Chapter 22 – I Saw It.

“Are you serious?”
“What.”
“Are you sure you want to hang out with me?”

Hate.
In order to comfort the tired mind and body during the weekdays, I made a plan.
Should I waste a golden weekend on Kim Joo-won like this?

“Is that so?”
“Crazy bastard.”
“Is that a compliment?”
“What?”
“If you call a madman crazy, that’s a compliment, what?”

Did this kid really eat something wrong?
When I looked at him with a confused expression, Kim Joo-won sighed and smiled at me.
After all, I automatically thought that it would be best not to be with this bastard at all.

“Let go.”
“Huh?”
“Leave it. I don’t want to be with a madman at all.”
“Seoha.”
“Let go!”

But, did I get angry with the guy who didn’t want to let me go?
I shouted at Kim Joo-won and threw his hand behind me.

“Seoha.”

Ignoring Kim Joo-won’s call, he coolly told him, “Don’t hold on to me,” And turned around.
But what he did after that.

‘Fucking bastard.’

At this time, I didn’t think about it because I was so angry that I didn’t have a good rational judgment.
Originally, the guy who would grab his hair saying, “Seoha, why don’t you listen?”

“The resistance is still strong…”

I casually spit out words that would be creepy if I heard them.

“It might be the same as the previous car.”

Giving me a paper bag to contain my hoodie and sweats that I dropped on the floor.
I just blankly stare at my back as I walk away.

“Fucking bastard, bastard…”

But I didn’t even think about it that far.
Just walking hard to go back to the dormitory.
Approaching the fence next to the school, I set my room in the dormitory as the target point and opened a second-dimensional space.

“This… Seoha?”

Someone is following me from afar, watching me use my abilities and disappear.
Without even imagining it.

*     *    *

“Under!”

He nervously shut the door with a bang.
My fists trembled.
It’s the clothes. Ji did that to me so I got wet…

Under.
Fucking crazy bastard.
No matter what, you dare to do such a thing in a cafe with people…

My face felt like it would explode.
It was unfair.
Clearly, I am the victim.
Why should I feel this shame?

“Fuck for real!”

In the anger that came up from the depths of the inside.
I tore off the shirt Juwon Kim had bought for me as a gift, without even unbuttoning it, and threw it on the floor.

Buttons all fell off and rolled across the floor.
I took off my pants and threw them on the floor.
Feeling helpless after struggling for a long time, I laid down on the bed and let out a long sigh.

“Fuck really…”

I cursed again.
Why did I have to feel this feeling?

They are treated as subhuman and treated like toys.
It’s not enough, but I’m the one who tramples on the most intimate sexual part of a person.
Why should I feel this shame?

I’m afraid that I’ll be caught stealing or robbing right away.
Afraid of losing their social prestige, they look around and commit crimes with a pricked heart.
But I don’t know why I should feel this way and not Kim Joo-won.
Isn’t it normal that Kim Joo-won, who originally acts like a dog to me, should feel that way?

No.
If that’s all you can say, maybe you’ll be happy.
I’d rather just use Lee Seo-ha’s body for a while.
Kim Joo-won would rather turn his eyes to Lee Seo-ha’s beautiful body, and he could have escaped just because he did such a thing.

But what did he do today?
As if i
Lee Seo-ha seemed to feel that she herself was a woman.

I looked in the mirror.
Lee Seo-ha’s terrifyingly beautiful blue eyes were looking at me.
Seoha Lee’s lips were swollen.

It’s been a month and a half since I lost my appearance as Lee Soo-hyun.
Looking at her face, I felt like I was becoming Seoha Lee.
Maybe that made her more sensitive.

I am a writer
He is the one who created the foundation of this world.
It felt like I was gradually being assimilated as a character in this world.

The me who used to be Lee Soo-hyun is like a dream.
It’s because I’m scared that now as Lee Seo-ha, I’m becoming a reality.

Besides, what kind of things did she go through after becoming Lee Seo-ha?

Hard to stay sane.
Maybe if I hadn’t had memories of being Lee Soo-hyun.
If I had been a man and had no memories before possessing
Wasn’t it full of things that might have already gone crazy?

“Crazy b… Bastard.”

Ha.
I don’t know.

In fact, I am aware that the reaction I am seeing right now is not normal.
Calling it sexual harassment is an understatement.
Kim Joo-won What that fucking crazy bastard did to me.

It’s not just rape.
Actually, if it’s the way he behaves now, it wouldn’t be strange if he raped me at any time.
Running away should be a way too.
If Kim Joo-won does not get the help he needs for his growth, he may choose to return again without hesitation.

Come to think of it, I never thought about it.
If Kim Joo-won returns, what will happen after that?
Will this world disappear?
Or will it remain as it is?

‘It would be fine if it was the latter, but if it was the former…’

Aww
Broke it
Oh, how did you write the novel, so I wondered if my life was like this now.

Even though I know what’s going to happen in the future, I can’t even resist properly.
It’s not like running away either.

