Chapter 139 – [Side Story] Masturbation – Younger Brother’s Point of View (3)

It’s my sister… Even though I know I shouldn’t imagine or think like this… In the first place, the older sister I saw after 15 years was immediately considered to be her older sister, and there was no way she could be seen as her family.
That’s it too… Each of my sister’s defenseless appearance was very irritating to me.

“Ah, welcome~ You worked hard today too.”
“Oh, why are you dressed like that… ? It’s not cold… ?”
“Ah, today is beef stew… If it splashes on your clothes, it won’t come off easily, so I wore it like this! I’ll finish cooking and change.”

I raised the temperature in the room so that it was completely covered by the apron, and I wore only really short dolphin pants and a thong, and put an apron on top of that… Wearing something under an apron that makes you feel like you’re not wearing anything is erotic.

“Ji, I’m really fine…”
“No~ Because the waist is important! The man… The waist is important… ! So be still… Oh… Aren’t you cool… ?”
“Oh, no… Cool… Cool…”

Do you really know what that sentence means? Are you tired after studying because the waist is important for men? It’s like laying on the bed and massaging your back while moving on top of your back, legs, and buttocks.

“Ha… Ha… I’m sorry… You can take a break… ?”
“… Yes yes…”

It’s like lying on my back and resting for a while with my whole body pressed against me because it’s hard because I’m massaging too hard…

“Wow! You scored well on the test today! I think I’ll pass if I do a little more!”
“… Isn’t it far yet?”

While praising him for boosting his confidence, he bowed down saying that he was petting his hair, even though he was short, and as if he was trying to look older, the difference in height between me and me was not much… And the fact that you can see your breastbone and smooth armpits through the laces…

“Oh… Wait…”
“Ugh… !”

I dropped my eraser while tutoring and put my head between my legs and rubbed my chest against my legs to pick up the eraser…

“Mmm, I’ll wash first… ?”

Going into the shower room after jogging and seeing my body through the opaque glass makes me crazy.

“Excuse me… I want to clean the outside window today… Can you catch me?”
“… You want me to catch it?”

And… Really too defenseless… He said he wanted to clean the outside window… Sticking your back all the way back from the window and saying it’s scary and asking you to hold it…
Really, the big ass touches my belly and legs, and that fluffy, big, bouncy feeling… I feel it as it is with a piece of leggings cloth in between…

“Wow, I’m scared! Hold on tighter… !”
“Yeah, I’ll just wipe it.”
“No! It’s dangerous! If I catch it, I get caught… What if I make a mistake and fall off!”

… I didn’t think of it in a sexual sense at all, and asked me to hold it tighter, and to have my butt bone close to mine…

“It is a good nutritional supplement for men! Do I have to eat it?”
“… It says it’s good for stamina, right?”
“Stamina is, after all, stamina… ?”
“No… That’s right…”
“Studying is important!”

It’s just all bad
He’s kind, he’s kind…
It’s so naughty that I fall into a sense of shame every night.

“Ugh… ! Ha… ! Ha… !”

Seriously, it makes me unable to stop masturbating…
Going crazy…
So caring, so pure, really… I can’t imagine this…
It’s my sister… It’s my first time doing something like this, so I’m embarrassed every day.
It’s crazy like crazy.
It seems to break my mind… Why are you my sister?
If it wasn’t for my older sister, I think I would have already attacked.
I feel so perverted and mean that I keep thinking like this, so I feel embarrassed…

“Excuse me… Tsu, can I change the trash can?”
“… Yes?”
“That is… I think I use the garbage bag too often… Large garbage doesn’t come out well in the room, so I’m going to change it to a small trash can.”
“Uh… Yes.”

Having a strong life force is also very attractive.
Certainly, the amount of garbage bags I was using was increasing.
… It’s embarrassing, but it’s increasing because I masturbate too much. I wrapped it up too much, so I was worried about the water pressure in the toilet or clogging, so I threw it in the trash instead of throwing it down the toilet… There are trash that buys drinks and eats, but most of them… It was a break.

But the trash can that my sister changed is really small enough to be placed next to a computer… Because it’s a trash can.
There was no need to throw away something like a drink bottle, and suddenly it became a trash can for throwing away only masturbation tissues.

… One day when I realized that my sister emptied it every day, when I thought that my sister emptied the trash can full of my semen every day, I was really so ashamed, so excited, so perverted, but my head was filled with shame that seemed like it would explode… I ended up emptying it sometimes, but my sister was so diligent in emptying it… When I couldn’t empty it because I was really in a hurry to go to academy in the morning, my sister emptied it.
… Just looking at an empty trash can drives me crazy.

And then one day… My older sister gave me a class, but she pretended not to have solved all the test questions and sat at her desk, defenselessly telling me the color of the lace-filled underwear she was wearing today through her dolphin pants. Do I have to tell her this? Let’s agonize over whether it’s okay if I tell you the perverted and embarrassing truth that I’m only looking at my underwear… My sister asked me something strange.

“… Are there any drinks that you secretly drink at night… ?”

I’ve never drank secretly… ?
It’s a strange question. My sister keeps buying me drinks, saying that I need sugar for studying, but… I don’t like it very much, so I don’t drink it except when my sister gives it to me.

“Yes? Drink… ? Don’t you?”
“Ah, then maybe… What did you spill?”
“No… ? Why?”

What question is this?
Did I really accidentally spill something… ? I seriously thought about it, but what I spilled… I accidentally spilled it on the floor while masturbating… Only semen
Hopefully not. I wiped it really clean with tissue paper, and while my sister was sleeping, I secretly went to the bathroom and washed the rag and wiped the floor before sleeping.

