Chapter 463 – Part 3

Upon arriving at the house, Seongjin saw the still quiet house and could only sigh.
She thought that in the kitchen the ladies were preparing dinner, but seeing how quiet they were, it seemed that they were extremely cautious because of the mood of her mother, who was still not out of the room.

Sungjin went into the kitchen and greeted her aunts.

“What did your mother eat today?”

“Yes. She ate some porridge for lunch.”

“Thank god. It’s hard work, but please take care of your mother.”

“Yes. All right. But seeing my wife lying down like that is nothing to worry about.”

Seongjin said she didn’t have anything more to say, so she just laughed bitterly.
Her heart was sick, and even Seong-jin had no way of doing it without her mother getting herself up.

Seongjin had a short conversation with her aunts and went into her bedroom.
Mother was still lying on her bed with her back turned.

It’s been over a week since I’ve been lying in bed like that.

“Mother. I’m back.”

Seongjin took off her top and loosened her tie, saying hello in her weak voice.
But her mother lay there, not moving.

Seong-jin is already under stress from work at work, but when she sees her mother’s frustration, she suddenly becomes angry.

“Ha.. How long are you going to lie like that? Yes?
It’s not her mother’s fault, she says many times. She knows all about mother’s feelings of guilt, but she says it’s not her mother’s fault. Rather, if it’s wrong, it’s my fault. If mother keeps doing this, what will I, Sohee, and the kids do? Yes?
Stop it and get up now. Please.. I’m having a really hard time these days. Ha..”

Seong-jin threw down her suit jacket and tie at her mother’s feet and cried out into the back of her mother’s head.

Even before the shocking death of her father and the subsequent guilt had gone, a madman named Kim Jin-cheol was doing all sorts of depravity.
Clearly, if nothing had happened as usual, Seongjin would not have paid much attention to Kim Jin-cheol’s ramblings or the pressure coming in like now, and she would have responded casually.

However, it is not an exaggeration to say that she is everything to Seong-jin, and it is not an exaggeration to say that her loving mother lay down on her guilt like that.
Isn’t Seong-jin herself the culprit that made her mother feel guilty and resent herself and the world?
In order to fall into guilt, she had to indulge herself more, and even if she built a wall with the world, she had to build it herself.

Maybe her mother is trying to close the door to her heart right now.
Sungjin was so afraid of that.
If she could no longer see her smile on her mother’s face, if her mother would no longer give her a warm hug, she was horrified at the thought of it.
It was clear that the meaning of living in this world would disappear.

Despite Sungjin’s crying voice, her mother still did not move.
Seongjin was so frustrated that he ended up leaving without even changing his clothes.

“President. Dinner is ready.”

The lady who came out of her kitchen called Seong-jin, but Seong-jin didn’t even look at her and opened the front door and went outside.
Sungjin ran up the stairs so quickly that he was out of breath and went up to the roof.

It was already late September, but the wide rooftop was still covered with green grass, and it was very bright with small trees and flowers.
Seongjin stepped on the stone steps that were placed like stepping stones between the lawns and made her way to the swimming pool.

The swimming pool at the end of the rooftop overlooking the Han River was still filled with clear water today as if people were still managing it.
As summer passed and the days became cooler, the water seemed to have turned into warm water, and I could see haze rising over the water.
There were two parasol tables by the pool and several beach chairs.

Sungjin went around the pool and approached the roof railing.
With a blue swimming pool in the back and the open Han River and riverside road in front, it was a view that anyone would envy just standing here.

But now, Seongjin didn’t notice those things at all.
In Seongjin’s hand, there were only cigarette packs and a shiny silver Zippo lighter.

Seongjin took out a cigarette, placed it in his mouth, and lit it.
As Seongjin exhaled, white smoke from cigarettes scattered far into the open sky.

Every time Seongjin exhaled her cigarette smoke, all she could think of was her mother.
I couldn’t think of anything about the company, the problems that were going on, or even the other women.
All kinds of emotions such as worry, pity, and apology for her mother, the mother Seong-jin loved the most, were just swirling around.

How can I get my mother to wake up?
How can she make her mother smile again?
Seongjin felt like she was going crazy with unanswered thoughts.

She had just thought about forcing her mother down and fucking her.
She thought that if she got so fucked up and reached so many climaxes, she’d forget the guilt and everything and she’d come back.
But a few days ago, Seong-jin saw her mother’s eyes, which had turned gray as if she had died, and a chill went down her spine, and she couldn’t put her hand on her.

The same situation had been repeating itself for several days, and only Sungjin was getting more and more stressed out.

Seongjin stared at her in the distance, threw the cigarette butt on the floor and opened the cigarette pack again.
There was no more than half a pack of cigarettes left.

The sky had already turned black before Seong-jin was even aware of how much time had passed.
Angrily, she crumpled up the empty cigarette pack and tossed it out of the building. Sung-jin went to her beach chair and lay down on it.

Before I knew it, the lights were turned on on the rooftop, and the blue light was shining softly on the pool.
Seongjin raised her arm and covered her eyes as if even the light was blinding her.

Strangely, she seemed to be in tears.
It was the first time she had suffered so much physically and mentally since Sungjin returned.

My mother is doing that, but what is all the company and what is all the money?
Everything I’ve done so far has been irritating.
I just wanted to get rid of the whole company.

She would have given her everything if only she could make her mother smile.
If only mother could smile again…

But at that time, someone quietly approached Seongjin, sat down on her side, and placed her hand on Seongjin’s chest.
Seongjin was startled and lowered her arm covering her face and looked at the person sitting next to her.

