Chapter 51 – I Slowly Closed My Eyes

But is Yoon Shi-hoo still unaware of the fact that I am wary of him?
Maybe he didn’t notice the subtly changed tone of my voice.
Chatting about what you did on the weekend.
When other people came in, they started to treat me as usual.

Even if you’re sitting next to me.
Just like the days when you knew me as a man, in a way that makes you face it.

“Hey, the instructor is coming.”

I could hear the voices of the students nearby talking about the games they played on the weekend.
Slowly, tension began to build up in my body.
Among students, I’m not a student who gets a lot of attention, so I can be a little comfortable.
If it’s an instructor equivalent to an active Guardian, maybe…

“Is everyone out?”

Noticing the feeling of wearing a little makeup, I said something.
Considering that I didn’t paint anything on my face and it didn’t even heat up.
Maybe they doubt me

“Yes.”
“Kim Joo-won.”
I just felt uneasy.
Few people know this, though.
Is an increase in libido for no reason and a slightly reddish face a sign that women of childbearing age are trying to seduce men?
Some people say their breasts get a little bigger.

“You should follow the instructor after the morning assembly. Do you understand?”
“Yes.”
“This is where freshmen skip 3 days of lectures.”
Fortunately, the instructor is paying attention to Kim Joo-won, who has been missing lectures for three days without permission.
I was casting my gaze on someone who wasn’t me.
Now that too will be over soon.

“Lee Seo-ha.”
“Yes yes?”

Just as she was about to realize that Instructor Seul was going to take her eyes off Joo-Won Kim and look around at her students.
I looked up at the instructor, startled by the sudden sound of my name.

“Why?”
“Oh, no.”
“Hmm.”

For a moment, the strange instructor glanced past me.
But is the question I was trying to ask not over yet?

“Your face looks a little redder than usual. Do you have a fever?”
“Yes? Oh, no.”
“Hmm. It doesn’t look good…”
“No, it’s really fine.”

Please just trust me
Fortunately, I don’t think I’m a woman, so I react like that.
If you strip away the obvious fact that you are a man who is Seo Hae.

“Hmm.”

Proof that I am a woman right now is hidden all over my body.
‘Cause you’ll find out soon

“I get it.”

As if I wasn’t trusting my words, the instructor showed a sign of dubiousness about my words, then looked away.
With the words that if you feel unwell, then tell me.

“Anyway, let’s all work hard this week, and see you later in class.”
“Yes!”
“Leader, hello.”

Next to me, Yoon Si-hoo rose from his seat.
According to his command, all the students greeted the instructor, and Kim Joo-won followed the instructor on his way out.
Looking at the back of the guy leaving like that, he smiled.
I was wondering how much I would be robbed of for missing the lecture for three days.

But maybe he wasn’t robbed more than he thought.
As always in the eyes of the guy who came back to the classroom and bumped into me for a while.
It didn’t contain even the slightest emotion, which made a ray of disappointment dwell in my heart that I hoped he would be robbed.

‘A nasty bastard.’

Unless I can cook it myself right away.
It’s best to borrow someone else’s power for something special.
Doesn’t even that work for the current guy?

“What are you looking at?”

The moment when thoughts bite their tails and arise in a chain.
Did I stare at him too intently without realizing it?
I came to my senses at the voice of Kim Joo-won and hurriedly turned my gaze.

First of all, he was in a solitary position, not close to anyone in the academy.
Because I was included in that unfamiliar target.

“Oh sorry…”

Because of this, I had to hide my hostile feelings toward him and treat him like someone I wasn’t very close to.
Colleagues and whatnot.

“Seoha, why?”
“No.”

How friendly were you?
Or that he was forced to team up.
Does it work with such a reason?

“I was just a little annoyed.”
“Hmm. Anyway, let’s move quickly. I told you to do the basics of awakening today.”

I let out a small sigh as I skipped over what Yoon Shi-hoo asked me next to me.
Get up from your seat
Kim Joo-won went to his seat for a while, after seeing him leave the classroom again.
I opened the two-dimensional space and headed to the training ground.

* * *

After the time she has to live as a man, Seo-ha Lee, at the academy, who has been busy listening to basic lectures on her ability training.
As if it came to me every day at 5:00 pm on weekdays, it used to come closer.

Then I always did for that time he would enjoy.
After taking off all of his clothes, put a leash around his neck.

“I’m sorry…!”

Duen Yoo, after biting off a name tag that reads ‘The Master’s Traitor Bitch Seoha’.
He waits for him in front of the front door with handcuffs that he is not wearing.