However… My older sister… Really… Unexpected words… Have been

“That is… Before emptying the trash, she sniffed… It’s very, very sweet… It smells like it would be delicious. But I don’t know what…”

The pen she was holding in her hand suddenly fell.
… It smells like trash.
… Nowadays… Really…
Only tissue paper with semen… I don’t put…

“That, that, that… Seriously, I did… What?”
“Uh? Yes. But I kept taking it, but I don’t know what it is. But I thought it would be delicious… I want to try it too, can you teach me?”

As if it were going to be really tasty, he talked while swallowing several times.
In my head, my older sister knelt down in front of me masturbating and opened her mouth… It reminds me of gulp, intake, and swallowing.
I feel really crazy.

“Uh, over there… Ah… That, ha…”

It seems crazy. Really… I can’t imagine this… Shameful and embarrassing

“That, that… Don’t smell it in front of you.”
“Why… ? What did you clean?”
“AA AA AA… He really… ! Just, just don’t take it… Really… Please, no, just… Please.”
“Ah, okay…”

Doesn’t focus on exams at all.
In the end, the mock test given by my older sister… Completely ruined it
That night, I could barely fall asleep after masturbating twice as much as usual.
Really… I know she said innocently, that the smell was sweet and pleasant, but… I know that expression wasn’t meant to be erotic at all, but…
I’m going crazy…
I don’t know why I smelled it… It must have smelled a lot, so you might have wondered why it stinks so much. My older sister… It’s because I’m pure without watching porn. Rather, it seemed to be saying that he didn’t even know the smell of semen, and the thought of proving his sister’s innocence made him look even cuter.
I shouldn’t be thinking like this…
I think I will gradually forget what my original personality was like.
All I can think about is weird every day…
But since he said he wouldn’t take it anymore, I thought this would be the end…

“That… I found out the reason not to smell toilet paper until later… First of all, I’m sorry I did something embarrassing.”
“Yes? Uh… ? Yes?”

… Who the hell told you?
If you know who it is, I’ll kill you. Really…
Or where did you find out…

“Ah, but it’s natural for a boy to accumulate such things, and it’s not good if he doesn’t. Oh, never mind… Uh, so Wouldn’t it be better to exchange toilet paper for something good… ? Because my sister doesn’t know this well.”
“Oh, no, no, that… That, uh…”

My sister recognized that it was the smell of my semen.
But really, it seems to be okay… He kindly said that he cared about me, but rather said that it was okay to do more, as if to not be ashamed of such things… Kindly… Encourages my masturbation.

“Oh, sorry. So, just… He’s a man So, that… If the smell spreads quickly, will it be hard in the room? I’ll buy something soft, a scented tissue, so use that… I’ll empty it often… Oh, I’ll cover the container with a small plastic bag every day.”
“That, stop… I was wrong, so please stop talking… Really…”

… I’m so ashamed I want to commit suicide.
… Really.
Can’t stop masturbating
In the end, I masturbated that day too.

… One day, when I was masturbating like that every day, the boys I became close with found out that the lunch boxes I kept bringing were packed by my sister… He said he wanted to see his sister so persistently that he ended up asking her permission, hoping that she would refuse.

“Wow! Yes bring me! Great!”

But my older sister was rather happy… I even made hamburgers myself to feed them.
I just said Don’t just tell me, lie that you refused and don’t bring me.
Her friends came to see her and didn’t say anything as if they were possessed.

“And… Seriously, I didn’t believe anything he said. But it’s all real…”
“Yes? What?”
“Wow, you know what? He just said that his older sister was a wise mother and wife at the academy, and that he was too much of his ideal type. She’s my older sister, but she’s so perfect and caring that I’m going to raise my eyes and think I won’t be able to date a girl…”
“What are you talking about there… Hey!!”
“Because you are so innocent~ Noona~ Yaya, it hurts! My sister won’t even watch porn! Noona is pure and caring! Evil!! Chaste! Aww!!”
“Ah, what are you doing?! Don’t hit me!”
“No, ah… Noona, he, he, lies and nonsense are his specialties…”
“And! It is unfair! Evil! The truth cannot be hidden! No, sorry sleep, heck! Keck!”

And after a chilling incident that occurred while I was looking away, I vowed never to bring anyone I knew in front of my sister again.

“Hey, can I introduce you to your older sister?”
“What?”

I will never show you again.
Even if there are so many things… I couldn’t stop masturbating every day.
I tried to put up with it, but even after a few days, I felt too strongly that my eyes looking at my sister were becoming dangerous… I felt like I had to continue masturbating even for my sister.

Thank you for teaching me… Showing the flesh under the buttocks or showing underwear all the time… Of course, I know it wasn’t on purpose, but it’s too irritating.
I think I’m going crazy.

As I masturbate every day, the skin there is rubbed and it hurts… In the end, the day my sister taught me and made it possible to purchase an internet shopping mall called Taobao, I was really worried that if I continued to masturbate like this, I might get burned… For the first time, I bought an ona hole that I knew only as knowledge.
I’m ashamed to buy something like this… I really don’t think it will anymore.
I was originally going to buy just one, but… It’s a strange picture, but there was a masturbation device with a woman wearing clothes that reminded me of my sister, so I bought another one.
Secretly hidden… I have to secretly write…

I thought

“I-I-I’m sorry… Hey, this… I opened…”
“… Uh? That’s, uh… ?”

My sister blushed as if she was really sorry… Hold the box with my onahole in both hands and apologize… If there is a real God, I want to kill him.
Should I commit suicide?