Chapter 56 – The Moment to Reveal the Truth

Tsinghua Academy.
The cradle of Awakened education that gathers male Awakened men in Korea and nurtures them as guardians.

As much as the medical team here has to successfully raise the awakened people in Korea.
There is also a professional trauma surgery team in the size of one surgical team to heal the injured during the training process.
As an Awakener, no matter how good his resilience is, there were times when he needed the help of medical technology.

“What, what?”
“This is Instructor James Jean. One of the students has been stabbed in the stomach and needs immediate medical attention.”

However, it is the first time for them to bring a student who is on the verge of death with a knife in the stomach in the middle of the night.

“Yes?”

It was something that even the medical staff who experienced various incidents while working at the academy would have their eyes wide open.
Soon after seeing the condition of the students who were on the instructor’s back, they began to move busily to fulfill their duties.

“Oh, no. Call all the team members who have just left work, and everyone gather!”

Because Kim Joo-won’s condition was really serious, as if he would die soon.
Because people had to be saved.

*

“Seoha, are you a little more conscious?”

How many times did you weep in Yoon Shi-hoo’s arms?
By the time the shattered mind slowly returns.
I heard his voice and slowly raised my head to look at him.

“After the hour…”
“Seoha, are you okay?”

His worried face caught my eye.
Sihoo Yoon.
Could it be that you came here because you were worried about me…

“Yes.”

As my broken spirit gradually returned, I began to see the horrors in the room.
I was in shock that I had stabbed someone, so I couldn’t see it.
Inside the blood-stained room and the dirty floor, as if someone had walked in with their shoes on.
And the image of Sihoo holding me in his arms with a worried expression on his face…

Wait for a sec.
What?

“Huh?”

Instantly, he felt heat rise across his face.
I am also worried about Kim Joo-won.
The fact that I was naked and in the arms of a man came to me at this very moment.

“Si, Sihoo. Won’t you let me go now?”

When I told him in a crawling voice, Yoon Shi-hoo stupidly asked, “Huh?”
Was he aware of the current situation that he hadn’t shown in his concern for me?
I loosened the arms that were holding me tight.
I got out of his arms and slowly got up from my seat.

“Thank you.”

Then I thanked the guy.
I was so grateful to him for running right away at my request for help in the dark night.
To the extent that he had cherished it during the day, why he was good at it, and that it was quickly erased from his mind.

“Oh, no. I’m younger than that.”
“…Uh.”
“First, put on the clothes…”

He nodded as he saw that Shihoo’s gaze was subtly directed at his chest, which was revealed in front of him again.
Come to think of it, the instructor must have seen my body too…

‘I found out that she’s a woman.’

Still, she said she hid it quite well.
A moment’s mistake made everything go wrong.
Now I can’t stay here any longer.

“I have to go to Kim Joo-won, yes.”

The moment you head to the bathroom you can easily see to wash your body.
I heard Sihoo Yoon’s voice saying, “Seoha, wait a minute.”

“What the hell happened between you and him?”

I don’t know what you saw that caught me on my way to wash up.

“That, I didn’t see it because I wanted to see it, but I saw it.”
“What?”
“Yes, the grizzled thing that was buried there…”

You missed it.
Proof that I did that to Kim Joo-won.
But there’s no way I can say it easily.

“Later.”
“Huh?”
“I’ll talk to you later.”

The hand he was holding trembled.
The memory of the moment when Kim Joo-won suffered.
Memories momentarily forgotten by the shock of stabbing him with a knife.
It was because the emotions accompanying it rushed into me in an instant like a tidal wave.

“Uh, uh…”

However, you can’t turn someone who worries about you into a trash can for your emotions.
This feelings I feel now are the things that Kim Ju -won must handle it.

“Sorry.”

When I barely answered with clenched teeth, Sihoo nodded and returned his gaze.

‘…What am I doing now.’

Cursing him like that, I entered the bathroom and looked in the mirror.
Lee Seo-ha’s face with quite complex emotions caught my eye.

I fell for Kim Joo-won.
Look at the traces of stabbing him with a knife all over his body.
Lee Seo-ha’s expression added to his deep pensiveness.

I thought so.
After I was restrained from keeping me.
I took just revenge on the guy who violated me on my own.
Kim Joo -won, the dog’s bastard has been a ranger, and he’s just paying me for me.

Why am I worried about whether he is dead or alive?
Normally, it’s normal to hate seeing your face.

“Seoha, calm down…”

He touched his forehead with his hand.
He just got the karma for what he did.
In the first place, it is this side that is unfair.
Don’t forget what you’ve been through.

…However.
Why can’t I do that now?

