Chapter 62 – Boss Mobs

I had a dream.
It was a dream of being chained up all over and locked in a dark basement.

I can’t remember what episode it was.
It only happened once.

Lee Seo-ha, who has been going crazy in the midst of a life that doesn’t end even if she dies.
He told me not to do anything in this episode.
The one that attacked me, who had just returned, cut off the tendons in my arms and legs and imprisoned me.

Perhaps the dream I had now is a memory of those days.
It must have come to haunt me again.

“Joo Won.”

Seoha Lee’s voice was heard.
I slowly raised my head.
Lee Seo-ha, who still had a dazzlingly beautiful face, was looking at me with a face as if she didn’t like it.

“Aren’t you dead yet?”

I stared blankly at her as she spoke casually to me who didn’t even have the energy to speak.

“Why? You want to touch my chest?”

The mocking voice sounded clearly in my ears.
Perhaps what happened next…

“But I came to kill you today. Of course I will die with you.”

Was it because she put a poisoned shot in my throat?
I slowly closed my eyes.
Then a pain in my neck I never wanted to feel again came and I opened my eyes once more.
He raised his body with the sound of “Ouch!”

“Heogee, heogee…”

It’s something I really don’t want to go through again.
Of course, as long as Lee Seo-ha gave up on her return.
You won’t experience it in the future.

“…Lee Seo-ha?”

Is it because the moment I never want to go through again came to me as a dream?
Cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and his breathing was rough.
And, at the end of it.

She had the same face as the woman who told me in my dream that she would kill me.
In front of what Seoha Lee assumed was the door of her hospital room, she was stretching out her hand as if to leave this space.

“Why are you here…”

And I was quite surprised to see Lee Seo-ha like that.
I would hate it terribly.
Rather, I think you should like it if you do it like this.
Contrary to my expectations, it was because she was in the hospital room where I was, as if she had come to visit her.

But her severely injured body couldn’t stand the surprise.
The body, which had not yet fully recovered, was staggered for a moment.
The moment her hand collapsed forward uselessly.

“Kim Joo-won!”

At the same time as Seoha Lee shouted, I felt as if someone was supporting me on my chest, so I slightly turned her gaze to the side.
With a tenderness that I don’t know since when.

“…”

The girl who gradually went mad because she couldn’t die.
He was looking at me with an expression he hadn’t seen since the time he stabbed a knife through my heart, saying it was all because of me.

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A faint weight on your shoulders.
And the hardness of a guy that I, a woman, don’t have is felt through her patient gown and turns her head.
As if it will turn off.
The face of the guy who opened his eyes faintly came into my eyes.

“Haha…”

My body still breathes hard, as if it still has memories of the time the guy forcibly committed it.
Reason wants to know what I did now.
Let’s stay still for a while.

“Why are you here…”

A faint voice came slowly in my ears.
Then, the reason that stopped for a while started to recognize what kind of situation it is now.
First of all, I lay the guy I was supporting with my body on the bed.

“…”

And Kim Joo-won.
He stared at me with an expression that I couldn’t understand what he was thinking.
He slowly opened his mouth as if he was trying to say something.

“Rest well.”

I said that and turned around.
Just waking up for a moment.
It was from the thought that the consciousness of the still precarious guy would not last long.

“…Why?”

Steeply grabbing my sleeve collar.
That was until someone’s hand stopped me.

Let’s turn our heads and look down.
Kim Joo-won seemed to be looking for something.
He was talking to me with his mouth open.

“Joo Won.”

However, I desperately want to cut him off.
He forcibly removed my wrist that he had been holding onto and then opened his mouth in a cold voice.

“What shame are you, holding me?”

I clenched my fist.
What the hell did I do wrong
Why are you doing this to me?

“You’ve done that to me, do you still need toys?”

It may just be the dependence reaction of a sick person.
But what happened to him in the meantime.
And the fear that had settled in me while going through those things was creating an excessive reaction for simply holding hands.

“Let go.”

It may have already become completely unbreakable.
It’s like trying to cut him off.
I savagely cut off the hand that gripped my sleeve.

“Joo Won.”

And called his name
As if this is the last time.

This is the hospital room I came to obsessively because I didn’t want to wake up anyway, so I shouldn’t die.
I’ve confirmed that he’s awake, so he won’t come here anymore.

And somehow this time I got over it.
Because I already committed the felony of rape.
As if I was sentenced to a guy who can no longer restrain me with the fact that I am a cross-dressing woman.
He opened his mouth in a cold, emotionless voice.

“If you have a head, think.”

He is a regressor.
He was looking at me with trembling eyes.

“Please stop holding me.”

