Chapter 50 – I Wasn’t in My Room on Saturday

After dinner, I returned to my room.
My whole body was tired from the things that had happened throughout the day, so I was full of thoughts in my head that I wanted to rest quickly, wherever I was.

Without thinking about it.
Now that the day is over, I fell flat on my face as if diving into the bed without thinking.
The disaster of the interlude came to me like that.

“Kyaagh!”

My chest, squeezed between my ribs and the bed, began to deliver me great pain.
Lee Seo-ha’s breasts are really big.
Perhaps because she was a master of excessive setting, she had never seen a woman with bigger breasts than Lee Seo-ha on the street.

But I’m used to putting pressure on my chest, so I forgot about the size of my chest.
As a reward for my careless behavior, I now have to rub myself in pain.

“Ahh…”

How long did you wait for that?
Fortunately, the pain didn’t last too long.

As soon as the pain in her chest disappeared.
It reminded me of those times that I had forgotten for a while.
The time when Kim Joo-won was doing well, but at the end he touched my genitals and ruined my mood.

“What the hell are you trying to do…”

He made a small grumble.

If you’re going to do it well, do it well until the end.
Or did you just do bad things that made you hate me at all?

Without even thinking about changing clothes, I turned my body from the front to the side.
When you talk shit to me, you act like the devil of the world.
Also, the attitude of the guy who treats me like someone who is really important to me today.
I couldn’t read what the hell’s intentions were, and his head was cluttered.

Especially, when I curse, he is the guy who listens to me a little and then immediately stabs me with his hand.
Even though I spat harsh words out of my mouth.
The guy listened quietly.

He didn’t just listen to me, but even smiled at me.

“Crazy…”

Quietly cursing Kim Joo-won, he slowly raised his body from the bed.
It was hand-picked by Kim Joo-won.
A dark blue shirt and a dark blue skirt caught my eye.
I hate the feeling of not wearing anything underneath, with the tights I was wearing.

I put my hand on my waist, unzipped the skirt, and unzipped it.
I unbuttoned my shirt and took off the fabric that was covering my body layer by layer.
It wasn’t until then that the fact that even the underwear had been chosen by Kim Joo-won began to come to mind.

‘Ha.’

What did he feel in Seoha Lee’s body?
What did you feel that kept doing this to you?
If you recall what he said before, she was definitely a woman who was endorsed in an episode that didn’t appear in the novel.
Doesn’t that mean he already enjoyed it enough to enjoy it knowingly?

‘In the first place, the fact that Lee Seo-ha is a man was not important to him.’

Somehow I was the other day.
When I asked someone who used to be the same guy if he wanted to do this, I thought I knew a little bit why he passed on without incident.

In the first place, he sees me as a woman Seoha Lee, not a man Seoha Lee.
Let’s say that to a guy who doesn’t listen to me even if I say he’s a man.
It was just a sutra reading to the ears of the cows.
Excuse me, the image of me trying to escape by claiming to be a man might have worked as an element that attracted him more.

“Ha…”

He let out a long sigh.
It was because there was one more way to get out of him.
Actually, it was a method that didn’t work from the beginning.
Still, just thinking about it and being confirmed as such were the difference between heaven and earth.

‘Let’s practice.’

After throwing away all the clothes and underwear Kim Joo-won picked out.
After putting on a bandage for men’s wear and putting on a slightly larger piece of clothing to look like a man.
For training, I opened a second-dimensional space and headed to the rooftop.

I’ve felt it since I was a man.
When the head is complicated, the answer was to make the body difficult.

* * *

That’s how I got involved with Kim Joo-won and Saturday.
Sunday morning passed safely and peacefully without incident, and it was Monday morning.
Time passes when I can be comfortable without hiding myself.
The time had come when I had to hide myself again and go to the academy as the man Lee Seo-ha.

“Uh…”

I let out a small groan and raised my body.
Obviously, starting from elementary school, I went all the way to university.
When I go to the academy again, I thought I would get used to waking up early in the morning.

“Ah, I’m sleepy…”

Still rubbing her eyes, she headed to the bathroom to drive off her drowsiness.
Saturday, stimulated by Kim Joo-won.
To the place where she couldn’t overcome her instincts and comforted herself alone and indulged in the pleasure of being a woman.

‘Yes.’

As I recalled her memories of that time, I began to feel that her desire for something was rising little by little.
After becoming a woman, I found pleasure on my own.
The memory of succumbing to instinct remained stronger in me than I thought.

In the mirror, a blush appears on the beautiful Lee Seo-ha’s face without knowing it.
No matter who sees it, if it were all men right now, she wouldn’t be easy to touch even once.
She was getting into a state where you could see that she was gradually becoming defenseless.

