Chapter 63 – With My Sister, Not With My Brother

No, why is he here…
Honestly, on that day, I thought I would run away like that and come back someday.
But I had no idea that I would be able to come directly into the dormitory like this.

“Seoha, let’s go in first…”

Maybe I was too surprised by a completely unexpected person?
To me who has hardened as it is.
Looking around, Yoon Si-hoo spoke cautiously.

“…Come in at once.”

Right now, I haven’t taken any measures to disguise myself as a man.
For now, the first priority was to quickly send the two in and close the door.

“So what the hell did you bring him to my room for?”

The next thing to do was to interrogate Yoon Shi-hoo, who kindly escorted her to her room, which she didn’t want to see much of.

“Why? Her brother wants to see her family, can’t he?”

No, sleep and fuck.
No, because I have no memory of you in the first place?

“It’s okay, I heard the circumstances.”
“What…”
“Have you lost your memory?”

However, does Lee Seo-yeon not know what I feel like having a knife in my throat right now?
Or do you know and do it on purpose?

“Don’t be afraid.”

Without considering my feelings at all, I smiled and walked slowly.
It was scary, even though it’s the space I live in and I might be interested in it.
As if not interested at all, as soon as I took off her shoes, she came straight to me.

“Besides, really, the present state is…”

That too, while making a face as if he was licking his lips.

“It’s so pretty. Enough to make me jealous.”

No, I heard that you and Lee Seo-ha are family.
Besides, when I first saw you, you spoke kindly to me.
Why are you suddenly talking with respect?

“Me, over there.”
“Yes?”
“That’s a bit too close…”

And that wasn’t all.
Originally, when Lee Seo-ha was a man, he was not very wary.
Or is it because she is a woman in front of her right now?

“Why?”

As I took a step back, my calf got caught on the bed, and I unknowingly sat down on the bed.
Was it because I was so sad that I was avoiding myself?
Lee Seo-yeon put on a sullen expression and sat down beside her, saying, “Phihi, it’s no longer fun.”

“Originally, when you tease me like this, I accepted it well…”

That’s because I’m not the real Seoha Lee.
In addition, he may be the type to accept the original Yi Seo-ha joke.
Unfortunately, I wasn’t very good at pranking others.

“But, I can’t run away today. My brother. I’m in my dorm room.”

Was everything that approached me respecting me just acting?
She sat down next to her, talking casually, just like the first time we met.
He started looking at me with a curious expression.

“Uh, well then it’s Seoha. I’ll go see you.”

In the meantime, our ignorant class leader is running away from the room while saying that.
At this moment, let’s glare at Yoon Si-hoo, who thought he might be able to break the awkward atmosphere.
He quickly left the room, leaving behind the words, “See you tomorrow, Seoha!”
Of course, at a time like this, you bastard doesn’t help…

“Hey, did you say Seoyeon…?”
“Huh!”
“Oh, are you happy?”

In the awkward silence, Lee Seo-yeon and I are alone in a room.
As long as she was her guest, she couldn’t give her anything, so she simply brought out her coffee and served it to her.

“Huh, I’ll drink it well, oh, ba.”

I got goosebumps inside.
Originally, the younger sisters in reality are called Yara by default.
Why are you so ominously calling me oppa?

“Take it easy!”
“Uh, well, thank you.”

I just have to think that they are very good friends.

“But are you really my brother?”

I thought it was about 2 seconds ago.
Lee Seo-yeon wondered if it was so strange that Lee Seo-ha, her older brother, had become a woman.
As soon as I put her coffee cup down on the flat table, she grabbed my wrist and pulled me to sit right next to her.
I started touching my body all over the place.

“Now, hold on!”
“Hmm, really, this person is my brother. I don’t believe it at all, but I should check it out.”

I felt a weighty softness on her back and arms that I had never felt before.
Around that time when your brain can’t keep up with the current situation in real time.
In the meantime, she had a back and side that no one else allowed.
The moment you try to cross over her waist and belly and cover her chest.

“Kyaaak!”

I was able to come to her senses and push her away.
But, because I was too embarrassed.
And since she lived only among the awakened people, did she not think of the difference between the ordinary people and the awakened people?

Lee Seo-yeon let out a short scream and fell as if being pushed behind her.
I was even more surprised to see her bounce off her, and I hurriedly held out her hand to her, saying, “Okay, are you okay?”

“Wow, you’re definitely an Awakener…”

Seoyeon wonders if she can’t believe that she is getting better.
She looked at me for a moment with a surprised expression, then said, “No, it’s okay.” She took my hand and slowly pulled herself up.

“I was a little surprised.”

She did, though she knew she had crossed her line, though she didn’t say anything more.
Of course, as much as I pushed her away with her strength, I couldn’t help her momentarily awkward mood.
For a while, with coffee in hand, we didn’t say anything to each other.

