Chapter 14 – You Can’t Do This to Your Sister (4)

Seeing my younger sister reflect on herself as if it was a complete mistake, I felt very sorry for some reason.
Actually, my sister doesn’t seem to have done anything wrong… I must have been disappointed because I was caught masturbating as vulgarly as Pervert while smelling my sister’s semen. My body is erotic… I just stare at it without saying a word…
I kept giving her a massage over and over again, but I got excited, so I kept putting it on top of her buttock, and pressing it hard to get her into a good posture. .

My feelings of scolding faded in an instant, and on the contrary, I felt sorry.
And before I said anything, I honestly apologized first.

“I’m sorry too…Actually, that, when I was massaging…I felt a bit naughty.”
“Oh, no. Rather, I felt that… Erotic.”
“No. If I hadn’t lifted my butt… And made it touch it, I probably wouldn’t have lifted it so badly… That’s a man’s instinct, isn’t it?”

And I kept my mouth shut for a while and thought about it, and then I brought up a thought I had been thinking all along.

“Even though we are brother and sister… I think we should think about it a little more calmly. Although they are siblings, they are adults, and they haven’t lived together as siblings for a very long time… ? So, in my head, I know they are brother and sister…But my body doesn’t know that at all, so I think they react to each other on their own.”

My younger brother stayed still, then nodded slightly as if agreeing.

“Me, me too…To be honest, to be honest…Very, brother, your body…Looks erotic. That, the shoulders are broad… The chest is, broad, that… The belly is pretty… That, that too…”
“…It’s big and long, so it’s likely to come in deeply, and the top is big and spreads well, so I think it’ll be easy to scrape?”
“Nu, I can’t use it if I say that to my sister…”
“You said that before. I’m weak against such stimuli, but it seems like it’s okay to remove it…”
“That’s, but…But, that’s not what I’m saying to my older sister.”

Until now, while massaging, I felt like my younger sister knew about my body because she told me what I was curious about about women in terms of my body.
I was so embarrassed but couldn’t bear to say no, so I averted my gaze, slapped the bed with my palm, and calmed down and said, “Don’t say such a thing.”

“Whoa, that, my younger sister too… My body, feels erotic… ?”
“…Honestly, yes. Sorry.”
“Uh, what should I do…”

I wanted to just in case, but my younger brother was really taken aback when he said that I looked naughty.
My sister’s body was so erotic to me, so it was natural for her to look erotic… But I didn’t think that my sister would think of me so erotically.
I thought I might need to talk more with my younger brother, so I turned off the mood light that was on while getting the massage and spoke in a dark state.

“I’m embarrassed, so I’ll turn off the lights and talk… I think we need to have a serious and honest conversation. Ah, let’s talk about it from now on, why don’t we forget what we talked about and talk honestly and not hide it… ?”
“Um…Yes.”

It felt a bit like a truth game. I was a little excited with the lights off and asked the most curious question first.

“Perhaps, where am I? ?”
“Why is that?”
“Well, I don’t understand it well… I’ve heard that I’m cool or pretty because my body looks active and shows off my workout, but in fact, it’s the first time I’ve heard that it’s erotic so directly.”
“…Can I just say it honestly without thinking of you as an older sister?”

My face was so hot, but I stayed still and nodded quietly.
After that, I remembered that I would not be able to see him because I turned off the light, so I answered with a small yes, and my younger brother started talking as if he was solving what he had endured until now.

“Honestly, it’s too erotic to ask such a thing right now.”
“Yes?! Why?”
“It’s embarrassing not to know that.”
“Uh? Uh? Wait a minute, I heard that your body is erotic…”
“Ah… Well, first of all, being short, and the lines on his face are strangely clear… That, when he’s in a dirty mood, it’s very damaged and the lines get thinner, and masturbating while drooling.”
“Wow! Wow! Uh, when, when.”
“…Masturbating, you’ve seen it before.”
“That, that’s why it looks dirty… ? Wasn’t it before that?”
“…After seeing that, it looked even more erotic, and honestly, it looked erotic from the first time I saw it. Is the upper body a bit strong? It’s not too slender…But it suddenly feels like the lower body is suddenly getting bigger and the silence followed is getting bigger, so when you look at it from the back, it feels like a heart turned upside down…”
“W-Where did you learn that word?”
“Kids these days use it all. I also learn from the Internet.”
“Ah, ah… What should I do? But why does the feeling of an upside-down heart look erotic…”
“…Are you really talking?”
“Yes…”
“My waist is thin and my butt is big, so I want to grab it from behind…”
“Ah!! Evil! No, don’t…”