She was a mother
She looked haggard, but she was still a mother as beautiful as a goddess.

“Um.. Mom..”

Seongjin called her mother with a trembling voice.
For some reason, Seong-jin said she was 17 years old and was calling her mother ‘mom’ just like back then.

Her mother looked down at Seongjin for a moment.
Then she smiled faintly, sadly, and she slowly lowered her head.

“Um.. Mom..”

Seongjin looked at her mother who took her sudden action without saying anything, and she called her mother again in a trembling little voice.
Her mother’s lips touched Sungjin’s.

The cold mother’s lips were still touching Seong-jin’s.
Finally her beloved mother wakes up from the bed, and as she is kissing herself like this, she has to quickly grab her mother’s head and kiss her intensely, but Sungjin can’t help but kiss her body and lips. I couldn’t even move anything.

It was so confusing.
Why did the mother suddenly come up here to find herself? What is the meaning of this kiss now? Should she be happy or embarrassed? Seongjin couldn’t possibly read her mother’s mind.

A tear fell from her mother’s eyes and landed on Sungjin’s cheek.
Only then did Seongjin grab her mother’s head with the arms she was holding and suck her mother’s lips into her mouth.

Her mother’s hand, which had been quietly resting on Sungjin’s chest, hugged Sungjin’s body.
Her mother’s mouth opened and her mother’s tongue pushed into her mouth.
Seongjin also welcomed her mother’s tongue and began to place her tongue on her mother’s tongue.

“Huh..”

A small snort came from her mother.
She was already a mother whose body reacted reflexively to Sung-jin’s actions.

Chub.. Chub.. Chub..

The kiss between the two hats suddenly turned violent.
The tongues of the two turned and exchanged saliva like mad.
They licked their lips as if they were going to eat each other and moved their heads.

To that extent, Seong-jin was happy and glad that her mother had risen, and to that extent, she felt sorry for Seong-jin.

Seongjin released her hands from her neck and put both of her hands into her mother’s armpits to lift her body up.
At the movement of her seongjin, the mother also got up and moved her legs as her seongjin intended, and came up on top of her seongjin.

Sitting on top of her Sungjin’s legs, the mother quickly began unbuttoning her Sungjin’s shirt.
Seongjin also continued to stroke her mother’s thighs, pulling her mother’s home dress up to her silence followed.
The two of them, who had suddenly caught fire, quickly undressed each other while still sucking and biting their lips.

Soon, Seong-jin took off her panties, and her mother was wearing only light blue silk panties.
Her mother was not wearing a bra when she went up on the roof.

The mother sat between her legs and held Sungjin’s cock with both her hands, leaving her breasts exposed and glistening white by the light around her.
She didn’t do anything in particular.
The mother just held on to her Sungjin’s cock and still looked at her with sad eyes.

“Sungjin. Sorry. They said something bad was going on at the company.. I don’t even know about that..”

Apparently, one of Seongjin’s women told her mother that her company was in trouble.
The mother, who was in shock at the death of her father, struggled to get up and come all the way here, worried about her son.

Her own heart is rotting right now, but it was clear that she was worried about her son again.
She was a really good mother who was too stupid to be a good mother.

“Shh… Don’t say anything more.”

Her seongjin lifted her from lying down and put her arm in her mother’s armpit and pulled her mother close to her body.
Her mother tried to say something more with tears in her eyes, but she was speechless at Seong-jin’s actions.

“Ha.. Seriously.. What is this? Upsetting…”

Her Sungjin hand touched her mother’s bony ribs.
For a little over a week, the beautiful mother had lost weight, and when she ran her hand around her mother’s body, her shiny skin was crumbly.
Seong-jin felt that her tears would flow at the sight of her mother.

“That… I’m sorry. Sungjin.”

Her mother, who tried to make an excuse, could only say sorry to Sung-jin.

“What? What the hell are you sorry for? What did your mother do wrong?”

Seongjin was upset and screamed at her mother for no reason.

“Because I… Am not good enough… Even though you are having a hard time…”

“Stop… Don’t talk anymore. Mom did nothing wrong. So is my father’s work.. If she’s wrong, I’m wrong. What’s wrong with my mother? Why is her mother so hard, why does she have to be sick? Huh?”

Tears eventually flowed from Sungjin’s eyes.
Her father’s death, her mother’s illness, and so on, Seong-jin’s stress was not the only one.
She couldn’t even say that the difficult things that happened to her company were her stress.

Seeing her mother struggling, Seong-jin, who was unable to speak to anyone and was in pain, was fortunate that her mother stood up and approached her again, so that the rock on her chest was relieved. It seemed to go down.
Holding her mother in her arms and screaming at her like this was just a small complaint she made with joy.

At the sound of her voice, her mother opened her mouth as if to say something else.
However, her Sungjin’s movement was faster.

“Kim Hee-kyung. You are… Mine. It’s mine…”

Seongjin said a word as if he had captured everything in her heart and hugged her mother tightly.
At Seongjin’s sudden action, her mother pushed Seongjin’s shoulder and tried to say something, but just calmly hugged her Seongjin’s head.
Then he put her face on her Sungjin’s head, smiled warmly, and hugged her tightly to her chest with even more strength.

“Kim Hee-kyung. Don’t you know how much I love you So don’t lie down like that any longer. Understand?”

Seongjin, who had buried her face in her mother’s chest, lifted her head and looked up at her mother’s face.
Are you confessing that you love you, or are you fooling around like a child?
Maybe Sungjin’s words and her actions now were both.

“Huh. Okay. All right. Seongjin.”

Her mother gently stroked her hand on Sungjin’s cheek.