‘Ha, if it’s just once…’

Was everything difficult at first?
Originally, something that I would have vehemently rejected rationally.
Before I knew it, I was swallowing my saliva and thinking about it.

The moment I tried to bring my hand down without realizing it, grabbing my pounding heart.

‘Mi, crazy bitch!’

The cold feeling of the sink touching my fingertips.
As soon as I realized what I was just about to do, I hit the back of my left hand with my right hand and came to my senses.

‘What the hell are you doing?’

When I looked up, I saw Lee Seo-ha’s flushed face.
Even though there is no makeup at all, such as cheek touches.
Concern began to precede his face, which seemed to have been lightly made up.

If that’s the case, I think it would be a bit ambiguous to dress up as a man.
It’s been a day or two since I’m not feeling well.
If you fall for it many times in this way, you will surely be suspicious.

‘I’ll have to leave.’

After sighing and washing my body.
Feeling a bit calmed down, I left the bathroom.

Crossdressing.
Since I made up my mind to go to Cheonghwa Academy.
This year, a disguise that is inseparable from me.

Now, it has evolved one more step from simply wearing a bandage, and first grabs the chest with a sports bra.
Cover the curve of the upper body by wrapping it more accurately and tightly than when you just bandage the chest.
After wearing panties with the belt of the waist similar to that of a man’s, as much as possible.
Putting on the school uniform, he became a male Lee Seo-ha again.

But unlike anything I’ve seen before.
It can’t be helped that a ray of anxiety rises in the heart of Seoha Lee’s slightly flushed face, as if she had put on a little makeup.

‘Why is your face doing this all of a sudden?’

It’s been a while since my period ended, so I’m sure it’s not related to that symptom.
In the yard where I usually hear the reputation of a man who is suspiciously pretty.
As if she had put on some makeup without knowing why, all that came out of her prettier face was just a sigh.
I don’t know if this just went out like this and I’m being suspicious for nothing…

‘Should I put on something before going out?’

At that moment, my eyes were directed to the drawer containing the cosmetics I had bought without knowing.
But I had to put that thought aside.
Even though it’s a male academy and they know me as a male student.
If you put something on your face and go out, you won’t hear anything bad about it.

“Oooh.”

After putting on my clothes like that, I left the dorm room and immediately opened the second dimension space and headed for the lecture room.
When I opened the door, the first thing I noticed was the seat behind the window.
It was the seat where Kim Joo-won was always sitting.

‘Fortunately there is.’

Unlike last Wednesday.
Today, when I saw the seat where my master was sitting, a sigh of relief rose from the depths of my heart.

Last week.
The fact that Kim Joo-won, who missed three days of lectures at the academy, came out to the academy today without any problems.
I never imagined that I would be considered so lucky.

“Hello Seoha?”

The moment I was about to go to my seat, feeling relieved so that I could not be seen by others.
I heard Yoon Shi-hoo’s voice from the side and turned my head.

“Oh, hello.”

Then look at this guy.
He didn’t come out early.
Why are you leaving so early these days?

“You came out early today.”
“Huh.”

Something strange started to pop into my head.
But Yoon Shi-hoo won’t know what I’m thinking, so she answered casually.
Naturally, he put his butt on the seat next to me.

Come to think of it, he ended up sitting close to him.
It was the seat assigned to the best place to receive orders from the instructor in order of grades.

“Did you have a good weekend?”
“Well, that’s okay.”
“I wasn’t in your room on Saturday.”

Say hello to Yoon Si-hoo.
Hearing that he wasn’t in his room on Saturday, his strange thoughts quickly turned into questions.
Even though you know my number, you dare come to my room…?

“Wait, where have you been?”

Usually just say hi to me.
Seeing my cold attitude, he quickly got along with his group.
As much as I was an extra, maybe if it wasn’t for that incident, I might not have had that much of a connection.

“I see.”

Did he say he would treat me the same as usual?
In fact, the fact that a woman entered a male academy dressed as a man was quite surprising.
Even if he decided to treat him the same as usual, he could show interest as a human being.

‘Come to think of it, wasn’t it around that time?’

It is natural that it will wither after a few days.
Seeing him do this all the time, something strange started to pop into her head.

In fact, if the reason he suddenly changed like this was for a reason that had nothing to do with me, I wouldn’t care at all from my point of view.
For some reason, I feel like the point in time when Yoon Shi-hoo changed was after I was caught by him as a woman.

“I was stuck in my dorm on the weekend.”

As I listened to his words, a little wariness began to creep up.
It seemed that he was interested in the girl Seoha Lee, not his academy classmate Seoha Lee.