I was ashamed, so I covered my face with both hands even though I knew I wouldn’t be seen.
I hope you saw it like that. To think that you were thinking that way… As if you couldn’t see me like that, my younger brother kept talking without stopping.

“It’s erotic that all the clothes you wear are clothes that show off your body line.”
“That’s because it’s sportswear.”
“Do you really only wear leggings, dolphin pants, miniskirts, and jeans with that thought?”
“No, but, long skirts make it difficult to move your legs… In college, the kids said I had to wear clothes that showed my legs.”
“Don’t you know why they say you have to reveal that?”
“Well, it’s a waste because I exercised… ?”
“You’re not younger than me, are you?”

I feel like I’m going to get a little pissed off. It’s like being treated like a child. No, that’s right… Although I’m not good at dating or looking at the opposite sex…

“When I see it. My older sister is both a genius and an idiot.”
“What do you mean… ?”
“He’s a genius who makes men feel dirty, and he’s an idiot because he doesn’t know that at all.”
“Yes?!”
“These days, the weather is getting warmer, so my clothes are getting thinner, but when I come out of the shower, I always wrap myself in a towel, look up when I get close, take off the condom and smell the semen while masturbating.”
“Ah, no… No, stop…”
“Shall we think of her as an older sister again and be honest?”
“…Yes.”

It felt like I had opened a box that shouldn’t have been opened.
I hope you saw it that way. You were thinking like that…
I sat calmly, took a deep breath, and resumed my conversation with my brother.

“Hmm…To be honest…It’s a boy, so I think it’s possible. She says she’s an older sister… But if you think about it erotically, you can… I-I also think that my younger sister’s body is very cool.”
“…I, like my older sister, actually keep thinking about the shape of my older sister.”
“Ah, no… That’s, that’s…”
“You decided to talk honestly. Don’t you remember mine too?”
“No no…”
“To be honest.”
“…Yes.”

To be honest, it was right that I remembered a lot. I know I shouldn’t do that, but… I just couldn’t help myself thinking about it.

“To be honest, these days, I keep wanting to see my sister’s body, so I can’t study well.”
“Yes?! Oh, wait a minute… Huh?”

Come to think of it, for some reason, my grades have been dropping little by little these days. I thought it was because the problem was difficult, but it wasn’t.
Thinking it was a big deal, I asked one more time if it was really like that.

“Is that why your grades weren’t good these days?”
“It’s not just because of that…To be honest, I think it is. I keep masturbating a lot, and I do it while imagining it…”
“Yeah, dating a girlfriend…”
“…I don’t think so.”

It was a very difficult thing.
But at the same time, I also came to understand.
Actually, I had already shown my body to my younger brother a lot… Besides, I didn’t just show it, but masturbating, so it must have been very erotic… I couldn’t help but remember my younger brother.

I have a lot of sexual desire, and I’m at the age where I’m most interested in women… I’m called an older sister, but to my younger brother, I’m sure that I’m only seen as a woman who says noona.
When I think about it, the statement that my younger brother keeps thinking about my body and builds up his desire… It sounded very relatable to me.
I also kept thinking about my sister’s… So my masturbation was getting more frequent.

I was really worried. What should I do… If I show my body, then, is it okay… Ah, since I’m curious about women, I thought it might be because I really don’t know much about women’s bodies… I can already see them masturbating. Abandoned… If you leave it like this, you may not be able to concentrate on studying more and more…
My head was very complicated, but I gathered my mind and asked, thinking that it was for my younger brother.

“Well, then…If you show your body, I think you will be able to study well… ?