Chapter 122 – Gaze

Was it only a few days?
How many days have you had a relationship with a man?

Come deep into me, and hug him as if you were wrapping your arms around the body of the guy who was skin to skin with me.
Was Kim Joo-won surprised when I embraced him with both of his arms as if I would not let go of him even though I was buried in him?
There is a moment of surprise in his eyes, but he makes eye contact with me and brings his face closer to mine as if he understands.

“Seoha, are you okay?”

If my eyes were in cartoons, at least two hearts would not have come up.
Not because of the meaning of spiritual love, but because of those feelings that come from the physical satisfaction that comes from satisfying the desires of a woman that she was unaware of.

Don’t answer the guy’s words.
Instead, I kiss the lips of the guy who is close to him and go down the jawline next to him and bury my face in the nape of his neck.

The reaction of a body that only pursues physical pleasure.
Even while breathing becomes rough, I only covet the guy who covets me.
After biting his shoulder, he relaxed again under the pressure of the guy.

I can feel the vaginal walls underneath being caressed by him.
But, for some reason, he was clearly full of reluctance.
Even though I’m only chasing physical pleasure, somehow the mental side…

– Not bad.

“Haha…”

Even while my body was swaying in line with the guy’s waist.
Even though all the holes below were scanned, Kim Joo-won was not missed.

From the moment I first met him, a fact that was etched into my body.
Even if you want to escape, the imprint that you can’t escape makes you depend on him even at this moment.
Having suffered enough, he made me decide to give back what he had given me.

“Huh…”

Just like that guy again.
Like the moment when I forcibly wrapped my own seed inside me.
I give him the deepest part of my body once again without even the rubber film of a condom.

Haha…”

How much time has passed like that
As the focus returns to my loose eyes, I see the face of the guy looking down at me while holding me in his arms.

“Did you like it?”

I opened my mouth.
When asked, Kim Joo-won nodded his head.
If that’s enough, even if I delete the picture I took earlier, they won’t say anything.

“Give me your hand.”

After reaching out his arm and picking up his phone, I spoke to him, and Kim Joo-won held out his finger to me without saying anything.
After unlocking the guy’s phone without interruption and entering the photo gallery, the first thing that appeared.
A rather embarrassing photo of me from earlier greeted me on the first page.

“Erase.”
“Huh.”

I moved my thumb to the delete button, feeling my face turn red.
Now, just press this button and press the OK button, and this embarrassing photo of me will disappear.

“Really erase it.”

When asked again, Kim Joo-won nodded his head meaninglessly.
It’s probably the photo he took as a joke, with no meaning whatsoever.

“Are you sure you erased it?”
“Erase it?”
“Um…”

But why can’t I reach the delete button?
Strong memories of living as a woman, and now the thought that if this guy sees another bitch other than me, I felt like I was slowly rising up.

“Aren’t you going to erase it?”

Of course, if you think rationally, erasing it is correct.
If Kim Joo-won didn’t do it on purpose, the social blow I would receive on the day this photo was leaked would be quite enormous.

“You decide.”

So I decided to leave it to him.
In a way, it was the first picture of my erotic image, which I never took.

“You, you’re a guy too, but if you get upset sometimes when I’m not around, you’re not going to see another bitch.”
“…”

At that moment, Joo-Won Kim’s astounding gaze flew at me.
Then, deep in my heart, a very slight sadness rose up.
No matter how ridiculous it may be, if you look at me with that gaze…

“I’ll delete the picture.”

I nodded at the boy’s words.
Come to think of it, even when I was in college, I hadn’t looked at any other girl until now, so he’s a guy you can trust in that respect.
It’s because what I did to this guy is the problem.

“Huh.”

It was then.
Is it because you can see me in the nude and me restrained with a leash and handcuffs in the picture?
His love juice and semen were still a little dry, and his slightly shiny and enlarged object came into his eyes and he reached out his hand.

“Joo Won.”
“Why.”
“Do you want more?”

As I held the object of the guy who had grown in size while asking that question, Kim Joo-won’s eyes seemed to have a meaning that seemed to be a little dumbfounded.
Soon he grabbed my arms and put me back on the bed.

* * *

I don’t know how long I’ve been in a relationship.
After lying in bed together for a long time, it was around midnight when he and I woke up late in the afternoon around sunset.
Among them, it was me who happened first, not Kim Joo-won.

‘…Smell.’

I got up.
No matter how passionately the time was spent, the dark scent of male and female was vibrating in the room that had not been left open.
It’s just that I can’t open it with my body dirty from lying around with him, so I guess I’ll have to wash it first.

