Chapter 17 – History (1)

Although he is the younger brother, it was very difficult not to see him as a younger brother at all.
Even I’m not the only one… My younger brother is also an older sister, but he can’t see me as an older sister.
We were siblings only in our heads, and our bodies kept reacting to each other.

Besides, as the days went by, we became more and more indifferent to showing or revealing sexual things to each other, and I even got into the habit of looking down first when I felt that my younger brother was aroused.
When I saw them standing around in the morning, I was worried that someone would notice them outside, so I gave them a boxed lunch at the front door and said,

“Hey, that, it’s… It’s too big… A little, a little…”
“No, it’s not something you want to do…But my sister says, why…Is that what you call it?”
“Uh? So, what do you say… ?”
“… Are you sleeping?”
“Come on, go to bed…It’s too big…”
“Can I give you a massage?”
“Uh? Uh? Uh? Oh?! No, no, no, no, no, no. Hehe… ! Oh, because it doesn’t work… ! Oops…”

Maybe it’s because my younger sister is holding back masturbation… I think her sexual desire has gotten much stronger… All of a sudden, for no reason, I was in the living room, with my clothes on, and I was lying on the sofa as if I were giving a massage.
Then, even though I resisted a little, for some reason, it seemed that the heat was so hot that it spread like sound waves were shooting out of my body… So I became quiet and calm.

“Now, if you don’t listen to me like this, my sister will scold you…”
“…Whoa.”
“Uh, huh? Why are you grabbing your waist? Hehe, no, class, class, I have to go. I mean I’m late for school… !”

But masturbating while imagining each other’s bodies… It’s a state of being stopped.
I thought it would get better little by little.
Until my younger brother’s expression got really bad…

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“Uh? Oh, today… Aren’t you?”
“Yes…”
“Yeah, that’s right… Huh…”

One day, when her younger brother suddenly said that she didn’t do massages, I felt very strange.
After all, masturbation is prohibited…Did it calm down because I stopped masturbating while imagining my body? I did, but it was strangely uncomfortable.

It’s such a strange feeling…Why is it like this? Even though I wanted to, I went back to my room when my younger brother said he wouldn’t give me a massage.
The night passed really quietly with no noise outside.

I thought that even if I didn’t suddenly do it one day, I might do it again the next day or the day after. It’s hard not to do it right from the start.
But the day after that, and the day after that, they said they wouldn’t do it… My face is getting worse and I look depressed.

Rather than feeling good, I was suddenly very worried about my brother.
Is there any problem? Who did you fight with at school? ?
I was so worried that I called my brother while sitting on the bed, and her brother sat next to me and couldn’t hide his depressed heart and had a worried face.

“What’s going on… ?”
“No, no…”
“Really… ?”

He said he didn’t have a younger brother, but no matter how he looked at it, he noticed something.
I was restless because I didn’t know what was going on, and I thought that her younger brother was very upset… I was thinking about what I could do to comfort him, and then I said.

“Mo, should I show you my body…?”
“Uh?”
“Ah, no…That…That’s not…”

I felt like I said something wrong. I thought, of course, that I would like it, but when I thought about it, it was a very stupid thing to say.
But after that, I was more worried that there was too little reaction even though my younger brother said this.
I wondered what the hell was going on, so I kept questioning my younger brother, and I could hear that he had a lot of worries.

“That, that… These days, something’s not going well…”
“Uh? By any chance, the woman… Is it a problem?”
“No, that’s not it…”
“Uh? Um…You can’t tell me, it’s a job… ?”

My younger brother didn’t seem to want to talk at all, and I became more and more concerned.
I didn’t really know how to comfort someone at a time like this, and I didn’t know how to comfort a man either.
Eventually, she remembered something her younger brother had said to me before, so she decided to be honest and ask.

“Well, before…You told me to be honest with you if you have any concerns. Since we live together, I don’t know if it will help…”
“That…Was it?”
“Maybe I can help… ? Even if it doesn’t work, we can think about it together… But I’m very worried. I can’t talk to you… ?”

She looked up, worried, and then her brother suddenly started sniffing at her.
Seeing him seem very worried, I became anxious for no reason, and I waited quietly for him to talk to me… I could hear my younger brother crying.

“Oh, I’m not coming…”
“Uh?”
“No, I’m not coming out…”

What’s not coming out… ? I didn’t know what it was, but I thought it was her sister’s great concern, so I carefully asked, and her sister answered in a small voice, hesitantly.

