Chapter 49 – You’re Such a Bad Ass

‘How on earth do you know?’

Sitting on a bench waiting for Kim Joo-won.
He recalled her words, the daughter of a conglomerate family, whom he had mentioned earlier.
My daughter, even though I am a woman now, the problem is the conglomerate family.

Seoha Lee, who I set up, was a character who was reluctant to reveal his information.
And Kim Joo-won had a personality that didn’t ask for information unless it was absolutely necessary for him.

Because of this, I didn’t mention Lee Seo-ha’s story in detail.
In the novel, it was possible to go beyond that there was a secret that he did not want to reveal to him.
A hint was revealed to the readers indirectly, but in a form that no one knew about the characters in the story.

‘Did you find out anything while returning after the third round?’
Of course, if he is a regressor who bought more than the 3rd round I know.
Between the lives I didn’t know, I could have found out information about Lee Seo-ha.
If that’s the case, knowing about Lee Seo-ha shouldn’t be a problem.

‘What are you thinking? I don’t know that you’re a regressor.’

The problem was, first of all, I didn’t know he was a regressor.
Although I know that I am using this body exactly.
The existence of Lee Seo-hara, whom he sees and talks with, had to be like that.

But what is he thinking?
If you go around showing off that you know the future to the point of being suspicious, and that you know about the information you didn’t tell us.
He wouldn’t know that I would think it was strange.
Why are you doing this?

“Oh, it’s the head.”

I put the palm of my hand on my throbbing head.
Could it be that he is a regressor, and he wants you to know that I had a rather lengthy relationship with him in the last episode?
Or not…
That he even knows that I know he’s a regressor.

‘What are you thinking?’

He shook his head from side to side to stop the nonsensical nonsense.
Suddenly, I scratched the itchy back of my head with my fingers, then got up from my seat.
I took my phone out of my pocket and looked through the phone book to find Kim Joo-won’s number.

– Seoha Lee?
“Hey.”

I thought that the reason I had a lot of useless thoughts was because I was alone.
He’s a guy you don’t want to hang out with.
Rather than cluttering your head with useless thoughts, it’s better to go with him.
That was the moment I called him and asked for his location.

“Where are you?”
“If you wait a little bit, it will come on its own, but I can’t wait that moment.”

He heard a voice beside him and turned his head.
A plastic bag that looked quite puffy was in his hand.
Did he really intend to treat me to a meal in his room?

“What, are you going to cook for me yourself?”

Even though I knew it, I didn’t know it.
A theme that was called every day at 5 pm and did various tricks.
What kind of heart is it to serve a meal prepared by yourself?

“I won’t put poison or medicine in it, so don’t worry about it.”
“What do you believe in?”
“Haven’t I ever lied to you?”

Not really.
Seeing as I still keep my word that I didn’t take my virgin by force.

“Stop talking nonsense and let’s go.”
“Okay.”

*        *

That’s how I came back to Kim Joo-won’s room.
It was something I didn’t even know.
Obviously, the original plan for today was just to ask him what he was doing for the past 3 days.
It was to take a break to relieve the tired mind and body over the weekend.

‘It’s crazy.’

Don’t you console yourself for having your nipples stimulated by his hands?
I feel sorry for his broken cell phone, so I buy a new phone for a guy like him with my own money.
Now I’m going to get dinner from him, and even wait in his room.

Apparently, today’s me must have turned around.

Forced to take off my clothes against my will.
Isn’t it strangling the dog with a leash?
Isn’t it handcuffed and forced to kiss?
Doesn’t it paralyze my body with its electric ability and trample my genitals as it pleases?

As I recalled the memories of that time, it seemed that emotions were rising inside me.
The actions he showed today.
I couldn’t help but think of him taking out the phone I bought for him and looking at it with a really innocent expression.

Besides, it’s like I want you to worry about me.
Even the look I showed at the cafe.

‘Ha.’

With just that much of a look.
No matter how much you think about it, were you influenced by the guy who casually trampled on the existence of Seo-Hara Lee, a woman?
I asked myself, but there was no answer coming back.
The stew boils, and the only sound is the sound of chopping green onions.

“Hey, Kim Joo-won.”

After letting out a small sigh, I got up from my seat and headed to the kitchen.
At my call, Kim Ju-won stopped cutting and turned his gaze back.
I put my hand on my waist and asked him in an annoyed voice.

“Can’t I just change into real clothes?”
“Uh.”
“Why, you wore this dog-like short skirt all day today.”
“You look good in a skirt.”
“Seriously!”
“I have a knife in my hand, so be quiet. I’m almost done.”

After Kim Joo-won said that, he turned off the gas fire that was boiling the stew and finished slicing the onion.
Are the vegetables ready?
I took out the slightly blanched pork, mixed it with the seasoning, and took out the frying pan.

