Chapter 81 – To the Guy Who Pulled Me

So, my brother may have been the same as my mother to me.
Even though it may not be possible to completely replace that position, it is because I have never received her mother’s love in the first place.

“Brother, where are you going?”
“Yeah. Oppa, I’m going out for a while.”
“I’ll go with you too.”
“Is that so?”

Maybe the overflowing love from my brother was enough.

“Where are we going?”
“Do you remember the lake we saw last time?”
“Huh!”
“I’m going there.”

When I held my brother’s hand, a blue flash came out and gently wrapped around my brother.
The secret of our family of four that we never show in front of others.
That is, Seo Ha’s older brother is an Awakener who has awakened the ability called dimension.

“Wow.”
“How about it, is it always good to come here?”
“Huh!”

Also, Seo Ha oppa had the ability to use abilities that did not match his age.
In the blink of an eye, my brother and I are in a secret place that only the two of us know.
It used to bring me to the shore of a wide lake in the middle of the forest.

“Then, our Seoyeon, shall we throw it into the water?”
“Kyaa! Don’t do it!”
“I don’t like it? I’m going to do it!”
“Ah, oppa, really don’t do that!”

Because he was such a kind brother.
Probably no one in my family expected something like this to happen.
The person who thought that Seo Ha, who was the most affectionate, would fight with his father and leave the house…

Maybe it was an old thing.
My brother was such a person.
He knows how to give what he has.

“Dad, are you really sane? Do you want to blow up the Hyeonseong that my father likes so much, saying he won’t send me to the battlefield?”
“Lee Seo-ha.”
“And can’t you see this? Can’t you see what I’ve become as a side effect of awakening?”

And among the things he had, his dimensional ability was included, and he knew the value of his ability in advance.
My brother had been arguing with his father for quite some time.
Of course, other than that, my brother was a pretty good person, so I didn’t get along with his father or anything like that.

“How are you going to hide this? My body has turned into a woman due to the side effects of awakening. How are you going to hide this?”
“She has an idea for Abby, so stop her.”
“Stop, stop! My father always did. Do you intend to leave a stain on a child who has never even seen his mother’s face from the beginning of his life? In this world where there are not enough guardians, do you intend to leave a stain on the child of a person who used his financial power to save me! “

However, I don’t know why that day exploded.
But one thing is certain, my brother and my father had a fierce argument once.
My brother who couldn’t win against him left the house.

“Father, please don’t do that. You have to inherit your sage nature? Of course I know that. But, this is not really.”
“Seoha, if you really love Hyeonseong.”
“Honestly, Hyeonseong? I don’t care what happens to that. But I’m doing this because I don’t want to see everything my grandfather and father accomplished come to naught, and I don’t want Seoyeon to leave an obstacle in her life. So please.”
“It doesn’t work though.”
“Father!”

Because of that, I still can’t forget the shock of that day.
The moment when the younger brother, who always looked warm and friendly, made such a cold expression.

“Okay. Then, father, do as you wish. I will do as I will.”
“Are you going to leave the house now?”
“Yes, that’s right. I don’t care if it’s a family member who doesn’t do his/her duty.

In fact, there was no one in my family that I could attach affection to.
After his mother died, his father rarely came home to work.
Is it because of the weight of the older brother as his eldest son?
It was because I was afraid to go around with a hard expression on my face without giving my heart to anyone.
Naturally, the only person I leaned on was Seo Ha oppa.

That’s why the age difference is only four years old.
I may have been relying on Seo Ha oppa more than I thought.

“Yeon-ah Seo.”
“Brother, where are you going?”
“Yeah. My brother is going somewhere.”

That’s why that day.
I couldn’t forget my older brother who smiled and hugged me until the last moment and stroked my hair.

“Can’t I go…?”
“Sorry Seo Yeon-ah. I don’t think I can do that.”

Between me and my brother

“Brother, I’ll do better. Huh? Please don’t go.”
“…Sorry, Seo Yeon-ah.”

The sound of my room door slamming.
I will never forget that moment that made my heart sink.

“Brother Brother!”

Maybe that day was the day I cried the most since I was born.
For me without a mother, the fact that my older brother, who filled the void left by her mother, left the house left a huge trauma for me when I was young.
From that day on, the smile disappeared from my face.

3 years like that.
I, who had just graduated from elementary school, ran in all directions to find my brother.
The times I looked forward to meeting my brother someday.