“Which one…Isn’t coming out?”
“That… Bad thing…”
“Yes… ?”
“Semen… Semen, it doesn’t come out…”
“Uh… ?”

I was very upset.
I wondered if I heard it wrong, but I heard that the semen that came out well wasn’t coming out… I was very embarrassed and couldn’t figure out how the hell it didn’t come out.
I thought I should listen closely to what was going on, so I asked again, and my brother, embarrassed, started to tell me what was going on.

“That, that… I’ve already looked it up on the internet… And it says that it’s a historical situation… That I might not be able to have a baby…”
“Uh?! Yes?!”
“I don’t know. I’ve been trying to masturbate for a while… But there’s only a feeling of cum, and no semen comes out…”

I thought it was just saying that I tried to masturbate secretly, but it wasn’t cheap… It was a much bigger problem than I thought.
I have no idea how it happened.
It came out so much, so thickly… But they say it doesn’t come out.

“Uh… ? Why aren’t you coming… ? By any chance, the reason…Do you know?”
“That… If you hold it in when you think it’s going to go, they say it won’t come out… That’s actually… Masturbation… I’m sorry.”
“Oh? No, that… No, it’s okay. So, why aren’t you coming out? I masturbated… ?”
“That… That… Ha…”
“Are you okay. It’s okay… So please speak slowly.”

My brother hesitated to say whether he was ashamed to say such a thing.
But she waited, so in the end, she started talking slowly, and as I listened to her story, I felt more and more sorry for my sister.

“Even when you’re doing a massage… Sometimes your sister suddenly lifts her butt and trembles a little… ? At that time, it was too erotic, and if I did it… I felt like it would come off sometimes, but I held back… I wanted you not to masturbate… I was taken aback, but nothing came out… And, the next day, I was wondering why it didn’t come out, so I tried to pack it… It didn’t come out, and that… I looked it up and they said it was a history… These days, it keeps happening…”
“Mi-I’m sorry…Me, because of me…”
“It’s not because of my sister…That, haa…It just happened suddenly…I was worried…”

My younger brother said it wasn’t my fault… No matter how you look at it, it was because of me.
Occasionally lifting my hips and trembling… I was afraid I would go away too, so I held back, but when my younger sister saw it, she instinctively felt erotic… Plus, it was wrong for me to keep masturbating and cumming with my older sister’s body. Because of the fact that he asked me not to cum… It’s natural for men to cum, but I ended up putting up with it…

I felt so sorry for my brother’s reaction, so I wanted to solve it somehow.
I really wondered what to do if I couldn’t give birth to a baby after this, and I looked into the cause of how the alternative history happened.

As I found out, there were quite a few parts that matched my sister’s situation… If you repeat holding back while masturbating, a large amount of semen suddenly stops coming out at the moment of ejaculation… Without this, it was wrapped in the reverse direction and mixed with urine later… If this is repeated, it keeps going into the bladder even if you try to ejaculate, there is no health problem and you can have sex… It was a disease that could be debilitating and made it very difficult to give birth to a child.

Does a man become like that just by holding back from cum while listening to his younger brother? I was more and more perplexed as I looked at various medical data on the Internet with my lack of knowledge.
Really, this was because of me…Because of me, my sister couldn’t cum…

The only treatment was medication.
However, this was a story when I was diagnosed with prostate enlargement… I searched carefully and found an article that said that my younger brother had become a habit of blocking the ejaculation site as his muscles were tense.
It was said that if you keep holding it in at the moment of ejaculation, later it will happen on its own, and you will block it.

When I read that the way to solve it was to be able to ejaculate without being nervous… I suddenly had a little… Strange idea.
If you keep ejaculating backwards because you’re nervous…If you don’t get nervous and ejaculate…Isn’t it okay…?
After thinking about it, I told my brother just in case.

“That…Now, I’ve been looking for it all along… The cause is, the muscles on the inside get tense on their own, and it’s blocking it…”
“Ha… I know that, but there’s no way to do it… I keep getting nervous when I try to cum.”
“Uh, hey… Just by any chance, just one… Is it okay if I try?”
“…Yes?”

I was a bit ashamed to say this, but when I heard that my sister became like this because of me… I thought I had to do something about it.
In the end, I gulped for no reason, and while trying to avoid my sister’s gaze… She said with her face flushed.

“That,… He’s lying down… Not nervous… If I, if I do… He might, he might, come out… So, my sister… Semen, it’s okay to let it come out… ?”