Chapter 0 – A New Life
When I first opened my eyes, what I saw was pouring rain and a gloomy sky. And the pain I felt in my body made me know that I was alive.
‘What? I was definitely in the hospital, why is this happening?
No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t understand my current situation. Before he opened his eyes, he found himself lying in a hospital with pancreatic cancer, just waiting to die.
But when I closed my eyes and opened them again, I found myself lying outside on a rainy day and couldn’t move because of the intense pain I felt throughout my body.
He barely manages to turn his head when he finds the strength to see the overturned car next to him and a couple lying down together, and he feels his head becoming more and more confused.
‘Who are these people and why am I lying here?’
No matter how much he thought about it, he couldn’t understand the situation he was in, and he felt his mind becoming increasingly blurred.
‘Ah.. I mustn’t lose my mind… But…’
I couldn’t hold on any longer and lost consciousness.
When I opened my eyes again, I was in the hospital again. But when I opened my eyes, I felt that my physical condition was different from before. Because of cancer, my whole body is always in pain.
He was helpless, but now pain other than cancer engulfed his body. I turned my head and looked around, and a nurse caught my eye.
“Hey… Where is this?”
As I asked the question weakly, my voice sounded like that of a young child, not the usual 40-year-old’s gruff voice.
‘What? ‘Why is my voice like this?’
“Ah, are you awake? Wait a minute… Teacher!”
The nurse informally told me to wait a moment and then went out of the room to find the doctor.
‘What. She’s so young, she’s suddenly speaking informally… More than that, my whole body hurts. Why is this happening?’
I felt bad for speaking informally to the nurse, but I couldn’t think any more because the pain I was feeling didn’t make my head turn properly. And not long after
A doctor and a nurse came into the room, followed by a young woman looking at them with a surprised expression.
“Shin-ah!! Are you okay? Are you in any pain? Can you talk?”
When the woman came in behind me and saw me, she was worried and started crying, pouring out questions, and I was so embarrassed that I couldn’t say anything.
“Guardian, please calm down for a moment and I will examine you first.”
“Oh yes, sorry.”
The young woman looked embarrassed and pulled her body back behind her. The doctor came closer to her and examined her, asking me several questions. I get distracted while asking and answering questions.
It started. The doctor told me that he was Hyunsoo’s child, but he called me by a different name, treated me like a child, and asked me questions. I was offended and said, “My name is not Hyunsoo.”
Then the doctor looked at her own chart and with a serious look on her face she decided that I seemed to have amnesia. The woman next to her covered her mouth and cried, wondering how things were going.
I was just embarrassed because I didn’t even understand. I felt something was wrong and asked for a mirror.
The moment I looked in the mirror, I felt suffocated and suffocated. In the mirror, I saw a young child with a bandage on his head. When I couldn’t come to my senses, the doctor said that the child himself was
She asked the woman to explain who she was. The woman held back tears and began to speak calmly.
She said the woman was an 11-year-old named Hyunsoo Kim and she informed me that she was the lady who lived next door to her. She then informed me that two days ago she was injured in a car accident and ended up in the hospital and both her parents died. I was taking deep breaths to calm her confused mind, and the woman was shedding tears as she finished speaking. I asked for some alone time and everyone left the hospital room and I was alone.
‘What on earth is this, am I crazy or…?’
At first I thought I was crazy, but the pain I felt in her body and her heartbeat told me I was real. After thinking about it for several hours, I came to the conclusion that I had been reincarnated and calmed my confused mind.
‘I can’t believe I actually had a reincarnation like in some kind of cartoon… Huh.’
The day I regained my peace of mind, I decided to sleep. I felt so tired due to mental stress that I couldn’t hold on any longer, so I decided to sleep for now and think about it again tomorrow.
A week later
I was discharged from the hospital. I had a lot of thoughts while I was in the hospital for a week, but I decided to live with the thought that this was going to happen and that I should start a new life. My parents died in a car accident, making me an orphan. It was a very sad and painful thing, but I had no memory of it and since they were not my parents from my previous life, I just felt sad.
