Chapter 149 – Words I Thought I’d Never Say

“Were you comfortable on the way?”
“Well, except for the little thing that happened in front of the front door earlier, I managed to come.”
“What if it’s a small thing…?”
“Was it the janitor? He guided our escort vehicle to a corner somewhere.”

Seeing the head of the Astarte family seated in front of me, the dean barely held back from saying what bullshit he was talking about.
It was he who committed the offense in the first place.
Twelve cars.
For a normal bodyguard, the number is quite large.

“Ahaha, originally, the academy’s rules were to prohibit entry except for permitted vehicles, so it seems that our security team tried to solve it according to the principle.”
“Is that so. But I think you should be a little flexible.”
“I’ll tell you better later.”

Originally, it was a person who would never have given permission to enter.
If they get a bad heart, they’re enough to destroy the academy.
Unless it’s completely destroyed, the academy will go into a state of cessation for a while.

“Heh heh, okay, the dean seems to be able to talk well.”
“By the way, why did you come all the way to this place? I understand that we provided all the necessary information, but…”
“Of course, the material was well received. But.”

Widely.
The sound of the housekeeper putting down the teacup he was holding resonated throughout the dean’s office.
Then, when everyone stopped talking and all eyes turned to him.

“Stop.”

Soon, a low, heavy voice made everyone’s emotions calm down.

“What more can I say?”

The head of the household turned to the dean.
One of the most powerful families in the world.
The dean swallowed quietly at the pressure emanating from the head of the Astarte family.
I thought that I had lived my life as a guardian myself, and that I had met a lot of people while I was in the position of a heavyweight as the dean of Cheonghwa Academy.

‘This chair is real.’

The pressure he felt from the man in front of him was on a different level.
Even when I met Chairman Hyun-seong, he wasn’t Lee Jeong-don.

“In the end, all answers will be solved once you meet the student in person.”

I started feeling anxious.
Even if this amount of people were forcibly dragged into the academy, they didn’t blink an eye.
If this kind of person meets that student…

“Could you provide any information about the student?”

The dean thought that no matter how much he thought about it, he couldn’t let them meet Lee Seo-ha.
Of course, before that, there are some points under domestic law that do not recklessly provide personal information to others.

“That’s difficult.”
“Difficult?”
“You must be curious. But if you really want to meet him, you’ll have to make a separate request through our Korean committee.”
“Hmm, is that so?”
“Academy transfers student information to the Guardian Committee when a student graduates and destroys information remaining at the school, so please understand this part.”

How can things flow without an error like this?
At the expected sound, the dean slowly gave the answer he had prepared calmly, even though he knew that it would upset them.
Of course none of this is false.

“This one, I thought the dean would be a little different.”

It was polite, but the meaning behind it was obviously sarcastic, and the dean simply laughed.
It was based on the calculation that a defense like this would be successful.
Of course, the association won’t sell them both.

“We want to match it too, but this part is something we can’t touch.”

After leaving the Astarte family like that, the dean let out a long sigh.
He had no idea if he had done a good job in asking the committee to handle it.
Now that they’re civilians, the committee won’t give them any information.

‘Sooner or later a storm will come.’

Looking out the window, the dean was alone in thought.

*

Kim Joo-won and I were told to come together, and unlike the Astarte family, we were in a state of not knowing what to do.
Even after feeding the baby and playing around with it, it’s a few hours to lie down without thinking.
It was when Kim Joo-won was sitting on the sofa, and he was lying blankly on his thighs as a pillow.

It’s like holding a handle with your own hand.
By the time I came to my senses at the hand of the guy who came down naturally and touched my chest, he said.

“Seoha.”
“Huh.”
“Can we just sit still and do nothing?”

It’s not like you’re coming tomorrow.
But the longer you wait, the more calls or something will keep coming.

“No.”
“Then maybe we need to come up with a plan for something. Or I’ll just tell the truth about what your father asks.”

I raised my blank gaze and looked at him.
You tell the truth
No way…

“Hey, are you crazy?”
“Why.”
“Think of common sense. If you say all that, what kind of dad would say how nice he is and let him live with a guy like you and his daughter?”
“However?”
“You really are an idiot. You don’t really want to make Sae-ah a child who never sees his dad, do you?”

When he frowned and glared at him, Kim Joo-won scratched the back of his head.
Obviously, the Guardian Kim Joo-won in my novel is not such a foolish guy.
Why did Kim Joo-won, a real civilian, fall for himself by saying such thoughtless things?