“Fuck, you bastard Kim Joo-won…”

Why do you have tears in your eyes.
Why are you getting ready to go to him, huh?
Are you even worried about that bastard who raped me right now?

“Why are you doing this to me…”

I’m crazy right now
Are you going crazy just like him, right now?

“Bastard, if it’s going to be bad, is it bad until the end so I can just hate it?”

Why did the stabbed guy look at the stabbed bitch.
How can a person make such a face?

Do you know how crazy I am for you
I should hate you
It’s normal to want to kill him.

Every time I think that the biggest victim of my novel is worrying about me and protecting me.
Going crazy
I think I’m really going crazy.

“You fucking bastard…”

He cursed at Kim Joo-won.
The feelings I had built up by killing him to fight against him.
The biggest victim of my novel is the dog trash who raped me.
The mad emotions that come from that duality had finally burst.

“Seoha…?”

When I came out after crying and washing up, Sihoo looked surprised as if he had seen my face.
On my face now, the traces of crying alone in the bathroom were dark.

“…?”
“Oh, no.”
“…I’ll wear some clothes.”

Seeing him nod his head at my words, I opened the second dimension space.
I barely came back to my room, where I couldn’t come back after I left in the morning, and sat down on the spot.
My body and mind, which had endured unrealistic work over and over again, eventually collapsed.

I’m worried about the guy who raped me.
He even thought of going to see him.

Haha…”

Even while bursting out an absurd laugh.
I grabbed my trembling legs and stood up again.
Should I dress up as a male?
No matter how much the instructor knows everything, it’s still moving within the academy.

“Crazy bitch.”

Cursing about himself, he grabbed the damn bandage and started wrapping it around his chest.
It’s hard to hide the hips with normal men’s pants, so I deliberately wear wide and flat clothes.
He tied his hair up like he was going to the academy.

“It’s Sihoo.”
“Oh, you’re here.”

When I came back to Kim Joo-won’s room, I wonder if he was trying to organize the room while I was gone.
When I met eyes with Yoon Shi-hoo, who was holding a bloody rag, he awkwardly hid the rag behind his back and awkwardly spoke to me.
Why are you cleaning it up?

“…Let’s go.”
“Uh, yes.”

I gently grabbed Yoon Shi-hu’s sleeve as he nodded at my words.
Then, with me and Yoon Si-hoo as the target objects, I used her dimensional transfer in front of the medical wing of the academy.
As soon as the blue flash clears, he opens the door with his trembling hand.

“Lee Seo-ha.”

As if I had waited, the instructor’s voice reached my ears.

“Yes.”

His eyes met for a moment as he looked startled and tired.
But that’s for a while.
What can a bitch who stabbed a man say?

“Let’s talk with me for a minute.”

The instructor who was standing against the wall walked over to me and stopped in front of me.

“I’m sorry for Sihoo, but could you protect me for a while?”
“Yes. Don’t worry and come back.”
“…Thank you. Then, Seoha Lee, go out with me for a while.”

The instructor who gave the order to Yoon Si-hoo passed between me and Yoon Si-hoo and left the building first.
After staring blankly at his back for a while, I followed his trail and left the building.

“Sit down.”

It is located near the main entrance of the medical building.
The instructor who had been waiting for me standing in front of a bench that doubled as a rest area recommended that I sit on the bench as soon as I arrived.
After he sat down according to his words, the instructor took out a couple of thousand won bills from his wallet and pushed them into the vending machine.

“I like coffee, hmmmm. Do you like coffee?”

It’s not a high-pressure tone like you usually deal with students.
When I answered “Yes…” To the question in a normal tone, the instructor pressed the vending machine and handed me a can of coffee.

“Seoha.”
“Yes.”
“Joo-Won, he was seriously injured.”

Chick.
Immediately after the sound of opening the can, I first took a sip of coffee and then carefully nodded my head at his words of rhyming.
It’s pretty serious, but fortunately, I’m still alive and not dead.

“Fortunately, as an Awakener, he won’t die that much.”
“…”
“A wound like that would probably take a month at the longest.

Still not dead
It was really funny.
날 범한 새끼가 안 죽고 살아날 수 있다는 사실을 듣자마자 안도감이 드는 게.
Maybe it’s because I’m crazy.

“Yes…”
“So you won’t have to worry about him.”

After saying that, the instructor let out a small sigh.
He’ll have a headache too.
He said that the student he teaches had such a big accident.

But do I still have to say what I have to say?
After a brief pause, he let out a small sigh.

“But, you know that the problem is you, Seoha, right?”
“Yes.”
“Can you tell me what happened between the two of you?”

He asked me in a cautious voice.

In the end, it just came.
I wanted to postpone it as long as possible.
No, the moment to reveal the truth I hoped would never come.