I looked at him with a puzzled expression.
It was because I was dumbfounded by the guy who wouldn’t let me change my clothes just because I looked good in a skirt.
Even so, I hated myself for not being able to go back to my room and change clothes on my own.

“A pervert.”

If you just wanted to see my legs, would you say that?
To talk nonsense about how you look good in a skirt.
She sighed, turned around, and was about to walk back to the chair.

“Hup!”

I turned around in surprise at the sudden feeling of someone touching my butt.
The image of Kim Joo-won standing with a pot of soybean paste stew in his hand caught my eye.

“Why? You’re like a pervert.”
“This bastard is real!”
“So what are you talking about when you just touched it like pervert? Or…”

While I stand still in amazement.
The guy who put the soup down on the folding table.
Stupidly, I quietly lifted up my skirt and put my hand in it.

“Are you not satisfied with the butt?”
“Oh, where are you touching!”

Were you not satisfied with the butt?
I felt as if my fingertips were touching the bottom covered with stockings and panties.
The moment I forcibly took that hand out of surprise.

“This fucking, ant-crazy pervert is real.”

Hearing the swear words, Kim Joo-won just smiled.
He went back to the kitchen and started roasting the meat.

After all, I, who felt pity for that bastard for a moment, is an idiot.
That guy, what’s good about buying me a cell phone.
I wonder if he was going to buy me some rice too.
You should eat something quickly and run away to your room.

“All of our letters are good, but I think your mouth is very harsh.”

Thinking that way, the moment I waited at my seat while holding back the emotions that boiled inside.
I was dumbfounded by Kim Joo-won’s words and looked up at him.
He looked at me with eyes as if he was asking why.
“Yeah, I was originally that kind of kid,” He said, looking away.

“It’s done, Seoha.”

But did he really like the fact that he could have a meal with me?
The moment I turned my gaze to the table after looking at the guy who brought a spoon and spoke in a pleasant tone, saying he had no answers anymore.

‘That guy did this?’

Soybean paste stew and pork stir-fry.
And Kim in egg rolls.
In the perfect Korean costume, I was surprised in the moment and looked at him again.

Also, it seems like he knows how much I eat.
Even a rice bowl with just the amount of rice I ate.

“Hey.”

Because of what happened earlier, a much colder voice came out of my mouth.

“Are you doing this on purpose?”

I don’t think it’s something to say in front of the table.
Even so, did I think I had to say something?

“What?”
“Sometimes he brought me to his room saying he would cook for me, did he touch my body and do that on purpose?”
“Um, well?”
“Well what the hell!”

However, the rest exploded at the sight of Kim Joo-won slyly going over.
Unknowingly, I almost knocked down the table that he had carefully prepared.

“Seoha.”
“What.”
“Why don’t we eat and talk?”

That moment when I came to my senses after trying to strike it down and reaped my fist.
At Kim Joo-won’s words, I sat down.
Okay.
Because food is not sinful.

“Is it still delicious?”

I heard his voice as he put a piece of meat on a spoonful of rice and asked for a spoon.
I glared at him with the meaning of whether that word would come out now.
I couldn’t help but shake my head at the taste on my tongue.

The person who prepared the meal I’m cooking right now might be an asshole in the world.
Because the food he cooked was so delicious.

Like.
It tasted like he knew my taste buds.

*

A late dinner at 8pm.
Seoha Lee’s eyes stared at me as if they were going to kill me.
When I thought of her enjoying her meal, she smiled a little.

It must have been incredibly delicious.
I don’t know who she is now.
All the food I brought for dinner tonight is for one person only.

‘You really are a bad asshole.’

After her meal, she remembered the last words she said before Seoha Lee went back to her room with faint tears in her eyes.
Reason vehemently rejects me.
Her body probably remembers.
Because a regressor is such a being.

Maybe the happiest times in the past.
She may have recalled the memories of those days while eating those foods that she studied for recipes made to suit her taste.

“I know.”

She sat quietly, spitting out her answer to what she had said before she left.
Maybe I overlapped too.

Today.
Even though I was tick-tick, I did everything I had to do.
I forgot which episode it was, but she is still my clear and lovely girlfriend and her words.

“Seoha, see you tomorrow.”

I took out a photo from my subspace pocket.
It was a photo of Lee Seo-ha smiling against the backdrop of the Cheonghwa Academy campus.
I really liked this photo.
As if killing her, it makes me forget the girl I hated.
At the time of filming, I felt like I could hear an innocent voice saying, ‘Can I film like this?’

If I saw her still alive in front of my eyes, her staring at me as if she were going to kill me.
I don’t like her sincere smile, as I overlap with her from her days when I hated her the most.

But, just for a moment.
To the extent that I always carry it with me in my subspace pocket.
It was an exception when I saw this cherished photo.

“She’s not Lee Seo-ha, whom she wanted to kill, but you, whom she loves.”

Is that why?
Handing her words that will never reach her.
He quietly muttered that one word.