Chapter 54 – Traveling in Hong Kong – A Little Deeper (3)

Even though I put up with the feeling that my head would explode, as much as my brother told me honestly… I thought I should answer honestly.
My younger brother was surprised to hear me… He looked at me quietly, and even if I made eye contact with my brother, I looked away and looked away, and then repeated eye contact… Quietly, slowly… I said one word at a time.

“As a younger brother, of course… Greatly… I like you. I really want to give you a massage… Please follow what I want you to do together, even though I made a mistake in the sauce ratio while making a lunch box before… Eat it if it’s delicious Even though I used the wrong pepper, they just said it was delicious…”
“… Are you using the wrong pepper?”
“It’s a dish that requires white pepper, but even if you use black pepper… Make it delicious…”
“What is white pepper… ?”
“Ah, anyway… Come on, masturbate… Something like that… Even though I showed you that way… I’m a bad sister who opens self-defense devices and bought things on her own… Younger brother, sniffing semen while not wearing any clothes… I masturbated on my own in my brother’s room… Woe, guide…”
“Uh… ?”
“She’s a noona who does a lot of strange things, but she looks good on her… Trying to be nice to me, always thanking me when I do something, trying to give me a massage, trying to do something more for me…”

Until now, even if someone confessed to me, I’ve only answered such things as why I like it, do you think that reason makes sense, I’m not interested, or I don’t like it… At this moment, I was very sorry for all the people who confessed to me for the first time.
It’s more embarrassing than I thought to reveal my honest heart, and I really want to hide somewhere… It was difficult even to speak properly, and I felt like my heart would explode every time I said a word, but I was very afraid that I would make a mistake.

“As a man, I like you… From the first time I saw it, really… Very, to me too… I liked it. He’s cool, and he doesn’t even know he’s a younger brother, but from the first glance at the airport… But, that man was my brother.”

I looked at my brother quietly and remembered the first time I saw him.
It was a sharp look as if there was a lot of stress… From the moment our eyes met, I could feel that he suddenly became gentle like a wolf turning into a malamute, and he kept trying to treat me well while being careful… Originally, I wanted to do well, but I wanted to do even more, very well.

“Hey, big cock… I like you. Inside, a lot… I want to be stirred up, conquered, as if being beaten… Fu-wook, Fu-wook… I want to get hurt…”

I’m too shy to say it, but I really think so… It felt like my tongue would keep getting twisted.

“That, but… Even at the club, just… Do not know… I didn’t like being human… Also, my brother… Good… That’s nice too… Me too… A lot of dirty thoughts… If you travel with another guy… Never, I don’t like sleeping in the same room… Bikini, I don’t even want to show it…”

I’m so shy… Raise your legs above the chair and hug your knees, burying your face and half-hidden… He looked up slightly at his brother and said.

“Me too, if you don’t like… That, something like that… I don’t… Good, girl… I like it, sex… No but… Something else, as much as possible… Everything, do it… I want… Actually, yesterday at the hotel… I want to make you feel better… Oral… Loads… I mean, I practiced…”
“… Yes?”
“Ah, whatever! Me too… Me too…”

I was so embarrassed, so nervous that I felt like crying.
It’s something I shouldn’t have said, but I didn’t mean to say it… Even so, the words that had already begun to come out leaked out of my mouth on their own.

“Me too… Good… Do. Sex, naughty… I want to… Yo. This…”

My heart was pounding and my head went blank.
Even if the focus is blurred, it comes back again, and the eyes of the brother and the younger sister were entangled with each other.
I’m out of breath… The bottom of her navel is tight and tight…
Very lewd, erotic, embarrassing feeling… It’s full of body.

“Well, then…”
“That, that, that’s not enough. Because it doesn’t work…”
“Uh?”

But, still… Even so, it was not possible.
I told the truth, but… Even so, I sincerely thought that I couldn’t do anything else, so I told my younger brother once more.

“If you have sex with your sister… No…”

I’m somehow… I said it in a slightly gloomy voice full of worries.
And the younger brother who heard that, for some reason, seemed to be lost in her thoughts after hearing me, differently than usual.

After that, my brother and I stopped talking for a while. My younger brother seemed to be thinking about something, and I was worried that he had said something I shouldn’t have said.
As the sun begins to set, come down from the Sky Terrace and visit Lan Kwai Fong… Down in the middle of the night it turns into a street full of parties and clubs.
It was a street that felt like Myeong-dong in Korea, and my brother asked me various questions as we moved.

“Come to think of it, you said you’ve never been in a relationship before, right? Why aren’t you dating?”
“… I didn’t like it very much.”
“Why? You just don’t like men?”
“That too… Although… It’s like a more fundamental problem.”
“A fundamental problem?”

By the time we entered Lan Kwai Fong Street, it was already time for dinner, and college students and foreigners from all over Hong Kong were hanging out at clubs and eating at bars.
My brother and I went to Hong Kong, but it was a skewer restaurant famous for its delicious Thai skewers, and my brother and I continued our conversation while drinking the Estrella beer recommended by the skewer restaurant.

