Chapter 85 – I Don’t Know How to Write This

I was really ashamed.
When I was taking care of this earlier, my mind was full of meeting Lee Seo-ha’s father on the weekend, so I didn’t think about anything.

“Dangerous?”

When I saw what I had prepared in front of him, I really wanted to run away from this place.

“I asked what this is, not that you’re dangerous.”
“…Mo, I don’t know.”
“You don’t know?”

But does this son of a bitch even want to make fun of my shyness?
I wanted to punch him in the face when I saw him forcefully demanding an answer.

“Really?”
“Eww…”
“If you don’t know, you’ll have to put it back. You don’t even know how to use it, don’t you?”

My hands trembled at Kim Joo-won’s words.
So, even after hearing that dangerous word, you’re saying that I’m going to put that bitch inside me alive now?

“Like… Dom.”
“Huh?”
“It’s a condom! You perverted bastard!”

Really naughty and bad, even at this moment, I got angry at the prank of the guy who was trying to make fun of me.
Of course, keeping my mouth shut is also my job.

‘이 미친년아, 밖에 나랑 이 새끼랑 섹스하는 거 광고하냐?’

However, Kim Joo-won said that I am angry.
Would it be fun to see that expression of embarrassment and embarrassment?
Or was it good that Seo Ha Lee was held in her own arms with her own will?

Another short kiss followed.
After a brief moment of warmth covering her lips, Kim Joo-won’s hand moved to my hair and began to gently brush her hair.

“Condom?”
“…Yes, fuck. Condoms!”
“Hmm, our Seoha says it’s dangerous today, so you might as well wear it.”

Then, she felt that her heart was strangely relaxed at the strange feeling of stability she did not know.
I don’t know why I have to feel that way about this bastard, but one thing’s for sure.

“You… You really are a bad asshole.”

It was said that Kim Joo-won was quite evil.
It made her say that she had prepared condoms just in case.

“Sorry.”

But my dissatisfaction was short-lived.
Kim Joo-won took her own hand and placed her hand on her bare chest, exposing her bare skin.
It was because he enjoyed the touch and then started playing with her nipples.

“It’s been so long since I’ve seen you like this…”

It’s been a while.
At that, she stared blankly at Kim Joo-won’s face.
However, the guy seemed to be okay, and had a smile on her elongated face.
There was a strange sadness in his eyes.

“No, what am I talking about…”

Maybe it’s because I looked at his face too closely.
Kim Joo-won, who thought he had said too much, brushed his hair and lightly kissed his cheek.

“Now you are you.”

What the hell happened in the past?
Even though it’s a character I created, he actually exists in this world.
Will I ever be able to understand the deep sadness that had just passed through his eyes?

“Oops!”

But my thoughts were short-lived.
Then he lowered his face, my nipples that I had to endure for so long.
Because he bit into his mouth and started rolling it with his tongue on that small, sensitive part that he had only touched with his hands.

“Ha, Seoha Lee.”

Did he start to get excited when he saw me?
Like a child looking for milk after calling out a handful of rough breaths.
Even though he buried his face in my left chest, he took his hand and didn’t let go of my right chest.

“Ha ha, yuh!”

It started with both breasts.
While lying down, the hand holding the sturdy cupboard of the patient’s bed twitched and pulled forward little by little to protect itself.
And now the one in front of me is Kim Joo-won.

Haha-.”

The hand pulled forward naturally took the shape of hugging Kim Joo-won’s head and back shoulder.
Like a mother holding a child.

“Kim, Joo Won…”

It’s like holding him in your arms.

“Whoop, whoop.”
Haha…”

Reason was gradually erased from my head before I knew it, and my body only followed my instincts.
As if not letting go of the guy who was bothering me, I hugged him tightly with both of his arms.
To the exclusion of everything else, they surrender themselves to his mouth and to his hands.

It was as if he hadn’t even remembered how he had treated me before.
Looking at the guy who harasses me with his eyes wide open and raises his head to take away my lips again.
Now, I completely throw myself into the guy who treats me as he pleases, and I covet pleasure as he leads me.

“Whoops!”

It seems like he knows where to attack to make me helpless.
His hand went behind his ear, past his chest, his side, and pressed against a specific part of his thigh just below his left hip.

One time like that.
Give yourself over to the intense pleasure that covers your head.
Indescribable sensations from instinct, forgetting reason, covered my head.

