Chapter 21 – Being a Toy

“Please go to Cheonghwa Academy Intersection.”

I heard Kim Joo-won’s polite voice from the side.
I couldn’t imagine doing such a thing to me, and I was disgusted by the polite guy.
No, it might be the right expression to say that I was full of energy.

“Under.”

The subject of doing such crazy things to a girl in her class.
Polite to others.
His attitude, like a double personality, made me sigh.

But I didn’t want to comment on anything here.
I said useless things. It’s also a problem that strange things come out.
Just…

“Why?”
“No.”

I didn’t want to mix anything with him.
What had happened to him earlier was still running through his head.
At the cafe.
In that place where everyone can see it, that thing that showed me the bottom side that can be seen as a person.

In fact, I wanted to blow his jawbone right now.
Protagonist or whatever.
The fact that I had touched a person’s most intimate and precious part was making me mad.
In addition, I also feel a sense of shame that I made a character like this that people can treat like that.

It was complicated.
What the hell did I write, and why should I suffer such shameful insults?
And the fact that I couldn’t say anything even when I was insulted like that.

“Twelve thousand five hundred won.”

Got out of the taxi
While Kim Joo-won was calculating, he wanted to run away.
But if I really run away, he’ll probably break into my dorm room to catch me.

“Then shall we go?”

Because of this, I couldn’t even run away and got out of the taxi first and waited quietly.
Let’s be surprised by the feeling of suddenly holding someone’s hand.

“Huh?”

As if I had finished the calculation before I knew it, Kim Joo-won was standing next to me.

“Would you like to hold hands with me?”
“Fuck, don’t touch me before I kill you.”
“Hmm.”

Do you really think that Ji and I are lovers now?
No, that couldn’t be
He doesn’t even know how much I hate Ji.

“Okay?”

However, Kim Joo-won smiled sinisterly.
Then, he grabbed my wrist and suddenly started dragging me somewhere by force.

“Leave this!”

I shook my wrist and tried to shake off his hand.
But Kim Joo-won’s hands held me tight like handcuffs and wouldn’t let go of me.
I wonder if I was led by his hand to a dark alley like that.

“You you!”
“Are you really going to kill me?”

You pushed me away like you were throwing me into a wall, and you blocked my way as if you had nowhere to run.
As I stare at that guy, I feel my hand reaching for something insidious again.

“The crazy bastard is the real evil!”

Match-!
Eventually, my hand flew off.
I was angry in the moment thinking that the word not to touch my body sounded funny.

And that’s what I thought.
What the hell does this guy think of me?
Because I don’t want the fact that I’m a woman caught, so I stay still.
Do you really think I am such a toy that you can do whatever you want?

“…”

Kim Joo-won, who turned his head to my sword, couldn’t believe that he had been hit.
The guy, who was blank for a moment, patted his cheek and exhaled a small breath, saying, “Whoa.”
That moment.

“Seoha.”

Kim Joo-won’s voice is low.
Watching his hand slip over his shoulder.

“What, why…?”

Anxiety started creeping up in a corner of my heart.
The other day, when he was overcome with anger and fought against Kim Joo-won.
What was I like then?

“I told you not to fight a fight you can’t win.”
“…”
“But our Seoha is going to do that again?”

I could feel my body stiffen at the sound of his low voice.
Even though his hand slowly came down from my shoulder and placed it on my chest.
Until just now, my mind was filled with thoughts of killing him, and I just stared at him as if I was frozen.

“Do we need another education?”
“…Sorry.”
“Don’t just talk, huh?”

It was then.
I held my breath as I watched the man’s face come closer and closer.
Regardless of your intention, you can take your lips like this right now, anytime you want.
Why do you keep resisting?

“I hope this doesn’t happen next time, Seoha.”

But did Kim Joo-won not have the heart to do something strange to me right now?
His lips touching my mouth, fortunately, never happened.

“…Huh.”
“And why did you write this?”

Instead, the hat I wore to hide my eyes from others came off regardless of my will.

“Give me the hat.”
“Why?”
“No, why the fuck? It’s mine, so give it to me quickly!”
“Hmm.”

Kim Joo-won looked around the hat and threw it up into the sky.
He summoned his thunderbolt sword and cut through the air.
The hat fell to the floor and split in two, rendering it incapable of functioning properly.

“You…!”

I started to rekindle my anger.
Let’s look at Kim Joo-won after seeing that it was a hat that became trash.

“Hmm, I don’t understand. Why are you hiding such a pretty face?”

His hand came close to my Volga.
“Huh?” He asked back and handed me a question that I couldn’t even pronounce.