His hand, lost where to go, went down.

“…If you need a woman, don’t tell me that you don’t like it. When you’re feeling better, go outside and flirt with your face.”

He said that in a cold voice and turned around.
Squeak.
When I left the room and heard the sound of the door closing, I leaned my back against the wall next to the door and sighed.

You won’t have to be dragged around by him from now on.
If you recall that rape is originally a crime that cannot escape punishment even in the guardian society.
Kim Joo-won will no longer be able to do anything to me.
Of course, it shouldn’t go that far, but I have to block it well.

“Ha.”

But, why is my heart so uncomfortable?
Clearly, being able to cut him off was a good opportunity for me too.
Why am I not able to take my feet off him, uncomfortable with the fact that he won’t do anything vain.
I wonder what’s left of that guy?

‘No way.’

Shaking his head to get rid of his thoughts, he forced himself to move his feet.
Not knowing that the hair tie he had tied in the morning had come undone.
The hair that was tied up in a single strand came loose.

“Here’s the student.”

Without even knowing that he was being held in the hands of a nurse.

“Yes?”
“Isn’t this a student hair tie?”

A passerby took it in her hand, and she dazedly accepted her hair tie as she handed her a more grateful greeting.
But the nurse.

“Hey, you’re a student, right…?”

Looking at Lee Seo-ha’s self-confidence, I wonder if I’m a student.
Maybe it was a little suspicious that he was the right male student to attend Cheonghwa Academy.
She spit out that sound without realizing it, and when she saw the Cheonghwa school uniform I was wearing, she handed me an apology saying, “Oh, I’m sorry.”
Then, as if running away, I could faintly hear him muttering, “What kind of boy is that pretty?”

“Whoa…”

She left the medical building with the confusion that started from what kind of feelings she had for Kim Joo-won.
And among the nurses, such a story will circulate.
It’s like Puni, a student who came to visit hospitalized Kim Joo-won over there, thought she was a woman for a moment.

This is why when I dress up as a man, I put a lot of thought into tying my hair tie.
Apparently, he didn’t pay as much attention today as usual because of the aftermath of what happened yesterday.
Otherwise, there is no way that a hair tie that has never untied will come undone.

But that wasn’t the only thing that didn’t bother me about dressing up as a man.
Back in her room, taking off her uniform and seeing the bandages around her breasts, I had to sigh once more.

A chest that wasn’t even wearing a sports bra.
She was struggling to push through the bandage, which had loosened considerably.
…For some reason, I felt a little less uncomfortable today.

‘I almost got into trouble.’

I had to think it was really fortunate that the bandage didn’t come off.
Today’s lecture is combat.
Among them, as long as it was actually about close combat with fists and feet, it was solved.
Lee Seo-ha’s large breasts must have exuded its majesty.

“Be careful, Seoha.”

So she muttered to herself and removed the bandages.
He took off his pants as well and hung them on her coat hanger.
At least in my room, I took out the dress I bought from the closet and put it on my body in order to be comfortable.

‘It’s really pretty when you look at it like this.’

Then I looked in the mirror.
I felt sorry for her with her black hair, her blue eyes, and a sky blue pajama long dress.
It was because of the thought of how great it would be if this kind of girl was my girlfriend instead of me.

‘For a moment.’

However, the delusion that is characteristic of writers, which I always used to do when I was alone, made my thoughts not stop there.
Into the moment.
Just thinking about it made me feel dizzy.

What if Seoha Lee gets her boyfriend?
I wonder if I’m dating or if Lee Seo-ha is dating.
Of course, on the surface, he and Lee Seo-ha are dating, but in reality…

‘You crazy bastard!’

The way to erase vain delusions at once is to hit oneself hard on the cheek.
It was only after a tingle passed on my cheek that I was able to erase the futile thoughts.
It was that moment when I remembered that I hadn’t eaten anything all day, and decided to eat, and headed to the kitchen.

“Seoha, are you there?”

It was because Yoon Shi-hoo’s voice came from inside along with the sound of the doorbell.
I was worried for a moment.
I’m just going to pretend I’m not in the room.

“Why?”

Of course, it shouldn’t be, considering how he helped me.
As she cautiously opened the door and peeked out her face, Yoon Si-hoo said to me in a welcoming voice, “Oh, fortunately you are there.”

“Ah, that, that’s…”
“Brother?”

However, it wasn’t only Yoon Shi-hoo who came to see me.
Where on earth did her bastard get caught by her, and did she personally lead her to her room?

“…It was real.”

At that moment, Lee Seo-yeon felt like a more difficult boss mob than Kim Joo-won.
She was standing next to Yoon Si-hoo and she was looking at me.