“Haha…”

I forcibly lifted up the reason that had become heavy under the surface of the water.
I met Kim Joo-won’s gaze, who was struggling to look at me from above.

“Seoha.”

If you didn’t know, you heard a soft voice that would instantly charm many women.
Having felt the pleasure of a woman to the fullest, her body, which still had residual heat, barely focused on him.
On such a day, Kim Joo-won looked down and straightened up, naturally revealing his lower body, which had grown so much that his pants were about to explode.

“Are you okay?”

If I had seen it when I was sane, I might have had a look on my face.
I might have lifted the leg that was stretched between his legs and told him to get off the dog and stop yelling.
However, once he let go of his reason, the head that he held back nodded as if he agreed with his words.

“Huh.”

He gave an affirmative answer to his question with a voice that was as sweet as anyone could hear.
Lying on the bed, eyes looking at him.
It makes my heart beat as if I’m afraid of what will happen in the future, but I’m looking forward to it.
But I didn’t stop there, watching Kim Joo-won’s eyes go to my pants that I was wearing for the last time.

“…Are you going to take it off?”

Just asking like that
It makes you ask questions without even resisting.

“Huh.”

Kim Joo-won’s hand cautiously moved to my waist as I lay still.
As if worried that I might get hurt, a careful hand grabbed the waist of my pants.
As if my body knew what to do at this time, I naturally lifted my waist slightly and made it easier for him to take off my pants.

“It really was.”

Then, I heard his voice again as he checked the panties I was wearing.
Could it be that he didn’t believe it?
Even though I took off my top earlier and checked the bra I was wearing.

“I told you… I came wearing the one you picked out then.”
“It really is.”

Kim Joo-won smiled slightly.
His hand into his panties.
When I lightly touched the most intimate part between my legs, my body flinched for a moment.

“It was also quite wet there.”

It seemed like he wanted to check it out.
Whether I’m ready
From a woman’s point of view, even touching a private part that should be hidden from a man.

“Thank god.”

Then, with an incomprehensible sound, his hand reached for the last remaining thin piece of cloth.
Then the body started to react strangely.
The subject that stayed still even when he took off his pants, as if he didn’t want to take off his pants, gently grabbed his wrist holding his pants.

“…”

Before I knew it, I started resisting so that he could not touch the last bastion that covered my body.
Even a single meaningless resistance.
Rather, it is the action that only stimulates the man’s lust.

“Why are you Seoha?”

In response to my reaction, Kim Joo-won asked me carefully with a smile on his face as if he didn’t know anything.
As if he would do whatever he had been doing if he had nothing to say.
If you don’t want to do much, I put the meaning of talking now.

“Can you lift your back a little?”

However, I wonder if my body has already completed all the preparations to be captured by him.
To the extent that the resistance I had been unknowingly for a while before was colorless, my body slightly lifted its back at that one word.

Then it seemed like he waited.
But I was afraid of getting hurt, and I felt the last piece of cloth that had been gently covering my bottom come down.

But was it just a mere prediction that he would attack me right away?
Honestly, as soon as I took off all my panties, I thought he would touch me right away.
Contrary to my expectations, he took off all his clothes and started looking at me naked.

No, maybe it’s right to appreciate me naked.
When I look at her eyes, as if I can’t believe that I took off all the cloth that covered my body with my own hands.

“…Kim Ju-won?”

It wasn’t that long, but did it feel like a long time to me?
Maybe it’s because her overheated body doesn’t move outwardly, but it longs for his touch.
The moment I looked at him and waited for a while, I must have felt the limit of my patience.

“Ah.”

Did he finally get out of the illusion?
He said he was sorry and started to take off the hospital gown I was wearing.
Even so, he was just like me, wearing a thin hospital gown covering his body and underwear.

But his mischief didn’t end there.
Earlier, was it not enough that I made fun of the fact that I prepared condoms myself?
The guy holding the piece of vinyl that I had left next to me, with an ignorant innocent expression, held out the piece of vinyl to me and started to make me anxious.

“Seoha.”

Hopefully not.
Ei, I tried to put a meaning to it, but it probably won’t be that.

“I don’t know how to use this, can you cover it for me?”

Words that betrayed my expectations eventually came out of his mouth.
With eyes that seemed to ask me to put it on myself.