Chapter 96 – Do You Want to Touch My Chest?

But Kim Joo-won did not stop there.
Her right nipple was a bit reddish, so I didn’t seem to bother touching it because I knew it wasn’t normal.
On the other hand, the left side looked fine just by looking at it.

“Oh, Ki, Kim Joo-won.”

Of my both breasts, the left one became the target of the guy and was harassed.

“Now, wait a minute. Euhuheusssss!”

Originally, he was a guy who really liked tormenting my heart.
How many men would leave it alone even after seeing this size, which is still hard to find…

Is that why?
Kim Joo-won ignored my words to wait a moment, buried his face in his chest and immediately bit his left nipple into his mouth.
A moan escaped his mouth as soon as his tongue touched my most sensitive part.

“Seoha, you shouldn’t wake up.”

At that moment, as soon as a moan came out of my mouth, he must have been surprised too.
Kim Joo-won immediately reached out and covered my mouth.
Having lost even the means to moan like that, he lowered his belongings.
Consolation was in the form of biting his chest in the guy’s mouth and began to be bullied relentlessly.

“Ugh, yup!”

During the month or so of receiving postpartum care, I wonder if this guy has accumulated quite a bit.
It was like that last night too.
Today, unlike usual, it was only a matter of time before I let go of the strings of reason in the guy’s rather passionate attitude.

Obviously, the only difference between before and now is that I had a child.
How did my body, which I originally thought was quite sensitive, become so sensitive?
Originally, I was under pressure from the size of the guy, and I should have inserted it slowly because I couldn’t even loosen it properly.
If he hit me randomly like now, it should have hurt quite a bit, but it’s normal…

“Huh, huh.”
“Ha ha, ha ha…”

For some reason, like last night, even now I see his things more clearly than ever.
Without even feeling the pressure, I gradually lost my mind to the stick of the guy who just drilled a hole in the bottom, as if it was finally compatible.
Even though the guy’s things stood up even more rigidly and let me know that the situation was imminent.
It should be restrained not to be wrapped inside, but to the extent that I can’t.

“Seoha, do you think I’ll be cold?”

From Kim Joo-won’s mouth, he quickly heard his voice asking him to release my legs wrapped around his waist.
But I, already out of my mind, grabbed him by the waist with both legs and didn’t let him go.
A little bit of pressure like that for a while.

“Huh-uh-!”

Before I even gave the signal to remove it, I left with the feeling of tapping on the innermost part of me.
Like that, he let go of his mind to the extent that he didn’t even know he was strangling me with the leash he put around his neck in anger.
I hope the strength in the arms and legs hugging the guy’s body is relaxed, and stay still while receiving the guy’s stuff below.

“Aaaaa!”

Did he wake up while Kim Joo-won and I were doing it?
Hearing Sae-ah’s cries, the moment I was about to raise my body, which had no energy, I felt a pop from below, as if his things were being pulled out.

“Is my bird awake? Oh, my princess must be embarrassed.”

He looked back at her with eyes that were gradually focusing, and raised his head.
Kim Joo-won, who was not even wearing clothes and could not even wipe his sweat, laid a mat under her baby with clumsy hands and naturally changed her diaper.
Guy too…
Like me who became a mother, it must be that I became a father.

“Come on, I’ve changed my diaper, my princess. Stop dripping.”

Then, why is it so funny to see him naked and trying to appease Sae-ah?
When I unknowingly ate and burst into laughter, did Kim Joo-won think that my appearance was ridiculous?

“What, why?”
“I just wanted to see if the guy who did that to me is right.”

When I smiled at myself, Kim Joo-won looked at me for a moment with a dissatisfied expression on his face.
Before she knew it, she carefully put Sae-ah down on the crib.

“I’m going to wash now.”
“Wait for a sec.”

I somehow got up, grabbed his wrist, and brought it to my neck, when I heard the sound of the leash coming loose.
Well, it was clear that I was crazy too.
No matter how much, there are things I can say and things I can’t say.

“Wash together…”

But, maybe I had no intention of stopping here.
Even asking for training wasn’t enough, the sexual desire that had been building up inside of me finally hit a major accident.

“What?”
“I have to wash too… Can’t I?”

To receive Kim Joo-won’s trembling gaze for a while.
Grabbing his hand, I went straight to the bathroom naked with him.
Seo-Hara Lee, knowing that she wouldn’t let a naked woman move in front of her eyes.
Directly on my feet.

*        *

I consider myself a very peculiar person.
Either in a good sense or in a bad sense.
I thought so as I gently closed the door to the room where Kim Joo-won was sitting alone and quietly studying.

What woman in the world can do that?
She raped herself and ran away with him, giving birth to and raising his child, and living as his wife.
Is it possible to do things that are incomprehensible to such common sense?

So that’s what I thought of myself.
He is an incomprehensibly peculiar person.
Maybe something strange is right.

‘Good night.’

I looked at the sleeping baby on the crib that was pulled to the side of the sofa, then pressed the remote control to turn on the TV.
For me who doesn’t go outside, news is the only way to connect me with the world.

Like most full-time web writers, my job was to write novels.
Or taking care of a new baby as a mother.

I turned the channel and turned on the news channel.
Sooner or later, the incident will explode, but today, as usual, the news anchor was broadcasting the news of the world that can be seen anywhere.

What are the current trends in the world, what is happening in society.
Or, befitting the world, in which area the eroded underworld was purified, and which area was eroded, and so on.