Kim Joo-won, whose weakness is the fact that I am a woman.
The kind of thing that can’t be seen as normal, that was instilled in me under the name of promise.

But now I’m trying to ignore the fact that I carry out this routine casually.
Just like it has been since entering the academy.
Standing here today.

“I’m here?”

Wait for the guy

“Ah, you’re standing.”

What was Kim Joo-won so surprised about?
Open the door and come in, as I ordered.
I hesitated for a moment as I looked at me waiting in the most ideal position I had said with my own mouth.

“If you come in, can you close the door quickly?”

I’m afraid someone might pass by and take a look.
I opened my mouth to the guy who hadn’t even closed the door while looking at me.
Then, did Kim Joo-won finally remember why I was doing this?

“Oh, that’s right. It was.”

Talking about it, I snapped.
It seemed like he was used to closing the door quickly.

In his room, a woman who is not even a lover has a leash around his neck.
Nameplate on the chest.
And even after seeing this unusual situation that he was holding handcuffs, he came into the room without hesitation.

“Our Seoha, you made mistakes every day, but today you were waiting without making any mistakes, right?”

Or rather, was Kim Joo-won satisfied with me?
He put a hand on my head and put a smile on his lips.
Neatly arranged.
I ran my hand through my hair, stroking my hair, which had been holding its texture well despite my terrible management.

“You should also wear a name tag on your chest.”

Then he puts his hands off his head.
He started gently stroking my chest where I was wearing my name tag.

“…”

Unlike the old view where there were times when my heart was ripped out violently.
As if touching something precious, as if he was caring for me so that I wouldn’t get hurt.
Let’s quietly receive his touch like that.
Kim Joo-won laughed and laughed as if it wasn’t funny, then took his hands off his chest and began to take off his school uniform.

Then again.
The fact that I should be aware that I am alone with this guy comes to me once again.
What the hell happened in the previous episode, not the current episode.
I was so angry at the person named Seo-Ha Lee.

“Seoha, you should take the clothes.”

Why did he write the phrase “Master’s traitor” On his chest?
It reminded me that this is the only time I can ask why.
Of course, as long as you don’t know that he’s a regressor right now.
You can’t honestly ask me what the previous episode was like, why did you do this to me?

“Are you standing?”
“Ah!”

Was it because I was too stupid for a moment?
I heard Kim Joo-won’s voice and looked up, as if he was trying to hand me his school uniform coat.
The figure of Kim Joo-won, waiting with his clothes on, caught my eye.

“M-I’m sorry.”

I shuddered at the sound of that ice-like voice.
I was afraid of being stupid again and making a fuss over not getting the clothes, so I hurriedly handed over an apology.

‘Ha, again…’

A sigh came out from within.
He’s a guy who hates making mistakes again about what he said.
Even knowing his damn personality, he did the same thing over and over again.

It’s a good thing I got through safely today.
The start was good.

“I didn’t mean to apologize.”

Even so, I realized why I trembled at every word this guy said, and felt a sense of shame.
The moment you receive the guy’s clothes and hang the school uniform on a hanger.
I heard quite unexpected words, and I doubted my ears for a moment.

“Uh?”
“I didn’t mean to apologize.”

What.
Did he eat something wrong?
Did Kim Joo-won, who would say that shit even if it was just a minor mistake, right?

“Then can you stop looking at me like that?”
“Ah…”

It’s just that I didn’t like it.
I’ve been saying that in a slightly low voice.

“Well, people can make mistakes in their lives.”

Anyway, at this time, even if I make a little mistake, I wonder if I’m the one who glows like that.
Let’s stare blankly at the words that make me doubt my ears.
He throws out the unbelievable words again.
Grabbing me naked, he quietly began to lead me to himself.

To your own bed.
To the place where I was paralyzed and helplessly raped by that guy.

Then the surprise that had been swirling in my head seemed to cool down.
It was because I thought I knew why he suddenly changed.
Maybe it was the last time to be nice to Seoha Lee before he could not stand the lust that arose from his body.

“Is not it?”

Like the last supper given to death row inmates.
Apparently, the words he just said were the last acknowledgment.

“Now then, what shall we do with Seoha today?”

Sitting on the bed, the moment my head dropped little by little as I intuited my future fate.
I heard that guy’s voice.

“Huh? It’s Seoha.”

I tried to part my lips at the sound of his voice.
Instead of answering, I slowly closed my eyes.
While judging the fate that will come to me in the future.