“Whoa.”

I let out a small sigh as I recalled the image of myself earlier, clinging to Kim Joo-won and longing for a relationship.
Putting aside the uncomfortable feeling of my whole body, really, I wonder if my appearance from earlier was the slut itself.
In addition, this destructive force tempted me with such an enormous body.

‘Did you really become a slut, Lee Seo-ha…’

Looking at Kim Joo-won, who was sleeping comfortably, he let out a small sigh and headed to her bathroom.
Looking at the traces of her bodily fluids that have dried up all over her body, take a moment to sigh and wash her.
After taking a light shower, I go outside and put on her clothes so that he doesn’t look at her naked and wet again.

“Hey, get up.”

He woke up Kim Joo-won, who fell into a deep sleep.
If you leave it in the room like this for sure, the smell will permeate everywhere in the room.

“Ummm, huh?”

Maybe that guy, living with me, has lost a lot of his miasma as a regressor.
Although her body twitched the moment she woke up, she grabbed the wrist of the normally rising guy and dragged her.

“Get up and wash up.”
“Uh, uh…”

Even in the middle of a daze, after hearing my words, he got up from his seat and smiled as he saw the guy heading to the bathroom.
It wasn’t the house where I and Sae-ah lived, so I had to correct the direction to the bathroom.
When Kim Joo-won entered the bathroom, she took a change of clothes from his room, left them in front of him, and opened the window.

Because ventilation was the top priority to get rid of the smell.
It is a specification to smell traces of an affair as soon as you enter the room.
With that thought in mind, it was time to remove the blankets and bedspreads and put them in the washing machine.

“…?”

A gaze that can be felt from somewhere.
Living as an awakened person, the feeling that had expanded, sent a signal that he was watching Kim Joo-won and me through an open window somewhere, and he tilted his head.
There is a security system installed in the academy dormitory, so even if you leave the windows open.

‘What?’

Even though it would look like it was covered with a translucent film from the outside.
Why do I get the feeling that someone is watching me from outside?

‘Is it because of my mood?’

Scratched the back of his head.
Even though she thought that the woman who could see us wherever we were through her dimensional eyes would not bother to come all the way to watch over me and him.
For some reason, I felt uneasy, so I took only my cell phone and sent me to a place where I could feel the line of sight through dimensional transmission.

‘It must have been here.’

I looked around.
Seeing that there was no one in the place where someone should be, she tilted her head.
Was it really my fault?

‘Lee Seo-ha, who had outstanding abilities in reconnaissance and exploration from the beginning?’

To say that, it was clear that the gaze I felt earlier was watching me.
Yi Seo-ha basically has a better sense of humor than other Awakened people thanks to her dimensional ability.
Because of this, even without dimensional eyes, Lee Seo-ha was able to transcend even Kim Joo-won from the second round in information power through technology that allows him to move through a two-dimensional space on his own.
Kim Joo-won also acknowledged Lee Seo-ha’s intelligence, so he used to ask him to search.

And now I am Seoha Lee.
In other words, it is safe to say that I am also influenced by the setting of the original work and have a better sense of spirit than other awakened people.
Recalling that setting, of course, the gaze I felt earlier was definitely not a mistake.

‘Could it be that he escaped in that short period of time…’

When I thought of that, I clicked my tongue.
It is unclear whether he broke through the security magic and came out of the dormitory to watch Kim Joo-won.
But at least, it’s not something to be ignored in that it watched me accurately.

Who are you?
Who was it that spyed on other people’s rooms and ran away as soon as they came?

‘I have to go back once.’

Feeling the phone ringing in my pocket, I designated the room as the destination and returned to the room.
Kim Joo-won, who had already washed his clothes and was wiping his hair with a towel, asked me, “Where have you been?”

“Just to get some fresh air.”

However, I am very different from the Lee Seo-ha that Kim Joo-won knew.
The other category probably includes Lee Seo-ha’s scouting power.

“Seoha.”
“Why.”
“You really went out to get some fresh air, right?”

In addition, Kim Joo-won knows that I am a different person from the existing Lee Seo-ha, but he does not yet know that I am the author Lee Su-hyun.
I said something but…

“Huh.”
“Okay.”

Maybe he sensed that I was still hiding something from him.
But even so, he believed my nonsense and nodded his head.
I smiled at him, put a new bedspread on the duvet, and said, “Let’s go to sleep,” And dragged him to bed.

So, the next day was bright.