“… Divorce, you did.”
“Yes?”
“… Just, I… Perhaps, why my mother divorced… Because I saw it up close. I think it’s because I know more.”

My sister probably didn’t know why her mother divorced, so she had a hard time telling her.
Anyone saying that her mother had an affair, and after that she continued to meet men and had a lot of sex in her house… Besides, she wouldn’t want to hear that her sister’s room was the sex room.

Maybe he felt that I was a bit embarrassed to say something. After that, my younger brother stopped asking questions and talked about the menu at the skewer restaurant… We talked about the taste of cooking.
After a while, I drank more beer and asked for salmon canapés and another cocktail. My brother ordered Sangria, and I ordered a frozen daiquiri, which the staff recommended.

It was a sorbet-like drink to be eaten with a small spoon, but it was very sweet and delicious, and the rim had a bit of salt on it… It was a delicious drink that I could drink over and over again without getting tired of it.

After a delicious meal, my brother said that the cocktail was delicious and asked for another drink…
I thought my sister was in a good mood, so she ordered another drink, similar to the cocktail she just drank.
The cocktail my brother drank was called Ocean Blue, and the one he gave me was called Catharsis.
It was very delicious because it was a good combination of sour and sweet… For some reason, it was a drink that made me feel like I was getting drunk much faster than drinking it.

“Wow… Really, delicious… Right?”
“Okay, I want to drink again… Would you like another drink?”
“No~ I think I’m going to get drunk… Why… ? Is it because the alcohol is delicious… ?”
“Ah~ then it will be difficult to drink more… But I’m really curious, can you give me one honest answer?”
“Yes… ? What is it… ?”
“What is the fundamental reason for not dating… ?”

My younger brother smiled very brightly and asked as if he was having a pleasant conversation, and I wondered if it was because of his appearance and voice, or because I was drunk… I answered casually.

“On that… If you fall in love, it will end someday…”
“Uh… ?”
“Even if you get married… Ending… I like it, after all… Sex, what I want to do… It’s a lie…”

I liked the sweet and sour alcohol, so I swallowed it with a gulp and ate a snack, clinging to my brother slightly and saying in a high-pitched voice as if I was a little excited.

“So~ since we’re younger siblings, we’re younger siblings and older sisters in the realm~. Then it won’t end… Right? I like it… If you lie and have sex… If you get tired… We broke up, and it’s over…”
“… Ah.”
“But, I don’t know… Me too now… I like it, really… I think you might like it…”

After I said that, I drank all the alcohol, so I drank cold water… Feeling a little sober for some reason, I asked my younger brother in a daze.

“Uh… What did I just say… ? What should I do, I must be drunk… I need to stop drinking…”
“… Oh yes… Is it so. Stop drinking.”

Good alcohol gets you drunk faster than alcohol made from bad things, but I used to get drunk faster.
Fortunately, I was gradually getting drunk, and I ordered tomato soup, which the staff recommended to try if I was drunk, and shared it with my younger brother… My condition has definitely improved a lot.

After full night, my brother and I bought Häagen-Dazs ice cream and… I waited for my turn in front of the Hong Kong Observation Wheel, which was planned as the last course of my Hong Kong trip.
Even though it was night, it was not too hard to wait while eating ice cream even in hot weather, and I was able to get on the Ferris wheel right away because I came late to avoid the time when the Light of Symphony was visible, which is the most crowded time.

This ferris wheel was supposed to be dropped off after going around three times.
After boarding, the Ferris wheel slowly and slowly starts to go up… I started to see the beach and the night view little by little.

The reason why it spins a little, slows down, and then turns again is because it repeats dropping off and picking up people after 3 laps.
That’s why the Ferris wheel went up slowly… By the time it got dark inside the Ferris wheel, I was staring at the night view shining like stars on the sea with my gaze fixed outside the window.

Watching the light sway beautifully along with the waves, my eyes were taken away, and my younger brother looked at me like that.
Looking out the window like that, little by little… Just when I was thinking that the trip was over, my brother started talking to me.

“… Sister, I’ll be honest… I’ve been thinking a lot… Really, I’ve been thinking about it a lot throughout the day… I can’t stand it either.”
“… Yes?”
“I have so many thoughts of wanting to have sex with you, and I don’t think the day will ever come when I won’t see you as a woman.”
“Uh? Uh? Go, what are you talking about all of a sudden… ?”

Even though I was surprised by the sudden words, I sat down with my hands on my legs and looked at her younger brother.
I was taken aback by my sister’s words, but I wanted to say why all of a sudden… Her brother looked very serious.
I could feel that he was speaking with sincerity to the extent that I unknowingly held his posture and listened to him seriously, and his face was serious enough that I could feel that he was very worried.

“First… I know why my sister avoids having sex with me…”
“Uh… ? Uh… ? What do you know… ?”
“But I can’t stand it, and I don’t think I will give up. Do not rush, do it little by little.”
“Uh? Uh… ?”

For some reason, it seemed that my brother had already decided something by himself.