“That’s not it…”
“Isn’t it okay if I look around in moderation?”
“Then what if I say something wrong? This is it. Shouldn’t we at least have the same thing?”

Hearing that, he thought “Hmm” For a moment and nodded his head as if he was right.
But at the same time, he is in trouble again.

How do you explain how we got here?
I spent less than a year at the academy, and how could I get used to living with a man in such a short period of time?

“Joo Won.”
“Uh.”
“You said I didn’t care that I was a man in the past.”
“It did.”
“Is it because I’m a woman you’ve been seeing for a long time?”

Looking at Kim Joo-won, who gave an affirmative answer, “Yes,” His lips twitched.
After all, since he was a regressor in the past, he was able to naturally accept me as a woman…

“You know that, it’s not going to work for other people, right?”
“Hmm…”
“Others don’t know you were a regressor.”
“Ah.”
“That’s why we’re trying to come up with a response scenario before we meet.”

I pulled out the guy’s hand that had gotten under my clothes and got up and sat down.

“How, how…We became lovers and came this far.”

Then she said something that she thought would never happen and looked away for a moment.
Be a lover
If you knew what happened between me and this guy, it would never come out.

“Lover…”
“Ah, but it’s not a deep arrangement, so don’t think it’s strange. Isn’t it the sign that you and I were dating?”

I have a child, and somehow I hate it and live together.
There is also the influence of the memories Seoha Lee left behind.

“You were mad at yourself and you were having fun fucking me.”
“Kuk.”
“…Well, I wasn’t really good at it either.”

Why, the moment I said that, I remembered the ugly scar left on his stomach.
The scars of the hacking, which will not be erased for the rest of my life, and which covered the abdominal muscles that still have scars on my stomach, pricked my heart.
What the hell was I thinking when I did that?

“Ah, anyway! That’s why you don’t have any good ideas.”
“Um. Well. I just thought it would be okay to give an appropriate answer depending on the situation.”
“…”

I looked into the boy’s eyes for a moment with pity.
I couldn’t believe that this guy was really the same person as the guy who was terrifyingly famous among the Guardians.
Of course, even so, he’s a guy who displays a brilliant mind when necessary…

“You just had a weird idea.”
“No?”
“Hmmmm, anyway, coming back to that, you’re going to have to make up how we met after all.”

The eyes are filthy fast.
I nodded my head at the words he brought out after looking at me for a moment.
In fact, the spatial background is well prepared.
It was the first time I saw this guy in the academy, where you have to see his face, whether you like it or not.

“In addition, you have to dress up as a man at the academy and how you found out that you were a woman.”
“Huh.”
“That seems like a less difficult problem than I thought…”

I tilted my head at the boy’s words.
It’s not as difficult as you might think…

“Why?”
“Remember the moment we first met.”

When did you first meet?
At that time, I only remember being pinched and being terribly sick, so what am I trying to remember?

“Didn’t I go into your room and see you relaxing?”
“…Ah.”
“I still feel sorry for what happened after that.”

He put his hand to his chest.
The memory of that time was so strong that when I recalled that moment, my nipples started to ache again.

“Anyway, how about changing that and saying that the room you entered with your abilities is mine, and that I saw you comfortably when I entered the room?”
“Hmm.”
“I saw you undressing and showing off your breasts by mistake.”

Not a bad idea.
Come to think of it, I was dressed as a man, so it’s not impossible.

“But if you do that, isn’t it a mistake to see me naked? You just came to your room.”
“Is it?”
“Well, there’s nothing to talk about in detail.”

If you live in a world where there are originally only men, even women you would normally see outside tend to look much prettier in that world.

“As expected, our Seoha.”
“…No, can’t you think of tidying up like that?”
“Well, more than that, it’s just because you’re cute when you say that.”

This child…
I’m worried that something might go wrong with this side right now.

“What do you think is so complicated and difficult? Anyway, the important thing is how you and I met.”
“Yes.”
“Well, people meet people, but do you have to have a job to meet them? For example, I don’t remember anything about our leak, when I woke up, I couldn’t remember anything, but it can be said that everything was over. Isn’t it something like that?”
“Is it?

I felt like I was the only one who had a fever, so I wiggled my hair, and Kim Joo-won smiled softly.
But he couldn’t complain to the guy.

Ding-dong.
When she looked at the screen at the sound of the intercom ringing.

Because my father, Seoha Lee, was standing in front of the common entrance to the apartment.