“…Shouldn’t you stop talking like a dog and do it quickly?”
“Why? Usually women like it when they say they’re pretty.”
“Kim Joo-won, are you asking because you really don’t know?”

Does he really see me as a woman?
No, you fucking confirmed that Seoha Lee was a guy on the first day.
But are you really looking at me as a woman?

“What?”
“Yes. I might look like a woman in your eyes now. But you know, don’t you remember that?”

Picking up the two hats that had fallen on the floor, I asked him.

“Didn’t you see my ID the day before the entrance ceremony? The one in the front seat and the one with my picture on it, not a woman’s.”
“It did.”
“But even after seeing that, are you still treating me like this?”

Undoubtedly, I think it’s the worst thing to get involved in the BL controversy.
He even killed Lee Seo-ha, who was planning to lead him to the original ending, and got him off.

“What?”
“I’m going to say yes to breasts, seeing, and even touching. Now that I look at you, I look fucking pretty and I want to fuck you.”

But what he’s doing right now.
It’s a move that only appears in BL water.

Yes, it’s good to keep your eyes on the body you can see.
Regardless of my will, I hate it to the point of death when he touches my body, but that’s what I think if you’re a crazy bastard like him, you can touch it enough.

“Do you see me as a woman now?”
“Then? Are you not a woman?”
“I am Nam-.”
“If you talk about yourself being a man one more time, I won’t let you go.”

In an instant, Kim Joo-won’s gaze turned cold.
His body flinched at his gaze and his mouth closed.

“Crazy pervert bastard…”
“Lee Seo-ha. It doesn’t matter what you see me as, but you seem to have forgotten the education I gave you yesterday, right?”

At the same time, I felt as if my chin was wrapped in Kim Joo-won’s hand.
Her gaze rose slightly, forcing her to make eye contact with him.
Momentary silence.

“If you’re a man, there’s nothing to wear, don’t call me a man.”
“…”
“Well then, let’s go.”

Then he released his hand from his chin and slowly turned him around.
What are you thinking?

“Are you serious?”
“What.”
“You’re buying me clothes.”
“When did you see me lie?”
“…No.”

I heard Kim Joo-won said that it was natural.
The urge to run away with her ability was momentarily strong.

But he won’t let me go.
If you run away, education or what, next Monday.
Or he’ll come to me today and make me pay for running away.

“Ha.”

I let out a small sigh as I walked behind him.
So as not to hear in Kim Joo-won’s ears.

*        *

“Look at that. After all, my eyes weren’t wrong.”

And I made the choice to follow him instead of running away.
After about 20 minutes, I started to regret it.
I had to run away.
No matter what the fuck happened, I had to run away earlier.

“Guest, the fit is good, so it suits you very well.”
“Kim Joo-won, you’re-.”
“Huh? Seo Ha, why?”

I looked in the mirror.
His black hair and blue eyes were the same as before.
But the rest was a problem.

The clothing store Kim Joo-won took was a store that had as many women’s clothes as men’s clothes.
I’m not wearing clothes to get around comfortably there.
She was really dressed in clothes that would make her look like a woman.

“…No.”

As if I were a doll.
Kim Joo-won’s perverted act of unleashing her own taste on me
I felt like I could curse dozens of thousands of times right now.

“If you’re going to buy it, let’s go and buy it quickly…”

To be honest, I wear only men’s school uniforms or sweats all the time.
Even though it was simply a light blue shirt and white cotton pants.
Seeing Lee Seo-ha wearing women’s clothes for the first time is pretty.
Even when I was about to curse, when I looked in the mirror, the words would come through.

Of course, his mental strength was being gnawed away in real time.

“Then, calculate that first, um… Hey, don’t you have a skirt?”
“If you put it on, you will commit suicide.”
“Really? Then I’ll have to put it on again.”
“Please stop…”

Did you take my condition into consideration?
“Hmm, I’ll buy a skirt next time,” He said casually, as if he was going to wear it.
Fortunately, I was able to run away from the store, only counting the clothes I was wearing.

“Well, is that okay?”

I left the store, glared at him, and opened my mouth.
Anyway, when you always talk shit about me, it’s a topic that I take off all my clothes.
Why are you even buying clothes for me?

“Then see you on Monday.”

Anyway, I’m sure he’ll listen to what he wants.
I waved my hand at the thought of going in now and tried to turn around.
Kim Joo-won grabbed his wrist.

“Isn’t it over yet?”

What else are you trying to do to me?
Until I saw the guy with a big smile on his face.

And when I saw that guy’s smile, there was only one thought that came to my mind.

What did I write
What did you write, how did that bastard become such an idiot?