Chapter 140 – [Side Story] Masturbation – Younger Brother’s Point of View (4)

It’s the first time I’ve really hated reality this much.
It’s more miserable than when I heard the truth about why my mother wasn’t there in my childhood.
To show this to the person you hate the most…
I really feel like crying like this. It’s embarrassing to cry because I’m embarrassed, but I feel like I’m crying for the first time since I was in elementary school.
I can’t even think of how to make an excuse for this, so I’m starting to think about going back to Korea like this.

“Yeah, but it’s okay if you don’t mind.”

But then… My sister started talking in a really kind, soothing voice.

“It would be difficult for men without masturbation, and it would be stressful to study, but using a machine would make them feel much better… I understand that men try these things.”

No matter how you look at it, it’s not really just words. The expression itself… Are you an angel at the moment when you say something embarrassing but full of heart that you are truly sorry? I wanted to… On the contrary, it seems to make me even more filthy, so at the same time I am comforted and hurt.

“Ahhh… That, uh, that… No…”

I wonder what kind of torture this is, my eyes tremble without rest, and I have never been so frightened by anyone I meet on the road… I can’t say anything because I’m afraid that my sister’s kind eyes will turn into disgust the moment I slip up.
… You probably didn’t realize that you looked like your sister when you saw this packaging, right?
Why did I buy that I really want to die.

It seems to be getting out of focus. It’s the first time I’ve ever felt so depressed.
I hope I didn’t notice… It’s even scary to think that the same kind eyes will surely turn into contempt and hatred the moment you notice that you resemble your sister.
But at that time, my older sister saw that I was really flustered and didn’t know what to do… Suddenly exclaimed urgently.

“Me too! Because I use it too! It’s really fine!”
“Uh… ? Uh?”

… What did I hear?
I can’t organize it in my head.
… What is your sister writing?

“That is… Actually, it came from the same place I used to live, so I ripped it apart thinking it was mine… That, so… It’s not just men who want to wear stuff like this…”

No matter how much I listen to it, I can’t understand her story… What is your sister writing?
… Ona Hall?
Does your sister have no cock?
… You bought it from the same place as me?
… Is your sister not a man?

After a while… When I saw my older sister who had the courage to speak up while blushing as if she was very shy, she hesitated and rubbed her fingers together… I understood very slowly.
… You write?
Really?
My sister uses a masturbation device?
No… Is your sister masturbating?
… Really?

“Uh, over there… “
“Yes… ?”
“My sister too, that… Write, write?”

No no, I can’t write it. I hope my sister… No, I can’t write something like that.
My sister doesn’t masturbate.
No… You shouldn’t.
If I knew that my sister masturbated, from then on, I think I would become a person who only masturbates every day. If I don’t masturbate, I don’t think I’ll be able to live at all.
Even now, it’s so hard to bear…
Is your sister really masturbating?
… Does this kind, caring, innocent, chaste older sister have sexual desires?

“I wonder?”

… Wouldn’t it?
“No way, no way,” He nodded.
Then, my sister was so embarrassed that she didn’t know what to do… He looked up at me so cutely, then flinched and grabbed my sleeve and pulled me.
For some reason, because of the slower-than-usual movement, it feels like mine will touch my big butt.
It’s so big inside the pants that it really hurts, so it’s hard to walk.

Slowly as it is… When I went into my sister’s room, she… She went to the corner of the room and she really winced and winced and looked at me and… She brought out a box that wasn’t that big.
What… ? Maybe it’s like a surprise gift?
It was a surprise.
When my sister opens the present, what’s really inside… There was a masturbation device.

… Are you really writing?
I really bought… ?
Even… No…
Even… Big.
Black and shiny, her cute body and pretty yet well-groomed appearance, to the point that it really doesn’t suit her short stature… Big.

Black… No, I don’t want to think like this.
… Black dick
Smaller than mine… I know mine is big too. This is really quite big.
… This goes in?
In that tiny body?
They say they’re banging that big ass and fucking it… ?

And
Really…
My head feels like it’s going to explode.

