Chapter 116 – Where I Last Broke Up With Sae Ah

At that moment, a man with a face I knew began to appear on the interphone screen that came in late.
It’s been quite a long life of escape.
No matter how much I lived at home, it was enough time to meet many people.

“For a moment.”
“Huh?”

The moment I saw who the target was on the screen, I grabbed Kim Joo-won’s wrist and stopped his hand.
For a moment, I hope Kim Joo-won will look at me and make a puzzled expression.

“I know who it is.”
“You know?”
“Yeah. But I don’t really want to see you right now.”

Hearing my words, he said “Uh…” And put his hand down as he looked at me with a puzzled expression.
Just before the screen went off, I saw him turn his feet, and I took out my phone and opened a message window.

‘Missed…’

During my life on the run, the job I chose to make a living was a web novel writer.
Since there is a hidden world, in the world of novels where you cannot escape from your comfort zone no matter what you do, reality should be a fantasy.

“I wrote a novel”
“Uh.”
“He’s the publisher over there.”
“Ah, that’s right. What about novels?”
“What…”

Fortunately for those who always imagined a world without the world, was my novel worth selling?
My editor was the kind of person who liked my writings very much.
I just added a bit of my color to the real world, but maybe the world he imagined was contained in it.

“It will work out somehow.”

Leaning back against the backrest, I stared at the unlit ceiling.
I felt so uncomfortable.
When I was living with Sae-ah, I never imagined that I would come back to the academy this early.

“Are you okay?”

Kim Joo-won asked me.
Looking at him with a slight glance, Kim Joo-won wonders if various emotions are swirling.
I want to clean while I’m here, and I want to clean up the things Sae-ah used to use.

“Are you okay?”
“What.”
“It just seemed uncomfortable.”

I wonder if he could see that in his eyes.
No, it’s probably not unreasonable for him to know that it’s my habit now.

“It will be inconvenient.”
“…Right.”

It wasn’t just me who was uncomfortable, was it the same for him?
I grabbed the guy’s wrist as he spoke in a slightly dark voice.

“Hey.”
“Huh.”
“Let’s just leave. I feel like I’m getting depressed just because I’m here.”

I got up from my seat.
Then, as I grabbed his wrist and dragged him, Joo-Won Kim forced himself up as if reluctantly giving him away.
Did he really not want to leave this place?

“Because I won’t sell it in the future anyway.”
“Huh.”
“You can come over here for the weekend.”

However, this time, I decided to play a little bit.
It feels like I’m too easily swept away by emotions, but considering what he’s done to me, this much.

“I don’t know. I’m leaving anyway because I’ve packed everything.”
Today, I came out to get some fresh air because of what Kim Joo-won said, I didn’t come out for this.
Was that why he couldn’t defeat my will?
Kim Joo-won laughed and stood up.

“Okay, let’s go.”

I left the house and came downstairs.
The person in charge who visited the front of the house earlier didn’t even show his nose, as if he returned to my message.
To be honest, I didn’t really want to meet you, but I guess I should consider it fortunate.

“But where are you going?”

As soon as I came down, I heard Kim Joo-won’s voice.
At his words, she shrugged her shoulders, saying, “Don’t you know?”

“I’m just at home, so I keep thinking about my baby, so…”

Maybe he just wanted to stay home.
It’s a cause of guilt for that guy, not me, but at the same time, it’s a very precious space.

“Didn’t you take a picture?”
“…That’s because I want to see it.”

I left the apartment complex and headed to the bus stop.
After becoming Lee Seo-ha and giving birth to a new baby, I blankly watched the bus as a means of transportation coming from afar.
Whenever Sae-ah cries, the memories of not being a nuisance to others flashed by.

“Joo Won.”
“Huh.”
“Let’s get stronger and get Saeah back.”

If I were stronger than I am now, if only I could catch up with Lee Seo-ha, who moved freely through space.
I wouldn’t have let go of it so cruelly.

“A matter of course.”

Kim Joo-won said that as she looked at the approaching bus in an emotionless voice.
As if he knew where I wanted to go, he looked at one of the approaching buses and said, “Take this.”
I nodded and followed him and boarded the bus.

Even without saying a word, did he and I already have a lot of the same heart?
Naturally, we sat together in a two-person seat, staring blankly out the window together.
I turned my gaze to the hand that was carefully holding my hand.

“…”

However, I started to get a little curious about the guy looking out the window indifferently without even giving me a glance.
Regarding questions that should have been entertained long ago, but were not.
The idea of ​​what kind of relationship our relationship is.

Rape victims and rape perpetrators.
And the father of the child and the mother of the child.
A relationship where only one side loves one-sidedly.

Will I ever be able to forgive this guy?
Even if I was the one who made it, I couldn’t have predicted that something like this would happen.
In the first place, I hadn’t even thought that Lee Seo-ha was spying on me with his dimensional ability.