“I finally found it, Seoha oppa…”

The clue was at Cheonghwa Academy.
There was no way my brother, who always fought with his father over becoming a guardian, would not join Cheonghwa Academy.
In fact, I have been watching since the day my brother took the entrance exam at Cheonghwa Academy.

“Brother, see you soon.”

Although I don’t know why, I lost my memory and became a woman and changed like a completely different person.
I was able to recognize it right away on our first meeting.

This is my brother
You are the most precious person I’ve been looking for.

That’s how I was able to face the most precious person in my life again.
Not ashamed, proudly.

*

“That’s how it happened.”

After hearing her story, I knew.
This was never something worth talking about in a message.
Also, what kind of existence is Seo-Ha Lee to Seo-Yeon Lee?

“After all, things are not going well between me and my father.”
“Is that how it works?”
“Anyway, it’s true that I ran out against my father.”

The past history of Seoyeon and Seoha was not short.
However, let’s feel how big a part of Seo-Ha Lee’s existence is in Seo-Yeon’s life.
Right in front of her eyes why she treats me so well from the first moment I saw her.
And last time, when she didn’t hear from me, I think I know why she’s so worried.

“Well.”
“Well?”
“If it was really like that, wouldn’t you have called your father’s personality, no brother?”
“Why?”
“My father liked you very much, even though he was not visible on the outside. You still don’t know why your father tried to stop you until he was prepared to destroy Hyeon-seong?”
“Hmm…”

As I was listening to Seoyeon’s words, I felt as if the fog was getting thicker.
I wanted to know why they called me at this point, after entering Cheonghwa Academy for almost a month and a half.
Because there was no point in Seoyeon’s words.

“I honestly don’t know.”
“… My brother lost his memory.”
“Sorry.”
“No. Isn’t it wrong that I don’t have memories?”

As if Seoyeon had finished her story, she got up from her seat.
Seeing her like that, she raised her body after her, and seemed to have waited for Seo-yeon to open her door.
The knight of her Seoyeon raised her body from her seat and asked her cautiously, “Did she enjoy her meal?”

“Why were you waiting here? They said you’d call me after dinner.”
“Miss, don’t you always come out alone after making me wait in that car?”
“Ugh, that’s the case…”
“I’ll take Master Seo Ha to the academy too, shall we go together?”

To the knight’s words, she answered briefly, “Yes,” And then began following him.
Seoyeon was behind the passenger seat, and I was behind the driver.
In the car moving so smoothly, I thought of him.
The only person who can provide a hint to read the intentions of her father who is now calling Lee Seo-ha.

‘Kim Ju-won.’

He must have been involved with Seo-yeon and other family members many times while living a life of many episodes.
You must know more about Lee Seo-ha’s family than I do.

Of course, he’ll try to touch me again in exchange for information.
However, since I had already given up halfway on that, I thought maybe if I could get the information I want with just my body, it would be a profitable business.
I had that thought in my mind.
I don’t know what’s so attractive about this body that I’ve already tasted many times, or what I covet so much.

“Brother.”

Seoyeon, who almost made the mistake of calling me her older sister until earlier, called me with the correct designation this time.
Looking out of her window, she scratched the back of her head and spoke to me in an embarrassed voice.

“Sorry, I called to help, but I’m sorry I didn’t seem to be of much help.”
“No, it’s okay. Thanks to you, I had a good dinner.”
“Really? Thank goodness.”

Seoyeon carefully took my hand.
Then, I was able to realize that I was not wearing gloves even though I was dressed as a man.

White clothes have the effect of making you look a little bigger than your actual size.
That’s why I always wore white gloves to compensate for my small hands.
Obviously, it was a mistake not to wear gloves even though I came out dressed as a man today.

“Brother, but I really still have trauma from that time. So now you can’t disappear without me knowing, okay?”
“OK got it.”

For some reason, that mistake was considered fortunate today.
And if Seoyeon’s anxious heart could be healed with this, fearing that Seohara Lee’s existence would disappear right in front of her eyes.
Better her bare hands than her gloved hands.

“Then see you next time!”
“Huh.”

When she arrived at the academy, she dropped me off and waved her hand to Seo-yeon as she left, then turned and headed for her dormitory.
To extract information from Kim Joo-won.
The time had come to undress as a man and approach him as a woman, Seoha Lee.

For the first time to the guy who pulled me one-sidedly.