“This, this… How do you write it?”
“Ah, it’s called Satisfyer… Let’s see your fingers here… ? Like this, suck it up a little… What trembles… Place… That, slightly, protrudes… Sucking… I will.”

While thinking that it could not be… Is the small and strange thing next to me something like a dishwasher that cleans dildos? I asked… It seems that this was also a self-defense device.
I put it on my finger, and my sister pressed the button, and she sucked really lightly while trembling with a buzz.
… What are you doing with this? I’m thinking about it, but it even tells me where to do it.
… Did it come out? Chest… ?
I thought so, but I can see that my sister’s eyes keep glancing at her bottom.

… That?!
You suck it up? My sister’s that?!
Cli?
This?! This?!
My sister asked me to wash it and brought it to me? This?

I really think my head is going to break.
Cock hurts
Really.

My head is dizzy, is this really my home? Is this the house where I’ve been living with my sister for some time?
The air itself feels different. Too heavy. No… It’s sticky.
No, it’s my mouth that’s gooey.
My eyes hurt. Something… Something is strange. Something seems to break in my heart.
It seems that the prison that maintains reason has already been opened and clicks with the key on the lock.
I feel really crazy.

“This, this… Do you really use it? Are you really coming in?”
“Ah, yes… Put it all the way… Oh, and like this, if you stick this part on a smooth surface like a floor or a window, it will stick together.”

Really, really not… When I asked, “This is probably not the case,” My sister was soft and kind with a really innocent expression… Slowly take my hand and have them hold the dildo together, then overlap my hands and put them on the floor.
It sticks much better than expected.
Like a dildo… I don’t want to hold the shape of another man’s cock…
Thinking that it went inside my sister makes me feel strangely erotic…

I feel like my dick is going to explode, really.
It’s not that it sucks, there’s something wrong with this.
It’s like the pump in my heart is broken and I feel like I’m pumping all my blood into my cock.
I want to calm down, so I take a deep breath, but I can’t calm down.

On the floor? In the window… ?
Then, in what position do you masturbate?
Dizzy.

“Big, big… ? A little… ?”
“Uh? No, it’s rather small.”
“To?”
“Ah! It’s not… Uh, yes, uh… That’s a bit not big for my older sister… I do.”

I was in a daze without realizing it, and then I answered in a daze to what my sister said in embarrassment.
Immediately realizing that I was referring to my cock, I felt my face heat up and excused myself… For some reason, she held her arm, which was about the same thickness as a dildo, with one hand and opened it. As if completely unaware of it, she gently rubbed her sister’s belly from the bottom with her hand… Stopping just below the navel and pressing lightly, really… I tried to explain in detail enough that my cock hurt.

“Well, at first it was big… Ah, there is a point that women really feel on the inside.”

Ah…
I really can’t anymore.
Because he taught me so clearly that he goes all the way inside my sister, and even likes to stimulate her part… Really… Too… I feel like dying.
I can imagine the figure of her older sister who puts her up there and feels good, blushes her face and makes her groan.
Rubbing her big ass on the floor… She spilled a lot of her love juice…
Ah… Really… No… No… I need to stop thinking… I need to calm down… Hold on… Hold on… Sleep, calm down, please…

“No, you don’t have to tell me… Ha… Over there, that… I’m fine now… Because it’s really okay.”

I really felt like I was going to make a big mistake if I listened to it any longer, so I got up in a hurry and ran out of my sister’s room as if running away.
Let’s immediately lock the door and bang our head on her desk… My sister suddenly knocked on her door.

“I-over there… This is… Forget it and go… I’m sorry… Oh! Love gel here… I tore off the wrapping paper.”

… My sister carefully brought her masturbation device that I left behind and handed it over.
They even say they care delicately… Even tearing off the plastic wrapper of the Love Gel to make it easier to open the lid…
Wow really…
And…
Why are you so nice and naughty…
Because I can feel that they are doing this for me without realizing it at all… It seems crazy.
Really… I can’t stand it any longer…

“Ha… ! Ha… ! Ha… !”

