Chapter 105 – The Changing Future

His father did not come home for Chuseok last year, so he came to stay at home this New Year’s Day.
My father and brothers lived in the countryside, but since we moved to Seoul, my family had never been to the countryside.

At least, one of my uncles came to Seoul when he was young and lived in Seoul.
So my family used to go to my uncle’s house sometimes during holidays.

My father came home to spend New Year’s Eve, so this time our family went to visit my uncle’s house after a long time.
On the day of New Year’s Day, we left early and went to my uncle’s house during the day. My uncle had already gone out to drink with friends, and my uncle greeted us.

At the time, my father’s four little mothers were running a small restaurant with her little mother’s brothers and sisters.
Because of her mother who worked really hard and tenaciously, she saved up enough money to buy a small apartment.

Uncle Dad was completely lame.
Little Mother and Little Mother’s brothers worked hard to earn money, but Little Father used that money to drink and hang out with her friends all the time.

When our family walked into her little mother’s shop, the little mother greeted us warmly.
I really missed her little mother after a long time, and I was so happy that her tears were about to come out.
My mother and her little mother, who is the same age as her, will die of cancer 11 years later, at a young age of less than 50.

Little Mother was a very pretty, smart nurse in her maiden years.
Her little mother, whom she met through a friend’s introduction, was taken to her inn by her little father who fed her, and because she was pregnant, her little mother was forced to marry her little father. Did

Her little mother had to struggle with her heart throughout her married life because of her little father’s cheating and cheating.
She was a hard-nosed woman who gave up her job as a nurse and ran a food business in place of her husband, who didn’t make any money.

I used to love the beauty and her smart, resolute little mother.
After 20 years, seeing her little mother’s pretty face, which I hadn’t seen before, made my heart pound.

It was a real thrill.

When her little mother passed away from her cancer, the suffering image was still in her mind, and seeing her young and healthy little mother like this made her nose tingle.

“Hello little mother. I missed you.”

I rushed over and hugged her little mother.

“Uh. Yes. Come on.”

The little mother took her bewildered and gave her an awkward laugh when her man, who was over 185 cm tall and her muscles clenched all over her, distracted by her large body, suddenly hugged her.
When I held her little mother so tightly, her little mother couldn’t help but stare at her, and when I left, she blushed and exchanged greetings with her mother.

I was about to enter the room away from my little mother when my eyes met hers.
Her mother pouted her lips and she ‘hummed’ and swung her head away.

‘Omg! Mother was angry.’

“Why mother? Is something wrong?”

I hurried over to my mother and whispered in her ear with the utmost fawning.

“Aww. This playboy is just like Abbie.”

My mother squeezed my arm tightly, rolling her eyes and groaning at her.

“Ugh. What am I?”
“You just hugged your aunt and loved it.

My mother turned her head away so I don’t know if she was really angry or if she was just pretending to be angry.
However, seeing her jealous mother like that was so lovely.

“Haha! No, mother. It’s nice to see you after a long time. I don’t mean anything else.”
“Really? Can I believe it?”
“Yes. Of course. If my mother doesn’t trust me, who will believe me?”
“Okay. Good job.”
“Yes. I’ll find out.”

When I smirked and acted ridiculously, my mother saw this and as if she was angry, she quickly let go and covered her mouth and laughed.

“Oh. What’s so funny between your brother’s hat? It’s nice to see.”

As the little mother approached with a drink, she smiled broadly at us.
The smiling mother and the sick mother overlapped, and the smiling mother looked so beautiful.
I stared blankly at the figure of such a small mother.

The little mother was a little taller than her mother.
Her lower body was very long, and her limbs were thin and plump.
Her face was oval with a slender chin, but the glasses made it look a bit sharp.
Her skin was white and her lips were red, so it was a pretty face that matched perfectly with her glasses.
Being a bit skinny, her breasts weren’t that big, but her hips were quite developed.
If my mother was a glamor-type beauty, my mother-in-law was a slender model-type beauty.

My mother suddenly slapped me on the back of the head as I stared at my aunt.
The little mother was startled and looked back and forth between her mother and me.

My mother was not angry, and she was not smiling. She made a strange expression and clenched her fist.
When I rubbed the back of my head with my hand and felt awkward, my mother and my aunt laughed and giggled, saying that a guy as big as a mountain was doing something cute.

It was good to be right, and it was good to be embarrassed.
It was just nice that such a tiny mother was alive and that she could smile beautifully.

Seeing the smiling little mother, her heart was beating fast.
Like Aunt Jeong-hee, Aunt Hyo-seon, as expected, when I saw the women I liked and longed for in the past, my heart raced, but this time, when I saw my aunt, my heart was pounding as well.
So I decided.
I’m going to make my mother-in-law my woman sooner or later…

I stayed with her little mother for a day and returned home the next afternoon.

While we were having dinner together, her mother suddenly vomited and ran out.

“Why is that woman like that?”

My father casually ate and said a few words in passing.

“I must have eaten something wrong in Korea yesterday. I feel bad.”

After a while, my mother returned and said she was fine, and she took the spoon again and said a word.
But her mother scooped up a spoonful and brought it to her mouth, but she vomited again and she ran out.

“Ah. I’m eating, and that woman really is.”

Father was angry.
At that moment, I suddenly felt that my head was spinning and my eyes were turning white.

‘No way. No way. Mother?’