“Then should I call you sister now?”

At the sudden words, she quickly swallowed the coffee in her mouth and let out her cough.
Because it was something I hadn’t even thought about.

“What, what?”
“That’s right. She’s such a pretty older sister, isn’t it a bit odd to call her oppa?”

But Seo-yeon looked at me with an expression as if she was saying the obvious.
Her eyes are different from Seoha Lee, but she looks almost the same as her, and she is a father to her.
“Yes, you are right,” She agreed.

“Cuk-Cook, ah oppa, you’re really funny.”

Did he find me that funny?
What’s so fun
I let out a sigh as I looked at my stupidity because I was late in grasping the situation, and saw her giggling as she tried to hold back her laughter.

“Hey, are you okay?”
“Huh? What?”
“I changed my gender, and I don’t remember it, so I’m very different from the Lee Seo-ha you know.”
“Ah.”

Then, from the moment I first saw it, I carefully brought out the question I had in my heart.
I became a completely different person from the person you know, but it’s like asking if it’s okay.
At my question, Seoyeon tilted her head for a moment and put on a look of thought as to what this meant.
She smiled as if she understood her intentions and, of course, spoke to me in a lower voice.

“What’s the matter? Even if you lost your memories and became a woman, you’re still my brother, aren’t you?”

Do you accept it that way?
Lee Seo-ha and I are actually different people, but I can’t say this.
The moment I quietly listened while hiding the truth that only I had to know.

“Honestly, when I first saw you, I was a bit nervous, right?

Her words could not be ignored.

“How could this not be my brother?”
“I am exactly the same as the Lee Seo-ha you know?”
“Maybe it’s because I lost my memory, but it’s not exactly the same, but I guess it’s similar to the older brother I know?”

What is this about?
The Lee Seo-ha she knew and the things I’m doing now are so similar.

“Why? What’s the problem? It’s just the memory gone anyway, it’s the same person.”
“That’s… That’s right.”
“So unnie is our Seoha oppa.”

To be honest, I don’t really like it because I feel like I’m identified with the characters in the novel.
I’m sure he’s a real person, and I’m borrowing Lee Seo-ha’s body for a while.
Lee Seo-yeon is saying that I am like the character in the novel, so it might be natural.

“Look. Even though his body is smaller and softer than when he was a man, he has such a warm embrace, there’s no way he’s not your brother.”

But does Seoyeon, who has no way of knowing my mixed feelings, firmly believe that I am her own brother, Seo Ha Lee?
Watching her say that as she wraps herself in my arms, she doesn’t want to reveal what I’m feeling right now.
Seeing Seoyeon like that, she let out a small sigh and raised both of her arms and gently wrapped them around her back.

“Yes. If you are, then it must be so.”

Okay.
What if they were accepted the same as the characters in the novel?
Anyway, I will return to reality after this novel is over.

“Uuuuu, it’s not like I’m like that, are you really my brother?”
“Okay.”

If you can’t reveal it, just like it always has been.
All I have to do is continue to show the image of Lee Seo-ha that I have been playing.
Wait a minute to hold her in her arms like that.

“Sister.”

Looking at her as she changed her name, she lowered her head slightly and saw her in her arms.

“I’m hungry.”
“Do you want to have dinner?”
“Huh.”

And at her outburst, she had to feel her head spin once more.
Let’s have dinner.
It was a rather embarrassing story for me, who was eating all three meals a day with meals from the academy.

“Is there anything good nearby?”

Could I know that
I didn’t even know where the restaurant was in the first place, so I asked Kim Joo-won to take me to a delicious place.
Asking me to find a place to have dinner was a very difficult mission.

“Eh, my brother and sister both like being stuck at home, it’s the same.”

Fortunately, thanks to her quick mind, I ended up hearing a little unfair voice.

“The one stuck in the dormitory right now is a woman-“
“Because oppa was like that? I’m hungry anyway.”
“At the Academy.”
“I’ll get angry if you tell me to eat at least a little bit of learning.”

She let out a small sigh as she saw her intensely appealing her meaning with her eyes, cutting off her words and letting out.
In the end, going out is unavoidable…

“Hang on.”

In order to dress as a man, she reached out her hand to the place where the bandages were neatly arranged.

I don’t usually go out on weekdays.
No matter how much you go around as a woman outside, it’s limited to the line where there aren’t that many floating populations.
The moment rumors spread that I had seen a woman who looked similar to Lee Seo-ha outside, the possibility that my disguise as a man would be discovered increased that much.

“What, are you going out dressed as a man?”
“There are a lot of people walking around on weekdays.”

But, does my sister, who has suddenly grown up, not want me to dress up as a man?
While shaking my head.

“No. I want to go on a date with my sister, not my brother.”

They started asking me to just leave without dressing up as a crossdresser.