook

And as if she wouldn’t let go, she hugged her tightly.

“…!”

Seonwoo, who was suddenly hugged, felt emotions surge.

It was because her warm embrace relieved the tension in her heart.

‘Cry…Don’t cry…Cry…Don’t…’

Seonwoo began to clear his mind as much as possible.

It was because I felt like crying.

“Ah…Baby…Why…Yes.”

Seonwoo tried to pretend to be calm and continued.

But his voice was full of weeping.

“When you want to cry… You can cry.”

At that time, Ungaryo’s warm voice began to penetrate Seonwoo’s ears.

It’s a warm voice that makes you feel warm.

“Ah…Ni…That’s…What…Son…Is that.”

“Patience is not a skill.”

She spoke in a soft voice.

“You’ve been patient with the sky all this time. When you’re sad, angry, sad, or in pain…So I’m going to cry a little bit today…Just enough to let my emotions fly away.”

She continued with a warm smile trying to say goodbye.”

Upon hearing this, Seonwoo immediately began to shed tears.

It was because her kind words burst out the emotions he had been holding back.

Rumble

Seonwoo shed tears incessantly.

It’s like releasing all the lumps in your heart.

“You can cry as much as you want… Because there is only me and the sky above.”

Tight

Unga-ryo hugged the crying Seon-woo even tighter.

Thump thump thump

Then she began to gently stroke his hair.

“…I’m… Trash?…I’m…Really…Bad?…”

Seonwoo asked her in her crying voice.

“No… It’s not like that… It’s just a momentary mistake…”

Soothing Seon-woo, who was trying to get lucky, continued her words.

“Everyone makes mistakes. The important thing is not to repeat them.”

Ungaryo’s benevolent voice began to ring in Seonwoo’s ears.

Seonwoo held her breath and cried as she felt her warm voice and embrace.

That is, until the emotions are resolved.