I put down the spoon and followed her mother in her gulp.
In the corner of her roof, her mother, curled up with one hand on her railing, whimpered and continued to retching her.
But nothing came over her.
It’s literally nonsense.

I quietly went up to her mother and patted her back slowly.
Mother lifted her tear-stained face and she looked at me.
Squatting down to fit her mother’s face level, she held her mother’s hand and brushed her mother’s back.

“Mother, is that right?”

I asked cautiously and her mother nodded her head as her tears streamed down.

‘Ah! What is this? Your mother is pregnant That’s my child..’

I couldn’t believe it.
Obviously, in the future, I was a body that could not have children.
Knowing that Kyung-mi was pregnant, I had high hopes that I might have been cured of infertility.
But even after that, even though she had relationships with other women, she hadn’t heard of her pregnancy from anyone.
So I didn’t even care about pregnancy anymore.

But that’s how I got pregnant.
I got goosebumps all over my body.
I just started to cry.
She bit her lips tightly to make no sound as she cried.

My mother cried too.
Then, suddenly, he shook my hand and cried while saying, “Ehhhhh.”
Apparently, she thought I was taken aback by the news of my mother’s pregnancy, and she was frightened.

“Mother, I’m so happy right now. She’s so happy I’m dying. She just wants to scream, but she can’t.”

As I hugged her mother tightly, I spoke in a mixture of her crying voice and her voice of joy.
My mother kept crying and looking at me while crying.

“Mother, I thought I would never have a child. But now I have a child like this. And from my mother, whom I love so much. I’m so happy.”

My mother had tears in her eyes, but she looked at me wondering what I meant when I said she had no children in her life.

“Don’t worry, mother. I will protect you and my child for the rest of my life and make them happy. Let’s go.”

I clenched my fists and screamed.
And I was so happy that I kissed my mother on the cheek and on the lips non-stop.

“Oh, my pretty mother. Oh, my pretty wife.”

She smiled only now, as if she didn’t hate her mother either.

“Ah. That’s it. Stop it. I’ll worry about other people. Let’s go in quickly.”

And the mother immediately found her stable by pampering her.

“Mother, please go in first. She will come in a little later.”

I felt the need to calm down a little bit.
Otherwise, I might end up cheering in front of my family.
My father is also there now, but I could never do anything strange to get caught.

“Then I’ll stay and go in.”

My mother wanted to enjoy the happiest moment as a woman with the person she loves.
She looked into her mother’s face.
My mother didn’t look worried or nervous at all.
She just looked at me with a very happy expression on her face and crossed my arms.

Looking at her mother who was so comfortable and happy right away, she thought that she was really gutsy, as she had felt since the last time she seduced her younger siblings in her room while they were sleeping.
The fact that she was now pregnant with her son’s child, and the fact that her husband was in her room, she showed no concern or fear.

We sat side by side on a bench and just looked at the distant sky without any conversation for a long time.
However, an inexpressible bond of joy and love was formed between my mother and I, and our hearts were connected even without words.

“Ah. What are you doing? You’re not cleaning the table. Sungjin, have you finished your meal?”

After a while, when we didn’t come in, my father came out and screamed.
I answered ‘yes’ and hurriedly got up and went to the kitchen with the table before my mother arrived.

Throughout the evening, I ran after her and did her work.
My father and younger siblings looked at me like I was weird, but I didn’t care at all and walked around.

But the next day…
While eating breakfast, my mother started to vomit again.
Then the father looked at her mother with her suspicious eyes.

In the end, there was a fuss at lunchtime.
Seeing her mother vomit even at lunchtime, her father started urging her through the castle.

“Hey! You’re pregnant right? Tell me straight up. What kind of guy are you? Huh? Tell me. Don’t you tell me?”

Mother sat there in silence, with her back straight and her mouth tightly closed, ignoring her father.
He looked dignified like an independence fighter during the Japanese occupation.
My father screamed in front of my mother, threw his things, and made a fuss.

Eventually, the father lost his temper and started beating her mother.
My mother, however, just curled up on her body, didn’t cry, didn’t say a word to her at all, she just stayed still.

I grabbed him and threw him to the floor.
The younger siblings gathered to one side and shivered, and the whole room became a mess.

“Let it go, you bastard. Let it go. We have to kill that girl today.”

My father tried to tear me apart, hitting my back with his fist as well.
As I continued to be hit by his fists, I held on to my father until the end of my father’s anger, and did not let go.

As I held on to him tenaciously, he eventually got tired and his voice softened.
I took my father, who seemed to have subsided a bit, out for a drink.
I sat face-to-face at a food stall and talked a lot with my father.
When I asked why he was so angry when it could be his father’s child, he replied that it was impossible to conceive because the father had a vasectomy after giving birth to the youngest child.
So, from the father’s point of view, of course, he had no choice but to be angry with the pregnant mother.
In a situation where I couldn’t take it out or put it out, I had to calm my father somehow.

“You know that neither your father nor your mother would ever meet another man? Could he have been raped or not?”
“Father, mother is making good money now, so can you abandon her like this?”
“You should also think about our children. If mothers and fathers do this, what will our children do?”
Etc..

As I continued pouring soju into my father’s glass, I continued to induce and persuade him with all sorts of words.
For about 2 hours, I talked nonstop to convince my father.

After getting drunk, my father, who finally agreed to my story to some extent, drank for a long time without saying a word, then returned home with me carrying him.
My father was so drunk that he fell asleep as soon as he lay down.