Chapter 33 – Violence in the Name of a Kiss

The sound of silver chains with restraints colliding against each other sounded quite menacing to me.
A hand restraint device, handcuffs.
But such restraints would not mean much to me anyway.
What are you trying to do with that

“Seoha.”

Kim Joo-won waved at me.
Even though he was already kneeling right in front of him, what more could he ask for?
After not understanding the meaning for a while, he held out his hand only after he flicked the handcuffs.

“Really, we’re slow to notice.”

Kim Joo-won wondered if that was another dissatisfaction.
After putting the handcuffs on one side of my wrists, I made a look as if I was worried for a moment while shaking the unfastened anti-punch.

“I wonder if you’ll be able to understand what I’m going to say later.”
“What the hell are you doing…”

Is it because he spits out words that cannot be ignored after that?
I was startled by his remarks, and with an uneasy mind, let’s recite a word.
Kim Joo-won must have heard it again, and his eyes drew an arc.

“Well?”

Then he drew my attention by saying, “Seoha, look.”
His handcuffed arms were pulled by his hand, and his body was dragged along.
Was Kim Joo-won quite satisfied with the way my body moved according to his will?

“I was thinking what to do with you.”

The guy who would normally give you an answer like what to do on your own somehow answered my words properly.
Again, let’s stare blankly at the guy who is probably thinking about a pervert.

Match-!

What flew by suddenly.

“Kyaaak-!”

I just sat there looking at him without thinking.
It was the palm of the man who slapped me on the cheek.

“What, what?”
“Seoha, do you really not know?”
“What are you talking about all of a sudden!”
“What are you talking about?”

When he shouted at the guy who suddenly slapped him on the cheek, Kim Joo-won let out a small sigh.

“I mean, I’m thinking about what to do with you, who made a lot of mistakes from yesterday to today.”
“What…”
“Seoha, do you really not know?”

Then he started saying things he couldn’t understand.
Let’s look at him with a puzzled expression.
Kim Joo-won sighed softly, “Whoa,” And then dragged me with his handcuffs and hung the other handcuffs on the post of his bed.

“Originally, I was going to scold you.”

He started spitting out nonsensical bullshit.
Don’t scold me for what I did wrong.

“You look like you don’t understand?”
“What did I do wrong?”
“Well, think carefully about your actions since yesterday.”

However, I gritted my teeth when I saw the guy who was still spouting words that I didn’t understand.
What the hell did I do, huh?
Those words lingered in my mouth.

“I was just trying to open up your mana, but don’t you tell me to turn it off? Don’t you pass out because of the reverse flow of mana while moving intoxicated with mana?”
“…”
“Even if you fainted, you shouldn’t wake up when the time is right. And don’t you bother me by having your period on your own?”
“Please.”
“The subject who woke up after passing out, wakes up the sleeping person who doesn’t know that he did something wrong and asks where his clothes are. Besides, he’s on his period again today, so he didn’t keep his promise?”

I spat out one word, “Stop it” At the words of a guy who seemed like he would go crazy just hearing it.
Kim Joo-won grabbed my chin and forced me to raise my head to meet his gaze.

“Originally, I was going to look at you wearing clothes and waiting today, Seoha. Because I didn’t teach you that.”
“Please stop.”
“So I thought I could just get over it for once.”

Like I was really wrong.
I think I’m going to get sick of seeing someone spitting crazy things like me.

“Joo Won.”

I brought it up with the feeling that it would be okay now.

“Why are you doing this to me?”

In the eyes of the guy who said that to me.
There was an indescribable emotion that had never existed before.

Affection.
Love.
Hatred.
Madness.

And vengeance.

Are you listening to this now?
Before that bastard was a bastard who was teasing me.
I was so madly curious about what kind of feelings people have for me.

As Lee Seo-ha, I haven’t done anything wrong to you.
Do I even have to hear from you about what I did wrong?

“Why are you doing this…”

Then Kim Joo-won stopped what he was saying.
With his terrifyingly black eyes, he stared into my blue eyes.
He let go of my chin, then tapped my cheek with his hand.

“Well. Just because you now know the reason.”

He pressed his lower lip gently with his thumb and flicked it.
Like touching something precious.
He lowered his hand and gently stroked his chest with the tip of his thumb.

“Can you atone for what you did to me?”

What?
Atonement for what I did to myself?
What is it?

“Lee Seo-ha.”