“Why?”
“No.”

I don’t know if this guy knows that I’m a writer, but then the story will be a little different.
Doesn’t that mean that the things I did while seeing me as a woman disappear?

“Joo Won.”
“Uh.”
“Will the moment come when I forgive you?”

I turned my gaze back to the window, looked at it blankly, and cautiously raised my voice and asked.
At that moment, I wondered what I had asked, so I regretted it a bit.
Kim Joo-won did not respond, just holding his hand.
Until the bus arrives at our destination.

“Let’s get off.”

So I got up from the seat at the guy’s words to sit next to Kim Joo-won.
When you get off the bus, what you see is the university Kim Joo-won attended as a regular college student, not a guardian candidate.
Standing at the main gate, Kim Joo-won looked at the university she attended with mixed emotions.

“Seoha.”
“Huh.”
“Why is this…”

I kept my mouth shut at the boy’s question.
I’m a mother of a child, so I couldn’t go to this place even though I hoped to live a normal life.
I wondered what it would feel like to go to college alone.

“I just wanted to come.”
“Aren’t you here already?”

Kim Joo-won probably won’t know for the rest of his life.
How different are the gazes of a normal single woman and a woman with a child.

“That’s not true…”

Did Kim Joo-won realize that he had made a mistake at my lack of energy?
When he said “I’m sorry,” I tapped his arm lightly and walked ahead of him into the campus.
As if trying to chase the last traces of Sae-ah.

“Because this is where I last broke up with Sae-ah.”

Keep your eyes on the scenery around you.
Her eyes are reddened as she sees the last image of the child who was taken away in vain while being held in her mother’s arms.
Destroyed garden.
Heading near the place where the tape was placed, saying that no access is allowed, and once again reviewing the movements Seoha Lee showed.

“Joo Won.”
“Uh.”
“Saeah… I’m sure you’ll be fine, right?”

She was less than two months old, and her heart broke when she thought of a child separated from her mother because of her parents’ karma.
The wind blew slowly, as if the new baby wanted to touch her mother’s face.

“Probably so. That mad bitch wouldn’t kill to see us struggle.”

He swallowed her saliva while listening to Kim Joo-won.

It’s baby
Wait a munite.
No, maybe not a little.
But if you wait, her mother and her father will make sure to save it.

“Let’s just practice starting tomorrow.”
“…”
“Until you get stronger and stronger and beat that bitch.”

When she recalled Lee Seo-ha ridiculing her for stealing her baby, her intense desire for revenge arose.
Setting in the original.
Instead, Lee Seo-ha’s original fighting ability was not as strong as Kim Joo-won’s.
It won’t take long because it’s designed to fight in a way that enhances his combat power in conjunction with Kim Joo-won.

In the original work, the guy who was only in the 3rd playthrough is the guy who became strong enough to save the world.
Moreover, a guy who has gone through an unknown number of regressions will quickly grow explosively with just a little training.

“No, I’m just going to kill you.”

I could feel Kim Joo-Won’s surprise beside me.
But no matter how much she is a character in my novel, I will never forgive her.
Kim Joo-won may be a piece of garbage as a human being, but at least he did not cross the line between the character and the writer.
It’s been a while since I’ve crossed that line.

“Seoha.”
“Huh.”
“…It’s quite unexpected.”

He turned his head.
Kim Joo-won was looking at me with mixed emotions.

“But don’t you think the same way?”
“That’s right.”

The guy standing behind me stood next to me, looking at the place where we last saw Sae-ah.
I can’t deny it now
Even if he raped me and did so many things, now this guy is the only one who shares the same purpose as me.

“I don’t think I’ll be able to forgive him for the rest of my life either.”

Hearing his voice, I took a step to the side.
I brought his body close to him to fall into his arms.
That moment.

“Joo-won hyung?”

I heard the voice of someone who seemed to know Kim Joo-won from behind, and when I turned around, a group of students caught my eye.
However, they are the people I met as Kim Joo-won, a college student with a fake identity.

“Joo Won, I’m going to hang up.”
“Well.”

I took Kim Joo-won’s hand.
The dimensional ability was activated, and I began to feel the blue light staining the surroundings.

“Do I have a choice?”
“No.”

Food.
You know my subject, though.

“Until you find the new baby, you know you can do as I say, right?”

The boy nodded.

Zupat.
After him, he and I disappeared from the university Kim Joo-won attended.
Because the life of a fugitive is over.
As a parent to save a new baby, it’s time to go back.

I told the guy

“Joo Won.”
“Uh.”
“If only to save Sae-ah.”

Momentary silence.
I was walking in front of the train station and stopped.

“I’ll think about it.”
“What.”
“Forgive me for the dog crap you did to me.”