However, my interest was not in the kind of events that are common in this world.
Even though there are several active S-class guardians and many guardian candidates taught by those guardians, they couldn’t stop it.
Honghwa Academy behind the world erosion case.
There was only one event I was waiting for these days.

Even if a lot has changed from the original timeline.
Still, the big events of the work will not change.
That way, no matter how much of the original work I know has become obsolete, I will somehow prepare for the future.

“Seoha.”

It was then.
When I turned my head, Kim Joo-won was staring at me with a plate holding a plate.
The moment I got up from my seat and was about to receive the plate.
Kim Joo-won turned around and put the empty fruit plate in the sink.

“I want to get some rest.”

He took my hand and pulled me onto the sofa and sat down next to me.

“I was watching the news.”
“Huh.”
“Is writing novels going well these days?”

Did he want to talk to me?
Come to think of it, we didn’t talk to each other very well.
In the first place, since our relationship started with an assistant and the victim, it would be strange that the conversation would go well.

“Well.”
“You said you met with the person in charge this time and signed a contract for your next project.”
“Huh.”
“I was just curious.”

It was then.
Kim Joo-won’s hand went to my shoulder and she gently took me into her arms.
Cuddled in his arms, I realized that he had changed a lot because of me.

Because the Kim Joo-won I set up doesn’t speak very well and is more reticent than necessary.
Even if you were curious about me in this way, rather than saying it yourself, it was Kim Joo-won I knew who silently supported you behind your back.
Yes, it must have been…

“It’s a bit surprising.”
“What.”
“You mean you’re curious about me.”

At those words, Kim Joo-won opened his mouth with a slightly regretful tone, “Is that so?”
In fact, that’s probably the case, because he and I weren’t the type to talk a lot unexpectedly.
The relationship that started between the perpetrator and the victim of rape created a point of contact between the two, Sae-ah Kim.
In a way, he and I were the same as continuing because of the child.

“I’ve been feeling a bit like that today.”
“What?”
“Some girls kept bothering me, so I showed them pictures of you.”
“Pictures… Ah!”

However, as people live, is it inevitable that they eventually become curious about the other person?
What Kim Joo-won said reminded me of the time when we took pictures together, telling the girls to show it to each other.
He smiled at the fact that he had actually used that method and jokingly asked, “Did you really do that?”

“Uh.”
“But, I think it would have been more confusing if I had just called her a girlfriend.”
“So I just called her my wife.”
“Did you really do that?”

Imagining how dumbfounded the girls must have been when they heard that, I started laughing.
Well, it’s not even two or eight years now.
There is no man in the world who would have married at 21 and even had a baby.

“Oh, that’s really fucking funny.”
“Why, you said that.”
“Hey, you did that as a joke, do you really do that?

It was then.
I realized that I was laughing out loud, and I felt a strange sense of incongruity.
Have I ever laughed like this, other than smiling with maternal love when I saw Sae-ah?
Maybe, this isn’t the first time I’ve laughed so sincerely.

“Joowon, I guess I’ll live with you.”
“Why?”
“The days when I’ll smile because of you will come, won’t it?”

Saying that, I collapsed on the guy’s thighs.
Then, as if he wasn’t submerged in lust, he flicked his finger at the dance of his trousers, which he hadn’t come to pick up.
Scary to hear “Ugh” From above, he smiled and continued what he was saying.

“I thought my life was ruined because of this, but the day to laugh will come.”
“I know.”
“Joowon, you know? I can’t say I love you.”

I turned to my side and lay down straight, looking at the face of the guy looking down at me.
In the midst of feeling sorry, I see Kim Joo-won’s expression looking at me with affectionate eyes.
He brought his hand to his face, covered his lips with his fingers, and opened his mouth.

“Instead of that, you can laugh like this, so if you really want to atone for me, just let me smile like this in the future.”

Saying that, he removed his finger from his lips.
Even when pregnant.
I don’t think I had anything to smile about when I wasn’t looking at Sae-ah.

“Understand?”
“…Huh.”

But Joo Won, you know.
Why does seeing a smile on your face warm my heart so much?
Clearly you belong to me, even though you are a piece of trash who did something you shouldn’t have done.

“Would you like to touch my chest?”
“…?”

At that moment, the expression on Kim Joo-won’s face, asking what are you talking about, passed across his face.
It’s actually a joke I didn’t want to find out that I was comforted by looking at him.
Kim Joo-won suffocated, and naturally, he placed his hand again on his chest, which he had excitedly touched while washing earlier.

“Transformation.”
“I told you to touch me.”
“Do you take it seriously?”
“Mulkyung mulkyong, soft, soft, soft in the west.”
“This is a real change… He’s really interested in the body of the opposite sex.”

I was about to curse at him for a moment, but I remembered that my new baby was sleeping soundly next to me, and I refined his words.
No matter how much he is, they say he deserves to be cursed at all day long.
My Sae-ah only wanted to hear the right, pretty, and kind words.

Sorry bird
Your mom is the one with the slut in her mouth.
But this is your father’s responsibility, so you’ll understand, right?

“I’m here, Seoha.”
“Uh.”
“I still regret it.”

He let out a small sigh.
I wondered if the time had come to shut this guy’s mouth again.
Again, he tried to reach out his hand before he brought up a story from the past and made the atmosphere gloomy.

Because I didn’t want to talk gloomy in front of Sae-ah.
I just wanted to live a happy life without such bad things from now on.
So it was.

But I couldn’t reach out.

– Breaking news. Currently, the erosion of the other side of the world suddenly begins in Honghwa Academy…

The incident I was waiting for had happened, because it came out on the TV screen.