I immediately began to masturbate by tearing off the wrapping paper of the ona hole without checking whether the door was properly locked.
I felt a great sense of shame when I found out about Ona Hall, but… I just couldn’t stand it. The ona hole that my sister brought me. Ah, I really hate this pervert thinking. I can’t stand it.

Ahh really… I want to die…
I’m sorry sister… Sorry…

“Ugh… ! Ugh… !”

… Semen comes out without a break.
Because mine is too big… Lack of onahole If it doesn’t go all the way in, forcefully press it all the way in and rub the tip inside.
Inside… Does it feel like this on the inside too… How about rubbing it deep inside… Want to hurt…
Ahhh… I shouldn’t be thinking like this… It’s a crazy idea…

How many times have I masturbated… It would be difficult to continue masturbating if it was wrapped inside the ona hole, so I packed a lot of semen on the floor, and again… And cheap… And cheap…
How many times did it cost…
Soaked in a sense of wonder… Sister… With a soft tissue that I changed with care… I wiped the floor clean…
Changing this… When masturbating… Do you know that it means that it is comfortable to touch the cock, so that it can only be seen…

Going crazy… Really… It’s so obvious that I’m not really doing that on purpose, so I’m going crazy…
I’m trash…
I went to the bathroom with the ona hole and was washing it clean by inserting my finger into the hot love gel that foamed up inside the ona hole… The sense of bewilderment grew.
… I was curious about the letters written on the wrapping paper, so when I turned it to the translator when ordering, I remembered that it was written as a perfect reproduction of my sister’s kind pussy.

I wondered what kind of unpleasant phrase he wrote, but… The thought of that phrase made me even more excited.
Miserable… To imagine my sister’s place with something like this…
I really want to die…

Really… Today is the most miserable day of my life… I don’t remember her, but I don’t think the day her mother divorced and left was so miserable.
But today’s masturbation was the most exciting and cheapest day ever…
I don’t like this…
I washed the ona hole cleanly in every nook and cranny while running water for quite a while… I wrapped myself in a towel to dry myself off and went to the bathroom.

I sigh as I think about how I should look at my sister from now on… But then, in the corner of my field of vision, I saw what seemed to be a hallucination, so I raised my head in amazement. I ran into my older sister, who was wearing only a T-shirt and underwear.
When she was sleeping, she seemed to be sleeping with only her underwear under her t-shirt, but… Aaaaa really… Really… It seems crazy. Her eyes keep going down as her underwear is slightly tightened on the side of her waist, clearly showing how big her butt is. Am embarrassed. Why… ? Were you still awake?

“Uh? Uh?”
“Ah… In case the toilet water doesn’t come out well… ?”
“Oh, no, no! Come out well… Did he wake you up?”
“No… Oh, I’m sleepy… Haam, I’m sorry… I was worried that the water wouldn’t come out well…”

It seemed that the sound of the water had been too long and had broken it.
I washed my onahole for too long. I turned on the water too hard and washed it…
Because my older sister is sleepy, she doesn’t seem to know what kind of clothes she’s wearing right now and that she’s openly showing it to me.
Pure white and thin lace panties… I didn’t know at all that the flesh color was showing through.

“Go in and sleep! I’m sorry, the water is fine.”

I hurriedly said, avoiding his gaze and tried to run away to my room holding the ona hole wrapped in a towel.
Suddenly, my sister held out her hand and said in a kind voice.

“Oh… I’ll put that in the laundry tub.”
“Oh no! I will do it.”

It’s good to be considerate… ! Good but… !!
Aaaaa… I feel really freaked out.
Asking for the ona hole I just wrote… I don’t know, but…
… Really… I knew you slept in your underwear, but… This is the first time I’ve seen it right in front of my eyes.
… Smooth legs… More than pretty or beautiful, weird… Silence followed…
Grab your waist… Like my older sister masturbating with a dildo…

“Crazy… Ah… Really… ! Stop imagining… Stop…”

It hurts to sleep…
… Eventually, after masturbating again, I was able to fall asleep.