Chapter 40 – I Feel Sick

I glared at Kim Joo-won.
I pursed my lips and looked at the guy who put his hand on my head.
The moment that hand came down and gently caressed my breasts and gently held her nipples with the tips of her fingers.
I could feel the momentary crack in the expression on her face.

“Ugh…”

Between slightly open lips.
Unable to hold back his exhaled breath, he quietly spat out.

“Are you not going to stop moaning anymore?”

Then the man’s voice was heard.
In fact, he couldn’t help groaning.
It’s quite unreasonable to do this here with a body that is not in good condition.
There was no way I could withstand his stimulation while my vision was shaking a little right now.

“Seoha, if I ask you, you said you would answer.”
“Whoops, whoops!”

Maybe that’s why I didn’t answer without knowing.
Kim Joo-won seemed uncomfortable.
He started teasing my nipples with a dissatisfied voice saying he didn’t answer me again.

“Again, don’t answer, huh?”

The feeling that consciousness is gradually being dragged into the abyss.
It seems like Kim Joo-won is saying something, but his words are not in my ears.
My nerves are focused on the touch of the guy who just touches my sensitive part.

“Hayeotsssss…”

Maybe it’s because my head is heavy and shaking as if I’m about to lose consciousness right now.
Without thinking, just gradually focusing on a single ray of pleasure felt in the body.
Not even being aware of the condition underneath that is gradually getting wet.
At the end of that bastard’s hand, it was gradually crumbling.

Then gradually
Thinking that he shouldn’t fall down, did he have to grab onto something?

The hand of the guy who was touching me right now went without my knowledge, as if I was trying to rely on that hand.
Unknowingly, I grabbed his wrist.
Did I not expect that I would have such a reaction?

“Haha…”

Kim Joo-won’s hand suddenly stopped.
When that touch stopped, I slowly lifted his head without realizing it.

“Kim Joo-won…”

Calling his name, I met his gaze.
Maybe it’s because reason doesn’t exist for me anymore.
I was looking at a guy who would normally kill me even if I looked at him, but now I was looking at him with eyes longing for something.

“Me…”

Below, as if he wants to relive that dangerous feeling he felt before.
Along with the trembling illusion, the feeling of tickling made my eyes go to his hand.

But did he want to tell me that his body, which was not normal, could not allow it anymore?
The moment I spit out a word like that, my vision turned black.

“Lee Seo-ha?”

As if being embraced by Kim Joo-won.
He fell forward and collapsed, losing consciousness.

* * *

How much time has passed like that
While swimming in the abyss, I felt as if my body flinched at the stimulus as if something was being touched from the outside.
In heavy consciousness.
I slowly opened my eyes, feeling my body tremble.

“Eww…”

Where the hell are you?
My memory of going to Kim Joo-won in a bad condition and taking off my clothes because of him was cut off.

But to such an extent that I can’t even think about what happened.
I must have fallen asleep and woke up, but my physical condition was not very good.
Between dim visions.
I slowly opened my eyes and saw the familiar scenery of my room.

“My room?”

It wasn’t Kim Joo-won’s room.
A familiar room scene.
However, if it’s different from what I knew, it’s unlike my memory that supplies and clothes for men’s clothing are neatly organized.
As if someone hadn’t cleaned it up, things like clothes and bandages were roughly hanging on tables and chairs.

Maybe I didn’t come back to the room on my own feet.
The moment you think about it and try to raise it slowly.
Muscles all over my body started screaming, warning me that I couldn’t move just yet.

It was a bunch at first.
The fact that he challenged to clear the other side world in an abnormal physical condition itself.

“Ugh…”

So I gave up on what was happening and groped for my phone.
Fortunately, the phone was placed by my bedside, just like I always sleep next to it.

When I opened the phone book, I saw a bare screen without a few numbers.
Heungsinso, Yoon Shi-hoo, instructor, and the numbers of unknown people.

Usually, it’s a meeting of numbers I wouldn’t have contacted first.
As far as today, I was reaching for one of those numbers without my knowledge.

In this academy, you’re the only one who can stand by my side.
Contrary to my expectations, I pressed the number of the only ally that hides the fact that I am a woman and pushed it to the right.

[ Hello? ]

After a few beeps.
When I heard Yoon Shi-hoo’s voice over the phone, the feeling of wanting to see someone began to wake up.

“Shihoo…”

As if it would cut off, a faint voice flowed through my lips.
I can hear his question on the other side of the phone, “Seoha? Seoha?”

“Yes…”
“But what’s going on? I’m a little busy.”

