Chapter 75 – Why Is It You?

Hateful eyes.
A sharper breath.
Because of you, why do I have to be like this, a movement mixed with anger.

“Are you standing?”

Kim Joo-won suddenly appeared, and he must have been a bit surprised by my behavior of throwing the book he was reading and grabbing him by the collar.
He stared blankly at me for a moment, then called my name, then raised his hand and brought it slowly to me.

“What’s going on?”

Then he asked me carefully in a calm voice.
It’s like he doesn’t even care that he grabbed me by the collar.
The hand that reached out to me caressed his face for a moment, then put his hand down and grabbed his wrist and gently released it.

“It’s because of you.”
“What?”
“I became like this, it’s all because of you.”

Kim Joo-won’s eyes turn to me.
He climbed on top of him before he knew it, and his posture seemed like he was about to strangle him.
But the guy.

“Why is it you?”

To me who grabbed his collar.
Am I not even angry?

“Why is it you?”
“Seoha.”
“Why do you have to be like that…”

Why were you able to do so well?
No matter how much it’s not for his own benefit, even if it’s a character who doesn’t care about others.
At least to the extent that has nothing to do with herself, I made her into a character who doesn’t harm others.

“If it wasn’t for you.”
“…”
“If it wasn’t for you, I could have cut it off for sure.”

In addition, I made it into a character who is good to his own person.
I made it into a character who cares so much about his own person that he has a sense of debt that he couldn’t protect before returning.

“Kim Joo-won.”
“Huh.”
“I really hate you.”

Tears flow from her eyes.
The hand that was released by that guy’s hand lost its place before I knew it and flowed down.

“I fucking hate you. You fucking pervert, the sex offender who raped me.”

Axis as it sits on his thighs.
The feeling of debt as a writer that I can’t hate because it’s my character makes me cry on top of him.

“If you’re going to do well, you’ve done well from the beginning…”

Even now, even if you are caught by the collar.
He who suddenly came to me alone, cursed at me, and stayed still while watching me cry alone.
Why do you hate me so much, can’t I push you away?

“Joo Won.”
“Huh.”
“Why did you do that to me?”

Lift one’s shirt
And tear off the bra with force.
From the moment we first met, the chest he squeezed to subdue me appears in front of him.

“Now look. The day you first met me, you squeezed my heart to threaten me.”
“…”
“You’ll remember it too. It’s because you pinched my nipples and asked if it was me while pushing my ID card.”

Although there is a little sadness in Kim Joo-won’s eyes.
I still don’t feel it.
He cuts him with a knife called memory.

“Now, Joo Won. Here’s what you bullied then and how you touched me to humiliate me by force until you ate me.”

I grab his hand from the bed and bring it to my chest.
I forcefully place his hand on my chest, so that he can recall the memories once again.
Force your thumb and forefinger onto your nipples and smile.

“How is it?”
“Seoha.”
“It feels good, huh? You couldn’t forget this feeling and that’s why you bothered me so much.”

Gradually bring your body closer to him as he sits.
I, who had been sitting on his thigh until just now, sat down on his hips without realizing it.
Make eye contact and bring your hand to your lips.

“That’s right. I heard that men like touching women’s breasts while kissing.”

In a position where he could subdue me right away if he put his mind to it.
If you want to let me out of my way once again as I did back then, I’d like to release my feelings.
Torture him once more

“Why, do you do that? You wanted to eat me at lunch earlier.”

However, the guy still stays still even when he sees me like that.
A bitch who disobeys and rebels against me with a high degree of intensity, and treats me as a toy without permission until a few days ago.
Even if you can punish them.

“But you stopped only after I pushed you away in a panic.”
“…Because that wasn’t a deal.”
“Ha, deal!”

Still he
While feeling me lightly gripping his chin with his hand.
For some reason, he stays still and watches me.

“When did you treat me like that for a deal or something?”
“…”
“Every day at 5:00 PM, she threatened me with the fact that she entered the male academy undressed and dressed as a man.”

He does all that shit, only after he’s already left a big scar on my heart.
Did you want to be nice to me now?

With Lee Seo-ha’s erotic body, even though a man could not stand the temptation.
Thinking of that, even if it’s because he’s really disgusted with him still standing still.

“If you don’t listen, I’ll send you safflower.”
“It did.”
“Why, now that you’ve tasted me once, can’t you let me go? I’m so fucking delicious after you took a virgin and ate it forcibly?”

High intensity for the guy.
Inflict mental assault without physical violence.