Escape?
If you want to hit, you can hit.
But in the meantime, I was worried that Kim Joo-won would be fine for a year without returning before he could properly grow.

After he returned, I had never thought about what would happen to this world.
This world, according to the original idea, would be ruined in about 20 years.

“Whoa.”

Of course, that doesn’t mean you can stay silent.
I got up from the bed and pulled out my notebook and pen.

– The regressor has everything theorem.

Sit down at your desk and write the title on the cover of your notebook.
I opened the inlay and started running the pen over it.
In order not to remain silent, I needed my own weapon.

My weapon.
Knowing more about future events than Kim Joo-won.

It doesn’t matter now whether he’s in the 3rd or not.
Anyway, this is the reality for me now, and the part I didn’t think about has been reorganized to fit the reality.
There was quite a bit of a gap between the novel I wrote and reality.

However, just because there is a considerable gap between the novel and reality, it does not mean that information on the original work I wrote is unnecessary.

Obviously an important part.
For example, on the first day, Kim Joo-won checks whether Lee Seo-ha entered properly.
Or, in the first practice, there was an error in the virtual world implementation device.
The incidents mentioned in the work are clearly following the original work.

Maybe there is something I forgot.
Even if I wrote it, the serialization period was almost a year, so there may be parts I don’t remember from the early events.
Didn’t he catch Kim Joo-won for being a woman thanks to that right away?

‘Yeah, it started when Kim Joo-won took this potion here in the beginning.’

Playing with the pen like that, I slowly began to recall the contents that I had thought about and wrote a long time ago.
Start with what’s right in front of you.
All of the moments that come to be quite important.

*

“Then I’m going, Sihoo.”
“Okay, go in carefully.”
“Yes. See you next time.”

After seeing off my sister, I turned my steps while watching the bus leave.
Saturday 2:20pm.
As I left the terminal, I immediately felt that part of the weekend that had flown away was a waste thanks to the uninvited visitor who visited without contacting me.

But my sister couldn’t help it either.
My parents asked me to go and see if they were worried about me entering the academy alone.

“Ah…”

I turned on the stretch.
I’m going to send my sister too.
I felt better because I thought it was the start of the real weekend.
Then, I was about to speed up my steps thinking that I should go back to the dormitory and enjoy a pleasant game all day.

‘It’s the weekend, but there’s a crazy guy walking around wearing a school uniform…’

How long did it take like that
As I headed toward the alley lined with commercial buildings in the middle of the shortcut to the academy, a familiar school uniform caught my eye.
How many people have silver hair in our academy?
Is there a girl next to you?

‘It’s good to sell, Sifal.’

Why don’t I have a girlfriend that a crazy guy who wears a school uniform even on weekends has?
I let out a sigh of relief at the slight sense of defeat.
Even though the male side is a little taller and has a nice body, I don’t think I’m going to kneel.
I was envious though.

However, looking at the mysterious couple, something was strange.
Why does it feel familiar from the female side?

“Leave this!”

I wondered why someone had come to mind in her high-pitched voice.

‘Who is it?’

It was a bit strange.
Clearly, the guy I am thinking of now was a man.
Why does that guy come to mind?

The line revealed in the clothes is different from the guy I know.
Even though he clearly insisted that he was a woman.

At first, I thought it was because of my mood.
He’s suspiciously pretty, but he’s still a man, right?

But even so, I wanted to know what this feeling was so familiar that it was overly suspicious.
I follow her as if possessed.
Without noticing it, the wind obliterated my presence, and I cautiously started to follow her.

As far as I know, I don’t know the whole country of dimension-type abilities right now.
At least in Cheonghwa Academy, only one person, Lee Seo-ha, possessed this ability.
It was also a skill that he might have in Korea.

So even as I followed, I fell into trouble.
If she, who feels suspiciously familiar, uses the same ability as Lee Seo-ha.
I was wondering what to do.

As her class leader, you should set an example for her, so according to her school rules, send her to her safflower.
Or should I hide her because I think there must be a reason for that?

But the thought was soon erased from her head.
Because it’s still too early to decide.
It could be a girl who just came to the academy to see her boyfriend or her family, like my older sister.
To say that, though, it takes the behavior I showed with that silver-haired Cheonghwa Academy student earlier.

However, my heart was already leaning toward the idea that she was her Lee Seo-ha.
Was it like that?
Keeping the distance dangerously close, the crab following her suspiciously.

‘Please.’

How far did you walk
In a one-room village next to the high fence of the academy, a place that is quite eerie for a woman to come alone.
Seeing her stop, her heart started pounding like crazy.

Will she find out the truth about the suspiciously pretty boy and be engulfed in trouble?
Or whether she will be able to confirm that she is not Lee Seo-ha and comfortably stay with her same-sex friend Woori Cha-seok.
Sooner or later, it was time for the outcome to be decided.

‘Please.’

But my earnest wish is for her.
No, did she not reach Lee Seo-ha?

I watched.
She
No, seeing Seoha Lee using her own abilities to enter her academy.