Was he even playing a game?
It seems like the characters are fighting with each other over the phone.
I could faintly hear the game’s lines and the sound effect of various weapons colliding and exploding.

But it’s for me right now.
It may be a bit selfish, but the fact that he was playing games or something was not taken seriously.

“I… Have a strange body.”

Had it been normal, I would never have done it.
And if a man full of blood had listened, he casually took out words that would have been misunderstood.

“I think it hurts…”

When Yoon Shi-hoo heard that, he was silent for a while and said, “I’ll be there soon.”
He hung up before he even got my answer.

Maybe I’ve been rejected now.
No matter who hears it, I’ll be there soon, so after I misinterpreted the words to wait a little longer.
I turned around and stared blankly at the sunset light shining on the floor.

“…It hurts…”

Feeling the tears flowing down my eyes, I let out a single word.
I can’t be weak
Is it because I feel like the things happening around me are strangling me?

In the midst of being sick, there is no one to visit, and the current situation with no place to contact is so sad.
That time when you can’t help but cry.

– Ding Dong

A doorbell rang as if someone had pressed a bell outside.
“Seoha! I’m here!” A man’s voice came through the intercom into the room.

Yoon Si-hoo came to the room.

But even though she knew with her body that she had to open the door.
My body couldn’t possibly follow my will.
Eventually inevitably.

“Shihoo…”

She picked up the phone and gave him the room code.

“Seoha!”

Click.
Upon hearing the sound of the door closing, Yoon Si-hoo ran straight to the bed and saw me lying with the blanket covered.
“Are you okay?” She put her hand on her forehead and, startled, spoke to me as if reprimanding me.

“Seoha, you’re feverish right now… What the hell did you do to become a kid who woke up from the other side of the world?”

Soon, she apologized for what she said earlier, as if she had made a mistake, as if she was slightly angry.

“Too.”

After saying one word.
Take a break and say something again.

“I must have overdone it.”
“So let’s go in together, so be sure to be stubborn.”

Hearing my words, he let out a small sigh.
He reached out to my shoulders to straighten me out as I was lying on my side.

“Shihoo, give me some water…”

But rather than getting his consideration.
Sensing the thirst in his throat, he gently pushed Sihoo’s hand away and carefully asked for it.
“Okay, wait a minute,” He said, then stood up and stared at his back as he headed for the refrigerator.
I slowly got up at the sight of the guy bringing a cup and water bottle.

“Here…”

The moment the blanket falls down.
Sihoo stopped for a moment when he saw me while putting down the water, then cleared his throat.

“Hey, here you go.”

Then he put the water on the table and looked away cautiously.
What is my condition right now, why am I doing that?
The moment you look down as you reach out to drink water.
My naked body without a single thread caught my eye.

“Thank you.”

Now that I’m a woman in the goal, I guess I’m being careful in my own way.
After pouring water into a cup and quenching his thirst, he lay down again and covered the blanket so that Sihoo would not be ashamed.
When he said, “I’m lying down,” Sihoo turned his head and sighed a little and started nagging him.

“Seo-ha, no matter how manly you are, you should be careful, huh?”

…I wonder why it was so funny to hear such words while dancing in pants and setting up a tent.
Even if you know I used to be a man
My body right now is a pretty big stimulus that a man can’t help it.

“Sorry.”
“I didn’t mean to apologize, but be careful anyway.”

Yoon Si-hoo said so.
I started wiping my forehead slowly with a slightly damp towel, as if it had been soaked with it when I went to the kitchen earlier.

“Huh.”

He replied in a small voice with a slight smile at the skill as if he hadn’t done it once or twice.
Felt good.
Just like in real life here, I wonder if there is someone who comes to visit me when I am sick.

“Thank you.”

So thank you.
It was because I was grateful to him who came running right away when he said he was having a bad day, even stopping what he was doing.

“Dinner.”
“…I didn’t eat.”
“Really? Then, how can you buy me some porridge? You won’t be able to go out in that state right now.”
“I don’t eat, I just want to sleep.”
“I’ll have to eat something, though.”

No.
Don’t go.
Just stay by my side

“…No.”

He stretched out his hand and carefully grabbed Shihu’s hand.

“Just stay.”

If I go out to buy, I will be alone again.
Just stay by my side, Sihoo.

She closed her eyes slowly, closing the words that lingered in her mouth.

“Just stay with me until I sleep…”

I feel a little sorry for Sihoo, but he stopped making selfish requests.
Without saying anything after that.
Feeling the warmth of his quiet presence, I slowly fell asleep.