But don’t you want to give me time to question?
He took off the name tag that reads ‘Perverted Bitch Lee Seo-ha’ from my chest and tore it up in front of my eyes.

Suddenly, he started looking at me with scary eyes.

“That’s right. What I’m doing may not be fair to you right now.”

Between his shrunken shins, he forcibly clamped his own thigh.
As if they were trying to attack me, who was restrained in handcuffs and unable to escape.
His left arm rested against the wall next to the bed.

“But you know what? I’m a person who lives clinging to the memories of the past.”

Words you don’t understand.
It’s as if I’m not talking to the current me, but to another Lee Seo-ha in front of me.

“Because of those past memories, I have no intention of forgiving you.”
“…What are you talking about?”
“Now you don’t understand. All the things you did before will not be with you now.”

Let’s see the guy who brings me out in the form of one-sided violence
Just one emotion started to settle in my mind.

Really country.
The idea that he is afraid of Lee Seo-Ha, who harbors a murderous and vengeful spirit.

“You will never understand.”

Whether he was handcuffed or not, his fingertips and toes began to tremble.
Did I try to run away without knowing?
As I pulled my bound hands, a piece of metal called handcuffs quickly grabbed my wrists and let me know I couldn’t escape.
In response, let’s frown at the pain we feel in our wrists.

“What, are you trying to run away again?”

Kim Joo-won grabbed my shoulder and began to squeeze his hand tightly, as if trying to keep me from running away.
A terrifying moan of “Ahhhhh” Came out of the pain he felt in his shoulder.
His face got closer.

“You can never run away, Lee Seo-ha.”

In that moment, before I even realized what he was doing, I felt a touch on my lips that I shouldn’t have felt.

Kiss.
At the physiological disgust rising from within, I tried to push him away with my untied hands.
Did you even anticipate that?

Kim Joo-won was holding his unbound wrist with his own hand before he knew it.
As soon as I show signs of resisting, is it an intention to prevent me from even resisting?
Before mixing his tongue, he bit my lower lip with his upper teeth.

“Sweet!”

The moment I was about to let out a moan at the pain I felt on my lips.
As if not wanting to miss the gap, Kim Joo-won pushed his tongue through the slightly gaping teeth.

With eyes open
Sending me eyes that conveyed the meaning that he would not let go if he bit his tongue or something.
The violence in the name of kissing was done to me with increasing intensity.

“Huh, yup!”

Even though the psychological rejection of being beaten by the same man is intense.
Is the body a woman?
Even in the middle of the breath that I can’t breathe properly.
I could feel my body gradually breaking down at the kissing ability of a guy who couldn’t be considered ordinary.

Please stop
Whatever it was, I did something wrong, so I couldn’t even tell him to stop.
It wasn’t until his body was now lying on the floor that he took his lips away from me.

“Haa, really, how can you be just as delicious as before and now…”

Then I heard a sentence that I couldn’t ignore, but I heard it in my ears.
I wonder if I don’t even have that level of rationality left.
The moment I heard that, it would be normal to solve the question that came up in my mind right now.
Now I can’t answer that question.

“Lee Seo-ha.”

Because my disheveled body was forcing me to breathe in quickly.
Suffocated breath.
Not fresh though.
In the middle of arranging my breath because the survival instinct to breathe in the air that I had not been able to breathe in the meantime took precedence.

I heard Kim Joo-won’s voice and glanced up at him.
Then his hands grabbed my heart again.

“You won’t know.”
“…?”
“What you meant to me.”
“Sir…!”

The moment the cherry at the end was held in his hand and a moan escaped his mouth.

“And because of that, what ill-will do I have toward you?”

When you hear words you don’t understand and your eyes widen.
Suddenly, I heard a click, and it felt like the handcuffs were unlocking.

“Today ends here. It’s okay to go back now.”

Ill feeling.
Reasonably, I should have asked him here, even if he didn’t answer the meaning of that word.
It was so hard that I couldn’t even think of it, and I got up and struggled to get my clothes on.

“…”

Then, when I opened the second-dimensional space and returned to my room, a feeling of mental exhaustion swept over my body.
But I can’t fall like this.

As much as I couldn’t ask him.
Because there was something I had to check before I forgot.

‘There must have been something related to this.’

Between what Kim Joo-won said earlier.
As for whether the contents of the novel that I have organized, such as that Lee Seo-ha was a woman, are there.

I opened the note like that.