“Joo Won-ah, this is the Seoha you wanted so much.”
“Uh.”
“I’ll be honest. I still don’t want to fuck you. But you’re good at it. Fucking me without my consent.”
“…”
“Lee Seo-ha, whom you want so much, is pushing you with her breasts wet.

That was the moment.
Kim Joo-won doesn’t want to show me the expression he’s making now.
He buried his face in my shoulder and held me in his arms.
Wrap your arms around my back.

“Seoha.”
“Huh.”
“Please stop.”
“What?”
“I was wrong, please…”
“What are you doing? You’re a fucking pervert.”

Now that you know I’ve gone crazy, do you want to comfort me?
But it’s already too late.
What you’ve already done remains intact in me.
It has become an indelible scar on me.

“Why are you regretting it now?”

Is that why?
I do not hesitate to say things that I would not have normally said because I did not want my main character to get hurt.
Now I want you to feel the wounds I received.

“Do you know why I put a knife on you?”
“…”
“I couldn’t see anything at that time. I really thought my life was over then.”

Looks like a mischievous smile
I couldn’t see his expression because he buried his shoulder in his arms.
The body of a guy without even a slight movement.

“But, I think I can live now.”

The hand of the guy who put his hand on the back of my neck.

“Why? At least one reason why I’m alive now.”

And his ability to force me to sleep by sending an electric current through my neck.
Now he says he doesn’t want to hear what I’m talking about.
Took.
My body, which had lost its energy, collapsed on top of his body.
Kim Joo-won accepted me and carefully laid me down in his place.

“Sorry, Seoha.”

His face was stained with sadness.
His eyes, regretting the past, looked at my sleeping face.
His hand slid sideways through the disheveled hair on his face.

A short kiss followed.
Like a prince kissing to wake up a sleeping princess.
Kim Ju-won briefly kissed my lips while I was asleep, straightened my clothes, and covered me with a blanket.

Then he got up, opened the door to the hospital room, and came out.
He was able to face Yoon Si-hoo, who was looking at him like he was going to kill him.

*

“That way…”
“Since we’ve already met each other, it’s okay not to introduce each other, right?”

Maybe it’s because the days are a bit more relaxed than the last time I saw them.
Unlike the time when I wore a knit cardigan over a shirt.
Wearing a sweatshirt and light cotton pants, her figure caught Yoon Shi-hoo’s eyes.

“Are you in your sister’s dorm?”
“…Maybe.”
“Guide me.”

As soon as Yoon Si-hoo heard her words, she felt something throbbing inside her.
The last time she took her to her dorm, Seoha Lee, what kind of stares did she get?

“Why me?”

Because of Lee Seo-ha, I was frustrated and didn’t have good feelings.
Hearing that, Yoon Si-hoo couldn’t speak softly.
Even knowing that she was Lee Seo-ha’s younger sister, it was like that.

“Because you can’t enter the dormitory unless you are accompanied by a dormitory student…”
“If you want to see Seoha, can’t you call him directly?”
“Because my sister didn’t answer me…”

In an instant, Yoon Shi-hoo’s eyes widened.
She must have been in the room until Seoha Lee, what does that mean?

“Yes?”
“My sister hasn’t been calling…”

In an instant, he jumped up without realizing it and headed for the 6th floor, using even his abilities.
I was so surprised that I even ignored Lee Seo-yeon’s cry, “Hang on, let’s go together!”
She was in her own room until a little while ago.
Seoyeon, so what is the reason for not receiving calls from my sister?

‘Certainly because of me…’

One step back for two steps forward.
I don’t know what the trigger was, but it was as if a switch was turned on the moment I received Seo Ha’s own question.
I guess I fell into madness.

The reason Yoon Shi-hoo left her room after seeing Lee Seo-ha’s behavior today was because it was clear that she would be irreversible if she touched her wrongly.
He had left her room to think of a way.

However, what if Seoha Lee’s condition was more serious than expected?
So, what if she was unknowingly swept away by madness and made a bad choice in an instant?

Assuming various worst situations, Yoon Shi-hoo unfolded her abilities to the fullest, and flew through the air against her wind.
I can’t feel anything in Seoha Lee’s room.
She hurriedly remembered a place she could go to and headed there.

“Huh? Student, where are you hurt?”

Academy Medical Building.
Kim Joo-won is hospitalized.
To the place where there is a bastard to chew to death, who doesn’t know what he did to Lee Seo-ha.

“Yoon Shi-hoo?”

And she was able to meet her there.
The silver-haired classmate with sadness in her eyes, as if to inform them that something had happened inside.