‘What should I do now…’
For a week, the lady next door came to visit her every day and told her many stories, so that she now knew what kind of situation she was in.
Cheonae Orphan
He was the kind of child who had no relatives or other blood ties. My parents left me a certain amount of property and I received insurance money, but since I was still a young child, I couldn’t use it carelessly.
When my parents passed away, the contract for the house was canceled and I had nowhere to go. If things continued like this, he would be sent to an orphanage, but he had no faith in whether the orphanage would properly take care of his money. While I was thinking about that, the lady next door made a suggestion to me.
“Hyunsu-ah”
“Yes, Aunty.”
“If you have nowhere to go, would you like to live with her aunt for a while?”
“Yes?”
The lady had a very close relationship with our family. The woman next door’s husband passed away from an illness a few years ago, and it was my parents who helped her a lot during that time. She also has a daughter who is the same age as me, and she is close to me. Since then, she has lived with my family almost as one.
“But… Wouldn’t it be a nuisance if I were there?”
“Hyeonsu, what do you mean? Hyunsu is like a son to the lady.
And how happy Jisoo would be if Hyunsoo lived in our house.
“Why don’t you stop worrying about that and live with the lady?”
“Ma’am, thank you so much. Ugh.”
“It’s okay. From now on, you will be my mother.”
“Uuuuu)”
I was hugged by her aunt with tears streaming down my face. But inside she was happy and excited.
‘Now there won’t be any major problems with buying a house.’
Although she was crying on the outside, she was doing quick calculations in her head. The woman’s husband is physically very tired, so she took out a lot of death insurance, so she thought she wouldn’t be greedy for my property, so she showed me the poor child for a week and asked me to live with her first. I did judo.
Another reason was that her aunt was concerned about the letter M that appeared above her head.
‘What on earth is that? ‘Has my head gone crazy?’
No one cared whether M was visible to other people or not, as it was invisible to others and visible only to the lady. Anyway, I ended up going to the aunt’s house and living with her aunt and Jisoo.
A month later
It’s been about a month since I came to the house, and I’m now used to living in this house, so I’m comfortable. However, two changes in my body gave me a bit of a headache. One is that M is visible. At first, I thought it was only visible to old women, but when I walk around outside, I sometimes see it on some women.
‘What I see is a part-timer at the convenience store in front of my house, a super lady, an office worker I saw passing by…’
Ajumma is written in red, but most of the other women she saw outside showed white, yellow, and orange, and she had never seen anything red like her Ajumma. I tried to find out why these letters were visible, but I couldn’t figure it out, so I put it on hold for now.
And the second change is that the size of my penis is very large. I don’t know if it’s the original size of the owner of this body or a change that occurred during reincarnation, but it’s very big for a child. Normally it is 7cm and when erect it is 15cm. Considering that he still has the body of an 11-year-old, he is quite big.
‘Ha… It’s nice to be big, but it doesn’t sit still.’
Having a large penis is a good thing in itself, but the problem is that as time goes by, your sexual desire also increases.
‘I’m still a child and I can’t be with anyone… What should I do?’
Even before my previous life, I had a strong sexual desire, so I made several sex partners and enjoyed them whenever I had time. But after changing into this body, my sexual desire seemed to get stronger. Moreover, since I could only relieve myself by secretly masturbating in the bathroom, my sexual desire was building up.
‘I’m still a child, but if this continues, I don’t think I’ll be able to control myself in a few more years… I need to find a way to resolve this quickly.’
If the body of a child is like this, it will probably become a big deal as it grows up. At the same time, the sexual desire becomes stronger and cannot be relieved, making rational thinking difficult. Because of this, he is still not going to school because he is not feeling well.
Moreover, what I felt as I continued to observe her aunt to find out about her M’s identity was that her aunt looked very ugly. I don’t usually wear underwear when I’m at home, so the shape of my nipples is visible, or I usually wear short skirts or tight pants, so my erection shows no signs of fading.
When I’m worrying about various things, when I wake up at night because I need to urinate and go to the bathroom.